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I Am Not Happy

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    I don't know. I am just sitting here on my

    computer and thoughts just start going through my head. I'm single now... and probably will be for a long time. The relationship that I just got out of was terrible, but there were moments that were good. I'm gonna really miss the companionship, the fun, getting to know this...
    GettingOverShit GettingOverShit 18-21, F Aug 5, 2015

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    I want to be in peace

    but this girl won't let me and threatens me or how to run my life....she wants me to obey her orders.
    preciouscargo1 preciouscargo1 41-45, F Aug 29, 2015

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    I'm ******* done. Again.

    I thought I found something worth holding on too. I thought I'd be happy again finally! I was so excited about what was to come. And now, nothing. In back to square one. My depression and anxiety have just come straight back and I'm so lost in life again I just don't know what...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 9, 2015

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    I'm honestly dragging a little bit today.

    I'm feeling very confused and the last 24 hours have been toying with my emotions. I'm not quite sure what I'm feeling, I'm just kind of numb. I've got so many questions, I've got doubts myself. it's hard for me to see straight when my head is so fuzzy. I wish I had everything...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 17, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    Chloe158 Chloe158 13-15, F Oct 25, 2014

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    That ***** EP Allie, deleted my picture.

    No nudity, not even suggested. The new is however. Any bets on how long it takes her to remove me?
    Hypersoxy Hypersoxy 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 23, 2015

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    Been reading people stories often,

    on different subjects im 21 im experienceing life still not knowing what i want to do, i also feel what holds me back is love, i could say that other girls are attracted to me and i feel the same towards them, but that one girl still has my heart and affection, she wants me when...
    kingjacob001 kingjacob001 18-21, M Jun 22, 2015

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    I quit cant do this anymore.

    Im not the big brother anymore grow up and solve your own problems for once
    juniorsailor juniorsailor 18-21 Oct 6, 2015

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    **** this ****. I want to drop out of my course

    but I've only got a semester left. Might as well finish, but I'm hating every minute of it.
    Cl0ud Cl0ud 22-25, M May 20, 2015

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    Ur jst seeing me as a happiest guy evr.

    .bt im nt..thrs also a side of me whr u cn see ony black...yup worst thn hell..all hav probs...😞😕😶
    jegan7639 jegan7639 18-21, M Aug 22, 2015

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    Without fancy words I will admit one thing; I

    created this place to express my feelings. Whenever I was sad, I could write here, and I could also write here when I was happy; I was right here. But now I am wrong at each turn and nothing I do holds value. There used to be fair positives and negatives, but now I am only...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 12, 2015

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    "I'm Not Happy" it started,

    oddly enough, by stating a simple fact. "i'm not happy." some of lifes most beautiful things are also the most simple. the look on my former employers face said it all, like a goat looking at a new fence. and i walked out. it took 5 years of experience as a mechanical designer...
    mokele mokele 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 2, 2015

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    Well my dad hasn't never been in my life I knew

    him and everything we talked before I even saw him physical. But he lives New Jersey and I live in Virginia now he calls me and ask me how I'm doing and every thing but when I ask him to come down to va and visit me he comes up with an excuse it really upsets me a lot he doesn't...
    jsabree18 jsabree18 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2014

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    I Have Failed....

    I have been married for three years now going on four and have a wonderful husband. He works his tail off and provides for myself and our son. My son is 13 months old and is the reason I live. I have not been faithful at all to my husband and I can't quit it. He brings no passion...
    chsmom chsmom 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    Had a great day yesterday.

    ..today, not so much. Always this unhappy undercurrent raging under the surface. Like unhappiness is the rule, and unhappiness is the exception.
    cjkenton cjkenton 36-40 1 Response Oct 4, 2015

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    INDIAN CALL CENTER SCAM USING SIRI's MALE VOICE.

    .. "WE HAVE DETECTED SOME SERIOUS MALICIOUS SOFTWARE IN YOUR WINDOWS COMPUTER, PRESS 1 NOW SO WE COULD FURTHER ASSIST YOU..." This automated Siri male voice message came from crooks in India who want to steal all our money from each English speaking country on our green earth...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jan 11

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    Why Am I Suffering?

    I would like to say that I'm happy, but most days I'm not. The only good thing in my life is my son, 13, and cat, 10 yrs, I don't mean to whine, but I don't see anything good in life right now, cause I'm not working, have no money, am really worried, and lonely.and wonder why I'm...
    Jeanieb Jeanieb 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2008

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    When i wake up now, i don't feel anything.

    I mean...i used to wake up ready to take on the world, but what happened to me ? I'm a wreck.
    urivera54 urivera54 18-21, M May 5, 2014

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    people bailed. First outing I've organised

    for weeks. First one I've had time to do. All 4 bailed separately, and for different reasons. so my weekend passed away. I let it pass. spending all my time bargain hunting to get the best possible presents for people for Christmas. Why bother. Really. Just pay the extra few...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M Nov 27, 2015

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    Texts that p i s s me off: 1.

