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I Am Not Human

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    Not Belonging

    I have never felt like I belonged. Sure I have a mom and a sister who I love dearly, but I feel different than them. My dad and I don't speak much, I have only seen him three times. In those times I have noticed a lot of things we have in common. We both like the same movies...
    panther2eye panther2eye 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2013

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    Aileen

    Aileen,That's me,Don't belong,Something's wrong,Shouldn't be here,These humans,Don't understand,Scotty,Beam me up!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 15, 2012

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    Why Are You Hiding?

    Why do you hide yourself behide avatars or no picture of you at all? Are you scared or afraid to be who you are, what you are? Are you afriad to let yourselves be known and let it be known you exist and right under their nose? Are you scared to let it be known you live along side...
    jaarret23 jaarret23 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2011

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    Hello

    It is hard for me to tell anyone what I am. Most would never believe me. And I especially have to be careful about saying anything because I could be found by a hunter that is near my area. Please take me seriously on this. I swear I would never lie about such a threat. I...
    Drachona Drachona 18-21 23 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    Blackwater Mist Coven

    BlackWater Mist is a new coven. Unlike most systems (packs, covens, etc.) that I've seen, this isn't limited to just one peoples or kin type.  It is open to anyone of every kin type.  Whether you're human, vampire, fae, demon, ghoul, etc, you're welcome to contact me about...
    FeralSin FeralSin 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 9, 2013

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    Human, Me? Nah!

    I'm just a spiritual being having a human experience.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M Nov 20, 2011

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    I Don't Know How To Word This Story Without Sounding Like A Nutbag.

    I will start by saying that my body is very much human. Every inch and fibre of it. I do not debate this at all. I can tell you the entire story of this body from beginning to present. I've never had a problem with -it's- humanity. I do oft wonder about the real me, though. The...
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    I'm a double-dosed bomshump from Sakoop plains .

    Verrily at night we jump from guthion to plinz, our ears standing obliquely to catch the echoes from Custard hill.
    shy51ne shy51ne 46-50, F Mar 18

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    Fae

    Hey all, I was hoping someone here was fae or know of them I would like some help if anyone is willing to help :) xxx
    Cheysangel Cheysangel 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    Aspbergers.

    it is funny i feel as though i am from another world.everything about these beings and they way they treat one another is so alien.they way the use food,money as weapons.i mean money has no value other than what you place in it.and they are so selfish.they want more and more...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Sep 25, 2013

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    My Earth Clothes

    When I get in touch with my immortal self I remember that I am just a spark of electricity located in the heart of this Earth suit, the feeling is magnificent, I feel as tho i'm a little being sitting on a throne inside my chest, the part that is truly me and whats the earth is...
    ssikca ssikca 22-25 7 Responses Oct 19, 2011

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    I'm Not Human

    all my life i have known i do not belong  here, first i felt as if i was born in the wrong time, i feel i should have been here a long time ago, and perhaps  was and yearn for that time again. i always have felt i came from beyond the stars, inside my spirit is not...
    Druca Druca 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 13, 2010

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    "Dear Neptune! Why Are You Following Me!?"

    So I have a problem... Cats follow me. It's creepy, because I don't own cats, and they will see me, and just follow o_o and when I go inside my house, they wait for me. O_O I gave one tuna last night, because it was a stray with a broken leg, and was skin and bones. I could...
    Missing22Aquarius Missing22Aquarius 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    I'm A Piece Of One

    I'm not a human, I'm a part of one. It's like Multiple Personality Disorder. The difference is, we were born like this, and it does not disrupt our lives. Quite the opposite. Total, there are 21 of us in here, including the one who was born into the body. Every single alter lacks...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 5 Responses Sep 19, 2011

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    I am not a human bean.

    I'm an alien, an illegal alien!!!
    pyeito pyeito 31-35, M Jan 12

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    Points To Be Made

    I don't know if someone made these points for all non-humans, but here it is. I'm just sick of hearing it all, despite my hopes of changing myself.1) To be honest, I've seen a lot of "I don't want to be human" and "I want to be human".  No matter who and what you are, you...
    FeralSin FeralSin 26-30, M Sep 5, 2013

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    Never Will Be

    I am stuck on the outside always looking in, wondering what it would feel like to be human. I see the world differently than others here, nothing about me is even close to being from this world. I don't know if I can say I am disconnected because I am not sure I have ever...
    college101 college101 31-35, F 10 Responses Jun 17, 2010

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    I don't know what I am.

    I don't feel like human, and honestly, I hope I'm not. So... let's begin. I don't feel at home. Anywhere. It feels wrong to be almost everywhere. I don't feel feelings that normal people do. I don't feel sad. I don't often feel sad nor scared. But the weirdest part is: I. Don't...
    Naidni Naidni 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    The First Few Steps

    After you understand who you are, you do some digging and hopefully find what you are soon enough you begin to wonder, and think. "How rare am I, how many others are like me that are out there?" You also start to think "What will happen if they find out" without even knowing who...
    BlackThread BlackThread 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2013

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    I Am Something... Different.

