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I Am Not Sure Why I Am Going To Do It

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    I am just going to block you. why bother?
    NewNimproved NewNimproved 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    I feel like I'm going to end up all alone. I'm going to be living by myself in an apartment with 6 dogs and only have my career. While everyone around me is going to be married...
    itslala840 itslala840 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate having mixed emotions & not really knowing why I'm so emotional. 😒😣 I really be mad for no reason sometimes, just moody as hell! 😔
    persayous persayous 22-25, F Jan 17

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    I'm so pathetic, I **** myself off all the time...I have to imagine that I'm happy in a situation just so I can feel better..I have to imagine my life and the things I want just to...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I imagined myself dying alone with a bunch of dogs in a big glass house beside a mountain lake
    Plainkyle Plainkyle 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    Jenny Lewis - She's Not Me This was on the radio at some point over the weekend, and always has the tendency to stick in my head. Those close to me may know what's going on...
    S74rxed S74rxed 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    After reading everyone's situation it is hard to think my problem is really that much of a problem, but I need to just get it out. I am the eldest and growing up I will admit I was...
    etburki etburki 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    This is a open letter to my amazing girlfriend to read if she ever wonders why I truly love her. If you ever wonder why I love you here is why. The first time I ever really saw...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    Hey! A couple of days later I wıll be comıng to Berlin to live there for a couple of months. I am very excited. I know I'm going to have a fantastic time there because I'm going...
    paintermusician paintermusician 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Am I the only one that doesn't want to feel happy? Most of the time i'm just 'not the in the mood' to act happy, especially around my family. And I know that sounds stupid but i'm...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    All my life I feared going bald. I feared getting older. I used to be very good looking, and feared loosing my good looks, which now I am ugly as hell, and do not care no more...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Jan 15

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    Being with someone who accepts you just the way you are is so surreal. It takes a lot of courage, devotion and love to be with someone through thick and thin. And all the more...
    smitha143 smitha143 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    That's how it happens. Some version of that story is true for almost every homeless person out there. It happens because of not being loved. Because of not having supportive...
    Ajushi Ajushi 36-40, M Jan 10

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    Something about being around so many people with the same interest in music as you, and yet each and everyone of the people there are so differnt. There is something aloud the bass...
    tiffers98 tiffers98 18-21, F Dec 28, 2014

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    If there is one thing that makes me aware of my friends, or the lack thereof, then it must be facebook. The at-home or anywhere comparing tool to the world. Just having seen a...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    Most of my life I feared going bald and ageing. Now the ageing part I do not fear no more in years, But the balding I did.. I had 3 hair transplants since 2005 on the front of my...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    I honestly don't know why. My relationship with my mother is destroyed because of my sarcastic attitude. She can't accept me for who I am. My father and I don't talk anymore...
    SweeterThanToblerone SweeterThanToblerone 13-15, F Jan 14

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    I'm sorry. I'm not sure I was ever a good son. Pretty sure I was a lousy husband. Not too sure I was even a good father! At night. When it's quiet. I often just sit in the dark in...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Jan 14

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    So I'm going to start off with the fact that all the names are changed, and I'm new to this site. So there are two girls. Claire and Jackie. Most other girls just completely ignore...
    GlennTurner GlennTurner 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    Hello friends. Here's something I've been wanting to share with someone. This is where I might sound unpleasant and spiteful, if you read my post about just joining the website. I...
    drumbumak drumbumak 18-21, F Jan 18

