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I Am Not

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    I am not what anyone wants to be around, to know.   At least, not in my experience.  It hurts, but you get used to it. 
    britze321 britze321 18-21, F Jun 6, 2012

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    We Lie To Ourselves About Ourselves

      I was born more than sixty years ago, and as I was later told, you almost didn't survive. I weighed about 4 pounds and while in the hospital care lost a pound. I lived not with my mother or at her breast or womb. I lived in a mechanical and isolated box called an incubator...
    jaysbarn jaysbarn 61-65 Jul 17, 2011

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    I am not sending anybody any money fpr them to

    come and visit from another country.
    Blackstallion76 Blackstallion76 36-40, M 2 Responses May 18

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    I Am Not A Liar

    I will not back down from the truth... and people must pay for their sins against me... joyce poorter did abuse me. ken carey did rape me... my cousins did abuse me my uncle did abuse me my aunty did abuse me ... and I am not changing my story... if you can't bear the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 22, 2011

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    Strength

    I was born. I was abandoned. I was adopted. I was lucky. Was. My parents are wonderful. The rest of the family I was adopted into isn't so wonderful. My first memories are of being raped. I was three. I still have occasional nightmares from those 8 years. Nightmares...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    I'm Not

    comfortable being nude.  I don't know why   I just don't feel right when nude.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 May 5, 2012

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    "What I Am, And What I Will Never Be"

      i am a loyal friend, a devoted wife, and a loving mother.   I will never be a back stabbing, gossiping hypocrite, a cheating, adulterous wife,nor a mother who doesn't care about my children and what choices they make in life.   I am a person that doesn't trust easily, but...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I Am Not...

    I am not a liar... or a cheater... or a thief... I am not what everyone had "hoped" I'd  be... I'm not PERFECT... I'm not gorgeous by society's standards (I actually have meat on my bones - my bad... hahaha)... I'm not tall... I'm not happy all the time... I am not...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F Jun 16, 2008

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    I Am Not A Very Good Person

    I lie, I cheat, I used to steal from the school canteen when I was a kid. I am incredibly lazy and I am writing this when I am supposed to be writing an essay due tomorrow afternoon. I hate myself and I love myself and I can't decide what to do with my life. I sometimes wonder...
    statickandy statickandy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    A Lot of Things

    I am not perfect I am not a Barbie I am not secure with myself I am not a positive person I am not happy...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    I lost my job three months ago today. I was laid off when a new CFO was hired and decided the company could save money by eliminating my position. My unemployment is a joke and...
    powdereddoughnutsmakemegonuts powdereddoughnutsmakemegonuts 26-30, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Hello everyone, it's my first post here....and here it is: Few years ago I had stroke. Strong one, followed by NDE. I recovered completely....they said I am OK now. While still on...
    XanaxBabe XanaxBabe 26-30, F 20 hrs ago

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    I'm writing this so I get things off my chest and hopefully I'll have the courage to post this on my Facebook wall. You see I'm not who I really am now... And I've come to notice...
    R3myx R3myx 22-25, M 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I want to break-free !! First i don't judge every man out there so no offense but the real problem is where i come from !! ( i am not going to mention where ) I live in a male...
    quirky1992 quirky1992 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I was traveling with family and we stopped in Georgia, I was recently talking to some friends online that live in Georgia and they wanted me to meet them. So I went to go meet them...
    Hillary777McNally Hillary777McNally 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    What this means: I am constantly and actively aware of every sensation I can be. Physical, emotional, visual, auditory, tactile, olfactory, everything. I thrive on it. I pay such...
    incorporealist incorporealist 36-40, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I am married, but I am afraid for my relationship. My husband is not a happy person and has high expectations and is very negative. I think in his perfect world I would have the...
    peacefulrocker peacefulrocker 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I am curious about what other believe. I was brought up in Christianity but as I got older I seem to have questions that no one can answer. I not a religious person. I do not...
    kimberlee1876 kimberlee1876 22-25, F 27 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    The feeling I get, in my gut, as I watch that little pixelated circle, spin round and around, on the screen of my small electronic device, otherwise known as a phone...
    MaryIsMyHomeGirl MaryIsMyHomeGirl 26-30, F 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Well....I am a soon to be truckers wife, my husband of 8 years woke up and decided that he no longer wanted to be an electrician, but wanted to become a truck driver. He talked...
    sadrich1 sadrich1 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    I started dating a wonderful guy 2 months ago- as in, we went on our first date two months ago. We had been friends for a few months before that. The relationship started out from...
    peacelove75 peacelove75 22-25, F 40 mins ago