    I've never felt human in my life. When I was two I told people I was from Mars. My mom finally told me that I don't need to be telling lies, people wouldn't like it. I had "imaginary" friends that I would talk to. When I knew things I shouldn't know and my mom asked me how I knew...
    Magik420 Magik420 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 12, 2013

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    There are fragments of moments

    that occur where I dissociate from my natural being. It isn't very often but it gives me a strange feeling of looking at myself through another set of eyes. The moment lasts about half a second where I feel I pull away from my being and see everything from the outside.
    KingLlnk KingLlnk 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    Could It Be A Sign?

    Well, i have always wonder one thing about myself, other than not being human and all but i do have one thing a mark on my left arm connected between my shoulder and bicep. It looks more like a constellation made out of my frekles or moles how ever you want to call them, its...
    Lostnalive Lostnalive 22-25 3 Responses Feb 4, 2013

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    Blackwater Mist Coven

    BlackWater Mist is a new coven. Unlike most systems (packs, covens, etc.) that I've seen, this isn't limited to just one peoples or kin type. It is open to anyone of every kin type. Whether you're human, vampire, fae, demon, ghoul, etc, you're welcome to contact me about joining...
    FeralSin FeralSin 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 16, 2013

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    I Am Not Human

    I feel as though my entire life up until now was part of this integration process... It's really weird to explain. I also know that I've always felt a certain way, and always had a strong connection to my self which is not of this planet - if that makes sense.
    butidontwantausername butidontwantausername 18-21 Oct 17, 2013

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    Ow.

    I have been what seems like ridiculously sensitive my entire life. I say things to people and they say 'how do you know that'?. What they don't know is that I only appear insensitive to protect myself. To prevent people taking advantage of it or torturing me (I'm not being...
    Explodey Explodey 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 13, 2011

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    I'm Not Human!

    I've never felt close to humans. I've always felt uneasy and untrusting toward them, but I thought I was just socially awkward. I spent my school days mostly by myself except for a very small handful of friends, and never truly fit in any place. It never bothered me though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Apr 21, 2009

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    We Need To Stick Together Every Angel, Vampire Werewolf And Others

    I don't believe we are incarnated angels I believe we are descendents half breeds.. We where spoken of as watchers, half angel half human we were put here to bring equalnes into the world over centuries out kind was forgotten placed in folk laws, myths and legends. Here we...
    Cheysangel Cheysangel 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 23, 2013

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    bananadine bananadine 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    Forsaken

    I remember... things I probably shouldn't.  In my dreams I have watched worlds take form and die, civilizations grow and fall, and then I wake up from that existence that seems so familiar to this dream...  Like many others, I was born here to human parents.  It...
    Shadewind Shadewind 22-25, M 19 Responses Sep 1, 2009

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    I Am Not Human

    ! I AM NOT AND HAVE NEVER BEEN.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 9 Responses Sep 4, 2009

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    I Thought I Was Alone.....

    Hi so I've been looking into different things like indigos,werewolves,vampires,aliens and felt a connection to things that wernt human. I can kinda remember a past lif and I think I was a queen, but I was being selfish so my people banished my soul to this dimension. I hate...
    Katt0713 Katt0713 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    2day I have a bad hair day,

    & 4got my shades!!!
    pyeito pyeito 31-35, M Feb 25

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    Any Near Me?

    Are there any non-humans, or even super humans, in WNY? The locals know where that is.
    FeralSin FeralSin 26-30, M Oct 11, 2013

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    Reconnected Again

    It has been a while since i have posted anything , but i just wanted to share this with you. I had a long time that i lost my connection with earth, the skies, the stars. I used to feel the sensation of feeling i didnt belong in this world and that i belong somewhere else, i...
    Lostnalive Lostnalive 22-25 2 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I basically feel like I'm star dust trapped in

    a human body. I probably sound crazy but it's just how I feel and a part of my life theory. I believe I'm here to do good and show others the 'correct' way to live and once my journey is up, I leave the physical life form and travel on to a parallel universe.
    gh0ulish gh0ulish 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    Dragon, Tiger, Wolf, Im Confused

    Im confused, here, in this body. Was I really ment to be a human, is there something out there... Something that can make extraordinary things happen. Things that we would never dream of...  I'm confused...  Here I am, trying to figure, why, all my life have I loved animals and...
    TigersSpirit TigersSpirit 16-17 3 Responses Jun 22, 2011

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    This Is True However

    I am not a physical alien, but I am NOT any human - I don't feel I am human inside.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 30 Responses Sep 3, 2009

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    Making Powers Stronger

    If you have a power you'd like to make stronger, I have a solution that's working for me, and I think it might work for someone else too. I never thought much of meditation, but the other night I figured I'd try it. The ability I'd like to make stronger for me is being...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 3 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    Not Sure What I Am

    Sure, my BODY is human. But I am not. I feel more like an observer, than a participator in this world/plane/dimension/etc.  As for my age. I don't feel I have one. My body is young, nearly 20, my mind seems older, maybe 40, but my age is...timeless? I only feel connected...
    Diabangical Diabangical 18-21 3 Responses Nov 12, 2011

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    Do You Know Who I Am?

