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I Am Not In Love Anymore

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    I Don'T Dream About Her.

    I don't dream about her. I haven't dreamed about her in a very very long time. And when I did it was rare. And the few times I did, she was only an object of my lust. For the past couple years she didn't even show up in my dreams. I heard that if you don't dream about...
    prisoner1972 prisoner1972 36-40, M Apr 29, 2013

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    Not In Love With My Wife Anymore, I Don't Think......

    I've been married 11 years. We have a 13 year old daughter that was 2 years old when we got together. I love HER to death. We met online when I was stationed in England and talked almost every day, day in and day out, online, on the phone, have phonebills to prove it...
    MJ74 MJ74 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 24, 2010

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    Thank God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    My heart is finally starting to mend..thanks in large part to a very close friend..a very wise , caring person.  I am not in love with the bastard I used to blame for ruining my life.  Don't get me wrong...I certainly have not forgiven him for his duplicity..but I now...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    I dont't know how to tell this person.

    Without them I would be a lot worse off. They had a huge positive impact on my life. This sucks because I feel guilty that my best friends touch repulses me. Also we live together and I have no where else to go .
    Goodhope1 Goodhope1 22-25, F Jan 9, 2014

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    I made a pact with the only friend I have

    that listens to me, that we would not discuss our relationships anymore. Main reason is because it makes it awkward for us when we share problems in the relationship and then we look at each others boyfriends, her now fiancée, differently. I am not in love with my boyfriend...
    Krissy1029 Krissy1029 31-35, F Aug 29, 2014

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    When Did It Get To This.....

    I met him when I was 18 yrs old. Just moved to a new town and had just ended a meaningless relationship...when he walked into my life. He came into the store I worked to see a friend ...and asked me if I would like to go to this party. I was so excited..and being in a new...
    decembertillmarch decembertillmarch 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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