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I Am Not Real

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 10 People

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    GnomeChomsky GnomeChomsky 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    For I Am..

    Just a figment of your imagination. There is nothing like me around, and there shouldn't be. I don't exist to you, nor have I ever. If you think you remember me, you may look, but a ghost will you find? No. A fake? No. Like the wind, I will have vanished. There shall...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Feb 27, 2010

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    I am not real. I am broken.

    I am a piece of another person, the most shattered piece here. The others, they have strength. They have personalities. They have positive features about them. All I can do is cry and cut and remind people of their broken promises. And scream. I sit here and I scream, in Lexi's...
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I've been crying out of heartbreak. The only person that I truly felt a real connection with on here has up and left Ep without leaving an email address or anything, but at least...
    Cetacean Cetacean 36-40, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I feel that nobody have ever seen the real me. People often think of me as a funny, social, happy girl but in fact im just sad and full of loneliness all the time... Now im so...
    JN96 JN96 18-21, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    i just want a best friend with whom i can share everything .....i can afford loneliness anymore ..i really really need a friend
    vishar vishar 18-21, M 16 hrs ago

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    As I get older, I learn things now at this age what I was supposed to of learned when I was a kid or teenager. Growing up my step dad was strict. He never allowed me to do what I...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 12 hrs ago

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    im real pearson so i live with it
    boydude boydude 22-25, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I want to thanks the two for making the hens weekend every day to remember. Jo thanks so greatly for your giving the next limo on Saturday, the group was pretty thrilled plus the...
    Shelton22lv Shelton22lv 31-35, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Pack Rules. (This in no way is directed toward anyone on this forum aside from my own pack members and applies only to them. None of these rules are new, and the only reason I'm...
    DyanWerewolf DyanWerewolf 18-21, M 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    When I came back to EP in October of this year, it wasn’t out of loneliness, although I was, but it was in wanting to connect with other people who have been, or are going...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    People always talk about there life and business . I really don't give a $@&@ tell me something worth saying !!!!
    neoncloud neoncloud 16-17, M 2 hrs ago

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    You can't realize that she left you to see if there was something better and if not then will she return to you, dumbass.
    nylaa nylaa 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I often feel like I have no one. I am trying to make it on my own which is a good feeling to have and something to be proud of. I don't really lean on anyone and that can be...
    cowboyspikespeigal cowboyspikespeigal 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 16

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    It should be sine qua non, but apparently it's not; There are ways you treat real people, real adult people, esp. when you are a real adult person yourself. The list of ways is...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 2 Responses Nov 8

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    I really, really, really, really, REALLY wish I could meet my EP friends in real life! I found a couple of friends that I have conversations with and say & do things I normally...
    deelirious deelirious 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    Hello Yeah, it's been a while Not much, how about you I'm not sure why I called I guess I really just wanted to talk to you And I was thinkin' maybe later on We could get together...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Nov 12

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    It's getting harder and harder to wait. I am so impatient. So many girls I went to high school with are having babies one after the other all around me, and I can't stand that it's...
    FutureSouthernMama28 FutureSouthernMama28 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 16

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    Incase my last post wasnt detailed enough here is proof that santa is real 1. If he wasnt real, Why would something like that be made up to trick little children? 2. Who gives you...
    alliixxxx alliixxxx 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think this whole reality thing is a lark really. It’s vastly overrated. I mean, if I didn’t subscribe to reality I could’ve forgotten about responsibility - who needs jobs...
    Iamhere4me Iamhere4me 36-40, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Just wanted somewhere to write this I guess. I got in a pretty serious relationship when I just turned 17 and it was great for the most part, we could spend whole days together...
    dch29 dch29 22-25, M Oct 28

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    The increase in the population has unquestionably increased the demand for real estate and housing investments during the past few years. So as to meet this demand, developers are...
    edr567 edr567 26-30, M Oct 29

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    It's one of those days again where I feel super lonely! I don't have a bf anymore, school is becoming really stressful and I am trying to hold it all together, for my family and my...
    madusand madusand 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I just received the worst beating of my life. I literally believed it was the end for me. As I lay here trying to heal I've realized something. The first time I really watched the...
    SH1ELDS SH1ELDS 31-35 Nov 1