    I live in a body that died at birth, yet i have died at lest twice before this life. I know the gods by first name. I have seen the Start of everything and the countless ends. The spirits of this world tremble in my wake, For i am waiting here for this live till i go back to my...
    thornndeblackrose thornndeblackrose 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 25, 2011

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    Touch Of Content

    I feel empty at times when I try to forget my purpose here Thinking just for once perhaps I can survive on just this Then I am touched with the remembrance of who I am Oh how strange it sometimes feels to stand so far from the lunar field Your seasons are confusing and I'm left...
    evsec7 evsec7 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 2, 2012

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    Who Knows O.o

    Whenever its 15C outside i feel VERY warm and my mom puts on the biggest jacket she can find. She always asks me, "Eva! Aren't you cold??" I always answer, "No, not at all.'' Then she tells me, "God, you are abnormal! You are an alien!!!" I know she's joking, but who knows... O.o...
    Koncvela15 Koncvela15 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 8, 2012

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    Looking For Answers

    i am just surprised as to how much i identify myself to all of you. since i was young i always asked myself and to god whom i believe in.. why am i here on this planet? Why did i have to come here? i have always believe that i had been sent here instead of a brother my mother...
    Lostnalive Lostnalive 22-25 1 Response Aug 23, 2011

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    The Message

    If you're here, and not an outright liar, welcome. To you, I am Alice. Isn't is ugly? The masses, how they live and breathe filth like they have a right to exist. They are the infertile soil, the hostile womb. They can bear nothing, and add no value. They are a resource, and...
    DearAliceJones DearAliceJones 22-25 4 Responses Oct 11, 2013

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    Connected To The Rain

    One thing that's kind of strange is how I seem to be connected to rain. Everyone knows I love the rain. It's not a secret. But it goes much deeper than that. Rain makes me feel refreshed, awesome, the best I could ever feel. Like it's a part of me and I'm getting it back after...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 3 Responses Sep 1, 2012

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    I know I am not human.

    .. I already almost killed some body just with my mind. A other example is I blew up a truck when I got angry... also the scent of blood makes my mouth water. And on full moons I dont rember any thing. Some talk to me. I need help under standing this
    coldkiller3 coldkiller3 13-15 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I am skeptical. I have spent some time reading

    through different stories here. Some of you are utterly ridiculous. Others nearly sound, legit. I share many characteristics with some of you. For example, I do not feel like I belong where I am right now. On a few trips I have felt a deep connection in a few spots. All had...
    WhisperTheStory WhisperTheStory 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    Human Shell

    Quite frankly, I'm tired of my human shell. I'm tired of being associated with humans and beings similar to me.  At least the majority of both humans and non-humans.  There's too much drama and expectations from both sides.  I mean, I hate the majority of humans, but...
    FeralSin FeralSin 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 5, 2013

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    mstud17 mstud17 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    A Shapeshifter

    I'm what one might call a mental shapeshifter....I have these sessions at night called "Transformations" in which I invision myself becoming either a character, animal or monster of my choice. I've never really felt like I belong with humans all that much...mainly because they...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 23, 2013

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    Short Story

    I may be a litte uncomfortable here still, but I feel I can atleast share a short story or two. This one is called: Wolf Love Oh, what a beautiful thing…the love of two beings. I always think of love as if it were something alive, as if it were a mistress itself. But I...
    Drachona Drachona 18-21 4 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I see humans everywhere, but who says because there wearing human skin they have to have humanity? It's just not right. There is no humanity in this world anymore, everyone's just...
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    To be human is to accept that our faults are natural. That we have the decision to be who we want to be. That we're free to think as we want. That we have to rely on each other and...
    ladypirate108 ladypirate108 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I am a human being, a simple human being who wants to live his life to the fullest, achieve his dreams, read more and more, travel around the world, meet new friends, fall in love...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I'm sick and tired of all of those rude humans out there. As some may know, I am a werewolf. Humans have gotten me upset today. Most of the humans are careless and heartless...
    PureWhiteMoonlight PureWhiteMoonlight 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    There are times in which I felt like I do not belong with humans at all, I sometimes feel that I am something other than human. I never side with the human characters in movies...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 1

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