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I Am Not Okay

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    It Doesn't Go Away - I seem happy.. and I'm not faking it, it's just my personality to be bubbly and bouncy, and singing and being aloof.. and unfocused, and looking generally...
    CaptainJenny CaptainJenny 22-25, F May 27, 2012

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    Round And Round - Nightmares, medications, hospitalizations, overdoses, group homes. i will never be okay..........just one more cog messing with the gears. I go around and around...
    bluehaiku bluehaiku 41-45, F Nov 7, 2010

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    I Love God, But I'm Not Okay With Him Right Now. - I've been plagued by depression for nearly five years; the stress sometimes interferes with me trying to function. But that's not...
    Zerelja Zerelja 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2010

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    Sharp! - Sharp ears, sharp pencils, sharp eyes, sharp scissors, sharp music key, sharp penknife. So many sharp things. So many different uses. I use sharp ears to listen out...
    KyokoSora KyokoSora 13-15, F Aug 2, 2013

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    I Am Half Way There - I see it clearly in my head,Its not for the faint hearted,Yes i do i end up dead,With no one by my bed,I lay alone in the darkness,With a sheet over my head,I...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Nov 16, 2013

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    I'm Really Not - I'm really not okay. I try to be. I work hard to improve myself and to try to make my life better. To panic less. To handle life more. Not to fall into a deep...
    ItchyWitch82 ItchyWitch82 26-30, F Oct 24, 2011

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    I Don'T Know How Much Longer I Can Fake It. - I'm not okay. I've been fighting this darkness for years. I've been fighting myself for years. Sometimes I win, sometimes I lose. Ha...
    lalalaarawrr lalalaarawrr 18-21, F Nov 9, 2013

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    I Am Not Okay. - I am not okay, I am not okay, I am not okay, I am not okay, I am not okay, and **** I AM NOT OKAY!! And **** you people for not caring. ...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    I Hate Admitting It Too =/ - The hardest thing for me to admit to myself, to my friends, and even to people that I don't know, is that I am not okay. I want so badly to appear...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 19, 2010

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    You Know - you know..you know when people lie.. you know..you know when people change... you know but you don't know why.. in a sudden they begin to act strange.. you know..you...
    HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2012

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    Day 11 And Its Not Getting Better - I have suffered with suicidal thoughts and tendencies for many years and it had been getting better from the therapy and my coping techniques I...
    c0nfus3ds0ul c0nfus3ds0ul 18-21, F Nov 20, 2013

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    Nothing is going the way I thought it would be going. I'm only 18 I don't know where I thought Id be but it wasn't here. It makes me stressed just thinking about it all. I'm just...
    username1767 username1767 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 26

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    I Am Not Ok Most Of The Time. - the first time i was in therapy i must have been about 6 years old. i was being treated for depression, night terrors and sleep walking, well...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    i am not ok.. i feel like i really need someone and i have someone to talk to but he leaves every time but he tries.. I just want to be honest.. Tonight is the night i brake me and...
    loveyanoone loveyanoone 16-17, F Feb 10

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    Yesterday I was talking to me best guy friend who I still like, and my best girl friend. He told me that he liked her.. I asked her if she liked him, and eventually she said yes...
    imjustemma imjustemma 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    I guess it's hard for me to say, but I'm not okay. I guess if I tell everyone that I'm okay, then I feel as if I am okay, but I'm not. I space out in the middle of people talking...
    minidisaster minidisaster 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 23, 2013

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    Everything is not okay! And sometimes I wonder "is it ever fogging to be okay?" "Is it ever going to get better?" I've been searching for the correct answer for so long! Sometimes...
    BloodlessVein BloodlessVein 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    Saying your okay just so you don't have to be reminded of why you are not okay:/
    charbarx charbarx 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I'm a teenager girl and I had a fight with my best friend almost three months ago, I wasn't feeling well that day and she didn't understand it, but I was just sad and all I wanted...
    sthelse sthelse 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    You'll be okay! This message is for whomever, wherever and for whatever reason.
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    when i was little i have no friends okay maybe until now. my classmate she was tall like hell when i see her she reminds me of yao ming except shes a bully and one day she pushed...
    yaysandwich yaysandwich 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I wish someone tells me that I will be okay now. I'm not sure if what I'm doing is the right thing. I'm scared and struggling inside.
    lostguest lostguest 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Toe everyone in here who is true to their word, good for you. You know yourself, that's more than a lot of people can say for themselves. But that doesn't make the fact that you...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    A guy stood me up and texted me hours later saying I'm sorry, and out of habit I said it was ok, but I was still hurt. Still broken.
    Qwerkyqwerty Qwerkyqwerty 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I want to feel like everything will be ok but I know they wont be and I can't keep pretending anymore. I wish things would just get better, but as soon as they are it seems like...
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I use to feel sad about it because it's a lonely way to live. However, I LIKE my alone time. Introverts are typically brilliant; silent geniuses. I hope that they find a way to...
    ParaPiscean ParaPiscean 26-30 Mar 22

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    I just spent 30 minutes trying to get my ~Experience~ apparently cleaned up enough to meet ~Community Guidelines~. Finally, I was convinced it couldn't be done, so apparently it...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M Mar 22

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