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    It's true. I am not. OK?

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    IAmNot IAmNot 18-21 Feb 16

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    I Am Not A Liar

    I will not back down from the truth... and people must pay for their sins against me... joyce poorter did abuse me. ken carey did rape me... my cousins did abuse me my uncle did abuse me my aunty did abuse me ... and I am not changing my story... if you can't bear the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jul 22, 2011

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    A Lot of Things

    I am not perfect I am not a Barbie I am not secure with myself I am not a positive person I am not happy...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    We Lie To Ourselves About Ourselves

      I was born more than sixty years ago, and as I was later told, you almost didn't survive. I weighed about 4 pounds and while in the hospital care lost a pound. I lived not with my mother or at her breast or womb. I lived in a mechanical and isolated box called an incubator...
    jaysbarn jaysbarn 61-65 Jul 17, 2011

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    I am not sending anybody any money fpr them to

    come and visit from another country.
    Blackstallion76 Blackstallion76 36-40, M 1 Response May 18, 2014

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    I'm Not

    comfortable being nude.  I don't know why   I just don't feel right when nude.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 May 5, 2012

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    I Am Not A Very Good Person

    I lie, I cheat, I used to steal from the school canteen when I was a kid. I am incredibly lazy and I am writing this when I am supposed to be writing an essay due tomorrow afternoon. I hate myself and I love myself and I can't decide what to do with my life. I sometimes wonder...
    statickandy statickandy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2012

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    I am not what anyone wants to be around, to know.   At least, not in my experience.  It hurts, but you get used to it. 
    britze321 britze321 18-21, F Jun 6, 2012

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    Strength

    I was born. I was abandoned. I was adopted. I was lucky. Was. My parents are wonderful. The rest of the family I was adopted into isn't so wonderful. My first memories are of being raped. I was three. I still have occasional nightmares from those 8 years. Nightmares...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    "What I Am, And What I Will Never Be"

      i am a loyal friend, a devoted wife, and a loving mother.   I will never be a back stabbing, gossiping hypocrite, a cheating, adulterous wife,nor a mother who doesn't care about my children and what choices they make in life.   I am a person that doesn't trust easily, but...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I Am Not...

    I am not a liar... or a cheater... or a thief... I am not what everyone had "hoped" I'd  be... I'm not PERFECT... I'm not gorgeous by society's standards (I actually have meat on my bones - my bad... hahaha)... I'm not tall... I'm not happy all the time... I am not...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F Jun 16, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    i am sorry for my bad behavior i treated many people like a sh.t i am really sorry i wasnt like this a girl i loved madly broke my heart due to which i thought now i will never be...
    Devilangle Devilangle 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Yeah, well I guess you could say. I'm not any wiser than any of you older professors out there. But I am also not as naïve as I was back in the days. I am well aware that I've...
    timeisvaluable timeisvaluable 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    A pendulum run between grief and high delight Carcass of thoughts everywhere My heart torn apart, soul in poor plight Though wounds have made me wise Lived a hundred years loved a...
    celestialsoul celestialsoul 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    What's the story behind your name? Mine name comes from a song by primitive radio gods: Standing outside a phone booth-blah blah blah: "Does summer come from everyone? Can...
    awakebuthalfasleep awakebuthalfasleep 41-45, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Ernesto came in as I waited for the lift… "Hello!" Me: „How are you?“ He: „I’m tired…“ Me: „How come?“ He:„I only slept 6 hours“. Me: „What were you...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I will never feel sorry for being who I am and coming to terms with being gray-sexual/ Demi sexual. I will not change who I am for anyone. I should not have to apologise for not...
    nainaii nainaii 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Okay so day two is half way there and it has been crazy....last night we had 30mm of rain and its a jungle out there.......charged by hippos twice to day and I can tell u its not...
    huckleberrybunches huckleberrybunches 36-40, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I am no bird; and no net encloses me: I am a free human being with an independent will....
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    Most of us have friends and anyone can have one. But what is friendship? Friendship is the relationship between friends and that creates closeness and bonds. We all have different...
    aleksvandeta aleksvandeta 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    I am a very sensitive person
    babyvuvu2014 babyvuvu2014 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    I am fat, I like being fat, there are ups and downs. I can pig out all day and not give a **** about gaining weight, my belly is pretty big and I like that. But the downsides are...
    ObeseGainer ObeseGainer 13-15, M 6 hrs ago

