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I Am Not Sure Why I Am Going To Do It

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    I think I'm lieing to my self about my thoughts and feeling about mark First I tell my self I love him and want the with him. I told my self I would do anything for him. What does...
    Janisoneluv Janisoneluv 26-30, F Mar 18

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    Sometimes I look out my window, with soft music, and think of what's my purpose here. It's a wierd feeling of sadness but for some reason you feel hollowly happy. I have it right...
    Rhonarr Rhonarr 13-15 Mar 8

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    What's wrong with me today? I was sick already this morning, felt mentally not right and was physically feeling off. Felt better after chat with an old friend over coffee about...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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    I was going to bed then I couldnt sleep, so I happened upon a feeling that brought me here to EP, then I thought about a theory and wondered upon an illusion which let me to a...
    AcousticAnne1 AcousticAnne1 26-30, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Does anyone else think that the way we live is unnatural and unbelievable? The whole idea of money, working for a living, ownership of property and so much more does seem like...
    restartnow restartnow 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    You get that feeling of excitement right before the interview. Heart starts beating faster, a million thoughts flowing through the mind. How do you calm down? The first step is to...
    Jackson2222 Jackson2222 26-30, M 13 hrs ago

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    My heart is deeply sad today...I yelled and cussed my Uncle out yesterday...and my Mother is very upset with me...Well both of them are upset with me, which is so grieving my heart...
    MMMartin MMMartin 51-55, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    What is the points of living? I love my boyfriend I really do but I just don't want to live anymore. I have different plans on how I'm going to do it. Guns,Pills like last time or...
    EternallyScreamingInSilence EternallyScreamingInSilence 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    Death FAQsQ: Why is there an apple with one bite out of it in Deaths office? Can he actually eat stuff or is it a habit from times past?Mod Ana: See a previous question I answered...
    masonrychan masonrychan 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    People wonder why I am so quiet but there is no simple answer. For one thing, I enjoy just listening to people and hearing what they have to say. But another reason is I have...
    Balockay Balockay 16-17, M 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Wtk Your Song Of The Day And Why
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Dont Understand Why People Think Pitbulls Are Bad Dogs
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I know people don't care about me so why should I care about them? I have loved ones who care about me and they're the only ones I need. I was taught to always treat others how I...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    This addresses multiple people who have communicated with me in the past. I don't lie about my age. I've stated my age in at least three of my stories. I've answered my age in at...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Today is going to be the day I will hopefully look back upon with positive and loving thoughts. I had a very powerful experience this morning (about 30 minutes ago), where I woke...
    life4love life4love 18-21 12 hrs ago

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    today morning i lied to my mom that i was studying . but actually i was watching tv. she found out. and said that i have something special tomorrow. i know what it is going to be...
    andreajessie andreajessie 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I am going to miss the good times we had together.
    savannaD14 savannaD14 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    Wow, next year I'll be 15 and by sister will be going into 12th grade and after that college! Before I know it I'll be at her graduation. I wish time would slow down these days. I...
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    I'm going to Great Lakes, IL in May. I don't know how warm or cold to dress or how in-between fancy and casual because I never dress fancy. I was thinking maybe some wedges with a...
    CRE96 CRE96 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Don't Like Going To The Dentist At All
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    I'm going to be completely honest with this. I don't understand why people get so shocked and scared when they hear about a murder. I'm not doing this for attention, this isn't a...
    TheLullaby TheLullaby 13-15 2 Responses Feb 28

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    Sometimes I wish I was dead. .. I have no idea why I was born. .. I hate myself, I hate all the **** that's happened to me. ..I hate my father for raping me at such a young age (4...
    Trishdiaz1968 Trishdiaz1968 46-50 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Life always has to change. For me, it's always for the worse. I really thought things would stay the same growing up, I honestly did. I mean, I knew some things would change like...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes the person we love or care about or are friends with are going through very tough & rough times. Life throws us so many different variables that ONLY JESUS understands...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 26

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    I have been with my husband since 2008. When we first met, I laughed and we talked a lot. Then he slowly took over my life. He started coming over to my house when I was at work to...
    mom4ce mom4ce 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I found out last year that there is nothing anyone can do to fix my eye sight, I have always had a lazy left eye, which i can only see through if i look to my left,,,, but other...
    Anth1290 Anth1290 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Why do we only have the option of ordering pizza for delivery why can't we have taco delivery or burger delivery
    annirawrmuffin annirawrmuffin 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 26

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    So I'm not sure how often people see emergency vehicles rushing down the road for me it's usually a couple times a week. The past two weeks I have seen nothing but nonstop...
    lostdream4 lostdream4 18-21, M Mar 8

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    I know a few people who's birthday's are in March and April. Today is one of my childhood friend's birthday. She wanted to gather a few of her closest friends and go to an event...
    Stickwithmebaby Stickwithmebaby 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Kitty, Daisy & Lewis - No Action |A newer one this year, been on my playlist for a few weeks, but in my head today.  Kitty, Daisy & Lewis - No ActionWho is she that that...
    S74rxed S74rxed 31-35, F Mar 9

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    I think I'm either going delusional, or am delusional. Started this year, I was just talking to a friend that day about something and I mentioned something and said ' I told you...
    jonho10 jonho10 13-15, M Mar 10

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    I had an appointment last week with a psychologist regarding my depression and medication while I'm pregnant. It didn't really go that well in fairness. I sat for an hour and...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F Mar 12

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    I am at a standstill with my progress in therapy. I've been going for three or so years now and to various people. My most recent one I have been seeing for a year, but it just...
    Twon Twon 22-25 2 Responses Mar 12

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    everything was going so well. we were really happy talking about a future together. we had just celebrated our 2yrs together and it was fun. i even bought a ring to show u how much...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 15

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    My intentions in this post are nothing but good. With that being said, I honestly think history classes do way more harm than good. I honestly think that if we stopped going so...
    maggie3333333 maggie3333333 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 17

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    At at very young age my parents exposed me to different religions and groups of people outside of my own culture and has always encouraged me to embrace and respect those groups...
    glomilk glomilk 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have been with the same man for 3.5 yrs now. Things wax & wane, we've gone through hell, and made it to the other side. However, it's crossing my mind lately that I'm the one...
    FabulousGrrl FabulousGrrl 31-35, F a week ago

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    what's the problem with same sex couples adopting children? Why does society view this as such a negative thing? Parents are parents. whether they're heterosexual or homosexual...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Why is being attracted to a chubbier person considered a "fetishh"? It's not a fetishh to be attracted to really thin women. or muscular men. It's not a fetishh to be a attracted...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I lied to my mom about how I got home from a bar this past weekend. She kept asking questions about my weekend and when she asked how I got home I said a friend drove me and she...
    sub24 sub24 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have several plans. I am planning on the gun, pills or rope. I have been writing the suicide note over and over. I just want to end it all. Sure things get better but they...
    kaoruredfox kaoruredfox 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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