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I Am Not

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 67 People

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    I was born. I was abandoned. I was adopted. I was lucky. Was. My parents are wonderful. The rest of the family I was adopted into isn't so wonderful. My first memories are of being raped. I was three. I still have occasional nightmares from those 8 years. Nightmares...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    It's true. I am not. OK?

    ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    IAmNot IAmNot 18-21 Feb 16

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    I Am Not A Very Good Person

    I lie, I cheat, I used to steal from the school canteen when I was a kid. I am incredibly lazy and I am writing this when I am supposed to be writing an essay due tomorrow afternoon. I hate myself and I love myself and I can't decide what to do with my life. I sometimes wonder...
    statickandy statickandy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    I'm Not

    comfortable being nude.  I don't know why   I just don't feel right when nude.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 May 5, 2012

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    We Lie To Ourselves About Ourselves

      I was born more than sixty years ago, and as I was later told, you almost didn't survive. I weighed about 4 pounds and while in the hospital care lost a pound. I lived not with my mother or at her breast or womb. I lived in a mechanical and isolated box called an incubator...
    jaysbarn jaysbarn 61-65 Jul 17, 2011

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    "What I Am, And What I Will Never Be"

      i am a loyal friend, a devoted wife, and a loving mother.   I will never be a back stabbing, gossiping hypocrite, a cheating, adulterous wife,nor a mother who doesn't care about my children and what choices they make in life.   I am a person that doesn't trust easily, but...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I am not what anyone wants to be around, to know.   At least, not in my experience.  It hurts, but you get used to it. 
    britze321 britze321 18-21, F Jun 6, 2012

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    I Am Not A Liar

    I will not back down from the truth... and people must pay for their sins against me... joyce poorter did abuse me. ken carey did rape me... my cousins did abuse me my uncle did abuse me my aunty did abuse me ... and I am not changing my story... if you can't bear the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 22, 2011

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    I Am Not...

    I am not a liar... or a cheater... or a thief... I am not what everyone had "hoped" I'd  be... I'm not PERFECT... I'm not gorgeous by society's standards (I actually have meat on my bones - my bad... hahaha)... I'm not tall... I'm not happy all the time... I am not...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F Jun 16, 2008

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    A Lot of Things

    I am not perfect I am not a Barbie I am not secure with myself I am not a positive person I am not happy...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    I am almost 25 years old. I am married and I have a beautiful 5 yr old daughter. My husband is handsome and perfect in almost every way possible. I have a beautiful 4 bedroom house...
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    I am almost 25 years old. I am married and I have a beautiful 5 yr old daughter. My husband is handsome and perfect in almost every way possible. I have a beautiful 4 bedroom house...
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    I am almost 25 years old. I am married and I have a beautiful 5 yr old daughter. My husband is handsome and perfect in almost every way possible. I have a beautiful 4 bedroom house...
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    The Clarity From Relationship Uncertainty.... I read something from another OW's post that started me off on an introspective journey ... To paraphrase her " If i do not hear...
    warriormama warriormama 41-45, F 7 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    (Trigger warnings for discussion of dysphoria and suicidal ideation.) Personally I don't like "genderqueer" for me--non-binary is better--because I don't feel like my identity...
    LemonFairy LemonFairy 18-21, T 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    hi, I am Aahana. I recently applied to this private school, Pathways and on 2nd april, i have my interview. the fees of this school is super high. It is an elite school. My parents...
    aahanabhavya aahanabhavya 16-17, F 6 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I am full of flaws. I am not a saint, not much of a sinner either. But I am not perfect. I hate being put on a pedestal, the higher you put me there, the harder I fall, and I will...
    KrisKrosSk8 KrisKrosSk8 22-25, F 5 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I have never been the kind of person who is upset a lot. I have always been a fairly happy person, but for some reason lately, i am just so sick of everything. I am a Senior in...
    feelingsobroken feelingsobroken 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I am too ugly and from my childhood i have suffered a lot of taunts and insults. People always blame me for being so ugly and having a funny looking face but it's not my fault...
    TibaSaira TibaSaira 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Hello Everyone, My name is Kristina and I am in my early thirties. I am a disabled adult and have a syndrome called 22q.11. I feel that I have really only started to become who...
    TheKnitWitch TheKnitWitch 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    I'm an enigmatic mixture of heaven and hell,and I make no apologies for who and what I am. Feel my passionate heat and experience the icy resolve that permeates my being, and you...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 5 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I am feeling lonely here and i am feeling depressed, because i hurted alot with my real friends. So that i am looking for the online friend who is my best friend as well.
    yaswanthr yaswanthr 26-30, M 19 hrs ago

