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I Am Not Proud Of Being A Sex Addict

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 31 People

    It's amazing how the mind works. I've been dealing with many addictions though out my life and after dealing with one I think I'm done. Then another appears, it's like I can only...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sex Addict - I'm curious if any members of ILIASM went to see the move "Addicted" that was released this week. It's the story of a married woman who becomes a sex addict and...
    CherishMe2 CherishMe2 51-55, F 19 Responses 1 day ago

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    Had that conversation "open it or complete it" I was very gentle about it giving her every opportunity along the way. I asked her if she knew how many times we made love a year...
    TheLionGod TheLionGod 36-40, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    Since early teenage years I have had problems. Trying to commit suicide many times, I needed love and affection, so I had few boyfriends, they all slept over with my friends. So I...
    neverneverknow neverneverknow 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Laying here typing this in front of her sleeping. Tonight, I rolled over to cuddle her, was refused sex verbally (which wasn't my goal although I won't deny I was feeling like I...
    TheLionGod TheLionGod 36-40, M 8 Responses Oct 12

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    So just out of curiosity I went to one of the Sex Addicts Anon web sites to see if there might be a meeting to attend. I actually first thought that it might be a good place to...
    RocketRick RocketRick 41-45, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    ... and I totally love it. are you? please join our new group here if you too are a heavy smoker and are strongly pro-smoking. also, please invite friends who you are confident are...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have finally detached from my refuser/abuser. I no longer need to obsess about the marriage. I no longer need to look back and try to figure out what went wrong, what did i do...
    sartur sartur 36-40, F 10 Responses Oct 3

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    Well I did it. I took everyones advice in ILIASM, and I consulted an attorney in the event that I may need to pull the parachute on my marriage. Thank you Bazaar for hammering this...
    Jane1024 Jane1024 36-40, F 6 Responses Oct 8

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    I'm sorry to whoever may read this that I made it so long, but its late and I'm tired of writing in my journal, at least here there's a possibility of a response and I need to let...
    littlebitoflucky littlebitoflucky 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    When I was a little boy I was drawn to smoking. I thought that people who smoked looked so happy and sexy. I grew up in a non-smoking family, so I tried to hid my feelings. I...
    kevin908 kevin908 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 11

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    It's weird cause I've never really been addicted to anything ever. But I'm addicted to coffee and I'm getting addicted to drugs. And that scares me. Because one slows your heart...
    acorn288 acorn288 16-17, F 17 hrs ago

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    Women in sexless marriages justify cheating by saying "they have tried their best" or "you don't know what it's like". Over the course of few months, I have shamelessly, talked...
    daveliam84 daveliam84 26-30, M 17 mins ago

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    I have known her now for about 4 years. I will sum up my story as best I can. I got married at the age of 18 & had a baby soon after I turned 19. I needed to feel safe, & the older...
    4everflowing 4everflowing 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    So I had sex with my friend, we been friends for 4 years but we stopped talking for 3 years and when I started talking to him again I went over to his house, we started making out...
    neymar0911 neymar0911 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I've been dating him for about two years now. I was 19 when we met. When we first started dating I had no clue he had a problem until 3 or 4 months in. We were sitting in his...
    KP127127 KP127127 18-21 Oct 7

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    I need somewhere to vent, so I figured this could be a good start.. So here it goes. I was in a relationship with an heroin addict. (Was- because I ended it today.) He has been...
    candykay23 candykay23 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    I think I just discovered why I ended up in an emotionally abusive controlling marriage. I always thought you had to look at your parent of the opposite sex. For me I think it...
    sartur sartur 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 12

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    My parents should be proud because i'm addicted to internet, not drugs!
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I wish I had an online friend to talk to about diet and sugar addiction. I have one, but she is usually busy and distracted when talking to her. Addictions are so hard. People don...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 12

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    Dr prescribed Rx arent always the way to go- if you have read my other experiences you know i started using drugs at a young age. age11 when i started experimenting in OTC...
    snelletrail snelletrail 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I've had my times with substance abuse from chocolate to cigarettes, from marijuana to LSD and a phew pharmaceutical and mazturbation (ahem). I believe that addictions can be...
    slipdasystem slipdasystem 18-21, M Oct 6

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    My husband and I have been married for 8 years, together 10. We are more roommates than husband and wife. The only affection between us is a kiss as one of us walk out the door. It...
    Wantingmore81 Wantingmore81 31-35 16 Responses Oct 11

