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I Am Not Loved By My Mother

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    My Mother Beat Me With Weapons!

    When I was a young child I remember the love I had for both my parents and I was the youngest, I sat at the dinner table begging my mother and father to never leave each other, I don't know why I felt so strongly because I don't have any memories of ever doing anything with my...
    Anandadas Anandadas 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 12, 2010

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    Tense Isn't Right But The Sentiment Is

    I cannot say that I am not loved by my mother on account of the fact that she is dead.  Deceased! Expired! No longer with us! Pushing up the daisies! Popped her clogs? Kicked her bucket? Passed away! To put it bluntly she is now in a box six feet under and, I presume, that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 19, 2010

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    Even though we have gotten into many fights over the years, we recently had a huge fight that made me realize that i dont need this woman in my life. i had sent her a well written...
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    I want to applaud all Mothers that raised and loved there children. Mothers Day is almost here and its a sad time for me. I was left on the church steps just a few hours old in a...
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    I came across this post, funny right at the time I have to make this decision. My choice is to move to a town 5 hours from my city life, leave a good job to move into a house with...
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    I loved someone who didn't love me... I still love someone who doesn't love me. It's gotten easier though because I accepted the fact that we will never work. He's a great friend...
    kristen1993 kristen1993 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    When I was 15 I fell in love with an older woman. She was my first true love but she never loved me back, she was married and had kids.... I'm still not 100% over it and I'm now 23...
    DaVirgo DaVirgo 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    In the years since I researched and wrote Mean Mothers, I’ve talked to women about our shared experiences. Every woman’s story is different, of course; perhaps the greatest...
    rescueme99 rescueme99 41-45 4 Responses Apr 11

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    I feel as though I retaliated against my step Mother when she loved me more than anything else... When my step Mother and father got together, my fake Mother drugged me so badly...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Apr 14

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    There is a special place in hell for narcissistic mothers. Narcissistic mothers do not have children for the same reasons the rest of us do. They do not look forward to the birth...
    rescueme99 rescueme99 41-45 4 Responses Apr 15

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    I had a mother whom was married 8 times. I was dedicated to mymom for so many years as a child until I grew up and realized that she never really loved anyone, least of all me as...
    HouseMouser HouseMouser 46-50, F 4 Responses Apr 11

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    I'm the 2nd born and the only girl. I was born to a woman who was convinced that it was impossible for her to birth a female. I was nameless for the first 3 weeks of my life. I...
    SheepishlyMe SheepishlyMe 26-30 5 Responses Apr 26

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    Before anything else, I'd like to apologize... this entry might get a little... lengthy... For a long time already, I have noticed how hard it is to gain the love and appreciation...
    SamBlessie SamBlessie 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 22

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    my mother never keeps her promise. she said she loved us enough to stop. but now I know she's lieinf she hasn't stopped and is now begging me to clean up her mess.... it is always...
    InsaneSusy InsaneSusy 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I am sorely, deeply in need of guidance. I have four children, two beautiful daughters and two magnificent sons. After years of a crumbling marriage (loss of homes, security...
    Caroline1229 Caroline1229 51-55 3 Responses Apr 9

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    love. being loved by a mother human being. damn. that's nice ****.
    hashbrown20 hashbrown20 18-21, F Apr 11

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    I'm 15 years old now and I have been aware that my mom is an alcoholic since I was 9-10. so I'll start from the beginning I remember the first time I realized something was wrong...
    anonymous347 anonymous347 13-15, F Apr 20

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    This picture speaks volumes. I've cried every day since I lost my son. Somedays are harder than others, it's hard to fully believe that I am, in fact, a mother even though my...
    kay5262 kay5262 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    The more days that go on it seems my mother is becoming her own version of my grandmother. Not the same but similarities. My grandmother was awful to my mother. Cold and unloving...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Apr 28

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    "For You" By:Stained "To my mother, to my father, It's your son or it's your daughter, Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me? Should I turn this up for you? I sit here...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    After going through so much at home, after being molested and possibly impregnated, I began to hemorrhage... I messed up on someone's deposit and I do not recall giving the...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Apr 20

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    I just am.. Really upset with my family. I do the dishes, take care of the trash, make the food, clean the main rooms of the house, and I still get yelled at and told I'm the kid...
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat 13-15, T 1 Response Apr 23

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    My guilt tears me apart for saying this. Now, as I'm approaching adulthood and is a full time student in college, my mother can't seem to comprehend what is happening to me. She...
    LoveSoLife LoveSoLife 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    One time when my MIL was living with us - I planned on cooking my meat dish. It takes like 4 hours of prep time to get that dish all together. Cognac is one of the ingredients...
    NOWHealing NOWHealing 61-65, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    Today the sun is shining, not a cloud in the sky... A clear view to the heavens, as a single hummingbird flies by... As I sit lost in memories, tears welling up in my eyes... For...
    Kattastrophy29 Kattastrophy29 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    been thinking a lot about her today. she was the kind of person who took care of things and put others before herself. she reminded everyone of birthdays and made sure everyone...
    KarenTheFriendlyGhost KarenTheFriendlyGhost 51-55 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I love her and she loves me in a very odd often quite hurtful way. As I have got older I have learnt to spend time with her but put less value on what she says or thinks. She had...
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am just coming to the realization that I am the adult daughter of a narcissistic mother. It is only now that I have found an interest in psychology and have done some reading...
    n2385 n2385 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    I’ve always put so much of my anger onto my dad and how he treated me, but sometimes I think that is misplaced. First, I don’t have a pity party for myself most of the time...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F Apr 27

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    My mother is emotionally abusive and I’ve only just began to see it. My mother is a sole parent to me and my younger brother. She left my father taking me and my brother with...
    throwawaybro throwawaybro 22-25, M 20 hrs ago

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    For years I have thought of my first Mother's Day. Of being able to claim that title. For years on Mother's Day I have mourned the child that died in my womb. For years I...
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 13 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    As Sacred As God Himself-"Your mother is God to you. She carried and nourished you within her body for 10 months. No one. Not I,siblings,or spouse can ever do the same for you. She...
    ShahirAnkara ShahirAnkara 22-25, M Apr 8

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    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 18

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    StellaClammy StellaClammy 18-21, F Apr 21

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    So Mother's Day is around the corner and I am going to take this time to vent. Ever since I was 12 years old I knew I didn't have a mother. The woman I was forced to live with...
    Cranksta Cranksta 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 21

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