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    well I am not sure if this is an experience ... I am 26. n married to my boyfriend for year n half.. we don't even have a proper conversation even for 10 min.. and we still have...
    no12talk no12talk 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I don't feel sorry for myself. I don't feel the need to be needy. Do I feel lonely? Yes but it's okay,I can live with this feeling because I understand why I am lonely. Life can...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    Today mark the one year after I am diagnosed with HIV. I was tested in a private anonymous clinic, Dr Tan and Partners at Robertson Walk. After receiving my results, I...
    raltegravir raltegravir 31-35, M 2 hrs ago

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    This person does not even know my existence, yet I am falling deeply for him. The way he smiles, the way he sings, and his bubbly personality makes me feel like an ice cube that's...
    pointlessrant pointlessrant 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Okay, so get this: I've been sick for the past few days, and I had a test, so I couldn't study for it. Today, I couldn't sleep all night, shivering and dreaming that I failed the...
    whiplash95 whiplash95 18-21, M 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    Long story short I was raped as a child and as a result became a high functioning sociopath with little emotion or remorse. To expand on that a bit... I was so young (5 or 6 ish...
    asterwesley asterwesley 16-17, M 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    yesterday i was hoping, tomorrow will be a better day, but that tomorrow has given me worse.. I'd like to say today, tomorrow then,perhaps it's gonna be a lil better, but no,I'm nt...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I am in school and depressed and in severe pain. The devil erased my mind and I am predestined for hell
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    I am going back to work now 4 months after the death of my baby son. Is it normal to feel guilty?. Am I expected to slot right in where I left off as if nothing happened? I left...
    salcla salcla 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    What a day. Tottaly suckes. I got in big trouble. yes right after I got trouble for the sip of wodka I got this morning trouble again. I was very rude too someone and she was very...
    JennyG16 JennyG16 13-15, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    My parents are both practicing Satanists that love Satan very much and Jesus isn't there for me . I go crazy already. My mom and father curse me all day and love doing it . I...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 5 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    moral based housing qualifications for really suck.so i waited two years for my income to start, and now i am finding out that i cant find a place because of a background check...
    treya2420 treya2420 46-50 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I post an experience on "I am bored, text me " And, people were rude about it. I said, " Just read the experience!!! It says it all. xD" How is that desperate? I was being...
    shesmylittlewolf shesmylittlewolf 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Am from algeria am attracted to ho is attracted to arab guys :p
    Teedmozbie Teedmozbie 22-25, M 10 hrs ago

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    I am perfectly fine in my own little world. I have certain people that I love to be around (my husband, family, and a couple close friends) but other than that, I do not feel the...
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    I am no longer am going to let people make feel bad about bipolar. I and poor of and love men and women who have lived successfully with it. There is so much a pain that we know...
    grgbyce978 grgbyce978 56-60, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I'm done with love for now. I need to just enjoy me. I have only been in 2 relationships. My fiancé actually died on deployment, I was 19. The next time I was in love can be...
    WhatsMymofoName WhatsMymofoName 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I find it commendable that when I share with Atheists on their postings they do not trash me. They might disagree with some of what I write, but they leave my response to their...
    Kate95350 Kate95350 61-65, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I give up Am through with you... It sickens me how I can't get over you though matter how much I tried And how much you put me threw It took this long to get over you But that's...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    I talked t him and we were about to end it but he explained it ugh i am so crazy he meant that he can scew me and make fun of me just like what I did to him , I am so weird...
    InLove000 InLove000 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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