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I Am Not Saying I Cant Live With Out You, I Just Dont Want To

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    I hate myself. I hate everything about me. Literally. The way I look, the way I act, the way my voice sounds. I don't want to live anymore. Please don't make me.
    AshleyWCSloth AshleyWCSloth 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 15

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    My mom says since I found out I have another chronic illness in additon to MS, I've became too emotional. She said (on Christmas Day) it's almost impossible for her to handle it...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 16 hrs ago

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    I cant take this anymore , I live with my Wife and adult Daughter , adult Son and 2 Grandchildren . My Son is an addict ( For more read past exp. ) and he lives here because I am...
    chris121458 chris121458 51-55, M 3 Responses Dec 17

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    i just moved to a new state and started ninth grade in august. in elementary & middle school was the worst i had 0 friends from forth grade to eighth not even someone to say hi to...
    khalanijane khalanijane 13-15, F Dec 2

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    Christmas is near & I will be spending the afternoon just me & my kid. I plan on making a great meal for us & watching our favorite cartoons after presents. My ex wanted to stay...
    irishstone irishstone 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    I don't want to live with my "family" anymore. I put the quotes around family because I no longer consider them to be that. They do not respect me as a human being, they treat me...
    xxbrokengirl98xx xxbrokengirl98xx 16-17, F Dec 1

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    I live with my grandparents. They are under educated. They lie to my face to try and sound smarter. They only care about popularity and what people think of them. If they do...
    RyderSebastian RyderSebastian 16-17, M Dec 10

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    I want you to want me more. I want to feel special. I want you to make me feel excited just thinking about you. I want you to care more. I want you to make those 27 days till...
    LoraWevand LoraWevand 16-17, F Nov 27

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    It's been just over a year since the last time I cut myself. This time of year is really hard for me. I miscarried last year, 5 days after the 1 year anniversary of my rape... For...
    KC94 KC94 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I push thoughts of my ex out of my head even second of every day. force them out! Then I close my eyes at night and have dreams and nightmares about her. I just want to forget.
    0815Jade 0815Jade 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I suppose I really need to vent, to perhaps hear other stories of how this behaviour is so so damaging, to hear that to accept it is to accept the nothingness you feel you have...
    liloldme77 liloldme77 70+, F Dec 3

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    Hello, I am new to this website and am needing advice. I recently got engaged to a wonderful man in July after having been in some horrible long term relationships. I thought this...
    dollusions dollusions 46-50, F Dec 2

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    Chronic pain sucks. Yes it does. Been dealing with nerve pain since 2004. I know this sounds funny butt I turn to sex. To help me get mind my mind off of the pain. It does not...
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    My fan keeps me alive in away... It blows air in my face while I sleep. I have sleep apnea and everytime I wake up from naps I feel short of breath, and my heart is pumping. Ugh My...
    PokeCotard PokeCotard 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 8

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    I am extremely depressed. I feel so bad. I just want to die or hurt myself really bad. No one likes to be around me. I'm a burden to my family. I feel like I have an anchor tied to...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    When we divorced we could not stay away from each other enough, but slowly over the years that changed. She asked me to visit her and do a couple of electrically related jibs...
    lab1950 lab1950 61-65, M Dec 13

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    I made a mess out of everything and got into huge trouble then my mom baned me from my best friend. Now we are goin 2 different high schools and school whas the onely way 2 still...
    lollipops2862 lollipops2862 13-15, F Dec 5

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    Memory issues. When your synaptic nerves have been traumatized and askewed...the chemical imbalance can reduce your cognitive ability. Hence my "grampa" moments: I repeat the same...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Life has been impossible for me these past 6 months especially the last two. I am miserable, in agony, I want to live but I can't right now. I've always flirted with the thought of...
    thefightingangel thefightingangel 18-21, M Dec 18

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    It feels like I'm walking upstream through a current strong enough to pull me under four times over. There are others with me but they are walking along the banks telling me to...
    nnawsnahta nnawsnahta 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    I don't know what's going to Happen and I'm freaking out.
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F Dec 18

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    every day I want to rip open my own skin
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 29

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    It's been about two months since I cut myself and I really want to it's eating me alive.....
    kassidia kassidia 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    Someone please distract me I want I sooo bad I can't stop myself
    kassidia kassidia 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Really want to hurt myself right now. :(
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    I think of hurting myself a lot its been a bad couple of years my apartment burned with everything in about a year ago and I lost my job 3 months ago I didn't even get to get my...
    tremaine37 tremaine37 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    I can't find another way of feeling alive...i often avoid eating or sleeping...i am not cutting cuz my parents would be really upset but i want to do it so much...and our family...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 21 hrs ago

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    anyone in NYC? It's only for a couple of months to get my life together..
    Sadd363 Sadd363 16-17, F Dec 15

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    I wish I could find one close by it would make it easier to be free
    DiabloDeLuna DiabloDeLuna 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    A overly large penis. #thestruggle
    LongNeckJoe LongNeckJoe 16-17, M Nov 30

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    I have never hurt myself but it has crossed my mind multiple times. I like to think that its just a thought and I would never hurt myself but I am afraid that one day I really wont...
    cheybear96 cheybear96 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 1

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    Haha, I don't even understand life anymore. for real, what is my purpose anymore. I can't do anything right. maybe tonight is the night. ??????
    nnawsnahta nnawsnahta 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    Today the 3 year anniversary of when I was raped...
    KC94 KC94 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    I need to cut. I need to cut. I need to cut. I need to cut. I need to cut. I need to cut. I need to cut. I need to cut. I need to cut. I need to cut. I need to cut. I need to cut...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 13

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    when you really love someone ,,,really love them all you can do don't seem enough they always deserve more ,,, after years ,,you have not come to a place that you want a break...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    How do you overcome something that's permanent? You learn to live with it. You accept it and move it. Seems so simple with most situations. Just not with my situation. Things could...
    extraordinarygirlll extraordinarygirlll 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    A friend on Facebook shared something last night and it's way too good to not share. I'll post a link to the article and I will copy the text below. I want this to be know by...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    We are programmed by society to live our lives according to a set and proven set of rules. We finish school, go to university, get a good job, meet the right girl, get married and...
    HavingFun138 HavingFun138 46-50, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Before my birth my Mom was told no heartbeat can be found ,your child has died and we need to remove the fetus ,,Mom said no ,,,I want my Mom and her friends to pray ,,they did...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 2 Responses Nov 29

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    My life is so upside down, I fear for my own safety and sanity. I left my wife for a girl, I was wrong, I know this.. I left on promises that her feeelings were real, I told my...
    lerz2000uk lerz2000uk 31-35, M 3 Responses Nov 27

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    You may find places which also consider the training skill each opportunity finder. Majority of people are actually restrictive with "like for want". That means, it is necessary...
    Darronbanksso0 Darronbanksso0 31-35, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I'm going to tell a story, so prepare for a lengthy read. Read it if you like, or not, I just need to write it down. I'm going to start at a very important part of my experience...
    soulrebel78 soulrebel78 36-40, F Nov 30

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    fifty things.. 1. Why fifty? Because im lazy. 2. Meet me in person and you will think im cold..but its just that i dont deal well with people. If i write for a while you will...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    The pain of the constant heart ache i go through because i cant me with you. Am so depressed, i cry my self to sleep every night. And during the day i cant drag my self out of bed...
    anonymousandlost anonymousandlost 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 14

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    Today, so many people have huge issues with feeling that they dont matter. Today more then ever we live in a society that is riddled with everyone really not giving a damn...
    willowofthewoods willowofthewoods 36-40, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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