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I Am Not Loved By My Mother

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    My Mother Beat Me With Weapons!

    When I was a young child I remember the love I had for both my parents and I was the youngest, I sat at the dinner table begging my mother and father to never leave each other, I don't know why I felt so strongly because I don't have any memories of ever doing anything with my...
    Anandadas Anandadas 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 12, 2010

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    Tense Isn't Right But The Sentiment Is

    I cannot say that I am not loved by my mother on account of the fact that she is dead.  Deceased! Expired! No longer with us! Pushing up the daisies! Popped her clogs? Kicked her bucket? Passed away! To put it bluntly she is now in a box six feet under and, I presume, that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 19, 2010

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