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I Am Not Okay With Who I Am

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    It's okay not to be okay all the time. When you work to try to change your feelings, sometimes you're going against a natural part of you, which causes more pain and stress. Maybe...
    BeautifulPetal BeautifulPetal 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Dear World, Shut up. Just stop. I have no energy left to fight you. Stop annoying me and eating at my head. I really have no effort for this anymore. I will not give in, neither...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Pretend. I pretend to laugh. I pretend to smile. I pretend that I'm okay,When I'm really not. You would think that your own family would realize how miserable you are; but they don...
    WonderxGirl WonderxGirl 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I am deeply in love with those beings that are called "fictional characters". I have loved fictional characters all my life, from my earliest childhood. I believe that what we...
    Lylyth Lylyth 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    "I wonder how different life would be if i wasn't living in the confines of how someone else thinks i should live. I'm dreaming of a world where i have the freedom to figure things...
    DropsofJupiter1 DropsofJupiter1 18-21, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    CAUTION: LONG Ok I have a GIANT crush on my best friend. She's literally my life. She broke through my barrier, she brought light into my life again. I love her with all my heart...
    Tstar456 Tstar456 13-15, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I was attached to you because you were sweet to me. You were the sweetest of all guys I knew. I thought no one could be sweeter. I went online again and I realized that I have...
    jwl9119 jwl9119 22-25, F 7 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Well Dressed Women. I enjoy it when people swim with their clothes on. You can see it on the internet of course...plenty of photos and videos out there...but there's nothing else...
    BizSuitStacy BizSuitStacy 46-50, T 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    No one will be added often. If you get added the same day then it is freak luck. I have to be extremely choosy about who I bring into my life, because they become a part of me and...
    NewWaveBallet NewWaveBallet 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Now I've started dressing as a woman about 90% of the time at home and my wife just looks at me as her wife. She told me she's equally attracted to her wife and her husband! She...
    tgheather tgheather 26-30, T 2 days ago

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    OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I AM FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW the comp teacher asked me out , A DATEEE!!!!!!!!!!! I said I cant now ... my parents would ask with who and where uggghhhhhhh...
    InLove000 InLove000 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I admire people,that are not afraid to be themselves! I strongly believe,you will be discovered eventually,playing charades with other's lives. So why put yourself,and others...
    Susiedisney Susiedisney 56-60, F 3 days ago

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    i am going through this thing, i have a lot in my mind in the past 4 months. My name is Ray, i'll call the other girl ''R''. Before R, i like someone else, she was really good but...
    raydang123 raydang123 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    my twin sister came out of the closet when we were in 8th grade, that's about 12 years old. She had spent most of her life in hospitals do to a stomach condition,have countless...
    Shawnkatie Shawnkatie 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    It has become very clear to me that my husband wants me to be someone that I am not. We have been married less than a year and I'm extremely pissed off and I'm one of those people...
    n0f1lt3r n0f1lt3r 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    That is the most horrible sight I have ever seen, how are you meant to play fight and overpower her when you have some huge tank with whopping muscles ready to smash every bone in...
    Bennyboo2000 Bennyboo2000 13-15, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    "I tried looking into her eyes to make sense of my own life, But found senseless realisations, I was reckless and she was justification; A vacation from the monotony I lived in...
    Wakingdemons Wakingdemons 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My lover is my best friend, but it is a mess. Where to begin, and it will be a bit lengthy. I will call him D and we met when we were 11. It has been the same bond since we first...
    dfclifton55 dfclifton55 56-60, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I do like to be alone with my thoughts, especially near mid-night. It was a hobby of mine. But then this hobby can enable my heart to tremble when I remember the nights I used them...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 18-21 6 days ago

