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I Am Obsessed With My Weight

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    Obsessed With My Weight!

    for several years now i have been struggling with weight loss. i have had eating disorders like crazy for a while now. the only reason i stopped was because i developed a health problem. since i recovered it is hard to lose weight the "healthy" way. i find myself...
    VK847 VK847 18-21 1 Response Aug 12, 2009

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    Obsessed Much ?

    Back when i was 13, i dyed my hair black for the first time . My grandma would always tell me "your gaining weight your getting too chubby" etc. My previous years so 10-12 i was abused by my moms ex so i ate and ate and faked a smile and ate ....well when we moved i decided to...
    xxElectricxxRainbowxx xxElectricxxRainbowxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    i am obsessed with my weight, i have sufferd with an eating disorder for about 2 or 3 years. i am 15, 113 ib, and 5/6 or 5/7 ft. i finally think i am getting better, but don't want to be faced with any more problems.
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F Aug 12, 2009

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    My Fear

    I am obsessed with my weight. Completely and utterly obsessed, and I'm not afraid to admit it, well at least on this website anyway. I've been obsessed since I was in the fifth grade. I will do anything it takes to not get obese. I've starved myself. I've thrown up my meals. I've...
    MargiiiMint MargiiiMint 18-21, F Oct 12, 2012

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    Never Happy

    I am losing weight and I hate it. I have no idea why. I don't know if the fact that I dance has anything to do with this...but it's not like I do a major workout or anything. I just dance every day...but I also eat a lot. I recently tried on a dress I bought 2 years ago and its...
    righteouschica righteouschica 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3, 2013

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    I'm 20 years old I eat like I should be the

    size of a whale and yet I'm underweight and classified as a "stick" I like being skinny. But everyone has been saying to me for years that one day it's going to catch up with me and I will literally be obese. Is this correct?
    Rachelmarie94 Rachelmarie94 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2014

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    Help!!

    I am 17 years old.. I am 5ft 3 in. Last year I weighed 138, but wanted to lose weight so badly, I would look in the mirror and cry because I thought I was fat. Everyone around me said that I did not need to lose weight, but I knew I did. I know weight 110 lbs. and still think I...
    Jackie92 Jackie92 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    My Whole Life

    From the time I was in the fifth grade , I've had an issue with my weight ..Because of that For the last 30 years gone through many Diets and programsMy life now is much simpler by routine , I go to the Gym for an Hour each Morn . I eat right . and I do something physical after...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 3, 2012

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    Obsessed With My Weight

    Before entering college my weight never ever bugged me. I was fine. I never saw a fat girl or chunky girl when i looked in the mirror because people i loved loved me for who i was. Once i entered college, i was alone, away from home and every girl was blonde, blue eyed and...
    jamo2007 jamo2007 18-21 Apr 10, 2009

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    I spend my days off obsessing over not eating

    and working out. I spend my days at school obsessing over not eating. It's all I think about all day. I plan what I'm gonna eat the next day and if I eat anything too high in calories I throw up. I keep track of my food on my fitness pal. Its taking my whole life.
    Superanaslut Superanaslut 18-21, F Jan 13, 2014

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    I have lost 20kg but I'm still not satisfied

    with my looks I feel very far away from where I want to be all I know is I will get there if it kills me lol. I am completely obsessed with my weight. I have serious anxiety about missing the gym it actually makes me feel LOW. And getting to the gym makes me feel great. It is...
    xryleex xryleex 18-21, F Dec 14, 2013

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    After this weekend I will have received my

    package for T25. I am so incredibly excited to get into great shape, but I'm afraid I will give up. I have an eating disorder- I have battled with it since my early teens. Every time I finally lose weight, I feel too thin so I eat uncontrollably. But the same vicious cycle...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 14, 2014

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    I Weigh My Self All The Time

    I weigh my self in the morning everyday, then I eat breakfast go to the bathroom and weigh my self again. I am neurotic about my weight. I am 5'7'' and I am a fat cow. I have been 145 at my lowest weight and 265 at my highest. I binged yesterday and today I will only eat 450...
    Ginga Ginga 26-30, F 4 Responses May 3, 2010

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    I am 22 and classified

    as underweight. I always have, but i dont feel like it. I use to be 92lbs and if i went above it I didnt feel at all comfortable so I would say that 92-94 was ideal and could deal with it. I lost a lot of weight a few months ago getting down to 81lbs and now 92 seems like wayyy...
    lilbit33 lilbit33 22-25, F Sep 28, 2014

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    Hating Myself A Lot Lately.

