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I Am Not Happy

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    i'm not happy.God's not happy.

    why do people have to fornicate?why do people have to tell lies?why do people have to be so-oo greedy?why do people have to be sooo corrupt?why do people have to be violent?why do people have to be lustful?why do people care so much about themselves that they do not see others...
    theconsumingfire theconsumingfire 18-21, M May 2

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    Why Am I Suffering?

    I would like to say that I'm happy, but most days I'm not. The only good thing in my life is my son, 13, and cat, 10 yrs, I don't mean to whine, but I don't see anything good in life right now, cause I'm not working, have no money, am really worried, and lonely.and wonder why I'm...
    Jeanieb Jeanieb 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2008

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    I'm Not Happy, No. ...

    I'm not happy, no. It's for the best. If I'm happy, everything's nice in the world, I like who and what I am, I get euforic, believe in myself without questions, lose my inhibitions, do something really stupid and sink into a deadly cesspool of despair and depression. It's best...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 3 Responses Feb 18, 2009

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    I feel lost and depressed.

    Everything just seems to fall and I can't seem to be able to fix it. I don't like how some people see me as, even though I know I shouldn't care. I don't like feeling this way..
    yazminf yazminf 16-17, F May 5

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    rajsaad rajsaad 22-25, M Aug 27

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    Everyone hates me. All of my family hates me

    and no one loves me. They don't care about me anymore. All I did is going after my dream and be with who I love , I'm just in love and they punish me with their ignorance and their treat. I'm so sad and seems no one can make me feel good. I wonder if my love is feeling how sad...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 1 Response May 21

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    I'm Sorry I'm Not Happy

    I just don't feel happy, I mean truly happy. It's been so long since I've felt that way. I can fake it or feel a little bit of it but it's not the same. I have some issues that constantly annoy me. Nothing too big but they just won't stop playing in my head. I am kinda not...
    oldaccount oldaccount 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 28, 2012

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    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Love

    He made me so happy I love him dearly but thte relationship is over and its so painful I cant let go we had a grreat relationship but then things just went wrong I dont see how on earth I can ever have a relationship that works people have said that about me. I wish I could stop...
    purplepaws purplepaws 31-35, F 9 Responses Jan 27, 2010

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    No Friends. Happy With It.

    I'm age 69. I went 80 miles per hour for fifty years, many Saturdays, many Sunday afternoons, sometimes two jobs. Manager of the year in 1978, again 1979. Got cocky. Since 1980 I have been demoted, fired, hired, rehired. I have lived with 22 year old college grads with a little...
    109876sarah 109876sarah 66-70, M Dec 10, 2012

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    A lot has happened to me in the past couple of

    months. I lost 4 of my best friends. I got betrayed by one who went off and ended up hurting not only me but my family too. I try and I try to be happy but I can't. My life used to be so much easier. I was always happy and I had everything then i lost it all. Its been 7 months...
    areofan9 areofan9 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    Missing Those Two Person Who Left Me Alone

    my father i loved him a lot........though he didn't live with me but he always tried to care me a lot........i still remember the day he died ............i was in a car and i got a news that my dad is no more..........i just couldn't believe it....i was screaming and crying...
    iamalonek iamalonek 22-25, F May 26, 2013

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    my brother's friend/housemate died in his sleep.

    .. it was a sudden death and I think he is sick and tend to hide it probably lead to something serious that cause his death. I hope he speak God's name in his last breath. Let us all offer a prayer for him his name is Alex. let us pray that he may rest in peace and that his sins...
    toughqueen toughqueen 22-25, F Sep 11

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    Just fallen down the stairs

    after tripping over the cat not amused lol
    trampy89 trampy89 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    This is my experiment- to try

    and force happiness on a daily basis. Day by day. Force it until it becomes real.
    Cl0ud Cl0ud 22-25, M 3 Responses May 28

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    i just got a guy that is 20-25 message me

    thinking im a girl. HELLO CHECK MY PROFILE BEFORE U THINK IM A GIRL IDIOT
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 26

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    Tell me what happiness is like.