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    I am not yet ready to invest myself emotionally, physically and all the 'ally' I could think of. I don't want to be in a relationship for the sake of being single. I want to be a...
    Provinceana Provinceana 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I only have to wait six more days to have an entire weekend with him. The wait is killing me! I've never been a patient person, on the contrary I am terrible at it. I've read a few...
    Natalie012 Natalie012 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    "I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, you're not in this world to live up to mine." O'Sensei Bruce Lee
    AcousticAnne1 AcousticAnne1 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    Nope, I am brown eyed with dark brown hair but if I had the resources, I'll genetically engineer a woman with the said experience title genes and have her respond to my every whim...
    AcousticAnne1 AcousticAnne1 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    For some reason the movie Neapolitan dynamite makes me happy! I just got home at midnight and it's on TV. I am just happy it's in I need to sleep but ill probably watch it all
    spaceylibra spaceylibra 31-35, F 5 hrs ago

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    I'm always messing about. I'm someone who people can not understand initially and see me as quite intimidating. Once a person has figured me out and realised I'm always joking or...
    TheCymruAmByth TheCymruAmByth 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    I think i am pretty smart, but than dont we all think that. i can read between the lines pretty well yet it just surprises me how sometimes i just dont take a hint :P ( in terms...
    amazingmike amazingmike 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    Always have been. Love who I am . My husband of 20 years ,knows this about me , an he once nurtured me and protected me . So he mustn't love me any more , if he says things that...
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F 5 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    hello everyone It took me some time to understand my husband's behaviour because over the years he has successfully made me feel crazy. He seemed to be a charming, quiet...
    froggy7827 froggy7827 56-60, F 3 hrs ago

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    by virtue of my birthdate, I am assigned this arbitrary sign. Though it could explain why I have 8 legs and a poison tail.
    MattTea MattTea 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    I am so frustrated!! uuugh!! I'm a single lady and I hate when stuff breaks, sink water heater ext. if I didn't own this place I would so move into an apartment so when things go...
    tonia3 tonia3 46-50, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Someone's been putting up this sticker all over the city.This one is right outside our building, on a corner sign.I can't help but smile and sparkle at the clarity and energy of it...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    So I kind of am crushing on someone again. A celebrity who I hate personality wise and I think this person is full of themselves but I feel attracted to their physical appearance...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 hrs ago

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    This is incredibly embarrassing to me; I will probably reconsider posting this many times while writing it. I have always been very weight conscious, sometimes I don't leave the...
    AshleyJea AshleyJea 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Sorry you are lonely, as an only child i know what that feels like. I am married now and having my wife around helps a lot! Here she is:
    EclipseV EclipseV 31-35, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    For the first time since the Islamic State seized most of the Nineveh province in northern Iraq over the summer, a Christian mass was successfully held at a church in a small Iraqi...
    valha11a valha11a 46-50, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I am thankful i meet and we become friends! AKINDHEART! Thanks you I had a blast last night!
    Oceandock19 Oceandock19 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    But Just please don't take this as a "sign" to be interested in you , I fear relations now .. I can't maintain one so I turned out to be socially active and friendly person now...
    Fatima12 Fatima12 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I had hope 2 weeks ago, to change my life for the better. To get rid of my bad habits and allow God to work in my life. I joined a group that was full of hurting ppl that wanted to...
    mgrace09 mgrace09 41-45, F 1 hr ago

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    I am a lover of Voluptuous women. So lets get together and make some fun mamaries....See what I did there?
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 1 hr ago

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    I have always been a curious person, it is only expected that I be drawn to the paranormal. I want to know what is real and what is myth. If you want to share anything, I am eager...
    TheLoneHowl96 TheLoneHowl96 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    My weekend is ruined, my only joy, now i am depressed.
    Nobunaga88 Nobunaga88 26-30, M 1 Response 29 mins ago

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    I am afraid of dying I am afraid of losing my family I am afraid of guns I am afraid of people who have guns I am afraid of spiders I am afraid of anything that has more than 4...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F Jan 29

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    As a little girl I've asked my mother, whether i was pretty. Regardless what she said, I couldn't help myself from hating me so much. So I believe: I am fat, I am ugly, I am...
    vibhasparkle1 vibhasparkle1 22-25, F Jan 29

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    Okay so here it goes........after all the pain and heart aches.....after all that she said....after every single little word and hurtful thing.......I am a good man why u may ask...
    huckleberrybunches huckleberrybunches 36-40, M 5 Responses Jan 30