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    I Am Not A Very Good Person

    I lie, I cheat, I used to steal from the school canteen when I was a kid. I am incredibly lazy and I am writing this when I am supposed to be writing an essay due tomorrow afternoon. I hate myself and I love myself and I can't decide what to do with my life. I sometimes wonder...
    statickandy statickandy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    I Am Not...

    I am not a liar... or a cheater... or a thief... I am not what everyone had "hoped" I'd  be... I'm not PERFECT... I'm not gorgeous by society's standards (I actually have meat on my bones - my bad... hahaha)... I'm not tall... I'm not happy all the time... I am not...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F Jun 16, 2008

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    A Lot of Things

    I am not perfect I am not a Barbie I am not secure with myself I am not a positive person I am not happy...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    I Am Not A Liar

    I will not back down from the truth... and people must pay for their sins against me... joyce poorter did abuse me. ken carey did rape me... my cousins did abuse me my uncle did abuse me my aunty did abuse me ... and I am not changing my story... if you can't bear the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 22, 2011

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    I am not what anyone wants to be around, to know.   At least, not in my experience.  It hurts, but you get used to it. 
    britze321 britze321 18-21, F Jun 6, 2012

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    "What I Am, And What I Will Never Be"

      i am a loyal friend, a devoted wife, and a loving mother.   I will never be a back stabbing, gossiping hypocrite, a cheating, adulterous wife,nor a mother who doesn't care about my children and what choices they make in life.   I am a person that doesn't trust easily, but...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I'm Not

    comfortable being nude.  I don't know why   I just don't feel right when nude.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 May 5, 2012

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    We Lie To Ourselves About Ourselves

      I was born more than sixty years ago, and as I was later told, you almost didn't survive. I weighed about 4 pounds and while in the hospital care lost a pound. I lived not with my mother or at her breast or womb. I lived in a mechanical and isolated box called an incubator...
    jaysbarn jaysbarn 61-65 Jul 17, 2011

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    Strength

    I was born. I was abandoned. I was adopted. I was lucky. Was. My parents are wonderful. The rest of the family I was adopted into isn't so wonderful. My first memories are of being raped. I was three. I still have occasional nightmares from those 8 years. Nightmares...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    I am not sending anybody any money fpr them to

    come and visit from another country.
    Blackstallion76 Blackstallion76 36-40, M 1 Response May 18

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    I am for the most part English, followed by Irish and then a dash of Indian,aside from already sounding like a bad "three men in a bar" joke, there is also a concoction of other...
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    I have been with my boyfriend for 2 years now. I love him and I care about his feelings but I feel like our relationship needs to come to an end. We never talk about the future. He...
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    I decided to separate myself from an old group of friends and they did not like it. They tried to bully, humiliate, degrade and intimidate me as a result. I tried to ignore it, and...
    audreyloves audreyloves 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I am very very bored cause it's 3:42 am and I can't sleep. Wooo....
    polyglotparrot polyglotparrot 13-15, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Right now I feel so lightheaded and empty such a weird combination of feelings. How did I end up to be the way I am now? Perhaps being on EP is not good for me, perhaps it has...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    "There are times, when I'm lying in my bed Hug my pillow and laugh 'til I cry, from this stupid game And my eyes, are like windshields on a rainy day Almost rubbed down, swelling...
    samemay54 samemay54 41-45, F 5 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    "WHY WE NEED" God INTRODUCTION 1. When we first come into this world, we are extremely dependent on others... a. We need parents or other providers to feed and...
    dsardes dsardes 26-30, M 7 hrs ago

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    I am still a virgin. It is my choice and I am not ashamed to admit it. Basically I believe that it is better if I avoid intercourse if I'm not ready to become a parent...
    Mafrici Mafrici 22-25, F 5 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I am sure I am gay. Since a kid. 7 years old.
    JoshM1974 JoshM1974 36-40, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    It had been nearly four years since the dreaded events drastically transformed me from a small-town naive girl into a not-so-innocent teenager. I went to middle school and was...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 16-17 4 hrs ago

