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I Am Not Happy

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    My cousin called me. ... 3 times... I didnt answer... I finally called him back. He's on the phone with me now. He said I sound Happy. He called me to tell me that his friend said...
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Not Happy With My Self - I trying to remember the last time I ever been happy. And I'm not talking about being happy like for a few days, or a week or so. I main truly happy most...
    ChillyWilly82 ChillyWilly82 31-35, M 1 Response May 3, 2013

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    I just got married and every since I got home from my honeymoon (3 weeks ago) his son who is 14.. is causing problems. He lives with us 5 days a week. He is going into our room...
    tino2219 tino2219 31-35, F Mar 8

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    I Am Starting To Hate Myself. - I'm 23 years old but I really don't feel like living anymore. I've never felt so alone in my life. It's like, every person I meet is taking...
    limerent limerent 22-25 3 Responses Sep 24, 2010

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    I had to go to a parent teacher conference. It didn't go well.
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    Still Not - It can be hard. People think I'm happy since I"m doing more things on my life and their more activity with my account. The truth is I'm still not happy. It might be for...
    ChillyWilly82 ChillyWilly82 31-35, M Sep 15, 2013

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    I Wonder If I Ever Have Been - My life has consisted of many great moments, but I can't remember a time that I've really been happy for any period of time.  Maybe I crave...
    missmisunderstood missmisunderstood 31-35, F 11 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    Busted Up Big Plans - We can do whatever you want for your Birthday he said. I told him I wanted to hike a local and visit the local winery for a tasting. He took the night off so...
    UndeclaredTruth UndeclaredTruth 31-35, F Sep 20, 2013

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    I Have Failed.... - I have been married for three years now going on four and have a wonderful husband. He works his tail off and provides for myself and our son. My son is 13...
    chsmom chsmom 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    I Just Don't Care Anymore. - I didn't read any of the other entries yet because I didn't want to be influenced by them. This is my story. I was raised in a very dysfunctional...
    seriouslyscrewedup seriouslyscrewedup 61-65, F Sep 12, 2013

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    So Done... - So this is my 11th story and I feel as if this writing thing does not help. I have tried to let all emotions flow and try to catch help from people who may have tried...
    Teyiah Teyiah 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2012

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    Love - He made me so happy I love him dearly but thte relationship is over and its so painful I cant let go we had a grreat relationship but then things just went wrong I dont see...
    purplepaws purplepaws 31-35, F 9 Responses Jan 27, 2010

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    Some Ideas. - People are obsessed with this concept of "happiness". But, I'd like to know, where and when it was decided that happiness was important? That's something that people...
    PrinceGumball PrinceGumball 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 2, 2013

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    Young to be depressed - Hi, I'm an international student studying in the UK, I am from Jordan. I am doing my first year here and from the beginning of the academic year I havent...
    forever213 forever213 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    List Of Patterns - first pattern is i get to know the persons true colorsi get bored and..want the mystery back? so i argueI start noticing that im not getting as much attention...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Apr 5, 2012

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    Why Am I Suffering? - I would like to say that I'm happy, but most days I'm not. The only good thing in my life is my son, 13, and cat, 10 yrs, I don't mean to whine, but I don't...
    Jeanieb Jeanieb 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2008

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    Fitting In With Others - I don't feel like I have any people I feel close too, even though I know a lot of friends and family friends. I'm anxious and socially awkward, and it...
    misanthropy47 misanthropy47 13-15, M Oct 16, 2013

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    I'm Not Happy, No. ... - I'm not happy, no. It's for the best. If I'm happy, everything's nice in the world, I like who and what I am, I get euforic, believe in myself without...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 3 Responses Feb 18, 2009

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    I Am A 49 Years Old Man Who Is Unhappy - I cannot remember ever being happy therefore, every day is a struggle. I do not smile and have not for most of my life. I have a wife (who...
    AGGB AGGB 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 22, 2012

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    I Cant - i cant seem to find ways to be happy anymore. ive tried watching movies, downloading new music, spending time alone but neither of those made me feel happy... what should...
    limerent limerent 22-25 3 Responses Sep 24, 2010

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    How Do I Overcome Depression & Anxiety? - I've had a pretty rough last few years and I can't figure out how to cope with any of it. Me being miserable all the time is taking a huge...
    kd321 kd321 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    Missing Those Two Person Who Left Me Alone - my father i loved him a lot........though he didn't live with me but he always tried to care me a lot........i still remember the day...
    iamalonek iamalonek 22-25, F May 26, 2013

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    When Something Bad Can Happen, It Happens. - I think my life basically ended last August. My dad got really sick and was in the hospital for 5 months. They told us he was dying...
    WatchMeFly WatchMeFly 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    Passively - My profile is filled with stories like this so it's nothing new. It's like lately, I use this site as my sad journal. Read if you're interested for whatever reason...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 14, 2013

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    Pointless ; Boring Life - NO matter what i do, who i do it with etc i am not happy, if i could escape from reality i think i would... i dont have many friends,not many family, and...
    Deafening19Sounds Deafening19Sounds 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2010

