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I Am Not Happy

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    Yay!! Everyone decided to ignore me on the one

    day in years that I have a blistering fever and splitting headache. Whip-tee-damn-doo M💀😢🚑💉🔪📞
    Chpt17 Chpt17 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I Am A 49 Years Old Man Who Is Unhappy

    I cannot remember ever being happy therefore, every day is a struggle. I do not smile and have not for most of my life. I have a wife (who I do not think loves me however I could be wrong) and two kids who are 18 and 16 therefore are to busy starting their life's. I come home...
    AGGB AGGB 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 22, 2012

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    toughqueen toughqueen 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    I Am Not Ok

    my daughter died 2 years ago at age 5 1/2 and my husband and i divorced 5 months after. i just got passed over for a promotion because i "had the wrong masters degree". my ex-husband is already remarried and trying to have another child. i am trapped in a relationship that...
    feelinglosttoo feelinglosttoo 36-40 2 Responses Nov 14, 2012

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    This is my experiment- to try

    and force happiness on a daily basis. Day by day. Force it until it becomes real.
    Cl0ud Cl0ud 22-25, M 3 Responses May 28, 2014

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    But I must not make it obvious in public,

    society forces you to mask your feelings and not think 'negative' thoughts.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 31

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    Can'T Stop It

    I don't know what to do about this unhappy feeling that I have. I find myself sitting in a room alone not wanting to be near anyone. I have a wife and kids with lots of friends but can't cnfide in them because I don't know whats wrong. My life is pretty good at least I think...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 8, 2013

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    Good evening everyone.

    For some reason I'm having a real ****** night. My ex boyfriend is deleting my posts on CL. He does not want me to be happy I guess. The one guy I really want to meet has too much drama going on in his life right now and can't seem to make time for me. I feel like crying but...
    lonelygirl1313 lonelygirl1313 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2014

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    Why Am I Suffering?

    I would like to say that I'm happy, but most days I'm not. The only good thing in my life is my son, 13, and cat, 10 yrs, I don't mean to whine, but I don't see anything good in life right now, cause I'm not working, have no money, am really worried, and lonely.and wonder why I'm...
    Jeanieb Jeanieb 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2008

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    Just fallen down the stairs

    after tripping over the cat not amused lol
    trampy89 trampy89 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 12, 2014

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    I'm tired of not doing anything.

    . I'm tired of being alone, i don't know what happiness feels like.. I have no friends because i'm not interested in but deep down i know i need people to talk to. I have my 24 year old boyfriend who's extremely jealous but so am i, we have agreements with things that bother us...
    nicolebarreiro nicolebarreiro 18-21, F 1 Response May 14, 2014

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    I know I tell my self

    and the world that I am NOT intrested in women because I always get rejected, and always was rejected and my feelings hurt for years and years ago. It hurts me that I wasted my youth years and my good looks and that I lived alone girlfriend less all my life. Yes I have tried...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Jan 19

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    List Of Patterns

    first pattern is i get to know the persons true colorsi get bored and..want the mystery back? so i argueI start noticing that im not getting as much attention as i use to or i am realizing how little attention ive been getting all alongi start feeling abandoned...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Apr 5, 2012

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    my brother's friend/housemate died in his sleep.

    .. it was a sudden death and I think he is sick and tend to hide it probably lead to something serious that cause his death. I hope he speak God's name in his last breath. Let us all offer a prayer for him his name is Alex. let us pray that he may rest in peace and that his sins...
    toughqueen toughqueen 26-30, F Sep 11, 2014

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    Chloe158 Chloe158 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2014

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    I have 3 friends who I can usually count on to

    go see or hangout with, and when any of them are at rock bottom, I'm always the one who picks up all the pieces for them, I'll take them into my home when they have no where to go, and even give them some money when they need it. But when I'm the one in need of someone to talk...
    TaylaT21 TaylaT21 18-21, F Jan 1

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    I Have Failed....

