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I Am Not Loved By My Mother

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    My Mother Beat Me With Weapons!

    When I was a young child I remember the love I had for both my parents and I was the youngest, I sat at the dinner table begging my mother and father to never leave each other, I don't know why I felt so strongly because I don't have any memories of ever doing anything with my...
    Anandadas Anandadas 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 12, 2010

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    Tense Isn't Right But The Sentiment Is

    I cannot say that I am not loved by my mother on account of the fact that she is dead.  Deceased! Expired! No longer with us! Pushing up the daisies! Popped her clogs? Kicked her bucket? Passed away! To put it bluntly she is now in a box six feet under and, I presume, that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 19, 2010

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    This is the child your caste system took from my parents...over genocide...this is the child that grew up wondering how she'd fend for herself because of YOUR secrets and YOUR All...
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    Love doesn't always have to be romantic. Loved friends. Not loved back. Love my mother, sure she doesn't love me back.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 14

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    Music will always be my best friend... They are the only voices that I can relate to, the only thing that's truly human to me. They make me laugh, cry, intrigued, shocked, feel...
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    When I was younger. I fell head first for this woman four or five years older than I. We met through a volunteer project. She was quite pretty. But it was the way she responded and...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 4 Responses Jan 5

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    I don't think I've hated her as much as I do at this point. She's NEVER shown me any sort of affection or love. She always judges me for every little thing I do. She's been abusing...
    nicki08 nicki08 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 5

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    When I was just 9 years of age, my mother died from Cancer. This started from behind the eye and lead to taking over the rest of her body dramatically. I loved her so much and...
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    It's hard to admit that I am a sheep in wolfs clothing. Life has been unfair to me in my ways, it gives me people that I love and care for and then it cruelly snatches them away...
    Izzy143 Izzy143 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 20

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    I cannot make amends with family members who do not see my motivations as sincere. They believe I'm playing some kind of sophisticated con game to get them to give me something...
    AggiePride15 AggiePride15 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I lost my mother this year. It was very hard. She passed away on the 8th of May. It has been hard for all of us. There are 4 brothers (her sons) - we are still technically here...
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    I'm 15, and a week before christmas I lost my mom. She's my world, and I don't even want to keep going without her. Nothing even matters anymore. She'd been dealing with a lot of...
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    During my life, I about experience the hardest things it has offer.It's then, I carried my burdens alone selfishly.I remember one of children's playing in front on the floor. He...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    I miss my mum everyday! It's been 3 years going on 4 since she left. I'm still not over it. Everytime I play a memory of her in my head, I'll daze off then cry. When she passed...
    moonela moonela 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I'm still hurting as if it happened yesterday and it has almost been a year.In march 2014 I lost my mom to heroin intoxication and didn't have a clue that's what she was doing.I...
    aniessa aniessa 36-40, F Jan 11

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    I lost my mother march 2014. It has almost been a year but still feels like yesterday. She was only 56 years old.She left here way too early she was supposed to see me have kids.My...
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    First time mom, a single mom...I wanted to share my story with you...because i am feeling alone,scared,without help,without job,without money...i am pregnant in 18 weeks...the...
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    I just told my girlfriend of 3 1/2 years It was over because she tries to please her mother and me and we are different like today is her day off and she told me last night she was...
    lovebelts lovebelts 51-55, M 3 Responses Jan 12

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    People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind...
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    Hate is a strong word. I'm working on not hating her but in fact, loving her. When I met my husband, I was instantly attracted and won over by his vibrant personality. Also, I...
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    I was doing pretty good last week or so but when I woke up from my nap today everything had changed. Its the feelings of extreme sadness. It hitting me hard to the point my chest...
    HauntedShadows HauntedShadows 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 20

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    I lost my mother last January. I think that was the hardest thing that I have had to deal with. She was my best friend. There isn't a day that goes by that I think of her.
    Camo74 Camo74 36-40, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    We met when we were eleven. His mother was my cousin's science teacher and after school they would tell me about how his mom said he had a crush on me. I wasn't all that interested...
    BuzzFanatic BuzzFanatic 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    languedocienne languedocienne 26-30, F Jan 13

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    hollyissad hollyissad 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response Jan 15

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    As a kid, my mother was very absent. After her and my father separated when I was four, I saw her very little throughout the years. At the age of 10, I saw my mother the last time...
    Erealia Erealia 18-21, F Jan 20

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    My step grandfather abused me until I turned 18. My mother (I refuse to user the term Mum, for that indicates a person who is loving and caring) knew what he was like, but chose to...
    Fuzzball1 Fuzzball1 56-60, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i loved a boy in our class from my whole heart.he too loved me.bt we never talked.just smiled.oneday i frowned at him.still i can't imagine why i had frowned.i liked him so much...
    jez999 jez999 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    well first of all I feel really sad to even join a group like this... but my mother gives me no choice. I am a 19 year old girl who studying on uni never touched a sigarette in my...
    agirlinlove44 agirlinlove44 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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