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I Am Not

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    It's true. I am not. OK?

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    IAmNot IAmNot 18-21 Feb 16

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    I am not what anyone wants to be around, to know.   At least, not in my experience.  It hurts, but you get used to it. 
    britze321 britze321 18-21, F Jun 6, 2012

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    I Am Not A Very Good Person

    I lie, I cheat, I used to steal from the school canteen when I was a kid. I am incredibly lazy and I am writing this when I am supposed to be writing an essay due tomorrow afternoon. I hate myself and I love myself and I can't decide what to do with my life. I sometimes wonder...
    statickandy statickandy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    I Am Not...

    I am not a liar... or a cheater... or a thief... I am not what everyone had "hoped" I'd  be... I'm not PERFECT... I'm not gorgeous by society's standards (I actually have meat on my bones - my bad... hahaha)... I'm not tall... I'm not happy all the time... I am not...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F Jun 16, 2008

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    I Am Not A Liar

    I will not back down from the truth... and people must pay for their sins against me... joyce poorter did abuse me. ken carey did rape me... my cousins did abuse me my uncle did abuse me my aunty did abuse me ... and I am not changing my story... if you can't bear the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 22, 2011

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    We Lie To Ourselves About Ourselves

      I was born more than sixty years ago, and as I was later told, you almost didn't survive. I weighed about 4 pounds and while in the hospital care lost a pound. I lived not with my mother or at her breast or womb. I lived in a mechanical and isolated box called an incubator...
    jaysbarn jaysbarn 61-65 Jul 17, 2011

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    A Lot of Things

    I am not perfect I am not a Barbie I am not secure with myself I am not a positive person I am not happy...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    Strength

    I was born. I was abandoned. I was adopted. I was lucky. Was. My parents are wonderful. The rest of the family I was adopted into isn't so wonderful. My first memories are of being raped. I was three. I still have occasional nightmares from those 8 years. Nightmares...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    I'm Not

    comfortable being nude.  I don't know why   I just don't feel right when nude.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 May 5, 2012

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    "What I Am, And What I Will Never Be"

      i am a loyal friend, a devoted wife, and a loving mother.   I will never be a back stabbing, gossiping hypocrite, a cheating, adulterous wife,nor a mother who doesn't care about my children and what choices they make in life.   I am a person that doesn't trust easily, but...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    Amazon3 Amazon3 31-35, M 4 hrs ago

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    I living my life out a day at a time each a part of a whole, A taste from a delicious banquet or a piece to an enormous puzzle. I have recently separate and now search more of life...
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    Hi everyone. I met this great guy about a month ago. Everything was going well. He was very caring, texts me and called me daily and was even willing to come see me even though he...
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    leah61 leah61 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Every day. I have an impression in my mind. Here I am sitting on a beach in the most comfortably outfit lounge wear. Sipping on some ice tea on an island. My legs crossed with my...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 4 hrs ago

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    I am bored argh! but also sleepy so i'll sleep instead of entertaining boredom..haha good night to all who's time zone is similar to mine...
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    What can I say? I am a straight chick.
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    Wetting can fun, looking for people to share wetting fun in cam, I am mature make 55
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    I am surprised my Dad is expecting a child with my stepmother. Hes so old. He's almost 50 in a few years. But I congratulate them and wish them well. They are having a boy. They...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    i will shave my ankles when i wear sandals, maybe my lower legs, and my under arms... why am i posting this?
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    it's the first day of shrinking my stomach. it's only 8:52 a.m. I've been up all night and haven't eaten since early yesterday. I am intermittently fasting. yay.
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    Today I graduated with an excellent grade from engineering college .. and yes I AM BRAGGING! I'm the first panda to ever graduate from a university.
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    I told you I think I am week , didn't you see people don't like me , I hv to do better n harder, didn't you see.! This is why I suck and this is y I get the strong g emotions.. U...
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    When he said i am his true north, opium to his soul.. What can be sweeter than this? Im so in love
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    It has been a comfort, being a member of this EP group, there are so many people in a similar boat and sharing a similar pain it is truly comforting. Emotions are such a...
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    Hello. My name is Mahendra Naidoo currently living in South Africa, but relocating to Mother India soon. I am looking for a single, homely woman of 40 + for initially friendship...
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    My party outfit last night. I really partied my *** off, I am still drunk and I smoked sooo many cigarettes. Ended up in a hotel room with 2 guys, was sooo great <3. I love my...
    superlady16 superlady16 18-21, F 13 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I am super horny rn any guys or girls (ideally 15/16 ) want to message me and tell me what to do with myself/role play with me?
    snazzygal3000 snazzygal3000 13-15, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    ...from a can...publix brand. sweetened with sucralose (splenda). i usually drink decaf densely brewed espresso at this time--4 12 oz cups--but i'm feeling like something sweeter...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago