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I Am Not Okay With Who I Am

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    I find that I have always been more aware of myself and mature than most people my age or in my generation. I always get the comment that I'm an old soul and people think I'm older...
    TigerStripedLady TigerStripedLady 18-21, F Nov 30

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    For what feels like the first time ever, I am truly happy and confident about me in every way. I can look in the mirror and believe that I'm sexy. I used to hate my D cup boobs or...
    JessieJ16 JessieJ16 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Anyone can give me advice on how to have self confidence? i really lack that ??
    JozetteVTorino JozetteVTorino 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm going to tell a story, so prepare for a lengthy read. Read it if you like, or not, I just need to write it down. I'm going to start at a very important part of my experience...
    soulrebel78 soulrebel78 36-40, F Nov 30

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    I've always been sort of jealous of people who weren't afraid to be who they were. I've gone through life being afraid of other people's opinions, so I sort of have this thing...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 28

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    Before I get hate, I want to start off by saying I am 14 only. I'm in high school so I may not know what love is but love is indescribable. His name is going to be changed to Noel...
    peachmilk peachmilk 16-17, F Dec 5

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    I met this really great guy over the summer. I had known him for a while actually but I never really thought about talking to him. One day he messaged me on Facebook and after a...
    pleasedonthugme pleasedonthugme 13-15, F Nov 28

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    The only thing I like even more than a guy with a buzzcut is the guy who goes that small step further and has it shaved clean! Nothing quite like running one's hand over a...
    AlopeciaAlice AlopeciaAlice 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    After really thinking through everything, about all of the moves I've made throughout the country, and where I am currently, I have pretty much next to no friends (in person). And...
    obscureriddle obscureriddle 22-25, F a week ago

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    Not only am I comfortable with my own nudity, I'm comfortable with nudity in general. This includes seeing other people naked or letting them see me naked if they're okay with it...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    I want to have a child of every major race, and I would love them all. My religion doesn't condemn polygamy but it says you cannot love any more than the other and I'm okay with it...
    MTBlake33 MTBlake33 22-25, M Dec 4

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    I have allowed my own femininity to come out of the dark places deep within my psyche. Now that she's out in the open, I have begun to see the same thing to others who were once...
    CinimonGypsy CinimonGypsy 41-45 1 Response Dec 10

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    You can't force loyalty, some people will always let you down. Everybody won't always be who you want then to be. I'm never perfect, but I'm always genuine, and I've realized...
    lovinglife699 lovinglife699 51-55, F 4 Responses Dec 14

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    Flat out, I believe whole heartedly in "Equal pay for equal work and qualifications" regardless of gender or ethnicity. To back up my conviction, I have been passed up for...
    CaptainRoberts CaptainRoberts 51-55, M 15 hrs ago

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    well I was always the black sheep of the family. You know like getting the fault of everything and being called ugly and useless for the first 15 years of your life kinda messes up...
    kkkmmm123 kkkmmm123 18-21, F Dec 6

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    There are the good times then there are bad times sometimes it feels like the bad over powers the good an life doesn't seem right which is now every night I cry myself to sleep...
    Curlytop242 Curlytop242 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    She was the first woman I dated after my divorce from my kids father. I thought our relationship was great until one day she said she wanted to break up with me because I needed to...
    twalkermyconfession twalkermyconfession 36-40, F Dec 14

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    You can be whatever you feel most comfortable being. I am comfortable with who I am and I'm not ashamed of saying it. I am pansexual, but I like to refer to it as free love...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 15

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    I love white men, only had a few encounters with who have just wanted to have sex with me nothing serious.
    karieme20 karieme20 18-21, F a week ago

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    So every day i drive from school to home with same bus. But one day i noticed there was sooo cute stranger with whom i fell in love at first sight about month ago in bus. I was...
    VeryCherry7 VeryCherry7 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    do you beautiful guys remember that my teacher gave me a letter? i gonna tell you what it says ;) but my english is the worst so if you don't understand i'm sorry:( "one of the...
    xeroxxxx xeroxxxx 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    I am friends with an old lady. We go every where together. I like her company. She is not the brightest or the cutest woman but she has a good soul. She is totally diff from me for...
    Bipolarshon Bipolarshon 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 18

