I Am Not Homeless, But I Don't Have a Home

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 255 People

    I've gotten so used to living at University

    that when I go home it no longer feels like home. Most everyone who grows up in my hometown, never leaves my hometown. So when I go back I feel out of place because I am no longer in the loop. I'm okay with that though because everyone there seems so bitter now when I talk to...
    mehear mehear
    18-21, F
    Dec 7, 2015

    I am 23 years old and need a place to stay

    until I get on my feet. I'm in prince George's county Maryland. My mothers husband hit me and I fought back. He ended up getting a restraining order on me so I had to leave the house. I have no family or friends. Anyone think they can help or have any advice? They have waiting...
    homelesspgcountygirl homelesspgcountygirl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 5, 2015

    Need A Home

    Well me and my mom is a motel and don't know what tomorrow brings. Honestly I worry but not as much like I used to. I can say that. I am 22 years old and been working dead end jobs for awhile. Lord knows I'm trying.
    quawnagurl quawnagurl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2011

    Fury-Some: Part Two

    From kristinlately.blogspot.com Part Two of Zailckas' Fury digs deeper into her feelings and thoughts surrounding her family, specifically how they view her, treat her, and talk to her.  At this point of the book, I'm still not seeing the stark parallel between Zailckas's...
    kristinlately kristinlately
    26-30, F
    May 29, 2013

    I have moved around so much in my life I really

    do not have a place I can call home. Thus I have also learned to never attach to anything. I have lived in my current house for 2 years and I'm pretty sure it won't be 3.
    FeetAreFantastic FeetAreFantastic
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Aug 1, 2015

    I just can't remember the last time I've been

    home having some pictures of my room Got used to it tho
    jack912 jack912
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 10, 2014

    Home-stressed

    When being the eldest in the house just seems to make you the prime point of being blamed for all the bad things in the house.When you try your hardest and yet, you are still not acknowledged.When everyone gives you the cold shoulder, and you're on your own.Sometimes I wish I...
    Yakiniku Yakiniku
    18-21, F
    Mar 19, 2011

    Going through my current situation I am between

    places. Living with people and living out of a suitcase is becoming more and more difficult. Trying to find private time and space is impossible it seems. I'm tired of living with controlling freaks. I need my own home!
    OneBlackRose OneBlackRose
    70+, F
    2 Responses Jan 4, 2015

    I have to live in my mother's house

    for a month.... Well the outsiders look in thinking "that should be fine". I do protest, but I won't make a fuss when it wouldn't stop me from sinking in to that house for a month. All I'm asking is "Will I be okay?", I really don't know. I'm staring blankly ahead till I fall in...
    Itekimasu Itekimasu
    18-21, F
    Jul 14, 2015

    Lone Wolf

    I push everyone away. Sometimes I mean to, other times it is unintentional. I don't want to be alone but it happens. I did it right before I left home for the first time, to go to Basic Training. I did it again with my wife who I am divorcing. I did it again after I went home on...
    JokersMadness JokersMadness
    18-21
    1 Response Oct 1, 2012

    I Dont Know Where My Home Is

    I dont really know where my home is anymore. People say it's where your dearest ones live but thas not true. I moved around quite a lot and this si the 5th town in the 3rd country. I alwaus used to think that my home was where I grew up and spend most of the time but now I really...
    Olympiia Olympiia
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 6, 2013
    jackjack600 jackjack600
    18-21, F
    Oct 13, 2014

    I hate not having a place to go.

    if it was just me, I'd be fine...but my kids don't deserve this
    Ladybugzrule22 Ladybugzrule22
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 25, 2015

    Looking For Baby Carer And Who Can Help Me. In Return I Will Give You Home

    Due to recession many people lost there jobs.  and many are homeless.one of my friend she also lost her job last year and she can't find the new one. and when she got job then home expences, water bill, Electricity bill, Food and other bills, And then tax. She can't save any...
    Susez Susez
    26-30
    Feb 24, 2012

    not sure this is gonna

    even make sense but here goes. all my life, my family has moved around a LOT. i am currently living in my 11th house. most of the moves have been around the same area of one state, but this summer, we moved to a state 1000 miles away. i was really upset, because it just doesn...
    fairybby fairybby
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2014

    No Place To Really Call Home

    I am not homeless but I don't feel like I can call my mom and dad's place home. Every time I enter the house I feel like I'm constantly on edge. I barricade myself in my room so I can avoid conflict with my parents. Mostly my mom because she is only interested in what she has to...
    cj0511 cj0511
    26-30
    Sep 12, 2013

