i have always hated the way i look.i have beentold my whole life by family friends boyfriends etc. that i am ugly.i am short i am always at least 20 lbs overweight and hav eone of the ugliest faces i have ever seen a girl have.i also look freakishly young.i look like a deformed...
Soul is corrupt. Body is broken. Mind is lost. What is it that I am? What am I? Who am I supposed to be? I reached my end yesterday as I walked down the street. I have nothing left. I have nothing that I know I have. What is my real? Do I have a "my"?
She's prettier, smarter, and once they are done talking to me, they go and hug her.....
I'm nothing to anyone, they go around me and walk straight to her because I'm apparently a stone....people think I have no feelings......and maybe now, I finally believe that I don't.
writing the same journal entries over and over again. It’s a pattern of self-loathing & family issues & self-loathing. I was once unaware of everything that was wrong with me, and completely unaffected by tragedy. That stopped when I was six after losing an aunt who had cared...
that is loosing hope in everything. I want to pack up what I can carry and just go to another Country. I live in the US. I honestly consider myself as a failure as a human. I havent accomplished anything great. I come from a small town and I just want to be accepted. I know Im...
that they are nothing :
No, you're wrong, You are important. I may not know you but I believe that EVERYONE deserves to be loved and to find happiness.
You have your own personality, you have a heart, dont let anyone make you feel inferior.
passing into nothing. I don't fit now, but eventually I'll just be the empty space that flows between now and then. I haven't fallen apart yet, but I will soon. I'm going to be thoroughly digested by the world around me. They take what they value and leave everything else.
.. Nothing is there. No esteem, self worth, all gone: because this mornings lecture about suicide and depression set the mood for a long time.... Hell I've already attempted a few months ago, because I've dealt with too much a "survivor", for my age.
I'm tired of hearing these...
I looking for that kind of girl who life in europe or UK. Who wanna suffer more cause she hates herself so much . minimum age is 18 years. I very like shy , broken girl.i will no hate you ,only reason why i'm sadistic is cause it's really pleasurable for me. if you...
staying in my room watching Netflix all day , no friends no fun no life, i stay up till 7am on netflix , ive tried numerous times to get a job but they require me to be 18 , but it seems everyone else can find a job just find, i wish i had something meaningful to do so i dont...
To my family and friends...I'm the responsible one.The one they can always count on.Something needs to get done, it get's done. Someone needs me, I'm there.Well, it's all a masquerade as to what I really am.. A Liar.It's a single lie but it's one that will define a person...
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JEREMY CAMP - "I Am Nothing"
He seems always in this place,
Where the things I seem to take,
Are the things I wish would fade
I always purpose in my heart,
Well to do things the right way,
Then I realize I'm still clay
Everything is nothing and nothing is everything... Nothing is what drives be to be the best I can be, which nothing has all control over me. And yet, it means nothing
Everything means nothing... Nothing is all there is yet we go and go, but in the end there is nothing...
dream...which apparently is not happening right now.
Other than the inevitable truth I've faced there's other reasons to validate this statement. "I AM NOTHING". I've tried to trace back to why I have such feelings of constant need of reassurance and attention from others. It's...
to die... I asked him why and he said it was a long story and he got another friend to help him and I wasn't a real friend.
I felt like **** after that. What are you supposed to say when someone does that?
since I feel empty and worthless...to that.. I never had long lasting friendships. and now close to graduating from college I am as lonely as I can be... I lost (?) the only person that made smile at times... and I dont have any friends at all... This is not a phase... its been...
does that make me good for nothing? I am 18 years old and I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I want to go to college, but with my grades from my previous years, I doubt I will get any further than community college, like it matters. I work a minimum wage job, no car...
I guess I've always had pretty low self-esteem, but recently I've realised that I actually AM nothing.
***** back the crumbling facade and there's nothing there. I'm not a particularly nice person, I'm not a particularly nasty person. I'm not particularly stupid, I'm not...
I mean even if your plate
theres got to be
a tiny speck of food
Even if you cant see it,
So when you say
that you are done
and that you
dont love me anymore,
you still do…
because there is
no such thing,
All they ever did was make me cry
Not one memory with a smile
Is connected to them
I will now treat her the way she treats me
But I won’t be able to hold on very long
I think I’m too nice
Somewhere deep in my chest I do have a heart
They don’t want to know about it...
I guess I am nothing because no one has ever told me I am 'something'. We all need validation, to be adored, wanted, respected, accepted and loved, without all of them I have just grown up to know I am worthless and thus nothing. I have no talents, nothing I am passionate about...
okay just kidding, I've been secretly a part of this club for a while now.
Does it bother any of you that some of you old friends from elementary school may not even be alive now. I've met some pretty ****** up people in my day so it's easily possible, but you know what? I...
I stare in your direction
Over mountains and seas
And I wonder
Can you feel me?
If I speak, if I whisper
Can you hear me?
In the soft breeze of the night
Shadows tell your story
I see your silhouette etched by moonlight
If I walk toward it
Will you be there?