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    I am originally from Colorado, but I went to college in North Carolina. I moved to Raleigh in May after graduation for an internship (I've been here six months and I like it ok...
    svd91 svd91 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I am becoming ill again. It has been going on for some time. The paranoia is getting out of hand and the depression is getting a grip. If it was not for my sons I would gladly be...
    Eggyegg Eggyegg 46-50, F 1 Response 51 mins ago

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    I am quitting College, to go back home to recover from my depression, am I making the right decision?
    Zamowell Zamowell 18-21, M 8 Responses 48 mins ago

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    I am a little confused here today maybe some of you have know someone that has been suffering with bi-polar.My MM told me yesterday he thinks that he's going to lose her soon ?I...
    peachy115 peachy115 51-55, F 32 mins ago

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    I really am, I always obey orders no matter what they are. (:
    Rasclez Rasclez 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    I am a Christian yet the more time I spend on this site, the less I like myself. I posted a poem that got very little notice. I have posted some raunchy and perverted stuff and...
    widower2014 widower2014 41-45, M 9 hrs ago

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    I'm using the depression as a shield. And although it has made me not want to be here You don't need to fear me trying to take my life away Because there is no point I will fail...
    innerself000 innerself000 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    yes, i am but who is'nt horny in this world? who does'nt want to have $ex? who does'nt love p-orn?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I'm feeling desperately lonely lately. Not in a victimy poor me way though. In a deep in my bones way. In a will I really love again way. In a who are my people way. In a lost my...
    lovevolves8 lovevolves8 36-40, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Barrier 2 We looked into each other, Strangers and lovers, You carry as weight carries, I fly as the flies defile, Over and under, left and around, hardly a touch, we scream...
    ymfas ymfas 26-30, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I love watching xnxx orn and jacking off I cummm all day reading ep stories I am a naughty man but never show it much
    Dad4young Dad4young 41-45, M 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Can you here me now nope am alone
    Dad4young Dad4young 41-45, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I am no longer addicted :) but I used to be addicted to prescription painkillers. I was 15. I would steal pills from parents, siblings, grandparents, basically anyone who had any...
    francake16 francake16 16-17, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I never ask people to hang out and if I do that's only if I am extremely bored or lonely. I have no motivation to talk to people; I hate society. I would rather just stay at home...
    Makalaster Makalaster 18-21, T 8 hrs ago

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    I've always been very weird, the outcast. In eighth grade I went through a lot and I secluded myself until high school started. Freshman year I was very peppy. I wanted to make...
    francake16 francake16 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I am a stay at home mom. I own my own business at home. I have three kids and expecting a fourth soon. As a SAHM, I do chores around the house, run my part-time business, make...
    computerbusinessmom computerbusinessmom 36-40, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I too am a widow and even though I have the gift of Psychic Mediumship I still miss his touch and his kiss. I can assure all of you that wish to keep your heart open and mind open...
    Junie111 Junie111 66-70, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I've been pretending that I have everything under control but the truth is that I'm spiraling into debt and I'm barely an adult. I had a good paying job, but I lost it unexpectedly...
    charmyxd charmyxd 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    All the time if I don't get the attention and affection from people I wanted from them I'll turn against them and paint them as monsters for rejecting me while I am the victim.
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Life sucks to its fullest. I want to experience happiness. May I? I come from a huge family with 11 siblings. I am the youngest. Never been happy in my childhood days. Always...
    depress55 depress55 36-40, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    For breakfast I shall have oatmeal and an English muffin! Yes Ma'am! :)
    TheMeBMini25 TheMeBMini25 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I have been gaming for awhile now and i have been in Pro scene before for a few games. But i have stopped doing that and now i am trying to become a game designer or an actor.
    jjjbq5 jjjbq5 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    am bored anybody wants to talk
    ReeneCyrus ReeneCyrus 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    So sad that there are still women out there who feel this way: ­ "I am certainly no feminist and I would never claim such a ridiculous title" surfandturf ­ Apparently it's...
    CannibleCorps CannibleCorps 26-30, M 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    So I am married and I've been away from my wife for a week for training. I'm finally coming home today. any ideas on what I should do to make it special? :)
    countryguy30 countryguy30 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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