Slipping slowly into frustrating self made madnessFinding it hard to breathCan’t see the lightYet, still I know it’s thereSearching for hopeBelieving that it existsTrying to break free of all this hatredPleading with my mind to stop spewing this vile stuffFinding it hard to...
I just can't find the wordsThey don't come easy like they usually dojust staring at a blank page wondering what words should fill itmy heart is on the brink of breaking into a million piecesHow can I be happy on the day it may all end?There is no happiness to be found.Hope is...
i live a lie, everything i thought i knew?? turned out to be a lie. i spend my days in la la land. i smile to everyone just to hide my pain. i look for any excuse to not be in this house. all i see and hear all day and night are the ghosts of yesterdays past.
I am I ok??
My whole life has been one thing after the other. I think its just all added up to make one badly ruined person. I am alone in the house I bought so I could start a family with my girlfriend who left me today, because I am to depressing. I feel like I...
on. I have so much inside on me like a storm. I actually talk more to people on the internet more than in person. Dear god, i think, maybe they wouldn't even talk to me in person. What am I doing out here in the woods smoking mj in this tent in the rain? How what why? ****!
I hope in one day I will be able to be who I am without caring about what people say.
I wanna do what I feel to do!
I wanna say what I think!
I wanna do things without fear to be judge by the others!
I hope in one day I'll be more confidence in myself!
Sorry for my bad English!
You ask and I lie.
I'm great. Just don't delve deeper.
I'm not okay. Not even close.
I've been on autopilot so long I'm scared to turn it off. I'll be like a blank page. blinking stupidly at myself in the mirror, not sure who is looking back at me.
I'm on the verge of...