    Tell me what its like to feel something, anything. My parents think I'm sad, but it's not really sadness, its... just nothing. I don't feel anything. But I'd rather feel nothing than any emotion, because I don't know how to deal with emotions.
    EmbraceForever EmbraceForever 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I don't get how some people can be

    so happy all the time, some might be pretending like me but some people are just literally ******* bubbles and sunshine all the time and they have everything they want. A nice house, perfect parents, amazing life, some of you might understand what I'm saying, others won't.
    CatWithScars CatWithScars 13-15, F Jul 1

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    I Cant

    i cant seem to find ways to be happy anymore. ive tried watching movies, downloading new music, spending time alone but neither of those made me feel happy... what should i do?
    limerent limerent 22-25 3 Responses Sep 24, 2010

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    List Of Patterns

    first pattern is i get to know the persons true colorsi get bored and..want the mystery back? so i argueI start noticing that im not getting as much attention as i use to or i am realizing how little attention ive been getting all alongi start feeling abandoned...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Apr 5, 2012

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    I Am A 49 Years Old Man Who Is Unhappy

    I cannot remember ever being happy therefore, every day is a struggle. I do not smile and have not for most of my life. I have a wife (who I do not think loves me however I could be wrong) and two kids who are 18 and 16 therefore are to busy starting their life's. I come home...
    AGGB AGGB 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 22, 2012

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    Well my dad hasn't never been in my life I knew

    him and everything we talked before I even saw him physical. But he lives New Jersey and I live in Virginia now he calls me and ask me how I'm doing and every thing but when I ask him to come down to va and visit me he comes up with an excuse it really upsets me a lot he doesn't...
    jsabree18 jsabree18 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    MAF10 MAF10 22-25, M Jun 5

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    Can'T Stop It

    I don't know what to do about this unhappy feeling that I have. I find myself sitting in a room alone not wanting to be near anyone. I have a wife and kids with lots of friends but can't cnfide in them because I don't know whats wrong. My life is pretty good at least I think...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 8, 2013

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    I Wonder If I Ever Have Been

    My life has consisted of many great moments, but I can't remember a time that I've really been happy for any period of time.  Maybe I crave drama.  Maybe the intense emotions, whether they be sadness, anger or fear, do make me happy.  I once had someone tell me...
    missmisunderstood missmisunderstood 31-35, F 11 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    My cousin called me. .

    .. 3 times... I didnt answer... I finally called him back. He's on the phone with me now. He said I sound Happy. He called me to tell me that his friend said I'm really Fugly. ... Why? why is he always telling me this. He's friend Kile said. My face hurts to look at. He wants...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 3

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    I'm tired of not doing anything.

    . I'm tired of being alone, i don't know what happiness feels like.. I have no friends because i'm not interested in but deep down i know i need people to talk to. I have my 24 year old boyfriend who's extremely jealous but so am i, we have agreements with things that bother us...
    nicolebarreiro nicolebarreiro 18-21, F 1 Response May 14

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    Texts that p i s s me off: 1.

    Yeah 2. Oh 3. Yup 4. Lol 5. Haha 6. K 7. Nope 8. Chillin 9. Naw 10. Send me a pic
    Callllie Callllie 70+ 1 Response Jul 19

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    I find it easy to feign happiness,

    it's very simple actually. All you have to do is fake a smile and make a few jokes. No one even sees through the facade, it's really astonishing what a fake smile can hide. Make no mistake, I am content with my life and grateful for all that I have but these materials cannot...
    galaxydefender7 galaxydefender7 13-15 1 Response Apr 22

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    Some Ideas.

    People are obsessed with this concept of "happiness". But, I'd like to know, where and when it was decided that happiness was important? That's something that people really only get to focus on because all their other needs are met. Anyways, I personally don't make a goal of...
    PrinceGumball PrinceGumball 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    I'm never really happy with myself causing me

    to not be happy with anyone at all.
    Ambion Ambion 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    What even is happiness,

    i don't see it?
    Beccaahh Beccaahh 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Look all around and see things happening to

    people. not to me.. I am too awkward to even own a personality My social ineptitude brings forth all that i dont deserve. I am not happy. I can't make people around me happy. I don't have healthy relationships with the people around me, even the ones that I'm supposed to. A new...
    anisse113 anisse113 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    ...this is my first post.

