I Am Not Who I Was

I'm Not Who I Was 249 People

    A couple years? Most of what I wrote,

    at least the things that were significant, seem to be from 2012. A lot can change in a year or two. I feel like none of it really applies to me anymore. Things I'd felt, thought, believed then are all different to how I think, feel, and believe these days. It's weird reading...
    itworkedintheory itworkedintheory
    31-35
    1 Response Jan 2, 2015

    This Is What I Strive For

    God forgave us now if only I could forgive my ex bg who hurt me. I am very inspired by the song by Brandon Health and hope someday to be that healed, happy girl who can forgive my ex for hurting me and more so be at peace with him  not even liking me. I want to feel so full...
    csaratogagirl csaratogagirl
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 27, 2010

    About ten years ago, I was a very different

    person. I was on my own for the first time in my life. I hated the world; saw evil in every single person I encountered and was sure those I didn't encounter were just as bad. I was afraid of everyone, everything, the world. That changed after I met some pretty good people, but...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness
    31-35
    1 Response May 29, 2015

    "Or why cinnamon is as delicious as it is..."

    My parents loved me very much and they still do. When I was in kindergarten I was their little sunshine, their little princess, their little everything. But because of all the bullying in school (see my other story on my profile) I've changed. A lot. When I was small I was always...
    Gingerbreadheart Gingerbreadheart
    18-21, F
    Oct 10, 2013

    I Am Not

    I am not,Who I was,No, I've changed,Life's different now,Can never be the same,Now, I'm someone else,Oddly enough,Somehow,I'm still me!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Jan 10, 2012

    Change

    I change on a daily basis... It's just hard to tell. I am different today from what I was yesterday, the day before, or the day before... But change is measured in weeks and months. Change is measured in years. But what of the daily steps that are taken towards the noticable...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2012

    I Am Stronger Than You Will Ever Be.

    I am not going to hurt myself to protect others...I am not going to let others hurt me.  I deserve so much better and I will protect myself from people who have said they love me and betrayed me when I was innocent and naive enough to believe that was what I deserved and that...
    hemlockdream hemlockdream
    41-45
    Jan 4, 2012

    I Have Changed Its True

                                          Yes I have and I am glad that I have changed and the old...
    flourlady111 flourlady111
    46-50, F
    6 Responses May 22, 2009

    I'm Not Who I Was

    I don't know if any of y'all have heard this song by Brandon Heath. "I'm not Who I was"  It really hit home for me. There are people from my past that I haven't forgiven .(not really) Then there are those that I need to ask forgiveness form. So I began writing...
    mommatrish mommatrish
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Jan 26, 2008

    Changes

    I change rapidly as I grow as a human being. I learn life lessons very quickly and rarely repeat mistakes I have made or have seen others make. I'm pretty observant, so it's easier for me to learn from others. I am a completely different person in many ways from who I was...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    Mar 6, 2010

    Change

    I change on a daily basis... It's just hard to tell.I am different today from what I was yesterday, the day before, the day before...But change is measured in weeks and months.Change is measured in years.But what of the daily steps that are taken towards the noticable leaps and...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2012

    What I Was

    What i was before is not who i am anymore which i think that's pretty clear...I use to be a kid many people thought i was just an innocent boy but naw that is not the case.. i was a thief when i was about 7 i stole from all places it really didnt matter to me where i stole from...
    vincent100 vincent100
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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