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I Am Not

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    We Lie To Ourselves About Ourselves

      I was born more than sixty years ago, and as I was later told, you almost didn't survive. I weighed about 4 pounds and while in the hospital care lost a pound. I lived not with my mother or at her breast or womb. I lived in a mechanical and isolated box called an incubator...
    jaysbarn jaysbarn 61-65 Jul 17, 2011

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    Strength

    I was born. I was abandoned. I was adopted. I was lucky. Was. My parents are wonderful. The rest of the family I was adopted into isn't so wonderful. My first memories are of being raped. I was three. I still have occasional nightmares from those 8 years. Nightmares...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    "What I Am, And What I Will Never Be"

      i am a loyal friend, a devoted wife, and a loving mother.   I will never be a back stabbing, gossiping hypocrite, a cheating, adulterous wife,nor a mother who doesn't care about my children and what choices they make in life.   I am a person that doesn't trust easily, but...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I Am Not A Liar

    I will not back down from the truth... and people must pay for their sins against me... joyce poorter did abuse me. ken carey did rape me... my cousins did abuse me my uncle did abuse me my aunty did abuse me ... and I am not changing my story... if you can't bear the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 22, 2011

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    I'm Not

    comfortable being nude.  I don't know why   I just don't feel right when nude.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 May 5, 2012

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    I am not what anyone wants to be around, to know.   At least, not in my experience.  It hurts, but you get used to it. 
    britze321 britze321 18-21, F Jun 6, 2012

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    I am not sending anybody any money fpr them to

    come and visit from another country.
    Blackstallion76 Blackstallion76 36-40, M 1 Response May 18

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    A Lot of Things

    I am not perfect I am not a Barbie I am not secure with myself I am not a positive person I am not happy...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    I Am Not A Very Good Person

    I lie, I cheat, I used to steal from the school canteen when I was a kid. I am incredibly lazy and I am writing this when I am supposed to be writing an essay due tomorrow afternoon. I hate myself and I love myself and I can't decide what to do with my life. I sometimes wonder...
    statickandy statickandy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    I Am Not...

    I am not a liar... or a cheater... or a thief... I am not what everyone had "hoped" I'd  be... I'm not PERFECT... I'm not gorgeous by society's standards (I actually have meat on my bones - my bad... hahaha)... I'm not tall... I'm not happy all the time... I am not...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F Jun 16, 2008

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    I am 46-years-old and my son will be four this month. I am proud to say that I have NOT kicked him off the boob because I believe in child-led weaning. His dad and I argue a lot...
    lisaandshasta123 lisaandshasta123 41-45 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I'm 30, closeted , gay and a religious Jew or so I thought I was. My journey has been intense! I've dated women for years while denying what my urges are really leaning towards...
    lion84 lion84 26-30, M 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Hi i am a female still in middle school and i want to crossdress.But how can i hide it? i mean from my elders and maybe classmates...but anyways it would not be hard for me to fit...
    crosdreser123 crosdreser123 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    i get these crazy feminine urges all the time and the only way to satisfy them is to dress in female lingerie. Now, I am still a guy and, like most guys, am generally lazy and I...
    DonnaSue10 DonnaSue10 66-70, M 7 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    So, I married one of my former teachers. He is twenty years older than I am. Of course this means he has had sex with more people than I have. I am his third former student, but...
    Hushgirl Hushgirl 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! Another birthday has come and gone. And now...as I sit alone in my empty house, all those feelings and questions begin to emerge. I received my birthday...
    insouciant1 insouciant1 41-45, F 14 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Hi hello wow, this is weird. For starters I doubt anyone will read this. My name is Valerie I am 15. I'm a relapsing self harmer, I don't look or act like what people think is a...
    valerieisabelle valerieisabelle 13-15, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend of one and a half years broke up with me two days ago. I am completely shocked and the reality of it all is hitting me now. I was practically crying at work all day...
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    Mutual understanding is key for a successful family life ! I got married to my senior in my first job . She was 7 years senior to me and was my senior manager . 3-4 years working...
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    Mutual understanding is key for a successful married life ! I got married to my senior in my first job . She was 7 years senior to me and was my senior manager . 3-4 years working...
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    Hello,my name is jacob but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this...
    jmallon764 jmallon764 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    an open thank you letter to my followers. i am grateful for youit's actually quite difficult to put into words what i am grateful for, it is somewhat complicated, but i am deeply...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 1 hr ago

