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I Am Not Myself When Im Mad

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    dezi1124 dezi1124 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    TheNerdYouLove As I start this off I highly

    recommend that you try to limit your correspondence with someone as bigoted and arrogant as this wonderful specimen of a human being. We'll start with the bigoted part. While I completely support people having their own opinions, there's a certain place to draw the line...
    gayin98 gayin98 16-17, M 1 Response May 23

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    i want to kill this kid

    that was abusing my ex gf and he was her best friend but not anymore
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 7, 2014

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    I feel like being a major ***** right now

    because I'm in an argument with a friend over guys.
    MEGH0119 MEGH0119 13-15, F Dec 23, 2014

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    Or is it that I am my true self

    when angered? What if my calm self is all a facade? Who can say, really?
    yourguardingangel yourguardingangel 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I get irrational

    when I get upset. Like over the top ridiculous because I want to be right. I have to step back and give myself a chance to cool off before I say anything I don't really mean.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 19

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    It's like something snaps

    and I become a whole different person. It doesn't happen very often, but when it does, it's not good.
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M Oct 1, 2014

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    I'M Mad

    I hate when people try to compare their life with yours like it's the same when it's not and when I ask a question and they don't give me the answer I'm looking for or just think they know what's best for you I'm just so mad cuz people they don't understand I'm 16 and I'm in...
    tiadoe tiadoe 18-21, F Nov 10, 2013

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    Actually, I'm almost the same just by looking

    at me. It takes A LOT to really flat out p I s s me off. When I am offended, most of the time people wouldn't know because I remain as calm as a cucumber. But there are a few things that change when I'm seething with anger. I sweat profusely. This is coming from the girl who...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I can be a total *****

    if no one pays attention to me If I'm in the same house and I hear two people laughing together I want to leave in not gonna ******* watch you like tf
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 20

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    Oh I am so not me when I stop using my skills

    and listening and walking by faith. It doesn't happen that often but it's not a real good thing and it's not something that I am proud of mind you. Being skillful isn't always easy but it is always possible
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M Oct 12, 2014

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    My Destructive Words.

    This is a confession.... I have a problem with my anger. I really don't mean to become so verbally abusive, but when I am upset (Which is not often Thank God), but when it happens, I tend to go overboard with the things I say. I just become this enraged person who is NOT who i...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F 12 Responses Dec 25, 2012

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    I can't stand when people ask

    for permission to do something that they are going to do anyway. For that they should just say hey I'm going to do this.
    bub1982 bub1982 31-35, M Feb 27, 2014

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    I'm just like,.......

    crazy.....I usually only curse when mad or annoyed
    itsthisgirlagain itsthisgirlagain 13-15, F Jun 8, 2014

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    Peedripping Peedripping 18-21, F 6 Responses May 16

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    When I get pissed watch out!

    Ill burn u down to the ground
    gabby121212 gabby121212 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    Ugh! I hate this guy.

    He's on here and messaged me and such a sudden he talks about how nice my lips are so I changed my profile picture for full photo cause it always cuts off my eyes! -_- So, he wanted a picture of my lips next to something like a hair brush but no! I already thought that he'd save...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 4 Responses May 23

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    I have had sexual abuse

    for five years from my brother and no one in my family(mom) don't understand me! Why is this so hard? I feel like it's my fault! I's live some feedback with what I should do. I am sixteen and I always show a happy face but I'm really sad!
    Unknpreso24 Unknpreso24 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I suffer from psychosis

    and when I get mad, I am violent and I have no regard for.. humanity. I can't hold down a friendship cos of this **** and I hate it so much, I just wanna stab myself again.
    wouldyoumissme wouldyoumissme 16-17, M Mar 2

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    I'm never mad often, I am very chill.

    When I am mad though. I turn cold on who I'm mad at. Although if i am mad at myself I get a little afraid of what punishment I bring myself.
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M Jul 30

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    I want to dig my teeth into your neck

    and rip out all your flesh. I am a monster. I will taste your blood one day.
    andrewh252 andrewh252 18-21, M Nov 5, 2014

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    Right now I'm so mad at my dad

    but also when I'm mad I have a I don't give a care attitude he got mad and punished me because I'm transferring from dance but for the time being I'm not doing nothing in there so he's putting me on punishment I really don't care he just goes from 0 to 100 for no reason it can...
    Ani1224 Ani1224 13-15, F Jan 29

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    I wish I could just keep my mouth shut

    when I have an argument with someone. I don't care if it's with someone I don't know very wel, but when I argue with someone I care for or someone in the family I say things I shouldn't say. I tell them all the bad things that I think about them.
    Mahsa99 Mahsa99 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2014

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    I am not myself when I'm mad.

    Even at home, when my mother got me mad I was going to punch her but then I stopped. People where saying I acted like a Boxer Dog. Darn it. 😩
    Polobear17 Polobear17 16-17, F Jul 24, 2014

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    im a weird yet cool person

    but when im mad i have the capability of doing extreme things. i was having fun w some friends n some guy made me mad to the point where I was about to stab one of his carotid arteries. im not that type of person i hate hurting people in any type of way.
    wolfgurl2 wolfgurl2 16-17, F May 26

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    I have two stages of anger.

