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I Am Not

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    A Lot of Things

    I am not perfect I am not a Barbie I am not secure with myself I am not a positive person I am not happy...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    I'm Not

    comfortable being nude.  I don't know why   I just don't feel right when nude.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 May 5, 2012

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    I Am Not A Very Good Person

    I lie, I cheat, I used to steal from the school canteen when I was a kid. I am incredibly lazy and I am writing this when I am supposed to be writing an essay due tomorrow afternoon. I hate myself and I love myself and I can't decide what to do with my life. I sometimes wonder...
    statickandy statickandy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    I Am Not...

    I am not a liar... or a cheater... or a thief... I am not what everyone had "hoped" I'd  be... I'm not PERFECT... I'm not gorgeous by society's standards (I actually have meat on my bones - my bad... hahaha)... I'm not tall... I'm not happy all the time... I am not...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F Jun 16, 2008

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    I Am Not A Liar

    I will not back down from the truth... and people must pay for their sins against me... joyce poorter did abuse me. ken carey did rape me... my cousins did abuse me my uncle did abuse me my aunty did abuse me ... and I am not changing my story... if you can't bear the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 22, 2011

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    "What I Am, And What I Will Never Be"

      i am a loyal friend, a devoted wife, and a loving mother.   I will never be a back stabbing, gossiping hypocrite, a cheating, adulterous wife,nor a mother who doesn't care about my children and what choices they make in life.   I am a person that doesn't trust easily, but...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    We Lie To Ourselves About Ourselves

      I was born more than sixty years ago, and as I was later told, you almost didn't survive. I weighed about 4 pounds and while in the hospital care lost a pound. I lived not with my mother or at her breast or womb. I lived in a mechanical and isolated box called an incubator...
    jaysbarn jaysbarn 61-65 Jul 17, 2011

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    I am not sending anybody any money fpr them to

    come and visit from another country.
    Blackstallion76 Blackstallion76 36-40, M 1 Response May 18

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    I am not what anyone wants to be around, to know.   At least, not in my experience.  It hurts, but you get used to it. 
    britze321 britze321 18-21, F Jun 6, 2012

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    Strength

    I was born. I was abandoned. I was adopted. I was lucky. Was. My parents are wonderful. The rest of the family I was adopted into isn't so wonderful. My first memories are of being raped. I was three. I still have occasional nightmares from those 8 years. Nightmares...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    What’s next for my sober life?? Since the excitement of my one year anniversary has finally faded, I am left feeling reflective and wondering where my life is headed next. So...
    Overwhelmed15 Overwhelmed15 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I need somewhere to sort out my thoughts... make sense of my confusion... I am feeling good about where I am in my life. The decisions I make in the near future are critical to...
    xdarkshine xdarkshine 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    And myself. All of it. I don't want to act. Or to step up to the plate and "become" something. I just want to chill out. And be whatever I am. I feel detached from everything...
    brushfirefairytales brushfirefairytales 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    I am very Evil some people call me the prince of Evil and yes I have seen true evil and I am the demon of Deception and I am glade of it everybody has a fear and everybody has a...
    DemonofDeception DemonofDeception 18-21, M 1 Response 38 mins ago

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    ......and I hate the man that I am when I am sober. Everyone else hates the man I am when I am drunk.
    spectre6 spectre6 31-35, M 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I have stated who I am , be who I am from the get go, being liked may come at a slower rate - disliked at even faster at times - but it goes to show who accepts you for who you...
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Okay, so this past summer I fell in love with a married man. At first I only saw him as a friend. Someone I could tell anything and he would always know the right advice to give. I...
    Heygirlheyy55 Heygirlheyy55 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Normally, I'm a very forgiving person. I always have been. Within 12 hours, I usually let bygones be bygones. This especially applies to my family. But it's been 24 hours, and I...
    Nomorewars Nomorewars 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I recently started chatting with a guy I have last seen about ten years ago. We liked each other but I knew that it's impossible. He couldn't wait to see me. And I wasn't ready to...
    Toyaliscious Toyaliscious 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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    I am a single teenager and now very pregnant with twins. My scheduled due date is December 23rd. I was in love with someone and I thought he was in love with me. Obviously he is...
    singlenpregnant singlenpregnant 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    I hate Sundays. They r the worst day of the week. It is the day I am the loneliest. My mom is here but not here. I really hate her. My true love is off having fun somewhere not...
    QueenOrange QueenOrange 41-45, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    nothing has changed since all of this begun...every effort i make to return to god only makes things worse...i have prayed, tried to stand on faith, cried[still do] begged and...
    brokenhope4ever brokenhope4ever 46-50, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    sad. lonely. stuck. sun shines brightly outside. but I'm here stuck in bed. cannot think things to do or should i say i am not inspired to do things. my nail polish had worn out...
    fean fean 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I am the daughter of a methodist preacher or vicar. This is why i'm keeping my ep account a secret or he will flip out. Me and my sister aren't like him and don't follow his overly...
    miahill miahill 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    Today has been a challenge. I am tired but don't want to sleep yet. Two weeks ago I was in the same place. My husband wants nothing to do with me again. I don't want to sit here...
    missingtranslation missingtranslation 46-50, F 6 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I am not a social person to go out side and talk to someone. Let alone a guy I was the person in high school that you never knew because I had no friends. And I am not joking...
    BrainLoading BrainLoading 18-21, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    After 2 years living with my boyfriend in a nearly sexless relationship I finally get the truth...it is because of the weight I've gained. I have asked numerous times, sent him to...
    jaguarmedicine1 jaguarmedicine1 41-45, F 13 hrs ago