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    I'd like to talk with someone don't really care about what our with who.
    Jin777 Jin777 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    He is a great musician with whom I was taking private lessons. I admire him so much, and a beautiful teacher-pupil relationship grew between us. But sometimes I think of him more...
    sophiesworld sophiesworld 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Okay, I started off really happy, had tough times but no trauma or issues, very optimistic, resilient and really good at anything I tried. Had a bright future and a loving family...
    buttonthimbles buttonthimbles 22-25, F 3 Responses 24 mins ago

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    It's okay not to be prettiest girl or the most handsome boy in school. It's okay to be upset and have your ups and downs. It's okay to take a break from feeling. It's also okay...
    xxhappilyeverafterxx xxhappilyeverafterxx 13-15, F Dec 6

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    Hi everyone at EP. I hadn't been in Experience Project overly a year and there's a lot to talk about. But first...I want to talk about this girl that's been affecting my life the...
    Gonzobdd Gonzobdd 18-21, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Okay so I need some good advice if you can give any i'm open to suggestions.. Okay so I don't know what I am, but I do know that my best friend is all I can think about. I can hear...
    coolblue14 coolblue14 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I finally met him after two months of texting, emails, phone calls and FaceTime. He is working in Afghanistan, but we only live 2 hours apart. I've been holding this guy at arms...
    norlights3 norlights3 36-40, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Hmmm... many to say but to keep it short I will just mention the current people I encounter in my day to day life. first my younger brother - for me all people are important and...
    psycruler psycruler 31-35, M 8 hrs ago

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    hello evry1 pls giv me ur suggestions on wat i sud do about wat i m feelin. i m wat u wud col an average teenager. i m normal in evryting. but i hav a prblm in toking out my...
    sadguy321 sadguy321 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    People always bleat on about relationships...but in fact a relationship takes two to work. I thankfully have found my life partner and we are blissfully happy. If your with the...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 29 mins ago

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    I talked about my story with my drama teacher already, how close we are and how much we talk. Well, last night, after theatre rehearsals for Diary of Anne Frank, as I was coming...
    SilencesLullaby SilencesLullaby 13-15, F Dec 3

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    In A Wheelchair Already) Just look at her. She's been sitting all by herself at the edge of the dance floor for five songs now, but no one seems to care. She must be so lonely...
    WarShip WarShip 18-21 1 Response Dec 17

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    **Disclaimer: This is a stream of conciousness writing piece. I am not seeking pity for anything I write here. I'm simply looking to put my words down somewhere so things might...
    ACloudedMind ACloudedMind 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Yeah. Yeah it's okay. It's okay that you ignored me when I needed you most. It's okay that I was up all night crying and you wernt there to comfort me. Yeah no it's okay :) Really...
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I think we've all done this before when someone has asked us what's wrong. I tend to hide it better than some other people can, but some people still see straight through me and...
    lovedownunder lovedownunder 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I feel like at the moment my life resembles a lukewarm bath. Not to hot , not to cold ..just "okay" I feel sad sometimes I get depressed but I'm not as dramatic as I was when I...
    GG1234 GG1234 18-21, M Dec 13

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    I know that not everyone has to share my point of view, but I also know that I don't have to change who I am because of anyone else. And all the time I'm just smiles. Just smiles...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F Dec 15

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    ''i am good at pretending that i am okay'' wow,this is what i want to feel all the time...!! even if i have anxiety,i don't show.'Cos almost people around me doesn't care about...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I really do not know what my obsession with history (and worse, historians) is. I could talk about the subject all day long, I love it that much. And then a year and a half ago I...
    roveinem roveinem 18-21, F Dec 5

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    When people tell me they're fine, whe clearly they're sad, I want to be there for them and talk to them and let them know it's okay to cry. But when I'm sad or upset, I say I'm...
    SomeDepressedTeenx SomeDepressedTeenx 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I have been with my gf for almost a year. We met in college (while we were both with other people) but knew that we wanted to be together. We have since changed our lives to be...
    bw27237 bw27237 36-40, F Dec 19

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    there is this one person that texts me every now and then to "check in" on me. I say I'm Okay It's easy to lie in a text. sometimes I want to type the truth " I feel like I'm...
    fragmentsoflife fragmentsoflife 22-25, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I enlisted for the military in early March. I had wanted to join since the 8th grade despite the depression and anxiety I suffered again and again. I worked hard to lose weight and...
    KeiKeiChan KeiKeiChan 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10

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