I Am Not Over Him

It's a wonder to me that the Bible says love covers a multitude of sins, or bad things, that people do.  I don't think I'm good at overlooking people's shortcomings or sins.  I think I expect them to overlook mine but not vice...

I'm not over him. He was my friend. (we had hidden romantic tension, which we both knew was there.) I don't talk about him, but I'm not over him. It's not a decision, it's not like I'm attracted to other guys but I decide not to follow...

My long distance ex wanted to get back together but everything about the thought of the long distance relationship freaked me out then he started acting like he normally used too..not calling/texting acting like he cared which bothered...

earkier when i wrote I was over my soal mate I must of lied because the more i know he's over me the more it hurts, He once looked at me with such love in his eyes, now I feel he's relieved to be rid of me, I didn't call him I am...

I thought I was over him... but I knew at the back of my head, his shadow still lurks around.
Went out with a friend to the beach today, we were just talking about random stuff and she said his new girlfriend had moved in with him...

He was just meant to be something to make my day a little more exciting

Then like a drug I got hooked

In retrospect I look at him and wonder why

Why did I like him so much?

Was it the voice?

Was it his wisdom?

Was it his humility...

I love him with every cell in my body. When we met he was a distraction, I was bored on my own with 2 children and needed some fun and attention. i didnt know i would fall in love with him. It was wrong of me to go with a man that was...

....but i'm not.....

I am not over my boyfriend.
I wanted to go back to him.
I am lonely.
I wanted him in my life.
But he used me.
But he was in my life.
I was not alone for a day.
Now I  am lone all the time.
But I am better off with out him...