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I Am Not Who I Was

I'm Not Who I Was 249 People

    What I Was

    What i was before is not who i am anymore which i think that's pretty clear...I use to be a kid many people thought i was just an innocent boy but naw that is not the case.. i was a thief when i was about 7 i stole from all places it really didnt matter to me where i stole from...
    vincent100 vincent100 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    I'm Not Who I Was

    I don't know if any of y'all have heard this song by Brandon Heath. "I'm not Who I was"  It really hit home for me. There are people from my past that I haven't forgiven .(not really) Then there are those that I need to ask forgiveness form. So I began writing...
    mommatrish mommatrish 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2008

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    I Have Changed Its True

                                          Yes I have and I am glad that I have changed and the old...
    flourlady111 flourlady111 46-50, F 6 Responses May 22, 2009

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    This Is What I Strive For

    God forgave us now if only I could forgive my ex bg who hurt me. I am very inspired by the song by Brandon Health and hope someday to be that healed, happy girl who can forgive my ex for hurting me and more so be at peace with him  not even liking me. I want to feel so full...
    csaratogagirl csaratogagirl 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 27, 2010

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    A couple years? Most of what I wrote,

    at least the things that were significant, seem to be from 2012. A lot can change in a year or two. I feel like none of it really applies to me anymore. Things I'd felt, thought, believed then are all different to how I think, feel, and believe these days. It's weird reading...
    MyNamesNotFrench MyNamesNotFrench 31-35 1 Response Jan 2

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    I Am Stronger Than You Will Ever Be.

    I am not going to hurt myself to protect others...I am not going to let others hurt me.  I deserve so much better and I will protect myself from people who have said they love me and betrayed me when I was innocent and naive enough to believe that was what I deserved and that...
    hemlockdream hemlockdream 41-45 Jan 4, 2012

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    Change

    I change on a daily basis... It's just hard to tell. I am different today from what I was yesterday, the day before, or the day before... But change is measured in weeks and months. Change is measured in years. But what of the daily steps that are taken towards the noticable...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30, 2012

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    I Am Not

    I am not,Who I was,No, I've changed,Life's different now,Can never be the same,Now, I'm someone else,Oddly enough,Somehow,I'm still me!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 10, 2012

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    Change

    I change on a daily basis... It's just hard to tell.I am different today from what I was yesterday, the day before, the day before...But change is measured in weeks and months.Change is measured in years.But what of the daily steps that are taken towards the noticable leaps and...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn 18-21, F Mar 30, 2012

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    Changes

    I change rapidly as I grow as a human being. I learn life lessons very quickly and rarely repeat mistakes I have made or have seen others make. I'm pretty observant, so it's easier for me to learn from others. I am a completely different person in many ways from who I was...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Mar 6, 2010

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    "Or why cinnamon is as delicious as it is..."

    My parents loved me very much and they still do. When I was in kindergarten I was their little sunshine, their little princess, their little everything. But because of all the bullying in school (see my other story on my profile) I've changed. A lot. When I was small I was always...
    Gingerbreadheart Gingerbreadheart 16-17, F Oct 10, 2013

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    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 10

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    My brother just turned 18, but this happened in the summer when he was 17. I'm not going to go into much detail in order to protect him. Anyways, my family has a vacation house...
    Hey121212 Hey121212 22-25, F Jan 8

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    Today is the last day my best friend, who came from Florida, will be here in the Middle East, she's going back home tomorrow. Since the time she arrived I had been trying to get...
    psychedelicblues psychedelicblues 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Yeah this was probably one of my recent embarrassing stories. Two days ago, I asked out a girl who I thought was really cute. I didnt think she was in a relationship because she...
    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M 9 hrs ago

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    I think I need therapy for this. My best friend betrayed me when I was 13. I want to shout TO THE WORLD what an incredible ***** she was. I'm not sure why I didn't. She stabbed...
    kisstherainn kisstherainn 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    I had a rough relationship for almost two years. The person I still love broke my heart and played with me until Karma hit her face. But now I'm trying hardest to move on from pain...
    MoshItUpPOTATOES MoshItUpPOTATOES 16-17, M Jan 14

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    I've been married for 20 years. Last Friday my husbands girl friend contacted me to tell me she's having fun sex with him. He confessed to my 15 yr old daughter all the dirty...
    trinny61 trinny61 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    The ******* worst feeling in the world. I let you in you bastard. I let you in and I trusted you with everything I had and you turned around and screwed me over. It's quite hard...
    lolznewaccountio lolznewaccountio 18-21, F Jan 9

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    I know those white scars anywhere. the ones that cake your back. I know that reaction anywhere, that one when aomeone moves their arms fast near you. The way you cringe even if...
    everyboby everyboby 18-21 Jan 11

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    There is a famous say in my region 'poruthalvar boomi aalvar' meaning people who maintain peace rule the world. Today many feel that say outdated as we need to fight for life to...
    psycruler psycruler 31-35, M 47 mins ago