    Yeah 2. Oh 3. Yup 4. Lol 5. Haha 6. K 7. Nope 8. Chillin 9. Naw 10. Send me a pic
    Callllie Callllie 70+, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2014

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    I don't understand. I'm doing everything in my

    power to make my family happy yet they still hate me. I come home from wherever and the first thing outta my moms mouth is either 'I don't want to hear you bitching today', or 'I just can't deal with you today.' Why do they hate me so much? I am trying my best to be the child...
    BlackSunCrimsonFyre BlackSunCrimsonFyre 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2015

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    Yay!! Everyone decided to ignore me on the one

    day in years that I have a blistering fever and splitting headache. Whip-tee-damn-doo M💀😢🚑💉🔪📞
    Chpt17 Chpt17 22-25, M Apr 7, 2015

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    I find it easy to feign happiness,

    it's very simple actually. All you have to do is fake a smile and make a few jokes. No one even sees through the facade, it's really astonishing what a fake smile can hide. Make no mistake, I am content with my life and grateful for all that I have but these materials cannot...
    galaxydefender7 galaxydefender7 16-17 1 Response Apr 22, 2014

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    It's been years now. This feeling of emptiness

    has yet to escape im so sad all the time my hearts so heavy all the time. I sit in my bed most nights and wonder what the word would be like without me .. Would I be missed? Would anyone even notice I was gone? My birthdays days away and I'm not even excited for it... Because...
    tupaclover tupaclover 16-17 Jul 3, 2015

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    There isn't much going on right

    now that I can say I'm happy with.
    TheNewOldMe TheNewOldMe 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 6, 2015

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    i don't know if i should be feeling pissed off

    or sad or what, all i know is I'm not happy
    AwesomeGuy18 AwesomeGuy18 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 3, 2015

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    Can'T Stop It

    I don't know what to do about this unhappy feeling that I have. I find myself sitting in a room alone not wanting to be near anyone. I have a wife and kids with lots of friends but can't cnfide in them because I don't know whats wrong. My life is pretty good at least I think...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 8, 2013

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    No Friends. Happy With It.

    I'm age 69. I went 80 miles per hour for fifty years, many Saturdays, many Sunday afternoons, sometimes two jobs. Manager of the year in 1978, again 1979. Got cocky. Since 1980 I have been demoted, fired, hired, rehired. I have lived with 22 year old college grads with a little...
    109876sarah 109876sarah 66-70, M Dec 10, 2012

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    I'm rarely ever happy.

    I'm usually mad or angry with a pinch of distraught.
    BenedictJones BenedictJones 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 3, 2015

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    Cl0ud Cl0ud 22-25, M Jul 27, 2015

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    Probably worst night of my life :/ worst pain

    ever. My jaw locked up and I'm to scared to open up ... Oh btw.. It's 1 AM ...
    DeborahLiving DeborahLiving 18-21, F 2 Responses May 18, 2015

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    Please tell me how this happened?

    I was able to recreate a new account under my same ID but all my content is gone.
    OralGoddess OralGoddess 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 30, 2015

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    i'm not happy.God's not happy.

    why do people have to fornicate?why do people have to tell lies?why do people have to be so-oo greedy?why do people have to be sooo corrupt?why do people have to be violent?why do people have to be lustful?why do people care so much about themselves that they do not see others...
    theconsumingfire theconsumingfire 18-21, M 5 Responses May 14, 2014

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    i am not happy just bcz of my self.

    ... i cried the whole day n still i am crying.... why i am like this??? why i become like this??? i am a stupid who get attached so easily n can't afford any kind of departure... i hate every one around me n don't want any one to love me... no one is allowed to love or hate me...
    imurs11 imurs11 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2015

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    people come and go...

    ..tried to be not affected but still not getting used to it.... it really sucks that people can really affect you that much... you wanna know how they are but u can't even do anything coz u don't wanna sound creepy or something... wherever you are I hope you are doing fine
    toughqueen toughqueen 26-30, F Aug 11, 2015

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    I didn't fake happiness

    or thankfulness this holiday. No one could doubt that this lady is not a happy camper.
    stufy stufy 51-55 1 Response Nov 27, 2015

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    because of how I thought happiness was obtained.

    I thought people or a person was suppose to make you happy. Clearly, I am wrong. I think the goal now is to figure out what it is inside that will make me happy. I've set small daily goals for myself. Like one is not to complain. I never notice that I complained so much till my...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2015

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    I have just discovered

    that someone has used my email and possibly more to create a fake account here. I have requested that it be removed however if you get a message from a user by the name of undercover34 then please block it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 13, 2015

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    I love it how people walk all over you,

    making you believe them, and once they are done with you, without even telling you, they kick you under the rug, and pretend you never existed.
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 13, 2015

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    Love

    He made me so happy I love him dearly but thte relationship is over and its so painful I cant let go we had a grreat relationship but then things just went wrong I dont see how on earth I can ever have a relationship that works people have said that about me. I wish I could stop...
    purplepaws purplepaws 36-40, F 9 Responses Jan 27, 2010

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    This is my experiment- to try

    and force happiness on a daily basis. Day by day. Force it until it becomes real.
    Cl0ud Cl0ud 22-25, M 2 Responses May 28, 2014

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    i am not happy how not all of my questions are

    answered and everyone needs to answer my questions or i will be mad
    stefanpokora stefanpokora 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 23, 2015

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    I Cant

    i cant seem to find ways to be happy anymore. ive tried watching movies, downloading new music, spending time alone but neither of those made me feel happy... what should i do?
    limerent limerent 22-25 3 Responses Sep 24, 2010

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    When Something Bad Can Happen, It Happens.

    I think my life basically ended last August. My dad got really sick and was in the hospital for 5 months. They told us he was dying there was nothing they could do for him. Somehow he made it, but he can't walk or talk. I think it almost would have been easier if we would have...
    WatchMeFly WatchMeFly 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 2, 2009