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I Am Not Okay With Who I Am

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    The crazy thing about being bipolar and having people that care about you is the over analyzation. The why you woke at 4 instead of 5 is something wrong with you. Why are you...
    dburger dburger 26-30, M Jan 5

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    Mines, chain link fences with barbed wire, attack dogs, guards on 24/7 patrol, huge fortress with a moat that has an alligator who is pissed he is not a crocodile. Oh and snipers...
    bombchu bombchu 22-25, F Jan 7

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    I've gone through some ugly things and been through some shudder-inducing, embarrassing experiences. I love where it has brought me though. I've never felt happier with myself...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 13

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    Ungex Ungex 26-30, M Jan 15

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    You have to love yourself first
    ElissaAcosta ElissaAcosta 18-21, F Jan 16

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    Hello, I am new here. I had something happen to me that I have never seen before and just wanted to talk about. I was beginning to heal from it because of reading other people's...
    Fresh1414 Fresh1414 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    So last year I shared my experience on this page about my wonderful caring, beautiful loving girlfriend whom of which I love with all of my heart and as does she. And even though...
    need4speed28 need4speed28 18-21, M 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    For a lot if people, apparantly they aren't comfortable or confident with/in their bodies, and it always makes me want to rage a little at the media, the internet, and magazines...
    YuEvans YuEvans 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Have you ever brushed your teeth and then sipped orange juice? That's the sort of taste that being in a BPD relationship leaves you with. An intense sting that leaves your throat...
    TalaSnow TalaSnow 22-25, F Jan 21

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    Good evening everyone. This is my experience. I'm not sure anyone has gone through this before. But any thoughts would be welcome. I started dating online. I met a girl she called...
    Jonathan50 Jonathan50 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I've been naked in my yard plenty of times without any care in the world. I would've thought my neighbors would be offended by my nakedness but they're are okay with it. At least...
    TREMAINE28 TREMAINE28 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 20

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    Yes since I work in fast food I always get older guys flirting with me. Some im okay with because there in there twenties other guys I'm not okay with cause there old enough to be...
    brenda4696 brenda4696 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So here's the scoop. I recently started a new relationship a couple of months ago; normal down to earth girl from a humble background, everything I could hope for. A few weeks...
    Hellcat43 Hellcat43 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I may not always be the best person to talk to, and I may vent sometimes, but I'll be here for people when they need to vent or talk to somebody. Not everybody has somebody close...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    He's my friend. I have feelings for him. I know that I might say ''I love you'' one day in the future. I'm okay with not having him in that way that I want him, but his love is...
    samsahsincl samsahsincl 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    They had been for my partner, and like I explained I had instructed him about them. He loves them. He reported These are specifically how he pictured them. Great!You may usually...
    Aiden3693znb4 Aiden3693znb4 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    Dear **** buddy, This was your second chance. Once, shame on you, but twice? Shame on me. I shouldn't of let you in after the first problem. You clearly didn't learn anything. You...
    findingfae findingfae 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 21

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    I wouldn't say it's suffering, but it is the worst thing to have. Not trying to trivialize having depression, because I got it too, but I rather have severe but treatable...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F Jan 19

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    There is a famous say in my region 'poruthalvar boomi aalvar' meaning people who maintain peace rule the world. Today many feel that say outdated as we need to fight for life to...
    psycruler psycruler 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I want people around me that are honest with who they are to me and especially to them selves. So I will do my part, I don't judge or condemn unless who you are requires you to...
    regalshewolf regalshewolf 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Some people aren't comfortable with their gender, and it occurred to me the other day that it is just as unfair to expect people to identify with their sexuality, as it is to...
    RoyalCrystalPalace RoyalCrystalPalace 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 19

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    I would love to find genuine people with whom I can chat with on a regular basis. I am lonely and don't have many real life friends due to the fact that I am a stay at home mom and...
    Southernbelle1203 Southernbelle1203 41-45, F 19 Responses Jan 19

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    I'm looking for a girl to try NSA sex with who's kinky & wouldn't mind me ******* her everywhere ;) any takers? I'm in London
    hornylezzieuk hornylezzieuk 18-21, F Jan 9