    ED's have been a part of me since the age of 11. It used to be skip a few days of eating to look nice. And never was really bad. Once in high school I was depressed about being 130 that I just skipped meals or lie and say I've eaten. I'd still eat but finally got down to 110. Now...
    Candicecampbell88 Candicecampbell88 26-30, F Apr 17, 2013

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    I Am Weight Obsessed Maniac!

    i used to be fat and was quite proud of it. people's comments did not bother me and i felt that me being heavy was normal;it was me! i dont know when it began but i became obsessed with my weight and resorted to certain deplorable means to lose weight and ended up losing 50...
    dharshanist dharshanist 18-21 3 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    Can't Sleep Because Of My Weight

    I'm about 5' 6" and weigh 154 lbs. Before I went to college in September 2010, i weighed 130 lbs. Typical freshman weight gain, but it honestly is affecting my life in the worst way. I've been trying so hard to lose this weight. Since I returned home from school I've been on...
    kourtb92 kourtb92 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2011

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    Obsessed With A Weight Number! Help!

    i am 5'7 and currently 120 lbs. i know i am not fat or overweight by any standard...but last year i lost weight from 135 lbs to 110lbs. now i am 120 but again i want to go to 110 lbs. every one keeps telling me i dont look good at that weight but im just obsessed with it! what...
    nnbbnn nnbbnn 26-30 2 Responses Apr 23, 2010

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    Gained 7 Pounds In The Past Month..not Happy!

    I had been taking diuretics for the last three years and stopped about a month ago. Unfortunately since then, I have managed to gain about 7 pounds. I know most of it is probably water weight, but I thought it would have been gone by now. I have also been craving sweets and carbs...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 28, 2012

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    Technically Not Fat But I Feel Like I Am?

    I'm a cross country runner, 15 and a half, weigh 118 pounds and I'm 5;7. I'm obsessed with my weight  and I think about it constantly. I want to be skinnier. I see unhealthy pictures of people who are honestly dying from eating disorders - and I feel jealous.How can I stop...
    MisaInWonderland MisaInWonderland 13-15 1 Response Jan 4, 2012

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    I workout 6 days a week

    and keep to a 1200-1500 calorie diet. I have lost 42 inches over all but feel so heavy. I'm 5'8 and 175. I used to wear a size 16 but now am a size 6 or 8. I have a 40 DD bust and a 31 inch waist. I don't know if it's muscle or what. I do crossfit and power lift. I feel like...
    klingesm klingesm 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I love, love my phone. It's my best friend in the whole world. I'm on it all day and night. I really love when people call me up just to say "Hi" or "How are you?". People are so...
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    To the point that I make it a notion to avoid them and any other dude that I find is under a water sign to be in a relationship with if they are in ANY way really sensitive. Even a...
    RationalCutie RationalCutie 22-25, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    So.... My crush has been avoiding me lately, and I was sad because we always talked. But that day, he was staring at me all through our school day...except lunch. When I went home...
    Precious0529 Precious0529 18-21, F Feb 1

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    I actually hated harry potter growing up but last winter break, there was a marathon on ABC and i decided to watch. This is when i started to get obsessed and now i'm reading the...
    aceisthename aceisthename 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    I hate this "real women" and "real men"things. People are not defined by their weight. Real women have a vagina. Real men have a penis. Beyond that, we are all unique and beautiful...
    WWB82 WWB82 31-35, F Feb 3

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    I hate that I can feel so depressed because of how I feel about my weight Like some part of me is like "no you're not allowed to be happy because you're not good enough" and then...
    zeitgeist211 zeitgeist211 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 6

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    If I won the lottery I would have to get a house that is decorated in this decor..Lots of jade & artwork with oriental writing..There would have to be a zen garden in the back yard...
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    It's gotten to the point where it's an obsession. I feel helpless because I can't control my eating. I feel helpless because I can't make myself purge. I feel helpless because I...
    mattihope mattihope 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    AUGH! I know that curves are one thing...but.... I HATE how my weight just fluctuates and I go from a bit tone and curvy to frumpy! I go to the gym and I watch what I eat but it...
    SarasXXXsecret SarasXXXsecret 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    I am looking for a guy who is a mj tribute artist one from the 1980s I love mj I hope one day I could find my look a like I don't think their is anything wrong with finding a...
    ilovemj1990 ilovemj1990 22-25, F Feb 15

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    I know my husband loves me and finds me sexy... and I know I'm not FAT.... but I look at myself in the mirror some days and can't help but see pockets of fat that I can pinch and...
    SarasXXXsecret SarasXXXsecret 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    panic! at the disco green day blink 182 nirvana fall out boy 5sos ugh there are too many bands <3
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    I LOVE harry potter. I can answer ANY question about Harry Potter, have laughed at just about EVERY joke made about Harry Potter, have read Every Potter meme, I even bought myself...
    Lovebuggy101 Lovebuggy101 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Im really crazyyy about music. I dedicate at least two days a week to download some music. Im literally hours searching and searching for that hidden music that no one else have...
    Hipstamusic Hipstamusic 18-21, F Feb 4

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    But my crush doesn't like me ??
    magmaqube magmaqube 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I have charts and graphs for everything in my life. Meal plans, daily schedule by 15 minute increments. It's getting kind of awesome scary.
    mrs007 mrs007 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    If you're a female? Please make your obsession, my reality....
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M Feb 19

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    That about sums it up. Poor Jorah...
    Geometerichachi Geometerichachi 31-35, M Feb 20

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    Follow me on twitter: @llamalovesick
    littlellama littlellama 16-17, F Feb 20

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    Draco Malfoy holy **** guys I'd be all over him if he wasn't fictional
    wingsoffreedom wingsoffreedom 16-17, F Feb 20

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