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I Am Nothing

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    Nothing..a Nobody..

    it's true.. Im not even worth the dirt under your shoes.. Im just something, somewhere.. there in the background.. just a black spot.. I try to talk to others and beeing positive but im just a bother for people.. they tell me to cheer up ;D yeah right.. like i could smile, I dont...
    Baratsuki Baratsuki 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 24, 2012

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    I Hate Myself

    I recently moved back to my home state after being gone for 7 years. Me and my boyfriend from ten years ago ended up getting back together. We now live together and everything is bad. He does not have a job and doesnt even try to get one. Him his neighbors my friends and his...
    alwys2 alwys2 26-30 May 20, 2011

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    I Want This To End

    Everything is still pretty much the same in my life.I have been able to work more but because of being screwed over on working so many times by my boyfriend i hvae been catching up on my bills and then i can save to move.my boyfriend is trying to kick me and my son out on the...
    alwys2 alwys2 26-30 Oct 17, 2011

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    A living ghost. Is that possible?

    Soul is corrupt. Body is broken. Mind is lost. What is it that I am? What am I? Who am I supposed to be? I reached my end yesterday as I walked down the street. I have nothing left. I have nothing that I know I have. What is my real? Do I have a "my"? Death started...
    youcthrume youcthrume 36-40, M Jan 29

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    Nothing Is More Than What You Think.

    Sunyata, it means nothing according to the literal translation. It's a part of a philosophy, which shows you that to be.something you have to realize you are nothing. Once you've lost everything, you can gain anything. Type it up on Google. I want you, as a human, to experience...
    SunlightSerenade SunlightSerenade 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 13, 2011

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    Badly Written, No Focus, And Off Topic.

    Why, in fact, does one bother? Bother with life… No matter how much one deludes oneself life is merely pointless. How can one be so utterly joyful and content with their lot when it is nothing and in the long run they will accomplish nothing of any real importance? I simply don...
    PessimisticPsycho1996 PessimisticPsycho1996 70+, F Jun 11, 2011

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    Different Day Same Sh!t

    Every days the same i sleep get up eat if i can be bothered play ps3 do nothing time ticks buy there is nothing to do another day closer to death shall i make death sooner i think about it most days but am to cowardly to go through with it, i don't know how to live i hate myself...
    nobody9 nobody9 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 5, 2009

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    I am nobody. I have nothing.

    I never will. I am alone.
    breannainreverse breannainreverse 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    No Where

    Where do you go when home is horrible?where do you go when you have no one to talk to?where do you go when you have no friends?where do you go when you need to be heard?where do you go when everything is your fault?where do you go when no one defends you,even when you are right...
    alwys2 alwys2 26-30 Jun 23, 2012

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    Tool

    im a tool. only visable enough to be trodden on. i dont think they see through my smile. my smile keeps them happy, keeps them away until they want to use me again. im told that im ok, and loved. but how do they know how i feel when they are too buisy to listen, or even look...
    Kiyasu Kiyasu 22-25 1 Response Nov 7, 2008

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    Not Wanted,thrown Away In The Garbage

    I had planned to move out of the apartment i share with my boyfriend,but things didnt work out so i decided to stay.my son is staying with his dad for a while and my boyfriend said last night he doesnt really care if he comes back and would pefer that he didnt even though he...
    alwys2 alwys2 26-30 1 Response Dec 11, 2011

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    I Am Nothing...

    I guess I am nothing because no one has ever told me I am 'something'. We all need validation, to be adored, wanted, respected, accepted and loved, without all of them I have just grown up to know I am worthless and thus nothing. I have no talents, nothing I am passionate about...
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 10 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    Nada

    invisible. unnoticed.
    labyrinth labyrinth 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    Pain

    i have always hated the way i look.i have beentold my whole life by family friends boyfriends etc. that i am ugly.i am short i am always at least 20 lbs overweight and hav eone of the ugliest faces i have ever seen a girl have.i also look freakishly young.i look like a deformed...
    alwys2 alwys2 26-30 1 Response Dec 9, 2011

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    Is there a such thing as nothing?

