I am getting tired of being 'visible' only when I am needed
Most of the people that I met needed my help or information that is where they talk to me and of course my close friends were saying 'I am being too helpful and maybe dumb that others took advantage of'. I don't know why...
I love my gf to bits but it hurts because when I really think about it. She doesn't need me. She has friends, twitter, and family that are waay more important to me. I feel bad because i never really get to hang out with her..
I haven't been on in a long while and that's only because anyone I have come across recently haven't been making me feel so great about who I am or what I go through... That includes my mother and my now recent ex bf... It is tough and it's simply hard to say what is on...
I have been told that so many times it's what I believe, so I live my life for others this way I will feel needed. Is that selfish? I may help them, but it is for my own selfish reason. And they could have got it done themselves so in the end I really wasn't needed.
Everyone of you is needed, everyone has a purpose and is here to contribute something.
Everyone here matters and I am not talking about EP I am talking about the Universe. The universe is just like a big puzzle, if there is any one piece missing it just can't ever be complete...
Im not needed im just here to be seen,nobody ever wants me for anything or needs someone like me. Their just waisting there time.
I can be in a crowd and no one would ever even notice me, why?,i dont know i ask myself. its because no one needs somebody like me.
i don't feel needed. i try to help, and i fail. i try and fix things, and i end up making them worse. i try making things better in my family, and it does nothing but make things worse. i don't feel needed or wanted, and im started to really think that i am not needed at all.