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I Am Nothing

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 349 People

    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    This Is How I Feel

    do you ever feel worthless? like nothing you do matters.. like no matter what step you take its going to be wrong..  ever wonder what the **** the point of it all is? why you’re here in the first place, why so much **** happens to you all the time? why you put up with...
    shayeshaye shayeshaye 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2013

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    Infintessimal.

    For once I wish I could just write what I mean instead of using big fancy words to dress everything up nicely.I know for a fact I don't really mean anything, though. If I were suddenly removed from existence, no one's life would be drastically different. I feel like a rock...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 2 Responses May 20, 2011

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    Disappear

    Really nothing, I wanna disappear, I want them to make me sleep again, I don't wanna be awake.. I'm tired, I am falling apart, I'm nothing, nothing and no one needs me... Let me just go back to sleep so I could be okay again... Asleep... Nothing
    NoatoNoaki NoatoNoaki 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 7, 2011

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    Depression is like a war .

    You win , or you die trying . i'm worthless ..
    SexyNightmare SexyNightmare 16-17, F Sep 22

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    Come To Me In Darkness

      Come to me in darkness. It is there that you shall find me. Never try to love me, Just accept my love and leave me. My heart is as black As midnight's darkest thought. Filled with sin and shame. Nothing worthy of love or compassion Resides within my heart...
    ShadowsReflection ShadowsReflection 36-40 1 Response Nov 23, 2009

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    How To Recognize True Love?how Dreams Helps You To Unlock The Truth?

      love is a universal energy,which enlightens the mind of the seeker.The love we are experiencing is whether true or false is known through dreams.During love the soul travels to higher level of awareness and in the process get acquainted to new symbols.This...
    dreamsdecode dreamsdecode 41-45 Jun 21, 2010

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    My Invisible Mate

    I had to comfort my mate about this tonight. He's really down, because all the girls seem to think that he's invisible. He's planning to withdraw from life completely because of it. I'm worried for him, but I only have Facebook to communicate with him. I'm also worried about...
    IdleTraveller IdleTraveller 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 29, 2009

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    I'm A Rotten Person... Underneath It All.

     To my family and friends...I'm the responsible one.The one they can always count on.Something needs to get done, it get's done.  Someone needs me, I'm there.Well, it's all a masquerade as to what I really am.. A Liar.It's a single lie but it's one that will define a person...
    Bamuhh Bamuhh 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 14, 2011

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    A living ghost. Is that possible?

    Soul is corrupt. Body is broken. Mind is lost. What is it that I am? What am I? Who am I supposed to be? I reached my end yesterday as I walked down the street. I have nothing left. I have nothing that I know I have. What is my real? Do I have a "my"? Death started...
    youcthrume youcthrume 36-40, M Jan 29

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    I have nothing to my name.

    I have nothing interesting about me. Nothing I do is right. Nothing feels right. My life is empty . My being is shallow, filled with nothing but fear and self pity. I am nothing but the wrong things.
    Sincerelycg Sincerelycg 22-25, F Apr 13

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    Different Day Same Sh!t

    Every days the same i sleep get up eat if i can be bothered play ps3 do nothing time ticks buy there is nothing to do another day closer to death shall i make death sooner i think about it most days but am to cowardly to go through with it, i don't know how to live i hate myself...
    nobody9 nobody9 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 5, 2009

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    Tool

    im a tool. only visable enough to be trodden on. i dont think they see through my smile. my smile keeps them happy, keeps them away until they want to use me again. im told that im ok, and loved. but how do they know how i feel when they are too buisy to listen, or even look...
    Kiyasu Kiyasu 22-25 1 Response Nov 7, 2008

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    Yeah right now, I'm gone.

