I Am Not Okay With Who I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 13 People

    Honesty~Billy Joel Hi Friends Its the close of EP and I wanted to post this song that I believe changed my life and can change yours too. Listen to the song and read the lyrics...
    MsMargaux MsMargaux
    41-45, F
    Apr 21
    I havee. I can't say they are my best friends now, but when they were, oh boy did we do some stupid stuff! I think it's only right I end my time here on EP with a positive, fun...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    Apr 20
    So will you. All of you. When I'm at my lowest moments, I always say that to myself, and no matter how I feel, deep inside I know that to be a fact. How do I know this? Well it's...
    rana3434 rana3434
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    I expect them to do the same for me...if they are finding it hard to adjust then I'm okay with forgetting their existence
    EscapingUrLies EscapingUrLies
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    Well my mom beat me again. honestly youd think now that im an adult she would respect me more. but no. 18 years worth of beatings and abuse and she spends only 6 days in jail cuz...
    MissMorgana MissMorgana
    18-21
    2 Responses Apr 19
    Who is EP2? Who is Similar Worlds? Who are they and what is their business plan and objective? At the moment that is a mystery. They have registered the domain name Similar...
    Humanist321 Humanist321
    70+, M
    4 Responses Apr 18
    I pretend to be okay for others but let it all out when im alone at night in my room
    mxnzyy mxnzyy
    22-25, F
    Apr 18
    Because I believe that if I keep on pretending long enough, I might forget the fact that I'm even pretending and just be okay someday :)
    Letmebee Letmebee
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
    Please keep reading to the end, there's more to it than the title. Met a guy on the cruise I just got back from today. I can't stop thinking about him. He sorta showed interest...
    CrazyMetalPunk CrazyMetalPunk
    13-15, F
    Apr 18
    i had an awful day and i don't want to talk to anyone who i know but i don't want to be alone oh god. pretty pathetic huh
    daddyleoreo daddyleoreo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    I worry that my little brother will end up like me. He is 9 years old, shy, and sensitive. I have depression, our dad has depression, and I'm worried that he will develop it as...
    shybot shybot
    16-17, F
    Apr 17
    I really need some help my boyfriend went to his football match final game yesterday he had been drinking and he come home about 7 he asked me to pick him up as he had a really bad...
    kayloulou kayloulou
    22-25, F
    Apr 17
    I have been feeling that yesterday mostly at the end of the day. I wish I had a friend or a group of people who can make me feel better who can hug me and tell me I'm going to be...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    I'm posting this because I want to record my EP journey. Even if I'd left all of my stories intact, it wouldn't really have shown the true picture of what this site was to me, it's...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30
    22-25, M
    Apr 14
    It's scary to know that I'll never be okay . I find it hard to say goodbye to someone ... What more a death ? It's so permanent. You're never coming back for me
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    Once upon a time, there was a girl. A small skinny girl. She had purple hair and blue striking eyes. She walked so certain, as if she knew exactly where she was going. I felt those...
    nikolatasic nikolatasic
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    Can't quite place why I made this account. Maybe the total protection of anonymity is what drew me here. I keep hoping I will receive a sign. Some inkling to who I am and what I...
    thequietgirl101 thequietgirl101
    18-21, F
    Apr 13
    And it's preventing me from entering/maintaining healthy relationships! I've been talking to a female online for several weeks. Things seemed to be going well until I naturally...
    TheAnesthetic TheAnesthetic
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    Another night with full of tears...
    DeathThrone DeathThrone
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    When you let someone have the power of your state of mind, that’s when you realise you’re in such a dangerous space. Letting them protrude every corridor of your mind to the...
    trying2forgetyou trying2forgetyou
    22-25, F
    Apr 12
    I just told my boyfriend I'm fine on the phone, but started crying once we hung up. I didn't want to upset him with something he can't change. I was just upset, because I'm...
    rakachinotohi rakachinotohi
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    I need some help me and g boyfriend went out last night with our friends another couple we no and my boyfriend got drunk he did not do anything I asked him he don't look at anyone...
    kayloulou kayloulou
    22-25, F
    Apr 11
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    I live with a girl who copies everything I do, from what I eat, to what I wear etc.. It's extreme, and just flat out creepy. We were friends when we first started law school for...
    NorwegianBelle NorwegianBelle
    18-21, F
    Apr 10
    It is the bank does not really lend you any more money for your company, unless of course obviously clearly you're to provide your home as security, which inserts within the whole...
    vagarland65 vagarland65
    36-40, M
    Apr 8
    A year later and I'm still not able to say I'm not okay after giving my son up for adoption losing my dad splitting up from my husband and people really think I'm okay smh
    hurtfuldecisions hurtfuldecisions
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    Yuo have to be cat lovers if you visit us cos we have 11 cats of our own. We never smack any of our cats if they do anything that would be perceived as " naughty". Unlike my mother...
    deepsoulsaver deepsoulsaver
    46-50, M
    Apr 7
    I've been in love before. I was in love for three years with the same wonderful man. Sadly, I still love him. We clicked from the beginning. It was so easy with him. Everything...