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    Mind: Why fall in love with anyone at all. Don't give anyone that kind of power on you. Heart: But it feels so special, to be wanted by someone. Knowing that you aren't just a...
    Unlearn Unlearn 31-35, M 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I realised it`s a few time i didn`t write nothing to EP. I am in the 4th rendez-vous at the psychiatrist and I finally go to see the endocrinologist for my first analyses of the...
    steffy69 steffy69 41-45, T 7 hrs ago

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    My little sister just sent me a message going through the conversation my out mom was having with my 6 year old niece. She was teaching her about the bible and told her that some...
    Leannaix Leannaix 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I'm still as lonely as ever. With the exception of a few family members, I don't have anyone. I haven't had a single friend to hang out with in over 5 years. I never had a girl. I...
    Ladida91 Ladida91 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    Be still and know I am GOD. We are to much in a hurry got to do this and got to do that before nightfall. STOP Be still and know I am GOD.
    justmyskin justmyskin 56-60, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I saw him the other day. His arms around another girl, his eyes when met with mine were slow in their recognition. I wonder if he remembers what I once told him. "I will love you...
    paupaw paupaw 18-21, F 11 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I am who I say I am. My the choice to believe it is yours
    germany100 germany100 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    My girlfriend and i have been dating for a few months. Yesturday her dad says he doesnt want us to date. She lives an hour away and he said it will never work so she should just...
    pyschobastard pyschobastard 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    When I am with him, I feel so alive. I never thought I was capable of having this strong of an emotional connection with another human being; however, I have developed a profound...
    queenvm queenvm 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I am 5 days away from seeing my sailor! I am going crazy with excitement haha. My bags are almost packed and I'm ready. I hope this week goes by smoothly and quickly so I can just...
    Navygirl24 Navygirl24 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I am so alone and I hate it! Growing up my family moved a lot and during my whole childhood I had been to 8 different schools and I've never had any friends to play with. I...
    lon12 lon12 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Haha look at me, htere is so little to like physically xD. I cannot smile, my eyes, apart from sucking to see with are oddly shaped, dark and cold lol. My nose is huge and takes up...
    surfdas surfdas 22-25, M 46 mins ago

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    There's a villain in every story.The wicked witch of the west,A wicked witch of the east,The evil step mother,A monster, a beast.What does the villain look like?Some people may ask...
    SempiternalTruth SempiternalTruth 16-17, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I am slowly accepting this. It took me years to actually say this to myself.
    Pearls666 Pearls666 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    I have been married for almost two years now.. I have a daughter who is one year and a half now.. Before pregnancy, I was very thin and attractive.. After the baby, I gained quite...
    DayShePlays DayShePlays 22-25, F 15 hrs ago

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    I am a gay bottom looking for a top and I'm 15 and I want a fit guy 15 and up to 20 only message me or kick me at rileyolsen123
    rileyolsen44 rileyolsen44 13-15, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I guess I'm sad because you're the only one who saw my potential. Did you settle? No, you had me on a pedestal But I needed something more dependable Because my feelings were so...
    IvyEstelle IvyEstelle 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    ^^^^People who keep moaning at me^^^^ I make no apologies for who I am
    Krystal666 Krystal666 13-15, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I'm a morbidly obese 47 year old man. Last May I weighed 642lbs. I went to a seminar for weight loss surgery. Yes, I've been on so many diets and have seen nutritionists and have...
    paryah paryah 46-50, M 12 hrs ago

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    I eat unhealthy food sometimes I hate brushing my teeth I know I should send thank you cards and I don't I watch waaaay too much TV Sometimes I say mean things I wish my lip didn't...
    readwritesherlock readwritesherlock 13-15, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    When I am travelling out of home, and stay alone in hotel, i enjoy full nudism...
    hemantscorpion hemantscorpion 31-35, M 12 hrs ago

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