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I Am Not

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    I Am Not A Liar

    I will not back down from the truth... and people must pay for their sins against me... joyce poorter did abuse me. ken carey did rape me... my cousins did abuse me my uncle did abuse me my aunty did abuse me ... and I am not changing my story... if you can't bear the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 22, 2011

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    Strength

    I was born. I was abandoned. I was adopted. I was lucky. Was. My parents are wonderful. The rest of the family I was adopted into isn't so wonderful. My first memories are of being raped. I was three. I still have occasional nightmares from those 8 years. Nightmares...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    I Am Not A Very Good Person

    I lie, I cheat, I used to steal from the school canteen when I was a kid. I am incredibly lazy and I am writing this when I am supposed to be writing an essay due tomorrow afternoon. I hate myself and I love myself and I can't decide what to do with my life. I sometimes wonder...
    statickandy statickandy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    I'm Not

    comfortable being nude.  I don't know why   I just don't feel right when nude.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 May 5, 2012

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    A Lot of Things

    I am not perfect I am not a Barbie I am not secure with myself I am not a positive person I am not happy...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    I am not what anyone wants to be around, to know.   At least, not in my experience.  It hurts, but you get used to it. 
    britze321 britze321 18-21, F Jun 6, 2012

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    "What I Am, And What I Will Never Be"

      i am a loyal friend, a devoted wife, and a loving mother.   I will never be a back stabbing, gossiping hypocrite, a cheating, adulterous wife,nor a mother who doesn't care about my children and what choices they make in life.   I am a person that doesn't trust easily, but...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I Am Not...

    I am not a liar... or a cheater... or a thief... I am not what everyone had "hoped" I'd  be... I'm not PERFECT... I'm not gorgeous by society's standards (I actually have meat on my bones - my bad... hahaha)... I'm not tall... I'm not happy all the time... I am not...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F Jun 16, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    Pokemon Jackouniva Region Chapter 4 1/2... I think? It turned out that Alyx just wanted to go for a walk. To ‘see’ the snow fall. “I’m sorry.” I said, trying not to...
    Beastmode2011 Beastmode2011 13-15, M 5 hrs ago

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    I am 14 and i am not sure about my sexuality. i think im bi. somedays i feel like i am lesbian and somedays i feel straight. I hate myself for it. but it is who i am.
    Tiahi001 Tiahi001 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I met this guy who I actually liked. Then I messed it up by sleeping with his friend. He told me in the bar that he already had me figured me out. Our conversation via text...
    AshleyAnne12 AshleyAnne12 22-25, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I am 22 and almost 20 weeks pregnant, and only found out about three weeks ago. Its not the pregnancy that bothers me, in fact i am over joyed, and excited about become a mother...
    Casper92 Casper92 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I'm sorry, all of you guys who helped me, who showed me you cared, who made me stop cutting. I'm sorry. i cut myself a few minutes ago. i was really overwhelmed, with anger...
    LifeAfterBlake LifeAfterBlake 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    I am 35. Tonight I burned myself. I don't exactly know why I did. I think it just felt like the right thing to do. When I was younger I used to cut myself, and then for a long time...
    stephendonaldson stephendonaldson 31-35, M 5 hrs ago

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    I am a widow my husband died about 6 years ago. Life was good for a while I had money and a paid for car and house, I was working doing very well on my own. Then here come the...
    car0403 car0403 51-55, F 5 hrs ago

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    I had my first boyfriend when I was 16. We met each other at church and we also attended the same high school. He was a year older than me so he graduated from high school and...
    leimomo leimomo 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    Recent events have caused me to examine my life. My family and I have a strained relationship at best. After seeing them I am depressed for days. I am never good enough. This has...
    Badina Badina 46-50, F 11 hrs ago

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    I am a 29-year old closeted gay guy based in Singapore and would be interested to settle down with a girl to start a family. I am an educated professional and would be interested...
    oneuniqueusername oneuniqueusername 26-30, M 7 hrs ago

