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I Am Not Who I Was

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    Changes

    I change rapidly as I grow as a human being. I learn life lessons very quickly and rarely repeat mistakes I have made or have seen others make. I'm pretty observant, so it's easier for me to learn from others. I am a completely different person in many ways from who I was...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Mar 6, 2010

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    Change

    I change on a daily basis... It's just hard to tell.I am different today from what I was yesterday, the day before, the day before...But change is measured in weeks and months.Change is measured in years.But what of the daily steps that are taken towards the noticable leaps and...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn 18-21, F Mar 30, 2012

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    I'm Not Who I Was

    I don't know if any of y'all have heard this song by Brandon Heath. "I'm not Who I was"  It really hit home for me. There are people from my past that I haven't forgiven .(not really) Then there are those that I need to ask forgiveness form. So I began writing...
    mommatrish mommatrish 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2008

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    "Or why cinnamon is as delicious as it is..."

    My parents loved me very much and they still do. When I was in kindergarten I was their little sunshine, their little princess, their little everything. But because of all the bullying in school (see my other story on my profile) I've changed. A lot. When I was small I was always...
    Gingerbreadheart Gingerbreadheart 16-17, F Oct 10, 2013

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    I Am Not

    I am not,Who I was,No, I've changed,Life's different now,Can never be the same,Now, I'm someone else,Oddly enough,Somehow,I'm still me!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 10, 2012

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    I Am Stronger Than You Will Ever Be.

    I am not going to hurt myself to protect others...I am not going to let others hurt me.  I deserve so much better and I will protect myself from people who have said they love me and betrayed me when I was innocent and naive enough to believe that was what I deserved and that...
    hemlockdream hemlockdream 41-45 Jan 4, 2012

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    I Have Changed Its True

                                          Yes I have and I am glad that I have changed and the old...
    flourlady111 flourlady111 46-50, F 6 Responses May 22, 2009

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    This Is What I Strive For

    God forgave us now if only I could forgive my ex bg who hurt me. I am very inspired by the song by Brandon Health and hope someday to be that healed, happy girl who can forgive my ex for hurting me and more so be at peace with him  not even liking me. I want to feel so full...
    csaratogagirl csaratogagirl 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 27, 2010

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    What I Was

    What i was before is not who i am anymore which i think that's pretty clear...I use to be a kid many people thought i was just an innocent boy but naw that is not the case.. i was a thief when i was about 7 i stole from all places it really didnt matter to me where i stole from...
    vincent100 vincent100 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    Change

    I change on a daily basis... It's just hard to tell. I am different today from what I was yesterday, the day before, or the day before... But change is measured in weeks and months. Change is measured in years. But what of the daily steps that are taken towards the noticable...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30, 2012

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    I have a girl friend who was my co-worker ,bur i have changed branch within the same town. One of the problems b/n us is she ,now and then would tell me that she will go to her...
    buttqa buttqa 31-35, M Jul 18

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    I'm coming up on a date that was life changing...the date when I got married. It was a perfect day and every little thing I could have ever wanted from a wedding....very very small...
    mistletoe41 mistletoe41 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    You. The first time I saw you, I thought you were the most handsome boy I had ever seen. You and your beautiful blue eyes. You were perfect to me. I told you everything, I let you...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 10

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    I have a relative who is a big time redneck he wrestles crocodiles and lives in the same street as the kkk headquarters, his 11 and 8 yr old sons know how to load shoot and kill...
    ItsRon ItsRon 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    Once I was in a small local store trying on clothes. I needed a new swim suit so I was in the changing room trying some on completely naked. I found one that I liked and i was...
    Soccer127 Soccer127 18-21, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I call Him Father ,,,and He calls me son ,,, I am asked all the time what I think we will be when Christ comes ,,,I don't know what I will look like but I am sure like the Hebrew...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    When I was eleven I went to boarding school, leaving my three year old stepsister, Molly, at home. I had always been short for my age, and she had been rather tall but she was 3 so...
    betsy92 betsy92 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Caught! Although I was not a really bad girl at the schools I went to I did get my fair share (perhaps more than my fair share) of school spankings. One reason was that I never...
    Tina303 Tina303 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I was born into a family on August 21, 1998. My mother had prayed for a baby and I would be the first of four that would be born. At 4:00 the doctors would announce that a baby...
    RosalinaHansan RosalinaHansan 13-15, F Jul 8

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    I was born into a family on August 21, 1998. My mother had prayed for a baby and I would be the first of four that would be born. At 4:00 the doctors would announce that a baby...
    RosalinaHansan RosalinaHansan 13-15, F Jul 8

