I Am Nothing

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 386 People

    I have spent the last eight years of my life

    writing the same journal entries over and over again. It’s a pattern of self-loathing & family issues & self-loathing. I was once unaware of everything that was wrong with me, and completely unaffected by tragedy. That stopped when I was six after losing an aunt who had cared...
    lolitadayz lolitadayz
    22-25, F
    Dec 5, 2014

    If Nothing Were Anything At All

    If nothing were anything at all, I wouldn't be it. If nothing were a memory, I'd break it. And since I am nothing, I'll cut it.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 14, 2013

    I am nobody. I have nothing.

    I never will. I am alone.
    breannainreverse breannainreverse
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2014

    To all the people who think

    that they are nothing : No, you're wrong, You are important. I may not know you but I believe that EVERYONE deserves to be loved and to find happiness. You have your own personality, you have a heart, dont let anyone make you feel inferior.
    Missionvao Missionvao
    22-25, F
    Jan 8, 2015

    Well.. I guess this means I am nothing to you

    now.. At least I have my buddies to keep me happy for now....
    SarahLovesUnicorns SarahLovesUnicorns
    18-21, F
    Mar 29, 2014

    I know people who have told me

    that some teachers 'friends' family some act that way I don't remember someone who actually loved me for me or just believed in me
    00Broken00 00Broken00
    18-21, F
    May 23, 2015
    reluctantamazon reluctantamazon
    41-45, F
    Mar 29, 2015

    Nights like this Under dark skies

    and starlight I stare in your direction Over mountains and seas And I wonder Can you feel me? If I speak, if I whisper Can you hear me? In the soft breeze of the night Shadows tell your story I see your silhouette etched by moonlight If I walk toward it Will you be there? If I...
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12
    26-30, M
    Jan 11, 2016

    Yeah right now, I'm gone.

    .. Nothing is there. No esteem, self worth, all gone: because this mornings lecture about suicide and depression set the mood for a long time.... Hell I've already attempted a few months ago, because I've dealt with too much a "survivor", for my age. I'm tired of hearing these...
    Versipora Versipora
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 24, 2014
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

    All ive been doing since i graduated HS is

    staying in my room watching Netflix all day , no friends no fun no life, i stay up till 7am on netflix , ive tried numerous times to get a job but they require me to be 18 , but it seems everyone else can find a job just find, i wish i had something meaningful to do so i dont...
    sorrybouttheugly sorrybouttheugly
    1 Response Jul 7, 2014

    Im a 21 year old girl

    that is loosing hope in everything. I want to pack up what I can carry and just go to another Country. I live in the US. I honestly consider myself as a failure as a human. I havent accomplished anything great. I come from a small town and I just want to be accepted. I know Im...
    silent1falling1tears silent1falling1tears
    22-25, F
    Feb 21, 2014

    aw you're not alone me too

    if you wang to speak i 'll always here
    demianorexx demianorexx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2014

    Yep, finally realized it folks,

    okay just kidding, I've been secretly a part of this club for a while now. Does it bother any of you that some of you old friends from elementary school may not even be alive now. I've met some pretty ****** up people in my day so it's easily possible, but you know what? I...
    MeadowLark4 MeadowLark4
    1 Response Feb 15, 2015

    I never had parents, They don’t deserve the

    title All they ever did was make me cry Not one memory with a smile Is connected to them I will now treat her the way she treats me But I won’t be able to hold on very long I think I’m too nice Somewhere deep in my chest I do have a heart They don’t want to know about it...
    KidAgony KidAgony
    1 Response Sep 11, 2014

    I am nothing.... I have always been

    nothing Everything is nothing and nothing is everything... Nothing is what drives be to be the best I can be, which nothing has all control over me. And yet, it means nothing Everything means nothing... Nothing is all there is yet we go and go, but in the end there is nothing...
    drako112005 drako112005
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 24, 2014

    I Am Nothing...

    I guess I am nothing because no one has ever told me I am 'something'. We all need validation, to be adored, wanted, respected, accepted and loved, without all of them I have just grown up to know I am worthless and thus nothing. I have no talents, nothing I am passionate about...
    Mediocre Mediocre
    22-25, F
    10 Responses Oct 26, 2009

    I've just realized in life I have only one

    dream...which apparently is not happening right now. Other than the inevitable truth I've faced there's other reasons to validate this statement. "I AM NOTHING". I've tried to trace back to why I have such feelings of constant need of reassurance and attention from others. It's...
    Quentine Quentine
    26-30, F
    Sep 20, 2014

    A living ghost. Is that possible?