    I have been married for three years now going on four and have a wonderful husband. He works his tail off and provides for myself and our son. My son is 13 months old and is the reason I live. I have not been faithful at all to my husband and I can't quit it. He brings no passion...
    chsmom chsmom 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    Can't even take a new profile picture

    because I can't smile without looking fake and awkward—without smiling I look like I'm completely exhausted, drained, and generally unhappy.
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 23, 2014

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    anneloves anneloves 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    Texts that p i s s me off: 1.

    Yeah 2. Oh 3. Yup 4. Lol 5. Haha 6. K 7. Nope 8. Chillin 9. Naw 10. Send me a pic
    Callllie Callllie 70+, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2014

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    I sit and wonder where you are,

    how you are, if you are even alive still. I feel like my guts are knotting up I just want to stop the pain. I want to spill my guts out over the floor I want to watch myself bleed to death. I do feel guilty but I tried to make it right I TRIED! I wonder if you are happy.
    BookOfShadows BookOfShadows 18-21, F Sep 6, 2014

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    I try to seem like I'm happy In front of others

    but, deep down I'm not. I wonder if they notice? If not I must be a ******* good actor cos I've been doing it long enough.
    tltlc tltlc 18-21, F Sep 1, 2014

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    What even is happiness,

    i don't see it?
    Beccaahh Beccaahh 18-21, F Sep 17, 2014

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    Will it be ok for the family

    if the girlfriend of your brother post sexy photos like poses in men's magazine bares some skin and post it on facebook with random guys and people gives comment and some of them are lusty comments? Does my brother really proud about that? Or he's on denial?
    toughqueen toughqueen 26-30, F Nov 11, 2014

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    Good evening everyone.

    For some reason I'm having a real ****** night. My ex boyfriend is deleting my posts on CL. He does not want me to be happy I guess. The one guy I really want to meet has too much drama going on in his life right now and can't seem to make time for me. I feel like crying but...
    lonelygirl1313 lonelygirl1313 51-55, F Oct 4, 2014

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    I'm in a relationship

    but he's being stupid about it. We hardly ever go out in public and when we do there's no affection and I have to walk behind him. I just feel like the dirty secret that he's embarassed of and I'm tired of it
    SparklyCrayon SparklyCrayon 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    I love it when people say

    so many times people who have been in a good relationship was the best thing that ever happened to them!!! its like ***** I'm the best thing that ever happened to you and that will EVER happen to you!!
    KristinaChero KristinaChero 13-15, F Nov 29, 2014

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    When Something Bad Can Happen, It Happens.

    I think my life basically ended last August. My dad got really sick and was in the hospital for 5 months. They told us he was dying there was nothing they could do for him. Somehow he made it, but he can't walk or talk. I think it almost would have been easier if we would have...
    WatchMeFly WatchMeFly 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    I’m so scared of the future.

    It’s only 2 years until I graduate and what am I supposed to do after that? I’ll probably just be a pathetic little 17yo virgin girl who’s never even kissed anyone. I’m just so regular and I’m nothing special, if anything, I belong to the lower part of people. I always...
    mareike128 mareike128 13-15, F Apr 11

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    I Wonder If I Ever Have Been

    My life has consisted of many great moments, but I can't remember a time that I've really been happy for any period of time.  Maybe I crave drama.  Maybe the intense emotions, whether they be sadness, anger or fear, do make me happy.  I once had someone tell me...
    missmisunderstood missmisunderstood 31-35, F 11 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    My parents don't care

    for me, they ***** about me behind my back and right in front of me, they treat me like **** and don't believe a word I say. My sisters just think I'm an attention craved teenager. I understand if people think of my as attention seeking and thats okay but I can assure you that...
    chlo3ann3 chlo3ann3 13-15, F Oct 29, 2014

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    Two years ago, I still looked up to you.