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    I'm looking for a girl to try NSA sex with who's kinky & wouldn't mind me ******* her everywhere ;) any takers? I'm in London
    hornylezzieuk hornylezzieuk 18-21, F Jan 9

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    I have been there,but change comes from within, emotional pain is so hard, only you really know how it feels and others can only guess. if anyone ever want to chat please let me...
    knfsyr83 knfsyr83 31-35, F Jan 18

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    I am wondering why most of the people here are either just saying "Hi." once or twice and nothing more or after having a few conversations with you just disappear into the void. I...
    rolandback rolandback 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 22

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    I've just spent about 6 hours crying to myself. Do you want to know what my boyfriend decided to do about it? Nothing. Hasn't asked what's wrong. Hasn't asked if I'm okay. I...
    BluenetteDiviner BluenetteDiviner 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I care about anyone who cares about me :)
    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm about a fifth of the way through an Urban Fantasy (not YA) novel that I've been working for quite some time. Think David Gemmell meets Joss Whedon (BTW, if you get both those...
    vptran2 vptran2 41-45, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Ok I'm a girl, she's a girl. We've been friends for quite 3 years but the vibe has changed, I would say on both parts because even though we are very close its becoming to the...
    ceemayne ceemayne 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    Well hello dear readers.. I wanted to share my stories and experience because I think that every experience is worth sharing.. It all started in August when I was hooking up with...
    singingthestoryofmylife singingthestoryofmylife 16-17, F Jan 11

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    I think some girls just don't know their limits and have the lines drawn clearly. In psychology, you are deemed with the insecure trait, not the girlfriends who do get jealous...
    oneplusonetwo oneplusonetwo 22-25, F Jan 14

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    I need help with something. I cannot decide if my teacher likes me back or not, so Im going to go through all the events that have happened with me and him, and I would really...
    SilencesLullaby SilencesLullaby 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    About two years ago I met a most wonderful guy at school who everyone avoided. No one would talk to him, maybe because during the summer he went to a mental hospital. I was new to...
    jasperbites jasperbites 16-17, F Jan 2

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    12 Things People Can Learn from Birds 1. Birds, like people, come in all sizes, shapes and strengths Every bird, like every person, has their own unique beauty, strengths and...
    imurfriend imurfriend 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    its true. we will all always be okay. thats how we got to the top of the food chain. we adapt. to adapt we must not accept what appears to be a fatal situation as a fatal situation...
    jayciedubb jayciedubb 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I am okay these days. I can't believe how long I have been on EP and how much I have written. I would usually put my thoughts in a journal, but posting online, and having someone...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    It has only been over one week since our airport goodbye.. My mind been spinning with thoughts over our time together...... We decided we had to meet some months back to establish...
    saxappeal saxappeal 46-50, F 4 Responses 43 mins ago

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    I thought I was okay. But then a friend sincerely asked me "are you okay?". Then it hit me. I nodded and hold it in till I reach home. I locked myself in my room and just cried...
    nonymousee nonymousee 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 6

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    I'm the type of person who doesn't like when other people see my cry, or be sad, angry, etc. I always pretend I'm okay, so there is such a big deal about it. I mean, no one in my...
    maddie91101 maddie91101 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    there was a time when me and my brother were best friends but as time changed he became different and at one point of time there came a fight between us and we got separated For...
    psycruler psycruler 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Everyone has lies they say to others. My personal favorite is saying I'm okay. In all honesty I'm far from it. I've felt broken for a very long time now. Loneliness, depression...
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    We all will be okay :) As long as we r alive.. Being alive means being able to make changes and differences.. Get up and change whatever can't make u feel okay .. :)
    zeze1313 zeze1313 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Hi, everyone. Ever fell in love with the right person at the wrong time? Well, in my case I fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time. Yes, you didn't misread that. I...
    krokskray krokskray 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 18

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    I look back on who I was as a child. I loved the classic Disney princess movies. I grew up on The Little Mermaid, Beauty and the Beast, Pocahontas, Cinderella. I loved making up my...
    xxdublifexx xxdublifexx 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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