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    I Am Not Happy - I am very unhappy I have been like this for awhile now I feel like I am stuck in a rut that I can't get out of. I find myself crying a lot and hoping things will...
    princessv71 princessv71 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 20, 2009

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    And It Does Not Have To Be That Way. - It has been a long time since I have been happy. I realised fairly early in life that life is not at all filled with only wonder and delight...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 14, 2013

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    I'm Sorry I'm Not Happy - I just don't feel happy, I mean truly happy. It's been so long since I've felt that way. I can fake it or feel a little bit of it but it's not the same. I...
    oldaccount oldaccount 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 28, 2012

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    I Am Missing Those Two Person Who Left Me Alone - my father i loved him a lot........though he didn't live with me but he always tried to care me a lot........i still remember the...
    iamalonek iamalonek 22-25, F May 26, 2013

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    Hush Little Birdie.. - Hush little baby don't say a word. Don't let them see you fragile as a bird. Poor little wings got broken in flight. I know you feel lost but you really need...
    ibizzy ibizzy 26-30, F Jul 26, 2013

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    Everyday It Feels Like I Am Stuck In Hell - I am not happy, it is that simple. My life is not fun, it is not a happy life. I just realised it short time ago even though it has been...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 27, 2013

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    At Least Not Right Now... - It can change and it does over time but today and for a while now... I have not been happy! I am fighting a much bigger battle- its not illness or...
    aniave aniave 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 27, 2011

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    Capital Letters For Briefly Quizzical Review - My family is screwed up. I can try to love them all I can, and I might never be physically abused by them (mostly... just once), but...
    djonskin djonskin 22-25, M May 12, 2013

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    And It Does Not Have To Be That Way. - It has been a long time since I have been happy. I realised fairly early in life that life is not at all filled with only wonder and delight...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 14, 2013

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    I'm Just Not - I'm just not happy. To tell the truth I've never been a happy person. I've had happy moments in my life but those fade all too quickly. I try to pretend I'm happy...
    Vbot123 Vbot123 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 2, 2013

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    My Life - I am a 22 year old female, who has lost all hope for life. I lay down every night in bed wondering what my purpose in life is. I live with a mother, who will do anything...
    Criesinside Criesinside 22-25 2 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Peanut Butter. - When life gives you lemons, binge on a can of Skippy peanut butter. Or at least that's what I've done this past year of my life. Slowly by slowly, I have...
    Analouise Analouise 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 9, 2013

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    There isn't enough anything in this world that could make me happy, I'm just so messed up, I couldn't possibly get any lower than I am now and there's no way I can get through...
    BlueBird1200 BlueBird1200 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    What is happiness? Well, that's an interesting question, everyone wants to be happy yet not everyone knows what makes them happy. Truth is, I have not been happy for a long time...
    fafej fafej 18-21, M Dec 3, 2013

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    Life Time - Not Happy - well as the title states 2i am not happy" some will say its life, some say look at the good and not the bad, so will say there is always someone badder then...
    ken2011 ken2011 41-45 Apr 5, 2011

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    Can't Wait To Go Home - I been hurting all day. I've been in bed all day. I'm in my bed with my blankets over my head cause I'm freezing. Its 15 degrees outside sometimes ten its...
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2013

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    well I first started out living my life happy and now I just don't known how to handle things I push ppl away and its not like me . being my appendix have ruptured I don't know...
    shaleah033 shaleah033 13-15, F Mar 30

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    Breaking Up After 6 Yr Relationship - i couldnot think this will hapend with me...........he loved me so much.we love both each other so much.we had so good understanding...
    iamalonek iamalonek 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2013

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    Well my dad hasn't never been in my life I knew him and everything we talked before I even saw him physical. But he lives New Jersey and I live in Virginia now he calls me and ask...
    jsabree18 jsabree18 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I feel like I've lived a lifetime, but I'm still so young. I can list the amount of grief and pain my mind and spirit have taken over the years, but it wouldn't be worth it. It's...
    Bonjour18 Bonjour18 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I Am Not Ok - my daughter died 2 years ago at age 5 1/2 and my husband and i divorced 5 months after. i just got passed over for a promotion because i "had the wrong masters...
    feelinglosttoo feelinglosttoo 36-40 2 Responses Nov 14, 2012

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    I'M Tired - I'm just tired of feeling everything. My whole life I've been treated like the mistake that I am, I wasn't planned, so why care in the first place? My whole life...
    2 Responses Feb 16, 2013

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    Can'T Stop It - I don't know what to do about this unhappy feeling that I have. I find myself sitting in a room alone not wanting to be near anyone. I have a wife and kids with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 8, 2013

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    No Friends. Happy With It. - I'm age 69. I went 80 miles per hour for fifty years, many Saturdays, many Sunday afternoons, sometimes two jobs. Manager of the year in 1978, again...
    109876sarah 109876sarah 66-70, M Dec 10, 2012

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