    Is it wrong that id rather sleep at the park

    or in my car as opposed to sleeping in my warm, comfortable bed?
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 18, 2014

    Well it's definitely one of the bad experiences

    here but I am an international student studying in Canada. I go to school in Victoria, which is the west coast, and my mom works in Toronto as we would like to immigrate. My dad stays in China because we cannot afford him here and at least he can balance himself financially in...
    0902FRIENDs 0902FRIENDs
    18-21, F
    Jun 15, 2015

    I Don't Think I Belong Here

    And I think that in some way, I will always be homeless. I lived in my home state just long enough to still not remember it, then I moved to a city that I don't belong in, and my goal is to move to Australia and then to England. I will never really be home anywhere, and I...
    violetmemory violetmemory
    16-17
    Jan 28, 2009

    I haven't written anything in a while

    because I have been trying to get my life back together. It is so hard and sometimes I just feel like breaking down and crying and just giving up. But I'm alive and still kicking. Who knew it could be so hard. Why do they make it so hard for people to better themselves.
    kyoshac kyoshac
    22-25, F
    Jun 14, 2015

    This is not literal to me.

    Im not homeless. I live in a house under my parents roof. However, its a weird sensation when you feel more at home at your work than you fo your house. Its a weird feeling when you trust strangers more than you can trust your family. My "home" hasnt felt like home in years. Its...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 14, 2015

    I just want to go home.

    I've moved so many times that I have no idea what or where to call "home". I have friends and family storing all my things for me, but I don't want to live out of a suitcase anymore. I want to feel relaxed and at home...once and for all.
    jackjack600 jackjack600
    18-21, F
    Sep 7, 2014

    Mother Of Two.... What Am I Suppose To Do?

    I am a mother of two little boys reaching out for advice from anyone. I am currently not homeless because I work to provide a roof over mine and my kids head. However with that being said I am also working another job on top of that, I can't get any state aid because I don't have...
    roomtoroomwithkids roomtoroomwithkids
    36-40
    1 Response May 31, 2011

    Well tonight is going to be night 1 of sleeping

    in my car on the streets. FML... :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 14, 2015

    I Feel Homeless

    I'm not sure what's worse living under a house of oppression or depression.........I am a young student that just moved away from home to Missouri with my boyfriend into his parents house. I can honestly I don't feel I have a real "home" anywhere, home is a place that you can...
    Pandapplesapple Pandapplesapple
    18-21, F
    Feb 13, 2011

    Not At This Point

    Yea I kind of don't have a home.. I'm staying at a friend when he is away for rehab... I'm moving though to a place I am going to be able to call home. My own house... And I can't wait to be there...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
    22-25, F
    Jul 18, 2008

    I am 30 years old and recently moved 1000 miles

    away from the place I had been previously living. Since leaving my mom's house at 18 I have moved around the northwest but each new place always felt like home after a few weeks. I requested to work at my current location to get away from the people in my life who were driving...
    lostintherockies lostintherockies
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 23, 2014

    (This is kinda long, sorry) I have moved

    around quite a bit, especially when I was younger. In fact, last year was my first year at this school, the year before that was my first year at a different school, the year before that was my first at yet another different school, and I was in another school before that. It's...
    Skekenon Skekenon
    13-15, T
    Mar 9
    NormalTeenGirl NormalTeenGirl
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 14, 2014

    So, growing up I never had a permanent house

    or childhood home... As I grow older I'm learning to find stability in instabilities. I realized that home can be found in the people you surround yourself with and the memories and traditions that develop. Home is happiness and my happiness most times is with the people I love...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer
    22-25, F
    Dec 22, 2014

    No personal space for myself.

    No personally relateable people. I'm not exactly living here, I'm vacationing in hell
    Itekimasu Itekimasu
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 19, 2015

    Since I'm a military kid,

    I've lived in about 5 different places so far, and I have no where to call home. So when people ask me where I'm from, it's really hard to answer lol.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 7, 2014

    I Have Never Had a Home...

    I've lived with my parents University friends Boyfriend/Ex Fiance and now I rent a "shoebox" on disability benefits. I have had houses, but never "a home".... I long to open the door to my lifepartner and child, even if home is a tour bus.  
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Apr 29, 2009

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