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    A Lot of Things

    I am not perfect I am not a Barbie I am not secure with myself I am not a positive person I am not happy...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    "What I Am, And What I Will Never Be"

      i am a loyal friend, a devoted wife, and a loving mother.   I will never be a back stabbing, gossiping hypocrite, a cheating, adulterous wife,nor a mother who doesn't care about my children and what choices they make in life.   I am a person that doesn't trust easily, but...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I Am Not A Very Good Person

    I lie, I cheat, I used to steal from the school canteen when I was a kid. I am incredibly lazy and I am writing this when I am supposed to be writing an essay due tomorrow afternoon. I hate myself and I love myself and I can't decide what to do with my life. I sometimes wonder...
    statickandy statickandy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    I am not sending anybody any money fpr them to

    come and visit from another country.
    Blackstallion76 Blackstallion76 36-40, M 1 Response May 18

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    I am not what anyone wants to be around, to know.   At least, not in my experience.  It hurts, but you get used to it. 
    britze321 britze321 18-21, F Jun 6, 2012

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    We Lie To Ourselves About Ourselves

      I was born more than sixty years ago, and as I was later told, you almost didn't survive. I weighed about 4 pounds and while in the hospital care lost a pound. I lived not with my mother or at her breast or womb. I lived in a mechanical and isolated box called an incubator...
    jaysbarn jaysbarn 61-65 Jul 17, 2011

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    I Am Not...

    I am not a liar... or a cheater... or a thief... I am not what everyone had "hoped" I'd  be... I'm not PERFECT... I'm not gorgeous by society's standards (I actually have meat on my bones - my bad... hahaha)... I'm not tall... I'm not happy all the time... I am not...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F Jun 16, 2008

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    I Am Not A Liar

    I will not back down from the truth... and people must pay for their sins against me... joyce poorter did abuse me. ken carey did rape me... my cousins did abuse me my uncle did abuse me my aunty did abuse me ... and I am not changing my story... if you can't bear the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 22, 2011

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    Strength

    I was born. I was abandoned. I was adopted. I was lucky. Was. My parents are wonderful. The rest of the family I was adopted into isn't so wonderful. My first memories are of being raped. I was three. I still have occasional nightmares from those 8 years. Nightmares...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    I'm Not

    comfortable being nude.  I don't know why   I just don't feel right when nude.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 May 5, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Ive been working hard to prep for our first TG together at our place. We have been together 8 years. Married 3 years this past October. Our parents are coming over. We have...
    DesireHappy DesireHappy 41-45, F 21 hrs ago

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    Hello, Hope everyone is having a good day. If you are reading this on 11/27/14; Happy Thanksgiving. Well, its been another year. I am a lot better than I was when I first...
    redphoenix911 redphoenix911 41-45, M 16 hrs ago

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    I NEED HELP!!!!!!! Any help and input into what I am about to say would be much appreciated. Up to 2010 I went to church every Sunday, prayed every day , read my bible (cover to...
    dh6969 dh6969 46-50, M 6 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I am writing you from the world of the living , where most dead people are "living". You told me that in order to bring honor to our family , I must learn and learn ... What I've...
    ReversedLumierre ReversedLumierre 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Don't get me wrong, there are always temptations. I have dated some sexually active girls who would come at me very hard. I am a virgin. I really want to stay that way until I get...
    TheMKendrick TheMKendrick 16-17, M 19 hrs ago

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    The Dragon Wizard'sBook of Charms and Spells -Part 2 "Hello, Eric, it is nice to meet you",said the taller woman with the silver hair and greyish blue clothes. From the look of...
    dragonfang dragonfang 51-55, M 50 mins ago

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    I'm going to attempt to explain a few concepts that go through my mind regarding the atheism vs religion debate. First of all, I have a catholic friend, and whenever I try to have...
    Lateralus07 Lateralus07 18-21, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    9 pm to 11 pm. warm up session with books to fetch sleep. 11 pm to 2 am. serious surfing on internet about something which bothered me while reading books. 2 am to 4 am. the...
    thesnug thesnug 26-30, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Feel like to end up with life :( I am earning money and I have a good Job but still I am not happy with that. Becoz I don't have freedom for my mind. always its thinking...
    XYEZ XYEZ 26-30, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    As I dry up my tears and gather the strength to express my feelings .... my body seems to be caving in. My heart feels as if it has been ripped out of me. This feeling came to me...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 5 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I AM NOT I STILL REMAIN I have been lied to .. And aparently cheated on... I have been manipulated and lead on I gave my heart only to have it torn up and danced on by a...
    jupsta jupsta 36-40, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    My Best friend , Is Brilliant, Gender Blind , Interesting :gosh i can listen to him for hours on end, Sensitive, kind...Every word that defines wonderful .Yup he is All that!..Plus...
    warriormama warriormama 41-45, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    yeah i know i am not really handsome, not even the average looking, nor do i am beautiful from inside, i am stupid, i always make stupid decisions, i just don't care anymore if i...
    iamjustbeingme iamjustbeingme 16-17, M 13 hrs ago

