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I Am Not Looking Forward to My Birthday

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 52 People

    Not Really.

    Today is the 25th or April, my birthday is on the 30th, I've got 5 days left, and I'm not really that excited. So much has changed this year, and I'm very proud of myself for what I've accomplished. But it's just not me to celebrate my birthday, I don't know.. Could be what I've...
    SourPire SourPire 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

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    I'm Gonna Be An Adult! Yay!

    Today my mum and I were talking and she was saying: your birthday is coming up!  Me with a boring voice: ha? Yeah it is! I guess I stopped getting excited about anything! :/  Now I know I’m going everywhere saying that I'm 21 but to be honest I haven't turned yet!  But I'm...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 8, 2011

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    Well my birthday is on the 4th June

    and I already know it's gonna b crap! Why? Last year I had an English language exam on that day, and now I have another! Voice in my head: oh hell, exams could be fun Reality: no they can't, especially if no one remembers it either! I've been to dinners, parties and banquets...
    diegosauns diegosauns 18-21, M Apr 13, 2014

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    I Am Not Looking Forward to My Birthday

    I am not Looking Forward to my Birthday. A week from today, I will be 20 years old. I will no longer be a teenager. I am not Looking Forward to my birthday, because I have a feeling that I am going to be alone, like I usually am, and I have a feeling my family, or anyone else is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 18, 2009

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    My Birthdays

    Are always lonely, there's no party as I have no friends, and my manic depressive mother, well lets just say she regrets not getting an abortion. So my birthdays are usually filled with loneliness, being told to go kill myself by my mother, and those extremely long phone calls...
    instantquack instantquack 18-21, F Jan 24, 2013

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    I Can Hardly Say It!

    I can't believe that I'll be 47 years old in July 2009. 
    Francescanolonger Francescanolonger 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 30, 2008

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    It's Just a Reminder That I'm Special, But Not That Special

    My family acknowledges my birthday and tells me the usual command, "Have a Happy Birthday!" But I hardly ever do. My husband asks me months in advance what I want for my birthday, every year I tell him I want to be with him intimately as much as I want for a whole 24...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 19, 2009

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    Turning 21

    Between two groups of friends and my own family I will already be going to 3 different bars, 3 different ***** clubs, and 3 different casinos and I haven't even been asked what I want to do yet. I'm not sure why people get excited about turning 21. As far as I can tell it's...
    GreenBabylon GreenBabylon 22-25 2 Responses Jul 9, 2012

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    I Was But Now I'm Not

    I wanted to spend a nice time with those I care for. I just wanted to do something together...I don't care if I don't even have cake. I just wanted to experience something shared and joyful because they are happy I am in their lives. That I made it...
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki 31-35 Feb 21, 2009

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    Especially Not This Next One.

    I am really not looking forward to my next birthday and as a rule I tried to let it slide by without to much notice. The next one, which is in a couple of weeks, will be one of the big ones, the dreaded 50. My wife has already started planning some big embarrassing thing for me...
    graywolf1107 graywolf1107 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 25, 2008

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    I'm Turning 21

    My birthday is on 2-28. It's not really something I'm looking forward to. I don't drink and I could go out and party but it probably wouldn't be much fun for me. I don't have any girl friends or close friends in general, so I guess that'll make my birthday suck even more. But...
    reka105 reka105 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 10, 2008

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    32 In 7 Months...

    I will have lost so much more than I have gained... starting over without a plan. Turn back time, please... a city, a friend, a love, a concert!
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 30, 2009

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    Just Another Day!

    So I'm really not looking forward to my birthday this year (I will be 23). The love of my life is deployed (submariner) and will not have communication until the end of August (my birthday is in July).My grandmother is undergoing surgeries and treatments for lung cancer and...
    AmMo89 AmMo89 22-25, F Jun 29, 2012

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    Not At All

    I am not looking forward to my birthday at all. I will be turning 19 on May 25th. I am not looking forward to it at all. No one will remember it at all, No one has and no one will.   It is also my Mother's birthday. It is Just a day I am not looking forward to.
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2008

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    My birthday is in 2 days.

    I haven't really done anything for my birthday in years. I wish I had friends to celebrate with. I wish I had a reason to be happy about another year of life. I hate being alone on my birthday.
    aqualeaf aqualeaf 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 13, 2014

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    I Used To...

     my birthday is something I look forward to ALL YEAR. Last year, was the first time I dreaded it. I felt like 35 means I'm old.   My birthday - I get one a year. I ask for a CD and a book. A journal , some pencils. All effort is made to give and recieve kindness...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 30, 2009

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    Am I weird for not feeling happy on my birthday today? It's not like I had anything traumatic that happened during my birthday. It's not like I'm feeling sad either. I guess I just...
    LavenderHart009 LavenderHart009 18-21, F May 14

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    This is seriously the worst birthday ever. Nothing tragic happened. I know for some, their birthdays could have been worst.. But... I think I deserve to be happy on my birthday...
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    Since two years ago, I don't know why even people greet me happy birthday I secretly feel gloomy inside. Of course I'm happy with their kindness and awareness about my birthday but...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6

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    TrillianMcMillian TrillianMcMillian 36-40, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I Am Moving Forward............Over the years people have come and gone in my life and I have wasted too many years loosing sleep over it...I have loved and lost as so many others...
    VickiePrinceReturns VickiePrinceReturns 51-55, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    It's my birthday but I celebrate it like any of my birthdays for the past years. I just don't feel like it's a special day or something. I just want it to end quietly. No greetings...
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    My birthdays have always been the day of family feuds. somehow. every year. so when my birthday comes around I kind of dread it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 6

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