    I mean even if your plate is empty, theres got to be a tiny speck of food left. Even if you cant see it, its there. So when you say that you are done with me, and that you dont love me anymore, you still do… because there is no such thing, as nothing.
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    How To Recognize True Love?how Dreams Helps You To Unlock The Truth?

      love is a universal energy,which enlightens the mind of the seeker.The love we are experiencing is whether true or false is known through dreams.During love the soul travels to higher level of awareness and in the process get acquainted to new symbols.This...
    dreamsdecode dreamsdecode 41-45 Jun 21, 2010

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    My Invisible Mate

    I had to comfort my mate about this tonight. He's really down, because all the girls seem to think that he's invisible. He's planning to withdraw from life completely because of it. I'm worried for him, but I only have Facebook to communicate with him. I'm also worried about...
    IdleTraveller IdleTraveller 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 29, 2009

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    No-One

    I guess I've always had pretty low self-esteem, but recently I've realised that I actually AM nothing. ***** back the crumbling facade and there's nothing there. I'm not a particularly nice person, I'm not a particularly nasty person. I'm not particularly stupid, I'm not...
    ShadoWolfx ShadoWolfx 13-15, F Oct 3, 2013

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    I Just Realized

    I worth less than a phone call, less than a text message. I just dont. Since thursday I`ve been in bed,twice I had to go to the emergency room. You think someone cared? called? anything? Not even one person. That`s what I worth for people. I`m nothing. You know how that hurts...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 24, 2012

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    Disappear

    Really nothing, I wanna disappear, I want them to make me sleep again, I don't wanna be awake.. I'm tired, I am falling apart, I'm nothing, nothing and no one needs me... Let me just go back to sleep so I could be okay again... Asleep... Nothing
    NoatoNoaki NoatoNoaki 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 7, 2011

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    If Nothing Were Anything At All

    If nothing were anything at all, I wouldn't be it. If nothing were a memory, I'd break it. And since I am nothing, I'll cut it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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    maybe it's at the point i'm better off crying

    to death, rather than try to be accepted.i'll nevere be more than a nothing to other's. maybe my death would be more acceptable. besides dying is a real part of life. and human.
    queenparanoid queenparanoid 70+, F 2 days ago

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    Come To Me In Darkness

      Come to me in darkness. It is there that you shall find me. Never try to love me, Just accept my love and leave me. My heart is as black As midnight's darkest thought. Filled with sin and shame. Nothing worthy of love or compassion Resides within my heart...
    ShadowsReflection ShadowsReflection 36-40 1 Response Nov 23, 2009

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    High School

    back in high school, i had three friends that were steadfast buddies. We were not part of the elite. Neither were we a part of the hoods who were looked down upon. We were good in math, literature, areonautics, chemistry, and even woodworking. Yes we had Areo 1 and 2 in high...
    Akaterr Akaterr 41-45 1 Response Sep 20, 2011

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    I Do Feel This Way....

    As my life seems so pathetic and small... I am also deeply ashamed of my situation in life and feel like I am a complete loser. Still living at home, single, no friends, hardly anything of a social life (unless you include going to exercise classes alone) I feel like everyone...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 10, 2011

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    Well.. I guess this means I am nothing to you

    now.. At least I have my buddies to keep me happy for now....
    SarahLovesUnicorns SarahLovesUnicorns 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Very Troubled

    very sad,no friends,very frightened of another holiday season alone,would rather be with my sister in heavan. the end
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2012

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    Infintessimal.

    For once I wish I could just write what I mean instead of using big fancy words to dress everything up nicely.I know for a fact I don't really mean anything, though. If I were suddenly removed from existence, no one's life would be drastically different. I feel like a rock...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 2 Responses May 20, 2011

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    Im a 21 year old girl

    that is loosing hope in everything. I want to pack up what I can carry and just go to another Country. I live in the US. I honestly consider myself as a failure as a human. I havent accomplished anything great. I come from a small town and I just want to be accepted. I know Im...
    silent1falling1tears silent1falling1tears 18-21, F Feb 21

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    What'S Left

    used to be a joyful girl used to be loved used to have many friends now i'm none of the above It all started to come out i guess when i my best friend , the one human i thought would never leave me started getting bullied . she got called ****, *****, easy etc. i was the only...
    cece11 cece11 13-15 Feb 14, 2013

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    I'm an atheist who want's to believe in magick

    and who is constantly being told by christians that I'm going to hell. Or that I'm wrong. Or blind. Or worthless. So what does this make me? Nothing. I am nothing. I'm just here. Useless. Confused. Lost. Nothing.
    WolfGirl1993 WolfGirl1993 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    Gift From Heaven~godflesh

    I am nothing, I am love I am hate, hate my love, love my hate I am empty, but i'm hopeful I can see, and i'm fearful I am nothing, feel like everything I am scared empty, empty, empty, empty
    dmging dmging 31-35 Aug 21, 2010

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    i am sorry what i have to offer is not good

    enough for you.but i won't give even you a discount on me. and i'm worth the benefits i come with.
    queenparanoid queenparanoid 70+, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have nothing to my name.