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    I am not a good one. I am having a lot of trouble with sin. Everytime I am alone satan pushes me to sin. I have prayed I talk to pastors. I need help.
    lemtb lemtb 36-40 6 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Hello,my name is jacob but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this...
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    Hello,my name is jacob but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this...
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    Hello,my name is jacob but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this...
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    Hello,my name is jacob but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this...
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    Hello,my name is jacob but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this...
    jmallon764 jmallon764 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Hello,my name is jacob but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this...
    jmallon764 jmallon764 18-21, M 4 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Hello,my name is jacob but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this...
    jmallon764 jmallon764 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Hello,my name is jacob but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this...
    jmallon764 jmallon764 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Hello,my name is jacob but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this...
    jmallon764 jmallon764 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    I will take time to listen, I will try my best to analyze with you. I'd always say something even if it's not the right answer but it will always be the best & honest line that I...
    0nOpalsMind 0nOpalsMind 41-45, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I am so angry for trusting my best friend. He was my best friend. The one that I thought would cover my back if someone were to hurt me, but what I found out... For the past 7...
    LynEdma LynEdma 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    Not all my friend know I am bi and I am somewhat scared to say something ? Idk what to do :/
    AnaBanana19 AnaBanana19 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I am recently separated from my husband of almost 16 years. Not by my choice. The last 3 years have been difficult. My husband works away from home and the time in between has...
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    I am a transgender boy. I came out to my parents when I was twelve and in grade six. I socially transitioned in September 2014, and started taking puberty blockers in March 2014. I...
    Robotboy100 Robotboy100 13-15, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Have you ever found yourself lying awake in bed at night, with so many questions and observations and thoughts seemingly crashing around in your brain refusing to let you sleep...
    Oliveea Oliveea 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I am just enjoying the last few days of my twenty something years.. As I sit and think now I cant help but go back in the memory lane and think about how I started my twenties...
    helptoheal helptoheal 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    So I have had some seriously ****** up dreams before. Like even though no one knows who I am on this i can't even write them down. Lately when I am in the car with my Mum, i get...
    MaryAnne4 MaryAnne4 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I am 29 y/o Australian Chinese gay guy living in Sydney. Due to family pressure, I am hoping to find an Asian or Caucasian lesbian (preferably in Sydney) for marriage of...
    ttat1cn ttat1cn 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    I am so insecure. I won't let anyone even touch me. I am so ugly and have too many flaws
    AmericanPie91 AmericanPie91 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I am always disappointing people around me. No matter how hard i try to achieve sth ,i never do . Absolutely never! Some people tell me it was not meant to happen what i wanted.but...
    Eternelle13 Eternelle13 13-15, F 2 Responses 17 mins ago

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    I am male wanting nudes from girls willing to trade
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    I'm 26, i've been single forever, i do everything alone, and i've moved across the country before alone, so when i decided to move to australia alone it didn't seem that crazy...
    halloweenkid halloweenkid 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I am an intragendered m2f . I have been an enigma my whole life. Any girls wanting to start HRT please be careful. It is serious business . I can say with certainty I was quite...
    leximsexy leximsexy 36-40, T 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I have never been to Germany, but plan to visit someday. I am actually full-blood German (heritage; born in US). My great grandparents or something like that came to America and...
    brittanys13 brittanys13 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    I followed this awhile ago... Now I found out I've only got a couple years max to live. As of right now I'm still really not afraid, maybe it hasn't really hit me yet. I guess i am...
    Lcervetto Lcervetto 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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