I Am Not Happy

I'm age 69. I went 80 miles per hour for fifty years, many Saturdays, many Sunday afternoons, sometimes two jobs. Manager of the year in 1978, again 1979. Got cocky. Since 1980 I have been demoted, fired, hired, rehired. I have lived...

My family is screwed up. I can try to love them all I can, and I might never be physically abused by them (mostly... just once), but they will always keep me down. They'll always see me as some kid. They will never support the dreams I...

I don't know what to do about this unhappy feeling that I have. I find myself sitting in a room alone not wanting to be near anyone. I have a wife and kids with lots of friends but can't cnfide in them because I don't know whats wrong...

It has been a long time since I have been happy. I realised fairly early in life that life is not at all filled with only wonder and delight. Sometimes you find only misery. And death. Like walking down the street and viewing your first...

I cannot remember ever being happy therefore, every day is a struggle. I do not smile and have not for most of my life. I have a wife (who I do not think loves me however I could be wrong) and two kids who are 18 and 16 therefore are to...

I'm just tired of feeling everything. My whole life I've been treated like the mistake that I am, I wasn't planned, so why care in the first place? My whole life, "friends" have sucked me into their stupid world of make-believe and when...

He made me so happy I love him dearly but thte relationship is over and its so painful I cant let go we had a grreat relationship but then things just went wrong I dont see how on earth I can ever have a relationship that works people...

i cant seem to find ways to be happy anymore. ive tried watching movies, downloading new music, spending time alone but neither of those made me feel happy... what should i do?

I am a 22 year old female, who has lost all hope for life. I lay down every night in bed wondering what my purpose in life is. I live with a mother, who will do anything in her power to have control over you, purposely calling you names...

I trying to remember the last time I ever been happy. And I'm not talking about being happy like for a few days, or a week or so. I main truly happy most of the time. Part of the reason it was hard to find times to be happy because I...

I think my life basically ended last August. My dad got really sick and was in the hospital for 5 months. They told us he was dying there was nothing they could do for him. Somehow he made it, but he can't walk or talk. I think it...

Currently, my life consists of nothing but sitting in front of the pc, eating and sleeping.Let's start from the beginning...I was born in Austria. Me and my parents were separated since I was born because they always had to work much...

i couldnot think this will hapend with me...........he loved me so much.we love both each other so much.we had so good understanding.....compromising realtionship. i believed him blindly............actualy he never lied to me...

I am not happy, it is that simple.
My life is not fun, it is not a happy life. I just realised it short time ago even though it has been going for so long, but it just hit me, I am truly not happy. Idk what else to say, nothing to add...

My profile is filled with stories like this so it's nothing new. It's like lately, I use this site as my sad journal. Read if you're interested for whatever reason.
There's a lot of reasons why I'm not happy. They won't interest anyone...

I have been married for three years now going on four and have a wonderful husband. He works his tail off and provides for myself and our son. My son is 13 months old and is the reason I live. I have not been faithful at all to my...

I'm not happy, no. It's for the best. If I'm happy, everything's nice in the world, I like who and what I am, I get euforic, believe in myself without questions, lose my inhibitions, do something really stupid and sink into a deadly...

It has been a long time since I have been happy. I realised fairly early in life that life is not at all filled with only wonder and delight. Sometimes you find only misery. And death. Like walking down the street and viewing your first...

I just don't feel happy, I mean truly happy. It's been so long since I've felt that way. I can fake it or feel a little bit of it but it's not the same. I have some issues that constantly annoy me. Nothing too big but they just won't...

When life gives you lemons, binge on a can of Skippy peanut butter.

Or at least that's what I've done this past year of my life.

Slowly by slowly, I have developed an eating disorder. I think it's bulimia....

Binge, then purge. Binge...