    ..I have depression, I'm very shy...I do self harm and I am suicidal...I thought about running away...but I'm afraid to...my brother and dad hasn't talk for more than 4-5 months...my mom makes mean comments saying how I'm never gonna get into a good college, I'm not trying hard...
    coolblog coolblog 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 1

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    I sit and wonder where you are,

    how you are, if you are even alive still. I feel like my guts are knotting up I just want to stop the pain. I want to spill my guts out over the floor I want to watch myself bleed to death. I do feel guilty but I tried to make it right I TRIED! I wonder if you are happy.
    BookOfShadows BookOfShadows 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I am not looking for an daddy

    so you guys who think i am stay away from me
    Kindheartedsoul Kindheartedsoul 16-17, F Jul 2

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    When i wake up now, i don't feel anything.

    I mean...i used to wake up ready to take on the world, but what happened to me ? I'm a wreck.
    urivera54 urivera54 16-17, M May 5

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    When Something Bad Can Happen, It Happens.

    I think my life basically ended last August. My dad got really sick and was in the hospital for 5 months. They told us he was dying there was nothing they could do for him. Somehow he made it, but he can't walk or talk. I think it almost would have been easier if we would have...
    WatchMeFly WatchMeFly 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    From a very young age I've wanted to attend

    beauty college. However, when I finished High school, I went straight to a community college because I wasn't sure of what I wanted to major in. Right now I'm majoring in Computer Science and should be finished with a transfer degree in 2016. Right now I've reached the point to...
    ikg00 ikg00 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    tltlc tltlc 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    i'm not happy.God's not happy.

    why do people have to fornicate?why do people have to tell lies?why do people have to be so-oo greedy?why do people have to be sooo corrupt?why do people have to be violent?why do people have to be lustful?why do people care so much about themselves that they do not see others...
    theconsumingfire theconsumingfire 18-21, M 5 Responses May 14

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    I Have Failed....

    I have been married for three years now going on four and have a wonderful husband. He works his tail off and provides for myself and our son. My son is 13 months old and is the reason I live. I have not been faithful at all to my husband and I can't quit it. He brings no passion...
    chsmom chsmom 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    I feel like I've lived a lifetime,

    but I'm still so young. I can list the amount of grief and pain my mind and spirit have taken over the years, but it wouldn't be worth it. It's taken me a while come terms with me not loving myself even though I try to be the best me. I have no real family only people who look...
    Bonjour18 Bonjour18 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I try to seem like I'm happy In front of others

    but, deep down I'm not. I wonder if they notice? If not I must be a ******* good actor cos I've been doing it long enough.
    tltlc tltlc 18-21, F Sep 1

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    My Life

    I am a 22 year old female, who has lost all hope for life. I lay down every night in bed wondering what my purpose in life is. I live with a mother, who will do anything in her power to have control over you, purposely calling you names, making you feel bad in front of people...
    Criesinside Criesinside 22-25 2 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    I Am Not Ok

    my daughter died 2 years ago at age 5 1/2 and my husband and i divorced 5 months after. i just got passed over for a promotion because i "had the wrong masters degree". my ex-husband is already remarried and trying to have another child. i am trapped in a relationship that...
    feelinglosttoo feelinglosttoo 36-40 2 Responses Nov 14, 2012

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    well I first started out living my life happy

    and now I just don't known how to handle things I push ppl away and its not like me . being my appendix have ruptured I don't know anymore
    shaleah033 shaleah033 13-15, F Mar 30

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    Passively

    My profile is filled with stories like this so it's nothing new. It's like lately, I use this site as my sad journal. Read if you're interested for whatever reason. There's a lot of reasons why I'm not happy. They won't interest anyone. Because they don't even interest me. I want...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 14, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    there is no specific reason but i never be happy since i was child even hat fake smiles not happy wanna be happy even for one sec i wanna know how happy look like wanna feel that...
    Outsider92 Outsider92 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    When i was heading to a grocery store in Saudi Arabia name othaim market in othman bin affan road riyadh city branch, i had feeling of depression and anger. I wasnt able to manage...
    Fleindonfox85 Fleindonfox85 26-30, M 9 hrs ago

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    i never be happy in my life that make me scared that i never be i just wanna try that feel even for sec in my life idk how true happy look like i can move on i still live in past...
    Outsider92 Outsider92 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    So I said to the sulky sadness that stalks me from time to time. I can and I will be happy and your cloudiness will no longer cloud my newly sunny mind. :)
    Summerandroses Summerandroses 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    Be as good mother as your never pleased children would ever want you to be. Make them happy, at all times. Be as good cook to your family as possible. Have them be happy after...
    51squirrel33 51squirrel33 51-55, F Sep 13

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