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    why are you Aquarius men so difficult and why are you always so distant.... why can't u make up your mind instead of being hot n cold
    smittenkitten2015 smittenkitten2015 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I am not going to my high school graduation ceremony...... Why? 1. I don't want to go 2. It's completely pointless if I can just get my diploma in the mail. 3. It's only a big...
    lonewolf2323 lonewolf2323 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    I forgot about this site. I found it 2 years ago and shared two stories. I read them again today and I realized something... I will never be normal. I know I know, there is no...
    ambmo1 ambmo1 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    There are many thoughts that are running through my head. Most of which I am unsure of and that in its self scares me. I wish that I could be more sure of things. But for some...
    JulzDaveta JulzDaveta 18-21, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Im just lonely i guess im starting to hate new years eve too i wondered why people hated it now I see why lol..hell of a freaking year it's been to say the least..its funny i guess...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    Well. I feel different. I learned a lot from what I guess could be called my first real relationship. A girl told me she loved me and I told her it back with all of my soul. It was...
    TheIdealisticRealist TheIdealisticRealist 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    I used to know exactly why I was on this site, but now I'm not too sure.. I don't post much anymore, but I guess I still want to be on here in a way. Things are just really hard...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    5th of January, less than one week of freedom left. Gah, I'm excited and sad about it in the same time. I'm sure it's going to be an unforgettable experience, but time consuming...
    Axonos Axonos 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    So, let me start with this. Im bi. But I lean more torwards guys. My crush is going out with me. Its all good right? Except for the fact that no one knows im bi except my...
    stargirlcaraway stargirlcaraway 13-15, F Jan 3

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    there is no single reason. sometimmes i just have to many obscure thought trains travelling at top speed and i have to keep them from crashing. sometimes i don't feel like i have...
    AmethystMoonChild1 AmethystMoonChild1 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Last Saturday I went for a walk, usually or preferably church on a Saturday Morning, but I slept until 12pm. So around 3:30 I found the strength to get up. I didn't shower jus...
    Mardiez Mardiez 18-21, M Jan 5

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    Been that way for a loooong time! Maybe that's my role in life! Be there for everybody else but never sure where I'm going for me!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Jan 14

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    Don't say it's going to be ok, when everything is not! It's not ok, it's not alright! It's not ever going to be! So why say it when it won't be?!
    cookiedough6 cookiedough6 18-21, F Jan 17

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    In 2004 I came across a guy who got me mad .i do not want to mention his nationality for safety reason but he is a white man from a Western European number and I have an Indian...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    It's over to me, but I keep thinking about it. Where the hell did I go wrong? I'm so confused. Is it me or her? I tried a lot to keep it from vanishing but all I got was coldness...
    simmerdame simmerdame 16-17, F Dec 30, 2014

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    Sea kayaking has become increasingly popular, notably with voyager, and St. Lucia's coastline is cut by excellent coves, hidden caverns and steep cliffs, which are ideal for...
    Darronbanksso0 Darronbanksso0 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    i was at a friends house last night for new years. i dont know her very well but wanted to. i an convinced we are not going to get closer cus i dont think i can absorb her...
    autocontempt autocontempt 41-45 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I was the first one who filed the divorce after too many years together. I am surprised at his audacity to want to fix things now. In fact, he wants to drag the divorce out....in...
    heartache123 heartache123 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I LOVEEE going to concerts of my fave artists lols, in 2011 i must've went to 20 shows front row! It costs a lot but i feel if you're fAr it's like watching blu ray its not worth...
    grey1178 grey1178 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I haven't looked forward to getting up and living in a long time. Every day just hurts... Every moment of every day is so fake and lonely and no one will ever know. My so-called...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M Jan 4

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    Last night I dreamt about my ex boyfriend. We broke up two weeks ago, and he was my first love. he had his arm around me and we were walking and laughing. We touched heads but didn...
    Katiebug7 Katiebug7 13-15, F Jan 6

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    Life has become a bore. I'm sure the winter weather may play a factor in my mood, but it feels as if I've already done everything before. I even took a road trip by myself last...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M Jan 6

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    Sometimes you just have to let go of the WHY because the person your asking it from doesn't care enough about you to give you a genuine honest answer. All a person can do at that...
    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    The Presidents of the USA - Volcano          SotD because for about a week now, my preschooler has been obsessed with learning...
    S74rxed S74rxed 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    I need some advise from all my friends I really like this man I started talking to he lives far from where I live we talk all the time on the phone but most of the time he makes me...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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