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I Am Not Real

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    GnomeChomsky GnomeChomsky 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    For I Am..

    Just a figment of your imagination. There is nothing like me around, and there shouldn't be. I don't exist to you, nor have I ever. If you think you remember me, you may look, but a ghost will you find? No. A fake? No. Like the wind, I will have vanished. There shall...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 27, 2010

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    I am not real. I am broken.

    I am a piece of another person, the most shattered piece here. The others, they have strength. They have personalities. They have positive features about them. All I can do is cry and cut and remind people of their broken promises. And scream. I sit here and I scream, in Lexi's...
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2014

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