I Am Not Sure I Believe In God Anymore

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    I Just Dont Know Anymore

     Im only 14 and I was raised a lot of different religions. My Grandparents are Catholic, Methedist, Christian, Babtist, and Nondenominational. My mom has changed a lot through out the years, but she is a very strong Christian. My parents are divorced, and my dad doesn't go...
    marlawashere marlawashere
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jun 27, 2009

    Lost Faith

    I've lost my faith...and I'm pretty sure I'm never going to get it back again.
    artistofharmony1986 artistofharmony1986
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Dec 28, 2007

    The Jury's Still Out.

    Semi-raised in a Pentecostally inclined family, the fire and brimstone was put on me at a very early age. Hence, I had recurring dreams of the devil chasing me. When my parents split, my sunday school and church attendance dropped to damn near nil. I believe in...
    xenmuse xenmuse
    31-35, M
    6 Responses Jul 16, 2009

    What Makes You Think God Has Anything To Do With Religion.

    Religion is like a veil that keeps people away from knowing God. He doesn't approve of it, can't stand it, and is constantly misrepresented by it. Actually the "Bible" is something that is interpreted as entirely literal by people, and grossly twisted by the enemy (yes we have...
    thissal thissal
    26-30
    Jul 21, 2011

    Confused and Not Sure I Ever Want to Go Back!

    I went to Catholic school for most of my life. But even during my grade school years, religion classes bored me and I alays questioned everything. I found the stories and almost everything in the BIble incredibly hard to believe. I hated goingto Church..the only thing I...
    twister821 twister821
    22-25
    1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    Rokas2260 Rokas2260
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    2 Responses Apr 20
    GREETINGS TO ALL FROM THE EVIL ONE. Well, that's what you believe, anyway. I hope during my time on EP that I have caused some of you to think about the things I have said...
    GeordanoBruno GeordanoBruno
    61-65, M
    1 Response Apr 20
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    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming
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    KatieTreat KatieTreat
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    1 Response Apr 20
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    niceguycursed niceguycursed
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    DaydreamingSleepwalker DaydreamingSleepwalker
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    free2roam free2roam
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    aDreamer27 aDreamer27
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 16
    yeah. hahahaha! :p religion is just man made. I believe in God made. :D
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
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    just stopped that say you're depressed! just praying and believe in God.
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    I'm starting to believe that religions aren't just some belief systems used over centuries for man to manipulate each other with. What if there's a real war between good and not...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
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    10 Responses Apr 15
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    darkangellights darkangellights
    18-21, F
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    darkangellights darkangellights
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    OmiB OmiB
    16-17, M
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    I've reached a point in life where I just don't have time for words anymore. I'll listen to them, but I don't have it in me anymore to believe them if the actions contradict what...
    kk1874 kk1874
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    Cierzo Cierzo
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    4 Responses Apr 15
    God, I know you can hear what I'm saying. Please tell my dad that I'll be okay. And give him a hug for me. I love you both and hope to see you both when my time comes.
    OmiB OmiB
    16-17, M
    8 Responses Apr 15
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    anaseyes anaseyes
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    IcySongBird IcySongBird
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    Stephenrko Stephenrko
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    BernadetteAshley BernadetteAshley
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    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
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    shyeil shyeil
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    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown
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    HatredIncarnated HatredIncarnated
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    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
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    churinga churinga
    70+, M
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    Rosalindaag Rosalindaag
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    mishninja mishninja
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    Rosalindaag Rosalindaag
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    HomelessSoul HomelessSoul
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    meto2015 meto2015
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    meto2015 meto2015
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    fuckuprincessanyajaki fuckuprincessanyajaki
    41-45, F
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