    Soul is corrupt. Body is broken. Mind is lost. What is it that I am? What am I? Who am I supposed to be? I reached my end yesterday as I walked down the street. I have nothing left. I have nothing that I know I have. What is my real? Do I have a "my"? Death started...
    youcthrume youcthrume
    36-40, M
    Jan 29, 2014

    Its been a long time

    since I feel empty and worthless...to that.. I never had long lasting friendships. and now close to graduating from college I am as lonely as I can be... I lost (?) the only person that made smile at times... and I dont have any friends at all... This is not a phase... its been...
    ximena93 ximena93
    1 Response Mar 25, 2015

    funny? good looking? smart?

    sometimes when i think about the qualities that i own.. i feel like im just boring. like so plain. no personality.
    rsddhj rsddhj
    18-21, F
    Aug 26, 2014

    I hate myself no one loves me

    and no one would care if i was gone. Grate life !!!!!
    phaselove86 phaselove86
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 30, 2015

    I Looking For Masochistic ,Depressed , Nerd Girl

    I looking for that kind of girl who life in europe or UK. Who wanna suffer more cause she hates herself so much . minimum age is 18 years. I very like shy , broken girl.i will no hate you ,only reason why i'm sadistic is cause it's really pleasurable for me. if you...
    devile90 devile90
    Aug 16, 2013

    This is what I have been feeling like

    for the longest now... and recently its really been shown to me by my "friends" and even "best friend" Thanks guys... All I've done these past two days is lay in bed and cry...
    KeKeNae KeKeNae
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 15, 2014

    I'm A Rotten Person... Underneath It All.

     To my family and friends...I'm the responsible one.The one they can always count on.Something needs to get done, it get's done.  Someone needs me, I'm there.Well, it's all a masquerade as to what I really am.. A Liar.It's a single lie but it's one that will define a person...
    Bamuhh Bamuhh
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 14, 2011

    I always knew that i am a second option,

    whether someone to talk to or someone to be with. And I thank you my "friends" for always reminding me.
    orange225 orange225
    18-21, F
    Jun 10, 2015
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 15, 2014
    AbyssEyes AbyssEyes
    16-17, M
    Dec 23, 2015


    i have always hated the way i look.i have beentold my whole life by family friends boyfriends etc. that i am ugly.i am short i am always at least 20 lbs overweight and hav eone of the ugliest faces i have ever seen a girl have.i also look freakishly young.i look like a deformed...
    alwys2 alwys2
    1 Response Dec 9, 2011
    cunningwolf cunningwolf
    18-21, M
    2 Responses May 18, 2015

    I don't mind the idea of not existing,

    passing into nothing. I don't fit now, but eventually I'll just be the empty space that flows between now and then. I haven't fallen apart yet, but I will soon. I'm going to be thoroughly digested by the world around me. They take what they value and leave everything else. The...
    MeadowLark4 MeadowLark4
    Dec 6, 2014

    Is there a such thing as nothing?

    I mean even if your plate is empty, theres got to be a tiny speck of food left. Even if you cant see it, its there. So when you say that you are done with me, and that you dont love me anymore, you still do… because there is no such thing, as nothing.
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2014

    At the end of the day they still choose her.

    She's prettier, smarter, and once they are done talking to me, they go and hug her..... I'm nothing to anyone, they go around me and walk straight to her because I'm apparently a stone....people think I have no feelings......and maybe now, I finally believe that I don't. So...
    Chocolate29 Chocolate29
    16-17, F
    Dec 3, 2014

    One of my so called friends told me he wanted

    to die... I asked him why and he said it was a long story and he got another friend to help him and I wasn't a real friend. I felt like **** after that. What are you supposed to say when someone does that?
    catsecrets catsecrets
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2014
    ironfist97338 ironfist97338
    36-40, M
    Jan 18, 2015
    Indigo27 Indigo27
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 16, 2016
    calimaro calimaro
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 20, 2014
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 1, 2014

    Depression is like a war .

    You win , or you die trying . i'm worthless ..
    SexyNightmare SexyNightmare
    18-21, F
    Sep 22, 2014

    If I am good at nothing,

    does that make me good for nothing? I am 18 years old and I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I want to go to college, but with my grades from my previous years, I doubt I will get any further than community college, like it matters. I work a minimum wage job, no car...
    Garfunkl Garfunkl
    18-21, M
    May 11, 2015

    "I Am Nothing" lyrics Share on www.

    amazon.comMP3 Share on emailEmail Share on printPrint JEREMY CAMP - "I Am Nothing" He seems always in this place, Where the things I seem to take, Are the things I wish would fade I always purpose in my heart, Well to do things the right way, Then I realize I'm still clay And...
    jml2000 jml2000
    61-65, M
    Nov 11, 2014


    I guess I've always had pretty low self-esteem, but recently I've realised that I actually AM nothing. ***** back the crumbling facade and there's nothing there. I'm not a particularly nice person, I'm not a particularly nasty person. I'm not particularly stupid, I'm not...
    ShadoWolfx ShadoWolfx
    13-15, F
    Oct 3, 2013
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