    Anonylyn Anonylyn
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    Im 26 now. We met when i was 13, In highschool. We were best friends but there was always a mutual attraction. I was a wimp back then who never made a move simply because i didnt...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 7
    First i have to admit , i'm very complicated , even i don't understand myself , and what i want from a person , i have friends and i had girlfriends , but none of them sees, know...
    Poxulis Poxulis
    18-21
    2 Responses Apr 7
    I've gone to the point where no one cares about me, not even my family. I end up saying im okay just so i dont have to explain myself, drag them into my problems, and get hurt all...
    nswassmer nswassmer
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    so I'm 22 but I'm mentally 12 is it okay if I want to be younger
    Lizzy907 Lizzy907
    22-25, T
    5 Responses Apr 6
    I actually know two people who committed suicide. First it was a guy that sat behind me in 7th grade who I talked to every day and had no idea he was planning anything. That was...
    DaydreamingSleepwalker DaydreamingSleepwalker
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 5
    bad times mom...m there fr u mom.. i'd always b the shoulder u can cry upon when u break down....I need smone who'd hold me until I cry all the tears I got when ur broken n I don't...
    itsmecrazyUCme itsmecrazyUCme
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 5
    I just want to stay in touch with all my friends here. There are special people, who really took me by surprise. What I really like, who those who are really special, could you be...
    Mark350 Mark350
    36-40, M
    Apr 5
    so i know that looks and stuff is something people look for while looking for a relationship... i on the other hand am not like that. what matters to me is personality. i know alot...
    alyssapenn32 alyssapenn32
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 4
    Okay, I will try to make this brief. I was friends with my boyfriend before dating and saw that his mom never cared what he did which seemed weird to me but never gave it much...
    Lizzay3 Lizzay3
    18-21, F
    Apr 4
    that's what most people say and I'm fine of those most people. I say that when I'm not okay. most people realize I'm not but others are blind and don't see that I'm not. I do know...
    14Itsme14 14Itsme14
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 3
    If you have to change to impress someone...then you'll truly never be content. I'm fine with who I am and even though I do a lot of shapeshifting stories, I'm fine with who and...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13
    22-25, M
    Apr 3
    When I was in Junior High the whole class got it one at a time, for misbehaving substitute teacher. Our science teacher was strict and didn't tolerate talking or not doing what...
    davedexp davedexp
    56-60, M
    1 Response Apr 3
    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke 1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
    You know something which really sucks about breakups? It's that you gain so much knowledge about the other person, what they like and don't like, and you'll have moments when for...
    SkyouInSpace SkyouInSpace
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 3
    Okay so I don't really know how to start this or why I'm writing it other than it was weighing in my chest and I needed to get it out. I... I'm in love with a fictional character...
    WingedWolfFireFae WingedWolfFireFae
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 3
    Okay so I don't really know how to start this or why I'm writing it other than it was weighing in my chest and I needed to get it out. I... I'm in love with a fictional character...
    WingedWolfFireFae WingedWolfFireFae
    18-21, F
    Apr 3
    Okay so I don't really know how to start this or why I'm writing it other than it was weighing in my chest and I needed to get it out. I... I'm in love with a fictional character...
    WingedWolfFireFae WingedWolfFireFae
    18-21, F
    Apr 3
    i'd definitely like to talk to someone who made this group,guess he?she is gone. i can't fit majority when i say that people say,don't worry,you will (no,i don't.want to,i don...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Apr 3
    I don't think I'll ever get to know what being okay feels like anymore. Everyday is a battle for me just to wake up. Eating is a goal, going to work is a goal, going to the...
    QueenxChance QueenxChance
    18-21, F
    Apr 2
    My sister who is only 16 has come out to my family as gender fluid a few months ago, and has recently told my mom that in the future she wants to take hormones to become a man. She...
    G1121 G1121
    22-25, F
    Apr 2
    There is a temptation to point out how bold a mother who breastfeeds her child, especially in public, is overall. But why should an act of nurturing that is one of the core...
    WellFrog WellFrog
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 2
    I'm living with 2 friends( they are cousins). I feel suffocated sometime with them because I feel like I'm being judge and sometime I feel guilty when I don't help them cook since...
    JulieK8 JulieK8
    18-21, F
    Apr 2
    02/04/20-6 - I've met a few people over the years online who have been an important part of my life. Some of helped me grow some have pulled me down. End of the day there is...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    Apr 2
    For those of you who have lost your desire to pray, to sing,I'm asking God to put that melody back in your hearts tonight; cause you to lift your voice, even though you don't...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1
    I'm honestly not okay . Things just keep getting worse and unbearable in my life . Why did you die on me? I can't even be happy . I can't function at work or anything . Just look...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 1
    I rent a 2 bedroom apartment, and I have for many years. I have waffles between living alone and having roommates a few times during my 5 year stay in this particular apartment...
    Nateindenver Nateindenver
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Apr 1
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