    I always loved the food you made, the support you gave and your hospitality. Back then, I couldn't even imagine the situation I'm in right now. Because now I dread seeing you. Would rather hide in my room and pretend I'm not listening. But why should I hide? I didn't do...
    CactusHugger CactusHugger 18-21, F Oct 23, 2014

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    I feel like I've lived a lifetime,

    but I'm still so young. I can list the amount of grief and pain my mind and spirit have taken over the years, but it wouldn't be worth it. It's taken me a while come terms with me not loving myself even though I try to be the best me. I have no real family only people who look...
    Bonjour18 Bonjour18 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 7, 2014

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    i'm not happy.God's not happy.

    why do people have to fornicate?why do people have to tell lies?why do people have to be so-oo greedy?why do people have to be sooo corrupt?why do people have to be violent?why do people have to be lustful?why do people care so much about themselves that they do not see others...
    theconsumingfire theconsumingfire 18-21, M 5 Responses May 14, 2014

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    I find it easy to feign happiness,

    it's very simple actually. All you have to do is fake a smile and make a few jokes. No one even sees through the facade, it's really astonishing what a fake smile can hide. Make no mistake, I am content with my life and grateful for all that I have but these materials cannot...
    galaxydefender7 galaxydefender7 13-15 1 Response Apr 22, 2014

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    Even when surrounded by people I care about all

    I can do is think about hurting myself. I'm pathetic.
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M Mar 28

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    Love

    He made me so happy I love him dearly but thte relationship is over and its so painful I cant let go we had a grreat relationship but then things just went wrong I dont see how on earth I can ever have a relationship that works people have said that about me. I wish I could stop...
    purplepaws purplepaws 31-35, F 9 Responses Jan 27, 2010

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    I Cant

    i cant seem to find ways to be happy anymore. ive tried watching movies, downloading new music, spending time alone but neither of those made me feel happy... what should i do?
    limerent limerent 22-25 3 Responses Sep 24, 2010

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    It's hard to be happy

    when he's always on my mind and the only thing I ever feel is sadness...
    painseeker16 painseeker16 18-21, F Feb 8

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    Some Ideas.

    People are obsessed with this concept of "happiness". But, I'd like to know, where and when it was decided that happiness was important? That's something that people really only get to focus on because all their other needs are met. Anyways, I personally don't make a goal of...
    PrinceGumball PrinceGumball 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    I believe I grew or evolved myself to be an

    *******. Someone with the worst attitude and the worst thoughts and with the unhappy smile and look on my face. I feel like the most unwanted person in the world and I can't find a way to be more of a smiling person - I don't want to bother people with my taunted mind so I keep...
    Zineq Zineq 16-17, F Mar 10

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    Missing Those Two Person Who Left Me Alone

    my father i loved him a lot........though he didn't live with me but he always tried to care me a lot........i still remember the day he died ............i was in a car and i got a news that my dad is no more..........i just couldn't believe it....i was screaming and crying...
    iamalonek iamalonek 22-25, F May 26, 2013

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    I'm Not Happy, No. ...

    I'm not happy, no. It's for the best. If I'm happy, everything's nice in the world, I like who and what I am, I get euforic, believe in myself without questions, lose my inhibitions, do something really stupid and sink into a deadly cesspool of despair and depression. It's best...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 3 Responses Feb 18, 2009

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    When i wake up now, i don't feel anything.

    I mean...i used to wake up ready to take on the world, but what happened to me ? I'm a wreck.
    urivera54 urivera54 16-17, M May 5, 2014

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    From a very young age I've wanted to attend

    beauty college. However, when I finished High school, I went straight to a community college because I wasn't sure of what I wanted to major in. Right now I'm majoring in Computer Science and should be finished with a transfer degree in 2016. Right now I've reached the point to...
    ikg00 ikg00 18-21, F Sep 22, 2014

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    Everyone hates me. All of my family hates me

    and no one loves me. They don't care about me anymore. All I did is going after my dream and be with who I love , I'm just in love and they punish me with their ignorance and their treat. I'm so sad and seems no one can make me feel good. I wonder if my love is feeling how sad...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 1 Response May 21, 2014

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