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I Am Not

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 64 People

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    I was born. I was abandoned. I was adopted. I was lucky. Was. My parents are wonderful. The rest of the family I was adopted into isn't so wonderful. My first memories are of being raped. I was three. I still have occasional nightmares from those 8 years. Nightmares...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    I Am Not A Liar

    I will not back down from the truth... and people must pay for their sins against me... joyce poorter did abuse me. ken carey did rape me... my cousins did abuse me my uncle did abuse me my aunty did abuse me ... and I am not changing my story... if you can't bear the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 22, 2011

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    A Lot of Things

    I am not perfect I am not a Barbie I am not secure with myself I am not a positive person I am not happy...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    It's true. I am not. OK?

    ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    IAmNot IAmNot 18-21 Feb 16

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    We Lie To Ourselves About Ourselves

      I was born more than sixty years ago, and as I was later told, you almost didn't survive. I weighed about 4 pounds and while in the hospital care lost a pound. I lived not with my mother or at her breast or womb. I lived in a mechanical and isolated box called an incubator...
    jaysbarn jaysbarn 61-65 Jul 17, 2011

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    I am not what anyone wants to be around, to know.   At least, not in my experience.  It hurts, but you get used to it. 
    britze321 britze321 18-21, F Jun 6, 2012

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    "What I Am, And What I Will Never Be"

      i am a loyal friend, a devoted wife, and a loving mother.   I will never be a back stabbing, gossiping hypocrite, a cheating, adulterous wife,nor a mother who doesn't care about my children and what choices they make in life.   I am a person that doesn't trust easily, but...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I'm Not

    comfortable being nude.  I don't know why   I just don't feel right when nude.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 May 5, 2012

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    I Am Not...

    I am not a liar... or a cheater... or a thief... I am not what everyone had "hoped" I'd  be... I'm not PERFECT... I'm not gorgeous by society's standards (I actually have meat on my bones - my bad... hahaha)... I'm not tall... I'm not happy all the time... I am not...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F Jun 16, 2008

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    I Am Not A Very Good Person

    I lie, I cheat, I used to steal from the school canteen when I was a kid. I am incredibly lazy and I am writing this when I am supposed to be writing an essay due tomorrow afternoon. I hate myself and I love myself and I can't decide what to do with my life. I sometimes wonder...
    statickandy statickandy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    I am 25 years old and I suffer from Endometriosis. I never imagined when I was first diagnosed about 2 years ago that this disease would destroy my life. Ever since I was diagnosed...
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    I always had a thirst for the center of attention without rationalizing what comes with it. I always wanted to be desired and looked up to. I always wished I could have better...
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