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I Am Not Real

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    GnomeChomsky GnomeChomsky 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    For I Am..

    Just a figment of your imagination. There is nothing like me around, and there shouldn't be. I don't exist to you, nor have I ever. If you think you remember me, you may look, but a ghost will you find? No. A fake? No. Like the wind, I will have vanished. There shall...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Feb 27, 2010

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    I am not real. I am broken.

    I am a piece of another person, the most shattered piece here. The others, they have strength. They have personalities. They have positive features about them. All I can do is cry and cut and remind people of their broken promises. And scream. I sit here and I scream, in Lexi's...
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2014

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    I'm really touched and feeling so hopeful towards life and having a safe zone to vent, listen, help whatever purpose I'm guided here is a wonderful state of mind. I'm truly not...
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    Realizing one's faults internally is one step, to actually voice them aloud and discuss them with close friends or loved ones takes courage, when my actions affect another. It's...
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    I have never cried in front of anyone.Not even my family.I hold my tears(even it's too hard) and when I came to home(I am always alone at home) I close the door,let myself fall to...
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    I let people walk on me and act like it doesn't bother me. But it does. It really hurts. I say im fine when im not and I am always making sure everyone else is fine. I just want...
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    Just think about this. If you subscribe to a YouTube channel, follow someone's Instagram, or add them on here, that means that something about them makes you happy. You want to be...
    lunarsolar36 lunarsolar36 13-15, T 3 hrs ago

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    It's been a long time coming but I finally realize the truth in all religions including the christian bible. Those who have the time and/or desire to know the truth yourself should...
    AverytheSeeker AverytheSeeker 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    I love those momments (tho, that I did not just realize). I could make many of them experiences.. "I just realized ......" Sometimes tho, something i keep realizing over and over...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Mar 28

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    Right now I am really stress about grade 12 and the navy... Because I average 50 - 65% in my core subjects where as with classes that are hand on such as construction tec and...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    A real man.... So many definitions and perspectives for different people. Here's mine: A real man takes care of his family. He's the leader of the family HOWEVER he woman/wife in...
    FireQueen10 FireQueen10 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Just today I realized something--I may be fatter than I've ever been, I may only work part-time, have a disabled husband who never has sex with me, and have to share an apartment...
    jennytressler jennytressler 41-45 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Sure they are real, I am real. I always try to be real both on and offline. But gathering the fact that there are fakes in real life, there are also fakes in online friendships...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 10 Responses Mar 21

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    in this seemingly vast world of abstraction, everything exists expansively. it is an entire world doubted, because it is unlike our world, because it is unlike our consciousness...
    uuftk uuftk 18-21, M a week ago

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    We never had real closure. Other people got in between us and kept us apart. Told us both lies. I hope you didn't believe them - I didn't. But we never got to say a real goodbye so...
    SgrKtn420 SgrKtn420 26-30, F Mar 26

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    fastfifa15coins fastfifa15coins 22-25, F Mar 26

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    Okay so just bc I've wrote some sexual stories does NOT mean that I'm loofing for an online sex buddy. I'm married. I might not always be happily married but I am married so for...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    At times I wish there were times when I didn't really make an account here mainly because this site actually makes me feel alone because no one messages me or even really comments...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Mar 29

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    Reality is such a trip. I spent a lot of time trying to escape from reality, like it was some universally accepted state of things that we all experienced equally. Then I came to...
    LouDog319 LouDog319 26-30, M Mar 30

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    Really lonely, and really sad =( I'm fighting back the tears because Im thinking about how lonely, useless, worthless, depressed, suicidal and sad I am. All I really want is a...
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Let me start off by saying 3 things: 1.) I'm real and all my pics on here are real 2.) YES my lips are naturally full AND real! I ain't got no money for fillers anyway! (Same with...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    My dream... I dream of love carrying me to my destiny. I am in a boat, my eyes are set... On love, His love.... So wide and deep, so sustaining and solid, so sure, so right, so...
    liveurbestlifenow liveurbestlifenow 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    People can be so shallow...so unrealistic...so fake...I just love the following quote, as I feel it: "The real question is, can you love the real me? Not the perfect person you...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    There is someone that I like very much. I will help him as much as possible. I am willing to sacrifice anything for him. We are close friends and we care for each other a lot. As...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F Apr 6

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    I mean REALLY. Becoming a heavy smoker really young put me with the right people, got me smoking the right other things, made me open to things. Cigarettes rock. Smokers rule...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    There both me the one to the left is me right now with really really long hair, It's down to my waist. I really want to get it cut but I've had long hair most of my life (apart...
    RandomFanGirl RandomFanGirl 13-15, F a week ago

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    It's quite a strange feeling. I think I feel like life isn't real bcos every time I should have broken a bone, it just never snapped but instead just hurt really badly. Like I was...
    jolley2k jolley2k 18-21, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have to be mom, who keeps the world revolving and upholds order, I have to be the significant other, who takes care of all the details, forces herself to care at every turn...
    MyCircus MyCircus 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've lived a life between worlds for so long that I don't know where I feel like I fit in. I see the world passing me by constantly, but I feel helpless to make a change. The...
    ecks320 ecks320 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I got a job working for an attorney a year ago. Since day one I've been screwing everything up. Deleting important files, shoving things in drawers, not scanning things, lying...
    JamieFern JamieFern 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    No one is in your pack, your pack does not exist outside of the Internet so it is not real. I could make a new account tomorrow and join your internet fake "pack" because it isn't...
    Tim95 Tim95 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 23

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 27

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    Sissy test : do you really feel like a woman ? Total for lori = 149 Good girl! Your score is really high! You feel like a woman, and that's why you dress like them...
    gandyr gandyr 56-60, M Mar 27

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    I can only say this here. I do not understand but people have always seen be as a confident and cool girl, when in fact I am a good-for-nothing person. I am really insecure, I...
    misselley misselley 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I have no idea what I've been doing for the past few years. I have no idea what short term or long term goals I've had. I've been living off the next day, only waking, going to...
    ChelseaJN ChelseaJN 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Over the last few years, I've been pushing myself to figure out what I want to do with my life. Until recently, that was something I thought you had to figure out quickly. But then...
    WhiskeyShooter WhiskeyShooter 22-25, M Apr 4

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    My Friend is a real Vampire and has some personal questions needing answered by real vampires only please! Her name is Darquend on EP! http://realvampirenews.com/tag/romania/
    Municipal79 Municipal79 41-45 1 Response Apr 7

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    This is an account I made, just for voicing my sexual frustrations. Sorry if I sound like I'm complaining too much. I am 22 and a virgin. Now, I don't...
    StuckInNeutral67 StuckInNeutral67 22-25, F 28 Responses Apr 11

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