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I Am Obsessed With My Weight

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    Whenever I eat something

    that is bad for me, I harbor so much guilt. I hate myself afterwards. The same thing happens if I drink too much. I hate food and I loathe my body. What a situation
    klingesm klingesm 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 23, 2015

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    Technically Not Fat But I Feel Like I Am?

    I'm a cross country runner, 15 and a half, weigh 118 pounds and I'm 5;7. I'm obsessed with my weight  and I think about it constantly. I want to be skinnier. I see unhealthy pictures of people who are honestly dying from eating disorders - and I feel jealous.How can I stop...
    MisaInWonderland MisaInWonderland 13-15 1 Response Jan 4, 2012

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    After this weekend I will have received my

    package for T25. I am so incredibly excited to get into great shape, but I'm afraid I will give up. I have an eating disorder- I have battled with it since my early teens. Every time I finally lose weight, I feel too thin so I eat uncontrollably. But the same vicious cycle...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2014

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    I need an Ana coach to help me lose weight.

    ..AND YES I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER...I just feel like the voices in my head aren't enough... Message me please if you are available!
    OriginalJuli3 OriginalJuli3 18-21, F May 5, 2015

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    I must lose weight. Around 10 pounds of fat.

    But it's always like lose 2 gain 4 later. I'm willing and able to use any aesthetic treatment, diet, use supplements and workout. Anything to improve this ugly body. I don't have more than 7 weeks.
    Pather2013 Pather2013 46-50, M May 14, 2015

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    Can't Sleep Because Of My Weight

    I'm about 5' 6" and weigh 154 lbs. Before I went to college in September 2010, i weighed 130 lbs. Typical freshman weight gain, but it honestly is affecting my life in the worst way. I've been trying so hard to lose this weight. Since I returned home from school I've been on...
    kourtb92 kourtb92 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2011

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    I Weigh My Self All The Time

    I weigh my self in the morning everyday, then I eat breakfast go to the bathroom and weigh my self again. I am neurotic about my weight. I am 5'7'' and I am a fat cow. I have been 145 at my lowest weight and 265 at my highest. I binged yesterday and today I will only eat 450...
    Ginga Ginga 26-30, F 4 Responses May 3, 2010

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    Obsessed With A Weight Number! Help!

    i am 5'7 and currently 120 lbs. i know i am not fat or overweight by any standard...but last year i lost weight from 135 lbs to 110lbs. now i am 120 but again i want to go to 110 lbs. every one keeps telling me i dont look good at that weight but im just obsessed with it! what...
    nnbbnn nnbbnn 26-30 2 Responses Apr 23, 2010

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    I Am Weight Obsessed Maniac!

    i used to be fat and was quite proud of it. people's comments did not bother me and i felt that me being heavy was normal;it was me! i dont know when it began but i became obsessed with my weight and resorted to certain deplorable means to lose weight and ended up losing 50...
    dharshanist dharshanist 18-21 3 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    I spend my days off obsessing over not eating

    and working out. I spend my days at school obsessing over not eating. It's all I think about all day. I plan what I'm gonna eat the next day and if I eat anything too high in calories I throw up. I keep track of my food on my fitness pal. Its taking my whole life.
    Superanaslut Superanaslut 18-21, F Jan 13, 2014

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    Obsessed With My Weight

    Before entering college my weight never ever bugged me. I was fine. I never saw a fat girl or chunky girl when i looked in the mirror because people i loved loved me for who i was. Once i entered college, i was alone, away from home and every girl was blonde, blue eyed and...
    jamo2007 jamo2007 18-21 Apr 10, 2009

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    My Whole Life

    From the time I was in the fifth grade , I've had an issue with my weight ..Because of that For the last 30 years gone through many Diets and programsMy life now is much simpler by routine , I go to the Gym for an Hour each Morn . I eat right . and I do something physical after...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 3, 2012

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    Never Happy

    I am losing weight and I hate it. I have no idea why. I don't know if the fact that I dance has anything to do with this...but it's not like I do a major workout or anything. I just dance every day...but I also eat a lot. I recently tried on a dress I bought 2 years ago and its...
    righteouschica righteouschica 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3, 2013

