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I Am Not Loved By My Mother

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    My Mother Beat Me With Weapons!

    When I was a young child I remember the love I had for both my parents and I was the youngest, I sat at the dinner table begging my mother and father to never leave each other, I don't know why I felt so strongly because I don't have any memories of ever doing anything with my...
    Anandadas Anandadas 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 12, 2010

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    Tense Isn't Right But The Sentiment Is

    I cannot say that I am not loved by my mother on account of the fact that she is dead.  Deceased! Expired! No longer with us! Pushing up the daisies! Popped her clogs? Kicked her bucket? Passed away! To put it bluntly she is now in a box six feet under and, I presume, that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 19, 2010

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    After so many times of going through this,

    I had to sit down and write about it. This is mostly about how my Mother favors my sister SO much more than me. And for those out there who have a parent that favors one child over the other might completely get how I'm feeling. It's a sickening feeling. Whatever I do in life...
    squirtlebear squirtlebear 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    My mother passed away 4 months ago. I cried everyday for two months. It was the hardest thing I have ever gone through. I took her to the hospital on a Saturday, she was diagnosed...
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    I'm 23 years old just recently started staying with my mother again and it's been so overwhelming and depressing. I have spent so many hours looking for a way to get through to my...
    TSN1 TSN1 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I loved her with all of my being... Every pain she ever experienced was like a knife in my heart. All I wanted to do was show her that she was so much more than what she believed...
    sunnydream24 sunnydream24 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I hate everything about her, i never experienced this feeling of extreme loathing towards someone but i do. I hate how ****** she treats me, i hate how ******* ridiculous she is, i...
    Sublevarse Sublevarse 18-21, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Big decision to make and I need some advice. So allow me first to give you some background. I first met my wife not too long after a really bad heartbreaking relationship where I...
    TiredDaddy TiredDaddy 41-45, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Big decision to make and I need some advice. So allow me first to give you some background. I first met my wife not too long after a really bad heartbreaking relationship where I...
    TiredDaddy TiredDaddy 41-45, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Going through this MIL issue has been very much like peeling back the layers for me. At the crux of the conflict with my MIL I could easily blame her for everything wrong in my...
    BoundariesSet BoundariesSet 46-50 2 Responses a week ago

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    I loved her. She "loved" me. She threw me away for her ex who cheated on her for a year. She has the nerve to ask me for relationship advice. She ******* ruined me. I hate her so...
    XjigXsawX XjigXsawX 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I haven't always hated my mother. As a child I would hear my family talk bad about her and I would always defend her telling them they that are wrong. But as I got older I realized...
    yuppitsme42 yuppitsme42 26-30, F Aug 22

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    Highschool Sweethearts My husband and I have been together for 11yrs. we got together the summer after junior yr of high school in Hawaii. We were inseparable. As soon as we...
    dejayla06 dejayla06 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 20

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    I just realised recently that I hate my mother. Because she practiced favouritism, and was abusive with it. And from the time I was under 5 years old, she would constantly accuse...
    AngryPlum AngryPlum 31-35, F Aug 20

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    My mama passed away on St Patrick's day this year. I thought anything heart wrenching in my life had already came to pass. I never thought she would die. This has got to be the...
    deew68 deew68 46-50, F 13 Responses Aug 19

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    Oh goodness, my mothers and most females make me feel saddened and frustrated to be a female. Narcissistic, manipulative, childish, emotionally unintelligent, lack of logic, and I...
    TaraStar98989 TaraStar98989 31-35, F Aug 19

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    My ex mother-in-law was a major contributing factor to the destruction of my first marriage (I'm happily married to a different woman now, and my new mother-in-law is MUCH better...
    SomewhatJaded SomewhatJaded 26-30, M 6 Responses Aug 18

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    Actually I am 33 weeks pregnant now and I am expecting a son in the beginning of October. I have a mix of feelings now, I am so nervous but very happy also with my first child on...
    muffin30 muffin30 26-30, F Aug 18

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    I didn't really know it at the time but my Mom hated men and for her I was a bad reminder of my farther who left us when I was 10 months old. I had 2 older sisters and we weren't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 17

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    Love my dad a little bit more than my mum. Actually I love him alot more. He's the first person I ring when I wake up and the last person to say I love you before I sleep. When I'm...
    Sofiamafia Sofiamafia 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    But that's not all I am to my children. I am everything under the sun rolled into one. Mother is so much deeper than just giving birth to your children. Being a mother is my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 17

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    i feel like no one cares and that no one see's how hard i try,,sometimes id like to know if i even matter,my biological father gave up on me and told me he only cares bought my...
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    You know. This isn't easy for me. I've never questioned anything you did. I always accepted you did what you did. But I have one question when it comes to your life choices. We all...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 15

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    She is an evil person! I hated my childhood bc she was just so MEAN and always putting me down. I remember crying about something when I was about 6 years old and she put me in the...
    Madimaria123 Madimaria123 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    I last wrote on EP some time ago when I was really struggling with my narcissistic mother and doubting whether I was whole enough or strong enough to have a child of my own. I took...
    ALittleRoo ALittleRoo 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I met this guy at the gym where I work. He seemed shy at first but said "Hi" and asked about me to his friends who are my co-workers. We made eye contact and I immediately fell...
    cheergirl66522 cheergirl66522 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 12

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    We met. I loved him. He.. apparently didnt love me. He had me dangling onto him for two years and just never had the guts to really break it off. I said he loved me. He did, you...
    faultinourgeography faultinourgeography 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 12

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