    .. Nothing is there. No esteem, self worth, all gone: because this mornings lecture about suicide and depression set the mood for a long time.... Hell I've already attempted a few months ago, because I've dealt with too much a "survivor", for my age. I'm tired of hearing these...
    Versipora Versipora 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 24

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    I've just realized in life I have only one

    dream...which apparently is not happening right now. Other than the inevitable truth I've faced there's other reasons to validate this statement. "I AM NOTHING". I've tried to trace back to why I have such feelings of constant need of reassurance and attention from others. It's...
    Quentine Quentine 22-25, F Sep 20

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    funny? good looking? smart?

    sometimes when i think about the qualities that i own.. i feel like im just boring. like so plain. no personality.
    rsddhj rsddhj 16-17, F Aug 26

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    aw you're not alone me too

    if you wang to speak i 'll always here
    demianorexx demianorexx 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    If Nothing Were Anything At All

    If nothing were anything at all, I wouldn't be it. If nothing were a memory, I'd break it. And since I am nothing, I'll cut it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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    Pain

    i have always hated the way i look.i have beentold my whole life by family friends boyfriends etc. that i am ugly.i am short i am always at least 20 lbs overweight and hav eone of the ugliest faces i have ever seen a girl have.i also look freakishly young.i look like a deformed...
    alwys2 alwys2 26-30 1 Response Dec 9, 2011

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    This is what I have been feeling like

    for the longest now... and recently its really been shown to me by my "friends" and even "best friend" Thanks guys... All I've done these past two days is lay in bed and cry...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    Well.. I guess this means I am nothing to you

    now.. At least I have my buddies to keep me happy for now....
    SarahLovesUnicorns SarahLovesUnicorns 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Gift From Heaven~godflesh

    I am nothing, I am love I am hate, hate my love, love my hate I am empty, but i'm hopeful I can see, and i'm fearful I am nothing, feel like everything I am scared empty, empty, empty, empty
    dmging dmging 31-35 Aug 21, 2010

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    Im a 21 year old girl

    that is loosing hope in everything. I want to pack up what I can carry and just go to another Country. I live in the US. I honestly consider myself as a failure as a human. I havent accomplished anything great. I come from a small town and I just want to be accepted. I know Im...
    silent1falling1tears silent1falling1tears 22-25, F Feb 21

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    I have spent the last eight years of my life

    writing the same journal entries over and over again. It’s a pattern of self-loathing & family issues & self-loathing. I was once unaware of everything that was wrong with me, and completely unaffected by tragedy. That stopped when I was six after losing an aunt who had cared...
    lolitadayz lolitadayz 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    What'S Left

    used to be a joyful girl used to be loved used to have many friends now i'm none of the above It all started to come out i guess when i my best friend , the one human i thought would never leave me started getting bullied . she got called ****, *****, easy etc. i was the only...
    cece11 cece11 13-15 Feb 14, 2013

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    Worthless

    Leave me alone, I'm not a liar. Leave me alone, it's not my fault. Leave me alone, I can't do it. Leave me alone, I already know I'm worthless. Kill me now. End all this suffering. I don't care. I want to be gone. To be done with this. Just let me die already. I don't know what...
    Ineverknow Ineverknow 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 14, 2013

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    All ive been doing since i graduated HS is

    staying in my room watching Netflix all day , no friends no fun no life, i stay up till 7am on netflix , ive tried numerous times to get a job but they require me to be 18 , but it seems everyone else can find a job just find, i wish i had something meaningful to do so i dont...
    sorrybouttheugly sorrybouttheugly 18-21 1 Response Jul 7

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    I am nobody. I have nothing.

    I never will. I am alone.
    breannainreverse breannainreverse 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I Looking For Masochistic ,Depressed , Nerd Girl

    I looking for that kind of girl who life in europe or UK. Who wanna suffer more cause she hates herself so much . minimum age is 18 years. I very like shy , broken girl.i will no hate you ,only reason why i'm sadistic is cause it's really pleasurable for me. if you...
    devile90 devile90 22-25 Aug 16, 2013

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    I never had parents, They don’t deserve the

    title All they ever did was make me cry Not one memory with a smile Is connected to them I will now treat her the way she treats me But I won’t be able to hold on very long I think I’m too nice Somewhere deep in my chest I do have a heart They don’t want to know about it...
    KidAgony KidAgony 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    I Am Nothing...