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    This could be super long, so I'll try to sum it up. (: Preschool, kindergarten, & 1st grade were fine. In the middle of 2nd grade I moved to this sorta ghetto town because my mom...
    girlinNJ girlinNJ 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    My brother. I think this is his 5th time to. When he was 13 he slit his wrists and then developped a nerve condition. When he was 15 he locked himself in his room with a gun but...
    QuinnStew QuinnStew 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I can't get over the things I've experienced or the fact my mom doesn't believe me till this day. She doesn't know the whole story though, no ones know. I can't come out with it...
    RebeccaReynolds RebeccaReynolds 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    Karl, who is going out with a dancer who had two kids. One of the kids was bad, at least according to Karl. The daughter was the one who was bad, she was 13 and kept going out on...
    Colemanus Colemanus 36-40, M a week ago

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    Setting was small rural central TX area. Me and a "buddy" decided we needed a third student's lunch money more than she did. Our lunches were taken care of. She did without that...
    txpaddlepal txpaddlepal 56-60, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was spanked from maybe age 4 to age 17 for sure. I know it was 17 because i remember my last spanking like it was yesterday. Worst ever, but that's another story. I was spanked...
    Heartsu Heartsu 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 14

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    All through the early part of my life I was bullied for various different reasons: At my prep school I was bullied from year 3 to year 5 because I was always that kid who wanted...
    projectgwyn101 projectgwyn101 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I work for a large company headquartered in a large city. The firm has smaller satellite offices in mid size cities. I have worked in one of the satellite offices for about 10...
    Mark419 Mark419 61-65, M Jul 16

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    I work for a large company headquartered in a large city. The firm has smaller satellite offices in mid size cities. I have worked in one of the satellite offices for about 10...
    Mark419 Mark419 61-65, M Jul 16

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    I work for a large company headquartered in a large city. The firm has smaller satellite offices in mid size cities. I have worked in one of the satellite offices for about 10...
    Mark419 Mark419 61-65, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    Who am I? I wish i knew that. For the past few months I've begun to take a look at the persons who make me, me. I have the side of me my friends see, and that side of me is divided...
    avf1215 avf1215 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I can't believe I have to rewrite this because my old account got erased. But it's important so: Kindergarten-1st were fine. 2nd grade I moved to a bad part of a new town (right...
    njgirll njgirll 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I am an only child and I grew up with my Mom although I live with my Grandparents now. My Mom dated a lot when I was younger and some of the guys were not that great. She had a...
    kanadiankitty kanadiankitty 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I was young, around seven or eight I was taking swimming lessons at the local YMCA. The instructor, who was in her mid twenties, was making us do this exercise where you had...
    Soccer127 Soccer127 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    so theres this girl that use to be in my group, ill name her allie (not her real name). any who on her birthday party she was super happy, but she invited a girl she liked who was...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    I have had many people come and go in my life, some leaving for the best and the ones coming to replace them, not mentally or physically , but another person caring in replace of...
    sommer02 sommer02 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    New Years Day 1985, I remember it well, but for all the wrong reasons! My backside had only just recovered from a fairly severe belting, followed by my first caning across my bum...
    Mick672 Mick672 41-45, M 5 Responses Jul 6

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    Before I start telling you, I am not asking for sympathy or for you to feel bad for me, I just want to share it you guys. I remember it just like it was yesterday. At my house it...
    Mikaylaxo Mikaylaxo 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 7

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    When I was younger (7) my cousin (9) began molesting me. He would do it every time I went over to my aunt aka his mothers house. My family are pretty close, and so I went there...
    loudd03 loudd03 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 18

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    I feel like I've been suspended in space. I'm floating. Not living, just floating. It's like I've drifted out into the sea with no will to return home. I'm talking about losing...
    cecimaldonado cecimaldonado 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Know what is one of the craziest experiences you can have being adopted? Having your own children. I was adopted from South Korea at the age of 3 months old, so I do not know my...
    Serenity14 Serenity14 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 22

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    I was the mistress to a 47yr man for over a year. I call it being a mistress now because of how things ended, but let me take you back to when I moved mountains for this man...
    rosylovecheeks rosylovecheeks 26-30 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    ever since i can remember i have always been different in a bad way.. since kindergarten and throughout my childhood i would always do things like kiss other kids or want affection...
    kamikazeok kamikazeok 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 4

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    My dad. Gosh, Ive picked up on his secretive behaviour for the past few months and I know somethings cooking. Im not surprised whatsoever. There are two affairs I know of that hes...
    Larutan Larutan 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I have only told one person about this then it was made a big thing. I was molested by my male cousin when I was 9-11 while he was 15-18 he used to make me feel special and tell me...
    ladyyukihime ladyyukihime 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    Earlier this year, I was on holiday. We were in this caravan park down in Devon, and it was my second last day there. My dad had sent me down to the on-site shop for some milk...
    TheOneAndOnlyZella TheOneAndOnlyZella 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    I've been down with my vision loss lately and I came on line to eventually discover someone who was recently my very special male friend (nothing sexual, but special and I was...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 a week ago

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    I've been down with my vision loss lately and I came on line to eventually discover someone who was recently my very special male friend (nothing sexual, but special and I was...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 a week ago

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