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    A bit of a rant?... another one of those days where I need to get the thoughts out there somewhere! My refuser starts to see a psychiatrist tonight. The reason being is our...
    asterinight asterinight 31-35, F 6 Responses Oct 1

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    This is not ******* fair first off. I'm a very decent person and I have never had a physical addiction before. I am a full time worker along with being a full time college student...
    vermillion2333 vermillion2333 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    I am 21 years old I started taking Percocet, oxy & supradol everyday when I was 19. I did not have a proscription, I started out at 1 0r 2 a day I was a functioning addict I...
    Ddeeanna Ddeeanna 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    People that ask me what does heroin feel like, it's like asking someone how you feel after one beer. .. Actually this is an obvious question but it's not what you might think. Let...
    Faresshashem Faresshashem 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 2

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    My addiction to the internet is especially challenging. I am completely obsessed with current events and political opinion and facebook is the only way I connect with loved ones...
    princeofthieves123 princeofthieves123 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I crave sex all the time . I need a women the same as me
    Gerald011 Gerald011 31-35, M 1 hr ago

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    The best way to make a Narcissist go away with their tail thrust firmly between their legs – Show them you’ve seen the face behind their mask, Narcissists are very good at...
    westsideblues1 westsideblues1 41-45, F 8 Responses Sep 26

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    That's one of the reasons why my wife married me for - in addition 2 being a geek (and dork sometimes). In fact she'll use nerd/geek/dork as terms of endearment. Growing up I...
    booyah73 booyah73 41-45, M Oct 8

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    I met my husband 10 years ago, he is divorced and so am I. He has 2 children from a previous marriage and I had none. We then had our daughter now 8. My step daughter is 21 and...
    fleezz fleezz 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    A little unintentional bombshell last night. Wife had a concert, out until late (11pm). Told her I was going to upgrade her MacBook Air to OS X Yosemite after boys were in bed...
    HopefulDude HopefulDude 36-40, M 17 Responses 3 days ago

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    I really hate this. I wish I never let my curiosity lead me to watching ****. I forgot how it feels to not be tormented by these **** thoughts! I know I'm addicted because my...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 12 Responses Sep 29

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    I never realized how addicted to cigarettes I was until I tried to go without them. ...Hi, I am a 36 year old smoker and here is my story... I started smoking in April of this...
    bluefireball4949 bluefireball4949 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Costume nicely for Italian musical situations. You may be turned away For anyone who is dressed as well casually. Opening evening opera performances need a comprehensive dark go...
    Willy52yt Willy52yt 31-35, M Sep 28

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    I must say that I was a sports girl? So, I ran in the evening, before bedtime. The fact that I did it in the woods, it's natural. There are few people, and there is always the...
    tarasi tarasi 31-35, F 12 Responses a week ago

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    I love sex, imagine if that came in cans lol pple will be shop lifting and ****... Count me in. Everyone loves sex ugly ,beautiful, fat ,skinny, normal or crazy the fact that most...
    Damien101 Damien101 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Before of being with my true love,I dated a jerk. I was his toy, he used to get mad when someone talked to me, he used to say -Wear those mini skirts I like,wear super skinny jeans...
    HappyWife16 HappyWife16 18-21, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    It's been a little more than a year since I decided to what was going on with my husband and try to improve our sex life. Well, it hasn't been easy but it is lots better now. It...
    kaizerin kaizerin 41-45 16 Responses Sep 25

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    The Venus swimwear model.... She was this tiny thing and she was oh so sexy. I'm talkin mid 20's, 5' 2" tall, 105 lbs, long blonde hair with big blue eyes, tight well shaped rear...
    Cnote7 Cnote7 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    October 3. Getting Through the Discomfort. "Surrender to the pain. Then learn to surrender to the good. It's there and more is on the way." —Beyond Codependency Our goal in...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Oct 3

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    This is my ongoing life , unfolding on EP . My son was released from jail yesterday , after family and friends did what they could to help . Instead of coming to our house to be...
    chris121458 chris121458 51-55, M 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Something I am very ashamed of and embarrassed to tell anyone about. I have grown addicted over the last few months. I take too many fiber doses and laxatives in fear of being fat...
    battlefighter battlefighter 18-21, F Oct 13

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    Never been a person unsure of how to proceed... married to a highly functioning cocaine addict. Uses to "calm his brain and relax" - has adhd. and cocaine is self medicating to...
    me12641 me12641 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am truly proud to be a Muslim because I know Islam is the right religion and I am on the right path. Islam is the second largest religion in the world and the fastest growing...
    khaalleed khaalleed 26-30 1 Response Sep 24

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