    The first stage is when I have some what control and it a normal amount to get me there. The second stage is a extremely hard to get me that angry. I have no control what so ever and attack any one who causes it and any who gets in my way on getting those people but they would...
    Custos1 Custos1 18-21, M Sep 21, 2014

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    A lot of us do it, and

    so do I. I internalize, and bottle up all my anger, frustration, hate, and resentment. I just keep it inside, all to myself untill finally I can't take it anymore, and I just explode, and let it all out at once. I don't know how not to, its what ive always done, its part of...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 24, 2014

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    I Am Not Me When I Am Mad

    When every time i am mad i can not control my anger. One day when i was mad at someone in my house hole i could not hold in all my anger i call that person a bad word and after that i was not proud of myself. On that some day i went to school i was still mad so if one person...
    shaym12345 shaym12345 18-21, F Jun 8, 2013

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    I ******* give up.!!!

    I can't do ******* anything right anymore.!!😭😭😭😡😤
    ison71 ison71 18-21, M 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    When I'm mad- I tend to overthink I become

    irritated by tiny things I have no filter and say what I want no matter what it is, I tend to throw things around (only in extreme cases) I either blame other people or I beat myself up (figuratively and sometimes literally)
    Jgottawee Jgottawee 18-21, M Mar 30, 2014

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    There's actually pros

    and cons to me getting mad.. Pros : Extremely strong Extremely agile Cons : -I can't think straight -No limits - when I'm mad, my only thought is putting you in a casket -If I'm mad overall I might snap at someone else just because IM in a bad mood. -Adrenaline isn't always...
    akaShaun akaShaun 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 21, 2014

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    I've been upset about relationship difficulties

    and something he said pushed me over the edge and I lost it. I flipped out and told him how unhappy I am with him and this relationship.. And honestly that is how I have been feeling. Alone in a relationship. And he doesn't even care.
    katie1123 katie1123 18-21, F Aug 14

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    lmyrical lmyrical 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2014

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    I don't hate my friend,

    they're the most wonderful person I've met. However...I'm mad at them. Really, really mad, and I knew if I confronted them, we wouldn't be friends anymore. I was looking forwards to an event, and now I'm ******* dreading it because they can't think of anyone else but themselves...
    wrongideas wrongideas 16-17, F Jul 8

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    When I get really mad,

    I imagine doing very cruel and horrible things to the person or people I'm mad at like wripping them apart with my nails and teeth, drinking their blood as it flows from huge wounds in their bodies.
    devinprater devinprater 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    Fear

    I love my friends, they are the only good thing that has happened to me. I am terrified I might snap and lose control around them. I do not think they would ever intentionally make me angry, but when I am still recovering from a fight small things can set me off. I know I sound...
    outofwonderland outofwonderland 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    TheRainbowDino TheRainbowDino 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2014

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    It's pretty hard to get me mad.

    Yeah sure, people can **** me off, but get me mad, that's a whole different story. I don't wanna sound dramatic and say "I completely change", but for that short amount of time that I'm mad, I change and I'm honestly not myself.
    Lokilover49 Lokilover49 16-17, F Jul 16, 2014

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    I look like I'm about to murder every single

    person in the room when I'm mad Usually I get angry around big social gatherings (I'm not too social) If I'm forced to be there for more than 2,5 hours I'll start fuming so badly it feels like I'm going to scream and explode Today we went to a restaurant with some friends...
    Roguene Roguene 18-21, F Jul 13

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    I'm so irritated right now.

    You claim your my best friend but find every way in this universe to ignore me and NOT visit me when I'm in the hospital for a WEEK! So many people came to visit me and texted me to make sure I'm fine. You have your friend that I've never hung out with before (besides in this...
    december789 december789 16-17, F Sep 27, 2014

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    Like now for instance depends on how mad IM

    if I'm really mad I'm quiet if I'm not as mad then I get really really smart *** Like I am now
    she7lby5 she7lby5 18-21, F Jul 11

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    I always get really mad I've become better at

    it over the years but occasionally I will go back into the old cycle of getting a little too angry and doing something I regret
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Like I'm this quite girl

    who keeps all her feelings inside and then wen u reach my levels I will f*cking cuss u out and I will beat u up until u bleed so don't mess with me
    SexyLez101 SexyLez101 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2014

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    Not Myself....

    The only time I've lost my temper... was when my mom slapped me and told me that I was a disappointment... I never talk back... but I exploded... I said, "THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE ******* MOM SAID ABOUT YOU!!! IS THAT WHY YOU HIT ME? AND CALL ME HORRIBLE NAMES?!?!! BECAUSE YOU KNOW I'M...
    DangerousLife DangerousLife 18-21, M 7 Responses Mar 6, 2013

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