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    It took a while to discover that I am a dominant because I thought that since so many girls are submissive I must be like that too. I was really wrong. I don't like receiving...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am always bored, looking for something interesting to read on the internet, or video to watch, or if im on this site a story to write or a question to answer. Or browsing amazon...
    violet1698 violet1698 31-35, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I live a life that is different to most. I help spirits crossover, yes I'm a nut case to most if they knew and is not something to talk about at the local pub but true. The thing...
    andthisonetime andthisonetime 31-35, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I have shared a story in "I am sick of being single" a couple of months ago. And here I am again! I'm still sick of being single. Not to boast my trumpet but I think I am a nice...
    AmyL0ve AmyL0ve 18-21, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I'd like to start off by saying I met my boyfriend 6 years ago before he had any kids, him and I were just friends at the time. In that time he was seeing someone although he...
    SeniaV SeniaV 22-25, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Hi everyone! This is actually my first time posting on here; I've read some brilliant stories and great advice, so I am keen to share my current story with you. I think I'm falling...
    kamily kamily 22-25 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I know this is a weird thing to post but since this is about werewolfs......I have to ask.Who in the entire world loves Teen Wolf. •(sorry if it's somehow offensive to anybody...
    ElenaRose4756 ElenaRose4756 13-15, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I Need Someone to Talk to Yesterday, I realized that I sometimes feel a little bit guilty when I'm feeling normal or not sad, because I am thinking that I MIGHT have mild...
    smallpancakes98 smallpancakes98 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I am mixed blood. My mother is mostly European (American, but European ancestry.) She is also 1/16th Cherokee and "pretends" to follow the Native American beliefs. She is dating...
    SgtsLittleGirl SgtsLittleGirl 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    Help....I sit here and feel empty, like life is now mediocre, like something bad is going to happen, I get anxiety, I tend to zone out and think about how and why we are here, why...
    edward012 edward012 18-21, M 18 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Yep, its true.I am obsessed with music. Music means everything to me. I am able to cope my anxieties, troubles and fears when i listen to music. It just makes my life more...
    VasilisaBAM VasilisaBAM 13-15, F 23 hrs ago

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    I am looking for support as most of my friends dont quite understand what I am going through. This is no ordinary situation. I rekindled my relationship with my soldier while he is...
    cheergirl539 cheergirl539 18-21, F 23 hrs ago

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    A friend contacted me recently, saying "I've had nothing but people coming to me with problems this week, and I'm emotionally drained. How on earth do you stay so damned cheerful...
    Dannage Dannage 36-40, M 22 hrs ago

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    I have read so many of your experiences it's like a mirror to my own life. Who knew 21 years ago when I married my husband I would suffer like this daily! I didn't know my husband...
    Niff73 Niff73 41-45, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Hehehe. I can't help but daydream and think about the romantic things I can do and can be done to me. 😂😂😂 I have high expectations because of this. Lmao. Such a big...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    Yes indeed and specifically when it comes to treat my wife. i have no inhibitions in seeing her feel free like bird. i am a human who is in love with other human. It has to be as...
    fantasymister fantasymister 26-30, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    Just venting: Tired of being alone. Tired of being mad. I am a good person. And yes, I have kids and they are a huge part of my world. I will not compromise them. If someone...
    beth70 beth70 41-45, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Somewhere between the hot and the cold Somewhere between the new and the old Somewhere between who I am and who I use to be Somewhere in the middle, you'll find me. Somewhere...
    Tlvdatsi Tlvdatsi 46-50, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Okay so this is my first post :) I am a very fat girl. I am 17 years old and want to be a lot bigger! people message me!
    pizzalover58 pizzalover58 22-25, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Today I am in a battle with Fibromyalgia to keep control of my pain and my joy. I can and still will bring joy and acceptance to those around me. I may be slow to answer but I am...
    SweetMae SweetMae 56-60, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Hello! I am a freshmen in college and coming in, I did not know ANYONE except my good friend, Bob (I suppose I will change his name for reasons). As days went on, I met a nice girl...
    MercuryBowie MercuryBowie 18-21, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I need advice! I have been with my husband since his son was 3 yo and he is now 10. His bm has been in and out of his life. She has been remarried and had two more kids. She...
    StrictStepParent StrictStepParent 31-35, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Well, I wouldn't exactly say I am a typical teenager at all. I'm kind of proud of that to be honest. Everyone in school is the same: same hair, same clothes, same makeup, same...
    EmmaXP EmmaXP 16-17, F 6 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I am getting so tired of pushing away my feelings all the time but it won't be long now before I can be who I am
    Nightowl2012 Nightowl2012 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I am a mistress looking for a sub or sl ave girl message me on here if interested
    sarahlouise00 sarahlouise00 13-15, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I have been living full time as a woman for over 2 years. I am no longer depressed. I am living the way I should be.
    renah64 renah64 61-65, T 13 hrs ago

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    I am 49, closing in on 50. The last two years have been very taxing. Highly irregular menstrual cycles, mood swings, lowered libido, night sweats, joint pain, etc. But the most...
    dinalee65 dinalee65 46-50, F 12 hrs ago

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