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    I Am Not...

    I am not a liar... or a cheater... or a thief... I am not what everyone had "hoped" I'd  be... I'm not PERFECT... I'm not gorgeous by society's standards (I actually have meat on my bones - my bad... hahaha)... I'm not tall... I'm not happy all the time... I am not...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F Jun 16, 2008

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    "What I Am, And What I Will Never Be"

      i am a loyal friend, a devoted wife, and a loving mother.   I will never be a back stabbing, gossiping hypocrite, a cheating, adulterous wife,nor a mother who doesn't care about my children and what choices they make in life.   I am a person that doesn't trust easily, but...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I am not what anyone wants to be around, to know.   At least, not in my experience.  It hurts, but you get used to it. 
    britze321 britze321 18-21, F Jun 6, 2012

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    I Am Not A Liar

    I will not back down from the truth... and people must pay for their sins against me... joyce poorter did abuse me. ken carey did rape me... my cousins did abuse me my uncle did abuse me my aunty did abuse me ... and I am not changing my story... if you can't bear the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 22, 2011

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    We Lie To Ourselves About Ourselves

      I was born more than sixty years ago, and as I was later told, you almost didn't survive. I weighed about 4 pounds and while in the hospital care lost a pound. I lived not with my mother or at her breast or womb. I lived in a mechanical and isolated box called an incubator...
    jaysbarn jaysbarn 61-65 Jul 17, 2011

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    Strength

    I was born. I was abandoned. I was adopted. I was lucky. Was. My parents are wonderful. The rest of the family I was adopted into isn't so wonderful. My first memories are of being raped. I was three. I still have occasional nightmares from those 8 years. Nightmares...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    I'm Not

    comfortable being nude.  I don't know why   I just don't feel right when nude.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 May 5, 2012

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    I Am Not A Very Good Person

    I lie, I cheat, I used to steal from the school canteen when I was a kid. I am incredibly lazy and I am writing this when I am supposed to be writing an essay due tomorrow afternoon. I hate myself and I love myself and I can't decide what to do with my life. I sometimes wonder...
    statickandy statickandy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    A Lot of Things

    I am not perfect I am not a Barbie I am not secure with myself I am not a positive person I am not happy...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    I am not sending anybody any money fpr them to

    come and visit from another country.
    Blackstallion76 Blackstallion76 36-40, M 1 Response May 18

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    I am very much scared of rape, to a weird level. I don’t understand why, I mean, I was not sexually harassed as a kid or anything like that in order for me to grow such a weird...
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    I can't take it anymore , I hate myself so much i will never change , thats what I've been told so that's that. my mother always said I'm just like my father something I never...
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    i feel like , i am new here in this world Lol ,i feel as i am new here in this earth and trying to learn rules here , i want to know all things here in better way , i have so...
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    Some know what I really am, and some don't. They all think "Look at that girl who laughs at everything and the smile that could break a heart." "Look at that girl who lives with no...
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    I don't know who I am anymore. It can be said that I've got a lot of privileges in my life, but I don't really feel complete. I don't know where I am going, who I am, and what I...
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    I am Jewish and proud of it. I look forward to our holidays. Right now, it is Hanukkah and it's much fun. However, between the celebrating, gift giving, menorah lighting, singing...
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    l thought it would have been a good, kind and genurally healing process. asking my ex-girlfriend. how she has been coping since we had broken up. As it has only been recently, i've...
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    I am not sure that I can refrain from giving "professional advice" I am a professional. The advice I give is general and accessible to many. I am not going to do brain surgery...
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    I Am Not Special , I Am Just Limited Edition :p
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    I am so stupid. Really can't understand why I can't please my husband. It is bad enough that we have had no sex for 2 years now, but he made me feel worthless last night ,once...
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    As opposed to what, dumb and stupid ones? This title just kills me. There should be a group called; "Im attracted to dumb and stupid women" Or guys for that matter. Surely there...
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    Hey everybody! I am a 15 year old tomboy looking to talk to people like me. (Maybe other tomboys? :p) Anybody? :) btw, I AM straight! xD
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    PLEASE TO ALLLLL MEN I am a lesbian... means I love women, you can not change me, you can not turn me on the other side, I don't have a switch on and off to change from lesbian to...
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