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    I first met him at a street crossing, we were both on bikes going to the same direction to work. At the time he worked with my little sister at McDonald's while I worked as an...
    LeeWalker06 LeeWalker06 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    So that was like days ago me: I Mr*** I tease him with the Mr haha :P him: Hi Miss *** It seems that you wake only at night and sleep at day time me: don't judge if you don't...
    InLove000 InLove000 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't know if breaking up with him was a right choice. I still love him and leaving someone when you love them especially because you think of the future is just really...
    xoabelxo xoabelxo 18-21, F Jun 22

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    As I write this he is asleep in his bed, and me in the same room as him as this is where we keep the computer. I will tell you how it started: January of this past year I was a...
    crisseo crisseo 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    eh. I'm easy to get along with as long as your not annoying or ******* stupid. then maybe I'll be okay with you
    froofykittenxoxo froofykittenxoxo 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 21

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    my boyfriend just had his sentencing two days ago and I watched him get handcuffed and taken away. He is my best friend who I spend every day with who I am so attached too. Its so...
    soothmysoul soothmysoul 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    Around 4 years ago my senior year of high school I met someone who ended up having a big impact on accepting myself and being okay with who I am. I met her through a mutual friend...
    crossfitprincess crossfitprincess 22-25, M 5 Responses Jun 20

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    This experience in my life has led me to really think about love. It all started in the summer of 2014 when I helped my cousin (let's call her Amy) move out of her old house. At...
    owf684 owf684 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 19

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    Part 2 next day I went to school to paint , so I saw him when everyone left except some teachers.. went in the lab and hugged him , he sqeezed me tight and kissed me , then went...
    InLove000 InLove000 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    To me, if all adults consent to it, I don't see why it is a bad thing. Not to mention the thought that one person can make you happy for the rest of your life is quite hard to...
    WanderingThinker112 WanderingThinker112 16-17, M Jun 17

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    I prefer dating white guys, I think im attracted to them because I grew up around them and I look like I belong to that race more then my own. I've also found that I have more in...
    RavenRena17 RavenRena17 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 17

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    so I'm in love with this girl. so where to start? Um. when I was in the second grade we had reading buddies that would come down and read to us. and I so happened got paired with a...
    flo877 flo877 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 17

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    Firs i would like to say im a 20 year old bisexual female im in love with two women the first one is the very first female i actually had feelings for we been together for 5 years...
    innocentsmile innocentsmile 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    This might have to be a pipe dream. I want to form meaningful friendships with guys (straight ones --- I have a lot of gay friends), with whom I can share similar views and outlook...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 14 Responses Jun 17

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    It's not that I struggle with who I am or know what I like. I identify as queer just because I prefer that label over the others. My fear is that I am a gay woman in a heterosexual...
    GhostThoughts GhostThoughts 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    1) you message me out of the blue demanding nudes via Skype just because I'm sub! Frankly I'm very dominate in all areas of my life apart from the bedroom so take a hike. 2) who...
    cheekyhannah36 cheekyhannah36 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    Sometimes I am so grateful that I am free from the most oppressive relationship I've ever had and I can now spend time with who I like, travel where I want to and say what I like...
    pinkkitten17 pinkkitten17 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 14

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    Even when I am not because I feel as if I will be a bother to others if I am not "okay" When people say rude things to me I may not show it to any one but that makes me sad/angry...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 13

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    This is my first post about me and my former teacher. I'm in university now, so I've never met him since I graduated from high school last year. Okay, I know that my teacher hasn...
    afredas afredas 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    I think boots are very sexy especially if a woman wears matching leather gloves with them. I have a hard time finding a women like that. I did meet a woman who loves wearing boots...
    ilgloves33 ilgloves33 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 13

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    I can force myself to be okay. That sounds weird. But I can refuse to let myself be hurting and grieving. I'm not quite as happy when I do. But I decide that there's too much going...
    JustMeInHere JustMeInHere 16-17, F Jun 12

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    Here is my advice for you. If you like your teacher and you want a future with them and plan on confessing your feelings to your teacher... please read... Please know and make...
    SweetHeartxxo SweetHeartxxo 18-21, F 4 Responses