I Am Not In Love Anymore

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    Thank God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    My heart is finally starting to mend..thanks in large part to a very close friend..a very wise , caring person.  I am not in love with the bastard I used to blame for ruining my life.  Don't get me wrong...I certainly have not forgiven him for his duplicity..but I now...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2009

    I Don'T Dream About Her.

    I don't dream about her. I haven't dreamed about her in a very very long time. And when I did it was rare. And the few times I did, she was only an object of my lust. For the past couple years she didn't even show up in my dreams. I heard that if you don't dream about...
    prisoner1972 prisoner1972
    36-40, M
    Apr 29, 2013

    Not In Love With My Wife Anymore, I Don't Think......

    I've been married 11 years. We have a 13 year old daughter that was 2 years old when we got together. I love HER to death. We met online when I was stationed in England and talked almost every day, day in and day out, online, on the phone, have phonebills to prove it...
    MJ74 MJ74
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2010

    When Did It Get To This.....

    I met him when I was 18 yrs old. Just moved to a new town and had just ended a meaningless relationship...when he walked into my life. He came into the store I worked to see a friend ...and asked me if I would like to go to this party. I was so excited..and being in a new...
    decembertillmarch decembertillmarch
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 13, 2009

    I dont't know how to tell this person.

    Without them I would be a lot worse off. They had a huge positive impact on my life. This sucks because I feel guilty that my best friends touch repulses me. Also we live together and I have no where else to go .
    Goodhope1 Goodhope1
    26-30, F
    Jan 9, 2014

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