I Am Not Ok

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 116 People

    Just Because I Fake a Smile

    doesnt mean i am okay.
    asdfok asdfok
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2008

    Frustration In Poem Form...

    Slipping slowly into frustrating self made madnessFinding it hard to breathCan’t see the lightYet, still I know it’s thereSearching for hopeBelieving that it existsTrying to break free of all this hatredPleading with my mind to stop spewing this vile stuffFinding it hard to...
    30Forward 30Forward
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 10, 2012

    Slim Hope...

    I just can't find the wordsThey don't come easy like they usually dojust staring at a blank page wondering what words should fill itmy heart is on the brink of breaking into a million piecesHow can I be happy on the day it may all end?There is no happiness to be found.Hope is...
    30Forward 30Forward
    31-35, F
    Mar 19, 2012

    OK? What's That???

    i live a lie, everything i thought i knew?? turned out to be a lie. i spend my days in la la land. i smile to everyone just to hide my pain. i look for any excuse to not be in this house. all i see and hear all day and night are the ghosts of yesterdays past. I am I ok?? I am...
    unbalanced23 unbalanced23
    36-40, M
    6 Responses Feb 16, 2009

    Pretence

    I pretend I am and Im really not ok
    villette villette
    31-35
    2 Responses Feb 15, 2009

    ....

    My whole life has been one thing after the other. I think its just all added up to make one badly ruined person. I am alone in the house I bought so I could start a family with my girlfriend who left me today, because I am to depressing. I feel like I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 15, 2009

    I'm not ok. I really don't know how I'm going

    on. I have so much inside on me like a storm. I actually talk more to people on the internet more than in person. Dear god, i think, maybe they wouldn't even talk to me in person. What am I doing out here in the woods smoking mj in this tent in the rain? How what why? ****!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 28, 2015

    Confidence

    I hope in one day I will be able to be who I am without caring about what people say. I wanna do what I feel to do! I wanna say what I think! I wanna do things without fear to be judge by the others! I hope in one day I'll be more confidence in myself! Sorry for my bad English!
    ledege ledege
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Mar 24, 2013

    Everything Is Fine

    You ask and I lie. I'm great. Just don't delve deeper. I'm not okay. Not even close. I've been on autopilot so long I'm scared to turn it off. I'll be like a blank page. blinking stupidly at myself in the mirror, not sure who is looking back at me. I'm on the verge of...
    DerbyFox DerbyFox
    31-35
    2 Responses Feb 11, 2012
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