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I Am Not Loved

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    I just had to go outside in shorts

    and a tank top when it was freezing to do something my mom wanted. I slipped on the steps and fell face first on the concrete. No one saw me lying there, unconsious for 5 minutes. I came back in, bloody, sore, and limping, and my sister laughed. She said she saw me fall and didn...
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork 13-15, F 8 Responses Oct 19, 2014

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    The saddest people try their hardest to make

    other people happy, because they know what it feels like to be worthless. Iv always been one of these people .... I do not feel loved and I do not love myself. My family dose not love me. Even the man I loved dose not truly love me. I want my heart to stop hurting, god can't fix...
    michellemush22 michellemush22 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2014

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    Tonight i felt what it was like

    for someone to love me and it made me so happy knowing a real person cared about me. I love you so much. Thank you.
    BloodyVictim BloodyVictim 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    Did I Did Something Wrong?

    Why why why? I am just a teen, and you chose this time to tell me I am not loved by both of you. If that is so you both should have just discarded me when I was a baby. Don't say you sacrificed for me a lot more then anyone else do, if you do you wouldn't have hurt me so deeply...
    unwantedchild97 unwantedchild97 16-17, F Feb 10, 2013

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    Naive Expectation, Stupidly Depressed

    The girl of my life, someone i love so deeply, made me cry so damn badly. I love her with all my heart. I think about her every single moment. I reply her text immediately. i come up with surprises to make her happy. I Try my best to understand her and then cater the best for...
    ZackJS ZackJS 18-21, M Aug 21, 2013

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    I am a target for copper arrows and frostbite.

    Sunrays stake claims on my skin, wind tangles my hair and my veins. Wounds heal as seasons change, but some things cannot be mended. I crumble at your words. I cower at your touch. A seed that has been planted in me has grown into I am not desired, I am not enough
    KristinaBeena KristinaBeena 18-21, F 3 Responses May 7, 2014

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    As I grow older, I just experience more

    and more people disrespecting me even though I give them all the respect they wanted. Friends are so rare nowadays and to make it worse I can't trust anyone Tired dating but, either Im not pretty/interesting for anyone. Can't believe its been months, close to year and I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 26

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    My gf densest care about me no more she cheated

    on me......cant i have someone that loves me for who i am.
    johnmt12 johnmt12 22-25, M Aug 28, 2014

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    Dupsie

    I want you all to know that Jesus Loves you more than any human being ever could. Accept His love today and your pain will give way to euphoria! John 3: 16.
    Dupsie Dupsie 31-35 1 Response Jun 7, 2012

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    Never Have Been Never Will Be

    My own mother didn't/ doesn't  love me who else is going to???
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 29 Responses Jun 20, 2008

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    By My Mother.

    This one doesn't matter.She was emotionally unavailable.She cared. But she could never love. Her soul, it wasn't made out to have such strong such emotions for others.So naturally, she could not love me. Ever. But she cared, in her own way. At least, she was always real and never...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 Oct 25, 2011

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    I'd Like To Know Why

    I'm just curious is all... What makes me such a bad person? What makes me so gross to look at? What makes me so unwanted? Why am I not loved? Tell me, please?
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 28 Responses Nov 30, 2010

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    By My Sister.

    I remember being 10 or so. And my sister softly brushed her hand against my face. "You have such a pretty face. You would be so much better. If you lost weight." I'll never forget it. Because one of the few times I have ever felt truly loved was by my sister. And even she couldn...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 Oct 25, 2011

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    This is a hard one to come to grips with.

    The realizing that you are so unimportant that people that once loved you, no longer do. I contemplate this every night, trying to figure out what I did wrong. How is it possible to end up here? I'm not sure I really want anyone else to love me either. What would be he good in...
    BohemianTragedy BohemianTragedy 46-50, M May 13, 2014

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    By A Guy

    Isn't it normal to want to be held and comforted. And wouldn't it hut to know they look at you and laugh? Well thats me the girl who can't be loved, I will never be good enough. I used to turn to anger, then chat sites to fill the loss but that was just nasty and that had to stop...
    cookie285 cookie285 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2012

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    By My Father.

    This one really hurts. Because I loved this man dearly. My father was my fucken hero. He was the man I knew had my back. But he crushed me. So hard. I grew. And he learned to hate. Everything about me was flawed. The other day while I slept, he came into my room, kissed my cheek...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 1 Response Oct 25, 2011

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    By A Significant 'other' At The Moment...

    Sure..I'm loved by my family, even though at times they've said or maybe done things (cuz we are human and we all have done something in our past to make someone feel less...even if we didn't know we did or realize we did!!!)...but I honestly don't feel I'll EVER be loved by...
    RebeccaJeanine71 RebeccaJeanine71 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2012

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    All Alone

    Im always by myself. my family is always off doing bigger better things and they leave me behind. i want nothing more then to b able to be with some one who loves me deeply and wants to be with me as much as i want to b with him. Im not strong enough to hold my own shoulder. I...
    PunkCowgirl PunkCowgirl 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 3, 2009

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    Dumped

     I am not loved and I love this man.Been in a relationship with a man for 25 years; we have two college daughters. He just left me for another younger woman. He never wanted to get married .I feel so bad. I'm too old to start over.
    spinister spinister 51-55, F Nov 26, 2007

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    I Feel Nobody Loves Me

    It's hard to feel loved when the people who should love you are always abusing you and never protecting you from the other people who are abusing you and no one shows the slightest interest in your wellbeing and they say that they care less for you than you care for them, which...
    ForeverAlone ForeverAlone 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2007

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    Hatred Or Something Like It.

    "I AM NOT LOVED". Simple quotation like that can break many heart, and can touched other heart that have time to listen to. I know, my own father doesn't  love me. I know from what have he done, he show that he doesn't ever look at me twice, or be proud of me. I...
    LisaWiserLiser LisaWiserLiser 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    By My Brothers.

    They try. But they are ashamed to be seen with me in front of others. They're at that age. And when I fight with them, it doesn't feel like they care. My youngest brother worries. When i'm ill. He gets upset. My other brother, he thinks I'm a faker. But they can't love me...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 Oct 25, 2011

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    Well Idk

    i might be but sometimes its nice to hear it from other people besides that same guy
    justjessica justjessica 18-21, F Jul 16, 2008

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    Lone1y Lone1y 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 9

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