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I Am Not Real

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    GnomeChomsky GnomeChomsky 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    For I Am..

    Just a figment of your imagination. There is nothing like me around, and there shouldn't be. I don't exist to you, nor have I ever. If you think you remember me, you may look, but a ghost will you find? No. A fake? No. Like the wind, I will have vanished. There shall...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 27, 2010

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    I am not real. I am broken.

    I am a piece of another person, the most shattered piece here. The others, they have strength. They have personalities. They have positive features about them. All I can do is cry and cut and remind people of their broken promises. And scream. I sit here and I scream, in Lexi's...
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2014

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    This has been on my mind a lot recently, well…ever since I joined EP. It is the whole “sissy” term. Being a closet crossdresser and being very sheltered and isolated, I was...
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    I have some very rude and disruptive neighbours. Everything was okay on my street until they moved in. Sometimes I wonder if I broke a mirror and have had the last 7 years of bad...
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    One summer I was really depressed and had a phone with so many restrictions that I could not make calls or text anyone and I had absolutely nothing social. Of course that...
    L928 L928 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    From a certain person who had previously been in my life almost constantly and when we hung out, would give me an amazing hug out of the blue because (he said) "I miss you...
    Elliearellano Elliearellano 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I know this isn't a werewolf related topic but this is a relatively active page with people I believe have some knowledge on this I think I am psychic I have always felt different...
    ClaryLeah ClaryLeah 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Some of my best times in life were in college. I had fun in high school but, college was special. I wasn't required to go to school anymore now that I graduated, I went to public...
    peteythedog peteythedog 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    Well I really liked this girl from 6th grade and like I really want to ask her out but idk if she is going out with someone and I really hope she isn't, but the only thing is I am...
    ToxicAnime ToxicAnime 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Sleepovers then and now Why is it sleepovers often end with sore bottoms? The simple answer if that when girls get together for a sleepover they often get so excited and hyper the...
    littlescamp littlescamp 41-45, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    I feel like i'm wearing a mask for almost 7 years now and the show will continue. I the truth is i have a life full of problems and anxiety for starter my father he's the main...
    Jazz155 Jazz155 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I believe real women need real men it works both ways can't just be a fake woman then wish for a real man
    caffycaffy44 caffycaffy44 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I try to live by this, Ive seen to many boys and men abuse their strength and try to control through fear and being able to overpower the other. A Real Man uses his physical...
    smilesarefree smilesarefree 51-55, M Jul 19

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    I stumbled upon this site way back in 2010 when I was googling 'Emotionally Abusive Relationships'...I can clearly remember clicking on the link to a group on EP, after joining and...
    AlreadyOwned7379 AlreadyOwned7379 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I need this more than anything, I need friends who are real, who don't play games, don't ditch me when it suits them etc. But in the real world, it's proving more and more...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    I got to thinking about some of my sexual experiences and I'm still friendly with a few girls I used to get it in with. I decided to ask them about how I was a lover and here are a...
    fantasticfantasy69 fantasticfantasy69 41-45 1 Response Jul 17

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    A while ago I talked about being a SoulBonder. I've really been thinking about this. While I do believe that I've had other lives to do with so called fictional people and...
    TheKnitWitch TheKnitWitch 31-35, F Jul 17

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    I really miss having someone to share all my weird and wacky thoughts with , and having someone to turn to when I'm all dark and moody . Seemed just yesterday I had all I needed...
    MusicalOD MusicalOD 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 16

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    Why does it feel like my stories are more rants than anything else? I guess it is true though, but let me just get this out of the way. Rant of the day: EP Pictures Okay I...
    gilliian gilliian 36-40, M 4 Responses Jul 16

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    i feel like its really time to focus on myself and goals.i've been having a hard time really getting things done these 2 months...but i'm getting my drive back now,this is really...
    thatalexchick thatalexchick 22-25, F Jul 16

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    I recently read something online that had me acting like some folks do at a traffic accident:I felt rather grossed out, but had to keep looking. The gist of this great story was a...
    Bibiana554 Bibiana554 56-60, F Jul 15

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    Well, I guess that's something we all should've known. Everyone in the internet have to sides of personalities and they're: the peaceful side and the mischievous side. The peaceful...
    rocketguy19 rocketguy19 16-17, M Jul 15

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    Some seem to think being realistic/straight up honest, with others and yourself, and not believing that only good exists in people, is negative. I say... you can be positive and...
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 31 Responses Jul 14

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    I'm thinking lots don't really want to know you,the real you, they just want the fun,ear,happy,enjoy you..I'm one to want to know someone fully..you know I've only been asked once...
    raggedeagle raggedeagle 31-35, F Jul 14

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    I'm bipolar and all those stupid meds do nothing for me. It was a wonderful older lady therapist who worked with me for years. She taught me that being 60+ was so awesome. She had...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 14

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    If I do show my real face again on experience project. I would probably just show my circle of friends on private message my real face.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 13

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    ...but I wonder if I am using this as an escape from reality, a supplement to reality, or the creation of a false reality. Anyone else find themselves in the same conundrum?
    Others2468 Others2468 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    When i was still into witchcraft years ago. I saw Hell and i've been there. A demon dragged me to Hell while i was sleeping. He took my spirit with him and dragged it in that dark...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F Jul 10

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    Alltimestrokes.... I really want to meet you, like really. We fight and ****, share secrets, and been weird for a year. You'll be leaving for America and I haven't got the chance...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 9

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    It feels like nothing is real, I have these moments where time seems to slow and everything around me stops existing. I feel so at peace, like nothing matters at that moment...
    emptyhearteddove emptyhearteddove 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    What I’m about to say may be a little tough for some dads to choke down. Real dads cry. Real dads don’t follow the silly notion that “real men” are masters...
    TallMtnMan TallMtnMan 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    Currently looking for a real life pack. Hello, i am Moon, that is my nickname. I am looking for a real life pack in Ohio. My wolf's name is Dusk, but her full name is Shadow Dusk...
    kagezuki10 kagezuki10 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I really don't like when people come and ask u to trade im like can you not ..one I don't know u and you must really be stupid to think I would show u that and this is just my...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M Jul 6

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    That I'm not really a good listener, and I haven't been interested in other people. Now, I believe in authenticity, so I don't want to just pretend I'm super interested when I'm...
    FittingUsername FittingUsername 22-25, M Jul 6

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    It's very hard for me to trust people in real life, let alone online. But it's even harder to be myself in real life then here, online, because of my sexual interests. That damn...
    ToriMick ToriMick 36-40, F 15 Responses Jul 6

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    This does not mean that in the real world I am someone else. I have noticed that many people on here pretend to be someone they are not. Why is that? If I can be real online as...
    Toomuchlittle Toomuchlittle 18-21, F Jul 4

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    I am in my late 20's and do not know how to date. I've been in 2 relationships, one which lasted almost 6 years. I guess with this experience, technically I still don't know how to...
    sweetiepoo sweetiepoo 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    I became good friends with this guy in EP for like 3 years now.. He has been really nice to me eventhough we came from different culture and the huge age gap. He already left this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jul 1

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    After a really long day yesterday, it was for me anyway, I plopped into my bed.I have to say I spend way too much time on this site because I'm really just not necessarily bored...
    Bssanglergrl1 Bssanglergrl1 36-40 4 Responses Jun 30

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    OK I was an underachiever at school. I just did not know how or why I should do things but I tried really hard. Trying really hard then did not get me far. I was on a YTS scheme...
    jellybean113 jellybean113 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 29

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