    I guess I am nothing because no one has ever told me I am 'something'. We all need validation, to be adored, wanted, respected, accepted and loved, without all of them I have just grown up to know I am worthless and thus nothing. I have no talents, nothing I am passionate about...
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 10 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    calimaro calimaro 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    At the end of the day they still choose her.

    She's prettier, smarter, and once they are done talking to me, they go and hug her..... I'm nothing to anyone, they go around me and walk straight to her because I'm apparently a stone....people think I have no feelings......and maybe now, I finally believe that I don't. So...
    Chocolate29 Chocolate29 13-15, F Dec 3

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    Nothing Is More Than What You Think.

    Sunyata, it means nothing according to the literal translation. It's a part of a philosophy, which shows you that to be.something you have to realize you are nothing. Once you've lost everything, you can gain anything. Type it up on Google. I want you, as a human, to experience...
    SunlightSerenade SunlightSerenade 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 13, 2011

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    I'm an atheist who want's to believe in magick

    and who is constantly being told by christians that I'm going to hell. Or that I'm wrong. Or blind. Or worthless. So what does this make me? Nothing. I am nothing. I'm just here. Useless. Confused. Lost. Nothing.
    WolfGirl1993 WolfGirl1993 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    Is there a such thing as nothing?

    I mean even if your plate is empty, theres got to be a tiny speck of food left. Even if you cant see it, its there. So when you say that you are done with me, and that you dont love me anymore, you still do… because there is no such thing, as nothing.
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Nada

    invisible. unnoticed.
    labyrinth labyrinth 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I don't mind the idea of not existing,

    passing into nothing. I don't fit now, but eventually I'll just be the empty space that flows between now and then. I haven't fallen apart yet, but I will soon. I'm going to be thoroughly digested by the world around me. They take what they value and leave everything else. The...
    BrokenWingedDove BrokenWingedDove 16-17 1 Response Dec 6

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    "I Am Nothing" lyrics Share on www.

    amazon.comMP3 Share on emailEmail Share on printPrint JEREMY CAMP - "I Am Nothing" He seems always in this place, Where the things I seem to take, Are the things I wish would fade I always purpose in my heart, Well to do things the right way, Then I realize I'm still clay And...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M Nov 11

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    One of my so called friends told me he wanted

    to die... I asked him why and he said it was a long story and he got another friend to help him and I wasn't a real friend. I felt like **** after that. What are you supposed to say when someone does that?
    catsecrets catsecrets 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    No-One

    I guess I've always had pretty low self-esteem, but recently I've realised that I actually AM nothing. ***** back the crumbling facade and there's nothing there. I'm not a particularly nice person, I'm not a particularly nasty person. I'm not particularly stupid, I'm not...
    ShadoWolfx ShadoWolfx 13-15, F Oct 3, 2013

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    I currently feel nothing. It's strange, like looking out the eyes of someone else's body but not feeling anything- no hunger, happiness, horniness, desire or anything- just this...
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    I can't stand the fact that the purposes to my life is none existing and everyone keeps giving me the same superficial b.s. to make me feel better about myself... never any one...
    2badsosad 2badsosad 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    than to feel what I feel, I would rather not remember than to reminisce. I feel a void within that still smolders. She created this. Now I further know what's to be had....or so it...
    idleheart idleheart 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    I wouldn't say I "wasted" my energy. People drift in and out of our lives as they grow and change and it's nice to put some effort in even if you're not friends forever. Making...
    papercastles papercastles 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I feel like a I'm not a priority in your life. I know you are happy with me and God knows I'm happy with you but sometimes i feel like you forget I'm there. I never ask you for...
    LiesGreedMisery LiesGreedMisery 18-21, F Dec 5

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    A lot of people, especially the adults, wants me to become someone else. They also tends to compare me with someone else quite often. They compare me to my mom's younger self who...
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