I Am Not Who They Think I Am

Sometimes I look in the mirror and wonder if I even know myself. Some people are clueless; they think they can see into your soul upon first glance. Everyone thinks I'm a calm, caring, kind, intelligent person. I guess you could say...

Don't be afraid by my profile on EP. I'm married with a gentle woman. Alas, she don't understand my 'particularity'.
She love me only like a 'man'. My soul is so feminine but 'crashed' in a male envelope. It's the reason why I search...

...but I also count the number of people I really trust on single digits.

It's not that I don't like people, I just like them in small doses.  I don't trust most people at all, though I've gotten quite good at concealing this fact...

You try to figure me out
But don't bother.
15 years on this earth
And not even my mother or father.
They don't know who I am and neither do I
So I ask the question
Who am I?

It seems as though people enjoy defining who their peers are...especially high school students! My friends and classmates tell me who I am. This is not right, but what can I do about it? I am merely another student among 3,000 private...

Just because I'm quiet and don't act like a whore does not mean I can't be loud and act like a whore. I pride myself on my family, and taking care of them. However that being said there is a mean bitch in me just waiting to come out. I...

everyone once thought i was so happy. everything in my life was great. i never had a struggle. never had to worry. nothing. anything. they either made fun of me or wanted to be my friend, a happy friend. then they came to know me, or...

I am not one of them. I must appear to blend into the crowd or something. It appears that I am like them but I am not. I am not the enemy. I just wish people could see that and not hate me because they think they see me with them or...

Just spent a few hours chatting with a friend on here, well laughing for most of it, he was on excellent form. One of the subjects discussed was why I get some friends' requests from people who are extremely sexual (well going from...

Sometimes I ponder. Who I am, what I am. How diffrent everyone seem to view me sometimes causes many contradicting and mixed messages if Im gonna base who I am on others point of view. But that is not needed, I know what I am and what...

I’m so broken. It has become so obvious. I’m emotionally destroyed and there's nothing to do except watch me slowly fall apart. Each day it gets worse nothing ever gets better. I’m so alone in this world that it's starting to get...

I recently read something that alternately disturbed, intrigued, and scared me.  To risk sounding egotistical, I'm constantly told that I'm nice.  Isn't it nice how I think of everyone else, only putting myself in the number...

Who am I, to the world?
They all think I'm smart, outgoing, next to perfect, a good example, with no blemishes like addictions, and a past, and suicidal thoughts, self-injury, post-pregnant (next to nobody in my personal life knows...

Not sure why I'm here on this site...I guess I'm searching for someone who can understand me and actually listen.  A life built on lies is what I have.  I'm a lost soul that is losing myself...I'm drowning each day. ...

Everyone sees me as this innocent, good-mannered, 16 year old girl. Apparently in their mind when im around they have to censor their conversations like im a little kid! News flash im not! Everyone seems to just look right over me! I...

I have a secret that i share with only one more person outside of my computer. A secret so dark that it would jepordise all of my friendships. A secret so abnormal and unbelievable that no one would believe it unless they saw it with...

I am not what people think I am. People think I am this crazy fun human like everybody else. I'm not. I am a wolf. They havn't noticed anything so far and I hope it stays that way. I created my own pack to think of as my friends. A pack...

I grew up in a depressing childhood. Growing up faster then anyone could ever know. Trying to keepme and my ssister safe. While my mother went crazy because her 4th husband left her. The 2nd one abused me physically. The 3rd one...

The mask I take off for few people, two so far.
All the rest of them think I am sweet and quiet.
I express my energy in different ways than most.
My mind never stops.

The outsiders think I am boring, too.
And that I could do no...

All my life i have been in the closet, i still am now, only online can i be myself. my Dad if pretty religious and doesn't agree with gays at all, my Mum would just be disappointed in me and my Brothers would annoy, tease and say "i...