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    Hey out there, so I'd hate to post a creep type thing on here, but I figure this is the place to do it. I'm a guy that's kinda been single my whole life, I'm 30 years old now, I've...
    Kewlazdude Kewlazdude 26-30, M Nov 5

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    As you look out your window, you can see the beauty. The changes of the scenery. Sunshine, and the glow upon the freshly bloomed petals. The rain, and the darkness which surrounds...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    In 1992 my father passed away in somewhat traumatic circumstances. He had been a university lecturer all his life, in Philosophy, but due to heart disease he had to stop work...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 29

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    All the kids were tired from the Halloween party last night and I knew I would have trouble today! Anastasia got up around 11 o'clock. All the kids stayed in their pjs for a...
    mumsnineangels mumsnineangels 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    Im coming to realise I'm still learning. Im coming to realise I'm not going to get everything and anything right,I am slowly coming to realise making mistakes allow me to better...
    jaesavv jaesavv 16-17, F Nov 3

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    one of the worst i've had was when i dreamed that my sister mother and grandmother were at my grandma's house. mom was upstairs taking a shower. i dont know where my sis and gram...
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F Nov 13

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    I read a site that professed to be Christians but enlightened Christians that knew the truth. However I realized that it was full of fear and confusion and definitely not of God...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F Nov 13

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    im sick of hugging my pillow, I just want a real person to hug. every night I hug my pillow and pretend that someone is hugging me. sometimes without even realising it, I hug...
    silentgirl1234 silentgirl1234 13-15, F Nov 14

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    Sometimes it hits me how truly alone I am. I really wanted to talk with someone about things that are going on, things that I actually care about, and there is no one to talk to. I...
    Em518 Em518 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 14

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    Now, I'm a normal high school senior. I've got to manage my classes, prepare myself for graduation, and still maintain my small circle of friends. And that included keeping my...
    EternalWhiteRose EternalWhiteRose 16-17, F Nov 15

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    About ten minutes before closing time (at about ten:50pm), the landlord will ring a bell and will convey to persons to purchase their final drinks (typically stating "Very last...
    Matthew9360qft1 Matthew9360qft1 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 17

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    What is the definition of a real man? Logically it can only be every man that doesn't exist in your imagination. No man on earth is not real, unless he is untrue to himself. One...
    Ultimatedorktroid Ultimatedorktroid 16-17, F Nov 18

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    I created this group as sort of a forum to discuss questions we all ask as people, but questions that really maybe ask something else or are at least looking for different answers...
    ClaudNine ClaudNine 18-21, F 7 Responses Oct 29

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    I was unpacking some of my things, actually settling in for a change, and I realized that it's been a while since I have. Putting clothes away into a dresser and a closet shouldn't...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Oct 29

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    SANTA IS REAL!! Nah. Not really :P. I was like 9 years old when I found out. I was really sad about it. Lol I actually saw my dumb as father placing the gifts so...
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    Is that really bad? I mean I flirt with girls for appearances (I'm gay btw) but I don't really have any good friends who are girls. Apparently most gay guys have girl friends, but...
    smikey00 smikey00 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 31

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    Hahaha, I am on the verge of making my 10,000th mistake! ...and I just realized making mistakes can be so beautiful. Have anyone of you made some really really stupid mistakes?? P...
    lovablenikki lovablenikki 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 2

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    I've been single for almost 3 years now. I was with my ex for almost 8 years. He was my first love and I thought the world of him. Our relationship wasn't great, but it was my...
    twinks1983 twinks1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    So, as I have previously posted about me falling in love with someone else, I have recently realized that what I am looking for with him I already have. I am so grateful that I...
    abimcc abimcc 16-17, F Nov 5

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    Lately I am having very vivid dreams.This time was a nightmare that woke me up a moment ago.I feel/felt afraid...because it was so real and scenario was the house where I live.It...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    I have real life friends that suck :/ except a few.. I wish my EP friends were with me always in reality.. I can be myself when I talk to my EP friends.. I just don't have to think...