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    I have been going through a really rough patch. I was so bad that I stopped sleeping, eating and talking to people. All I did was to sit at home and cry. When I went out I was...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    I am a walking calorie counter But I loove Chocolate everything. I am easy to get to know, magnetic, approachable but cannot remember faces or names. ..Only someones Energy. I...
    warriormama warriormama 41-45, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Yes, I am. In every way. I am not prejudice about others believe or choice. I am mutually respectful towards Liberal Think Tank. I am very deffensive and will not tolarate any...
    Cowsir66 Cowsir66 41-45, T 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I am single however I am still mourning the loss of my last relationship I am not ready to get into a new on and I am not ready to talk to someone in that way but a friend would be...
    jasmine2016 jasmine2016 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Well..........I already shared about my sexless marriage and I am kind of hating everything right now. I was not going to do Thanksgiving at all but my daughter wanted to come over...
    katdorie katdorie 46-50 22 hrs ago

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    Just what is brunette? Some say that jet-black is just one of the colors called brunette, others say it's not. I'm one of those who say it's not. Brunette is, I believe, a...
    BassballBatman BassballBatman 26-30, M 19 hrs ago

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    Today is Thanksgiving for many people.It's not a holiday celebrated in my country, but there are still so many things to be grateful for.The month of November is always a bleak one...
    Piscesrose Piscesrose 46-50, F 17 hrs ago

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    on the face i seem really screwed up but once you get to know me i can seem far more normal but in reality i am very unwell. i feel like i should die everyday. i am violent in my...
    BenjaminChapman BenjaminChapman 18-21, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I don't get it..I am told that I am cute...I dot see it..I've had older guys and younger guys hitting on me..I don't think that I am that cute.
    SnowBunny246 SnowBunny246 18-21, F 52 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    on ep I am more open than I am in person. once i get to know someone I open up more. its kind of sad to be at a party and standing in a corner or on the coat tails of a friend...
    regalshewolf regalshewolf 41-45, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I am shy but I am friendly once you get to know me. Sometimes it can be awkward for me to start a conversation unless I really know the person. I want to get out of my comfort zone...
    Rippie Rippie 22-25, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    You think I don't know? You think I don't understand? Is there something you think you know that I don't? I mean besides that personal drama in your head:/ I am in touch with the...
    QuickandtheDead QuickandtheDead 46-50, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Today it's Thanksgiving here in the states and although I try to reflect on the things that I'm grateful for much more than once a year. Today especially is a day for that today I...
    jhns1029 jhns1029 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    I am totally Opposite in reality. I am Bubbly, happy go lucky kinda woman. Very easy going .. Freindly.. not afried to speak to any astangers ! Specially If I find someone...
    Cowsir66 Cowsir66 41-45, T 5 hrs ago

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    Well, I am suppose to live that is why I am alive. When my time is up, I will head for my Grave. I have had felt and wished more than once that, "the earth to Split in Two so I...
    Cowsir66 Cowsir66 41-45, T 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    It's been a (little under?) a year since I have suspended my account here on EP. I have undergone so many changes; spiritual, emotional, mental, physical... It's been amazing. It...
    Music2MySoul Music2MySoul 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    Happy Thanksgiving ladies! I am very thankful for all of our men serving and protecting our freedom. I am also very thankful for the women as well! A huge thanks to my man. He's...
    alyannj93 alyannj93 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    You just always have to keep pressing on. I use to have difficulty with this- like when I was getting out of my first long term relationship, I was just hurting too much to be able...
    justkeepswimming89 justkeepswimming89 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    i am a sub and am willing to be controlled
    ericliethen69 ericliethen69 18-21, M 21 hrs ago

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    My husband often implies that he thinks I will leave him. I say no but that is when I am feeling happy with him. When he acts like a jerk I really do wish I was already in a new...
    DesireHappy DesireHappy 41-45, F 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I'm in love. Not the average love. The forbidden love. I used to date him, we were together for 6 months then, he wanted to go to college. I was and still happy for him. I'm so...
    LenaBena1430 LenaBena1430 16-17, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Hi, myself Sonalyso, I am a mature divorced woman and I am feeling bored with my loneliness. Looking for best local dating partner via online, if you are Single, married men can...
    wendisweety wendisweety 26-30, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    i see peoples,i don't know who are they,sometimes i dream of another world,where i'm completely unknown,i wake up very early,i'm not patience enough,and strong enough to control my...
    Robylor Robylor 13-15, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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