    I have nothing interesting about me. Nothing I do is right. Nothing feels right. My life is empty . My being is shallow, filled with nothing but fear and self pity. I am nothing but the wrong things.
    Sincerelycg Sincerelycg 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Tonight

    Is not a good night.The kind of night when I want something really bad happen to me. Who cares? I want it, so bad, and it`s getting really hard to stop myself. I am nothing, so what`s the point? Everyone forgets me, even you. Right now I just want to hit my head against the wall...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    I'm A Rotten Person... Underneath It All.

     To my family and friends...I'm the responsible one.The one they can always count on.Something needs to get done, it get's done.  Someone needs me, I'm there.Well, it's all a masquerade as to what I really am.. A Liar.It's a single lie but it's one that will define a person...
    Bamuhh Bamuhh 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 14, 2011

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    Worthless

    Leave me alone, I'm not a liar. Leave me alone, it's not my fault. Leave me alone, I can't do it. Leave me alone, I already know I'm worthless. Kill me now. End all this suffering. I don't care. I want to be gone. To be done with this. Just let me die already. I don't know what...
    Ineverknow Ineverknow 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 14, 2013

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    Interaspomeric Aircraft

    Being a child of the 60's, we all wanted to be astronauts. Back then, you had to be a skilled pilot to even think of becoming one. That was by definition you had to go into the military I was not yet three when they landed on the moon the first time. As i got older, my eyes went...
    Akaterr Akaterr 41-45 Sep 20, 2011

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    NOThinG..X

    I AM NOTHING WITH OUT YOU! I AM NOTHING WITH YOU! WE ARE NTOHING TOGETHER..X
    zowa55 zowa55 16-17 Apr 15, 2009

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    Playing In The Surf With A Shark

    Three and me found a chest of drawers on the beach. We had this bright idea of pushing out and riding it on the water. Keep in mind we were quite young. So we went back up the cliff, got some bamboo and pushed off. The tide was coming in. Where we lived, the tide coming in...
    Akaterr Akaterr 41-45 Sep 20, 2011

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    Another Day,another Crapload Of Rude Comments

    Today almost turned out to be a great day. My loser narrcissist boyfriend went to a car show all day with one of his friends. My boyfriend does not have a job and his friend had to pay for everything. I think that is very rude. He got cleared months ago to go back to work but has...
    alwys2 alwys2 26-30 4 Responses May 22, 2011

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    Have been since I was 7. Didn't realize it til just a couple years ago. All that time thinking I was someone, only to realize, hey, no one likes you enough to care about you. No...
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    I kind of hate that i just wasted time on just nothing. It's nothing since i don't feel happy 'bout it.
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    Today was a beautiful day.im on vacation this week n I'm doing absolutely nothing bt relaxing
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    Yes I could and I am happy to say I have done just that. I'm typically an active person but I have been known to spend a whole day never leaving my bed once in a while. Obviously I...
    DiosesOscuros DiosesOscuros 22-25, M Mar 25

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    It's like my mind races through the night. Thinking about my day, my past, my future, running scenes through my head of things that should've happend in my life or just thinking...
    olivias78 olivias78 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    Do your best and leave nothing to regret. Nobody can be perfect, there's bound to be weaknesses in everyone. One may choose to be depressed over it or choose to work on it but...
    MarshallLloyd MarshallLloyd 16-17, M Apr 1

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    Not my emotions. Not my actions. Not my thoughts. Nothing..
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17, F Apr 4

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    I'm so sick and tired of helping people with their problems yet they don't give back....it's ridiculous... Once I helped this guy who was about 16-17 with his depression and his...
    SimplyZero SimplyZero 13-15, F Apr 6

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    my parents cause i got a job and cody diddent, cause cody has a kid on the way at ******* age 17!! think i should quit so he could have it its his fault he blew it not mine!! they...
    Darkpuppy550 Darkpuppy550 16-17, F Apr 6

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    More like "I ate nothing healthy for a while." I can't remember the last time I ate something healthy. Ever since I started gaining, all I've been eating was junk, junk, and more...
    luigistar299 luigistar299 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 8

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