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    Being a decent person.. hmm what does it take to be a decent person?. I am certainly someone who has done things classed as bad or well.. not good anyway!. I think being a decent...
    MisssValentine MisssValentine 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Today i made a check list of what i like and what i do not like about my soon to be "hubby". Love is all about compromising right...
    toloveandtohold toloveandtohold 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I'm sorry but I don't care who this might **** off or annoy. I'm already getting hate mail and we've been harassed all weekend. There are many positive's and negatives about any...
    sweetmae79 sweetmae79 31-35, F 8 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Hey I am in love with like my bestfriend but she has a boyfriend we usely can talk about anything but today she is fixing things with her bf Idk how I feel about this I want her to...
    Jamison96 Jamison96 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I am really feeling to kiss u all over your body , un dress you. Suck your b@@bs and lock your lips .. F@@k u hard .. Hold u tight and let you suck my c@@ck hard and do what u like...
    on4U on4U 26-30, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I am always alone, nobody likes me for who im really am.
    Pandalover13 Pandalover13 13-15, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    here's the thing..I like to be a guy I even pretend once online that I'm a famous guy but nahh.....There's a part of me saying I'm straight. Am I a bi or what? I am a poser and I...
    ashamedandconfused ashamedandconfused 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    Hmm so yesterday I took a career test (I am running out of time to know what I want to do... o.o) I scored "ESFJ" which I suppose it pretty spot on- But the jobs up there did not...
    Nottobeohsoblunt Nottobeohsoblunt 16-17, F 5 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I am trying to let go and move on...does anyone know when you know that it is so? I know that I havent fully moved on, because I actually creep his emails still, and I think about...
    GOATSDOROAM GOATSDOROAM 41-45, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I am the middle sister to six beautiful women and girls. They represent everything I am and desire to be. And I love that we share similar backgrounds and experiences, so we can...
    streetstylecrew streetstylecrew 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    I suppose I am a good singer... Only as so many people that have heard me have told me how good I really am. It's pretty hard for me to believe them, but so many people have been...
    musicislife00 musicislife00 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    I was baptized catholic but raised as a Christian. I can remember as a little boy my mother talking to me about this divine creator named Jesus. I honestly didn't think anything of...
    latinounico latinounico 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    The struggle started when I was in kindergarten I wore my sisters panties to school and then again when I was about 14 I would sneak my sisters close and wear them and now that I...
    dwayne2000 dwayne2000 46-50, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I was making a manga short of my good friend in kindergarten. He died a few days from my birthday. I showed it to my mom, and she really liked it. I had changed the name in the...
    jeweldoggy jeweldoggy 13-15, F 46 mins ago

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    i am alive because i know myself and i am free and that is why i can give love endlessly... if pain comes it is my lesson, if love comes it is my lesson, if anything comes it is my...
    Nichalas Nichalas 22-25, M 1 Response 35 mins ago

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    I am soo bored any one up to chat
    coldkiller3 coldkiller3 13-15 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I don't believe that anyone is listening to what I have to say. It's like I'm a whisper in a stadium full of shouting. I am really tired of trying to promote my actions and my...
    dicavill dicavill 41-45 13 hrs ago

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    My ex gf and i got together about a week before my 31st birthday. Well jan 5 this yr she moved out. I was stupid and took her for granted. So i need to go back to last spring when...
    hopeandsorow hopeandsorow 31-35, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Dauntless, Abnegation, and Candor. Honestly it is the weirdest combination I feel like but I guess that's me. And I can see the different aspects of it that reflect in my life. I...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    I may be rude to people who deserves that behavior but I'm not same with everyone, I am sweet and humble with everyone, specially friends but sometimes I may sound little rude but...
    isayfreedom isayfreedom 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    So no I'm not perfect! Boom Absolutely not, I am not buff! Whoops Precisely, not one peck on my body! Crash I'm not in a race to be accepted by a race Ooooooh Nope, don't need...
    PowerHour4 PowerHour4 16-17, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    So no I'm not perfect! Boom Absolutely not, I am not buff! Whoops Precisely, not one peck on my body! Crash I'm not in a race to be accepted by a race Ooooooh Nope, don't need...
    PowerHour4 PowerHour4 16-17, M 13 hrs ago

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    So no I'm not perfect! Boom Absolutely not, I am not buff! Whoops Precisely, not one peck on my body! Crash I'm not in a race to be accepted by a race Ooooooh Nope, don't need...
    PowerHour4 PowerHour4 16-17, M 13 hrs ago

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    #day7 So I may have touched on this before but today (in dept) I'm going to explain self harm because nobody really gets it unless you do it and its not something I want anybody...
    shadowgem shadowgem 13-15, F 12 hrs ago

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    Thanks to my upbringing....I am very open minded. Always exploring new things in life and accepting differences and varieties.
    diana19 diana19 18-21, F 12 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I don't want to be a stereotypically emotional teenage girl, and I'm not, but I'm still fairly sensitive.. I try not to let people offline know I am.
    Thelittlestpetshop Thelittlestpetshop 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    am bored looking for people to interact with me!
    vinothseptember vinothseptember 26-30, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I can't get comfortable enough to fall asleep. I'm so use to being up and about and busy but since I am bored to tears, I'm just laying in bed hoping to fall asleep soon!
    Rellikator Rellikator 26-30, M 11 hrs ago

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    I'm sitting in a crowded club with happy dancing people and feeling totally isolated. Away from the One I Love and missing her. It's been pretty sad since we broke up. I'm up...
    associatedbears associatedbears 41-45 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    my whole life i was alone. i have everyone around me. my family, friends . But none of them knows me . They only know my out side.i wish someone was there for me . someone who...
    leftaalone leftaalone 22-25 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Many will call me names or slu.t or comment harsh on my post. But before you judge me, try to read all my post.I am human and I make mistakes. But loving this wonderful guy is not...
    snugglemebabe snugglemebabe 31-35, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Here I am again... I guess it's because I use EP for "venting" sooo much, and after a few months I realize that there's a bit too many things I decided to share, and I become...
    paperakyu paperakyu 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    This is my story. I am almost 20, I'm meant to be deciding what I'm going to do with my life soon and I have no idea. I should have some idea what the world is by now what sadness...
    tidusffx tidusffx 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    i am short 5,2 or 5,3 and i hate it.
    Tiahi001 Tiahi001 13-15, F 3 Responses