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    I am 22 and classified

    as underweight. I always have, but i dont feel like it. I use to be 92lbs and if i went above it I didnt feel at all comfortable so I would say that 92-94 was ideal and could deal with it. I lost a lot of weight a few months ago getting down to 81lbs and now 92 seems like wayyy...
    lilbit33 lilbit33 22-25, F Sep 28, 2014

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    I'm a 14 year old girl,

    so this obviously applies to me haha.
    SparkleSwirl SparkleSwirl 13-15, F Apr 6, 2015

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    I have lost 20kg but I'm still not satisfied

    with my looks I feel very far away from where I want to be all I know is I will get there if it kills me lol. I am completely obsessed with my weight. I have serious anxiety about missing the gym it actually makes me feel LOW. And getting to the gym makes me feel great. It is...
    xryleex xryleex 22-25, F Dec 14, 2013

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    Obsessed Much ?

    Back when i was 13, i dyed my hair black for the first time . My grandma would always tell me "your gaining weight your getting too chubby" etc. My previous years so 10-12 i was abused by my moms ex so i ate and ate and faked a smile and ate ....well when we moved i decided to...
    xxElectricxxRainbowxx xxElectricxxRainbowxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    Obsessed With My Weight!

    for several years now i have been struggling with weight loss. i have had eating disorders like crazy for a while now. the only reason i stopped was because i developed a health problem. since i recovered it is hard to lose weight the "healthy" way. i find myself...
    VK847 VK847 18-21 1 Response Aug 12, 2009

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    Gained 7 Pounds In The Past Month..not Happy!

    I had been taking diuretics for the last three years and stopped about a month ago. Unfortunately since then, I have managed to gain about 7 pounds. I know most of it is probably water weight, but I thought it would have been gone by now. I have also been craving sweets and carbs...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 28, 2012

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    I workout 6 days a week

    and keep to a 1200-1500 calorie diet. I have lost 42 inches over all but feel so heavy. I'm 5'8 and 175. I used to wear a size 16 but now am a size 6 or 8. I have a 40 DD bust and a 31 inch waist. I don't know if it's muscle or what. I do crossfit and power lift. I feel like...
    klingesm klingesm 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 16, 2015

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    My Fear

    I am obsessed with my weight. Completely and utterly obsessed, and I'm not afraid to admit it, well at least on this website anyway. I've been obsessed since I was in the fifth grade. I will do anything it takes to not get obese. I've starved myself. I've thrown up my meals. I've...
    MargiiiMint MargiiiMint 18-21, F Oct 12, 2012

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    Help!!

    I am 17 years old.. I am 5ft 3 in. Last year I weighed 138, but wanted to lose weight so badly, I would look in the mirror and cry because I thought I was fat. Everyone around me said that I did not need to lose weight, but I knew I did. I know weight 110 lbs. and still think I...
    Jackie92 Jackie92 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    Hating Myself A Lot Lately.

    ED's have been a part of me since the age of 11. It used to be skip a few days of eating to look nice. And never was really bad. Once in high school I was depressed about being 130 that I just skipped meals or lie and say I've eaten. I'd still eat but finally got down to 110. Now...
    Candicecampbell88 Candicecampbell88 26-30, F Apr 17, 2013

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    113

    i am obsessed with my weight, i have sufferd with an eating disorder for about 2 or 3 years. i am 15, 113 ib, and 5/6 or 5/7 ft. i finally think i am getting better, but don't want to be faced with any more problems.
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F Aug 12, 2009

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    When I was little this is just how it's always been. Now it's a lot of me just saying okay to avoid arguments. But my family member still fight a lot. Like today my brother said he...
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    i am being stalked by this girl i am freaking out right now she is way 2 obsessed with me u have no idea how hard it was for me control her ways she now says its ok if i dont...
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    I've been judged of my body image all my life since first grade I was taller and slightly thicker then the rest of the kids in my class which was considered fat as I got older the...
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    For four+ years, I have been struggling to get to a "healthy goal weight". Me and my father have desperately tried to understand and get me to live a healthier lifestyle, which I...
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    I've been trying to lose weight for a few years and no matter what I do... working out everyday, walking everyday, cutting out added sugars and carbs, lower calorie intake, etc...
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    Probably because I'm only 4'1" and stopped growing when I was 11.
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