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    I am writing this incase anyone else finds themselves in a similar situation . . . Please do not worry about me, I have been free of this relationship for 7 years now. I am a lot...
    elimarie7 elimarie7 31-35, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I lived with my mom and her mom from birth till I was about 6. she was 16 raising me. I didn't know any different, it was the way I was raised, how I was influenced, the life I...
    summerwinterfallspring summerwinterfallspring 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I have a LOT to reveal about my relationship with my long distance boyfriend. I need ADVICE!!! So if you can, please read this. Thank you for your time. My boyfriend gave me the...
    kamilleredd kamilleredd 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    The fallen angel who shined upon me This is something that stood in my head for the past couple of hours ,its about the most amazing girl i've ever met all she ever did to...
    shanur123 shanur123 22-25, M Jan 5

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    October 17,1997 1:10 pm. Most people wouldn't define the day of their birth as their strongest moment, but for me its a day i will forever define as my strongest and hugest...
    withpaincomesstrength withpaincomesstrength 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    Have you ever brushed your teeth and then sipped orange juice? That's the sort of taste that being in a BPD relationship leaves you with. An intense sting that leaves your throat...
    TalaSnow TalaSnow 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Hi everyone at EP. I hadn't been in Experience Project overly a year and there's a lot to talk about. But first...I want to talk about this girl that's been affecting my life the...
    Gonzobdd Gonzobdd 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    once I went in my sisters house who was living alone in Arunachal Pradesh I was going alone and there we two only living in India I was getting a very pleasure there but I didn't...
    in8444 in8444 13-15, M Jan 1

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    It's been almost three years since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it...
    minernick minernick 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    "I was extremely amazed at how straightforward it had been to enter all the data and acquire many of the quotes back again straight away."I opted against AARP, but that was simply...
    Matthew0593cun9 Matthew0593cun9 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    When I was in college, my best friend and I would have all sorts of adventures, and one of them was hitch-hiking. (My parents would've had a fit i they knew.) It was a great way to...
    fishsweeper fishsweeper 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Although getting spanked at school was certainly no fun, we always found it fun when someone else was spanked - as long as it wasn't us! But it didn't do too much to let it show...
    Jilly53 Jilly53 61-65, F 9 Responses 2 days ago

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    I thought after many years I would totally forget the past and live peacefully. But as I stare at the nothingness earlier, everything came back to me. I was molested by the son of...
    dakilangdreamer dakilangdreamer 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    In 2004 I came across a guy who got me mad .i do not want to mention his nationality for safety reason but he is a white man from a Western European number and I have an Indian...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    Once, many lives ago, I had a lover who was my best friend. It happened quite by accident; but when it happened, the beauty, peacefulness and heat of it was beyond description. I...
    quasimotoornot quasimotoornot 56-60, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    When I was 15 my dad took us shopping with my younger sister who was 12 at that time. He bought was clothes. However , a month later when I got home from school he told me that...
    cunning78 cunning78 22-25, F Jan 16

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    hunter1969 1 hr ago same likes that i have . but you're too young for me will be 46 this year. if only i was 20 years younger.. Me 1 hr ago But how would I know you have the same...
    Wolfsilvermoon Wolfsilvermoon 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    When I was about 3-6 years old, me and my twin brother caught the attention of talent agents, they told our parents that they thought we were so cute that we should open up for...
    AmJordi AmJordi 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    I like guys who are in their 40's to 50 years old. I had a guy who was 5 years older than me. I don't like men who are really old. I want a man who is the same age as me.
    winnie2008 winnie2008 41-45, F Dec 30, 2014

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    I've had it happen, with a woman who was a bit crazy, or at least she was with me - seemed pretty together as far as the rest of the world was concerned. She slept with her head...
    sumnerkagan sumnerkagan 46-50, M 8 Responses Jan 1

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    I'm Bi and I've known since grade 4...and now I'm in yr 11 and in yr 8 i told my bff (well at least she was before hand) that i am bi and she promised to not tell anyone but of...
    Ashes27 Ashes27 13-15, F Jan 6

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    The person that I am now is horrible. I miss the old me ? the one who was happy and joyful all the time. The one who never cared what people thought. The one who didn't know...
    morekisses morekisses 13-15, F Jan 16

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    Back in March 2007 my cousin Matthew Mcclure who was a Lincoln Way Alumni that died in a Air Plane Accident in Munster Indiana hew was 26 going to be 27 in two weeks however the...
    theinfo theinfo 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    What about the men who hit and verbally abuse a woman just because she spurned their advances? Women have a say too! I just read a story about a woman who was hit in the face with...
    Paleandpolluted86 Paleandpolluted86 26-30, F 8 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    when I was fourteen once I again went in my sisters house who was living in aurnachal pradesh and there in the last vacation i had to spent my vacation on wearing and living like a...
    in8444 in8444 13-15, M Jan 1

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