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I Am Obsessed With My Weight

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    Obsessed With My Weight!

    for several years now i have been struggling with weight loss. i have had eating disorders like crazy for a while now. the only reason i stopped was because i developed a health problem. since i recovered it is hard to lose weight the "healthy" way. i find myself...
    VK847 VK847 18-21 1 Response Aug 12, 2009

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    i am obsessed with my weight, i have sufferd with an eating disorder for about 2 or 3 years. i am 15, 113 ib, and 5/6 or 5/7 ft. i finally think i am getting better, but don't want to be faced with any more problems.
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F Aug 12, 2009

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    Never Happy

    I am losing weight and I hate it. I have no idea why. I don't know if the fact that I dance has anything to do with this...but it's not like I do a major workout or anything. I just dance every day...but I also eat a lot. I recently tried on a dress I bought 2 years ago and its...
    righteouschica righteouschica 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3, 2013

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    Help!!

    I am 17 years old.. I am 5ft 3 in. Last year I weighed 138, but wanted to lose weight so badly, I would look in the mirror and cry because I thought I was fat. Everyone around me said that I did not need to lose weight, but I knew I did. I know weight 110 lbs. and still think I...
    Jackie92 Jackie92 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    I must lose weight. Around 10 pounds of fat.

    But it's always like lose 2 gain 4 later. I'm willing and able to use any aesthetic treatment, diet, use supplements and workout. Anything to improve this ugly body. I don't have more than 7 weeks.
    Pather2013 Pather2013 46-50, M May 14

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    Hating Myself A Lot Lately.

    ED's have been a part of me since the age of 11. It used to be skip a few days of eating to look nice. And never was really bad. Once in high school I was depressed about being 130 that I just skipped meals or lie and say I've eaten. I'd still eat but finally got down to 110. Now...
    Candicecampbell88 Candicecampbell88 26-30, F Apr 17, 2013

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    I'm a 14 year old girl,

    so this obviously applies to me haha.
    SparkleSwirl SparkleSwirl 18-21, F Apr 6

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    Obsessed With My Weight

    Before entering college my weight never ever bugged me. I was fine. I never saw a fat girl or chunky girl when i looked in the mirror because people i loved loved me for who i was. Once i entered college, i was alone, away from home and every girl was blonde, blue eyed and...
    jamo2007 jamo2007 18-21 Apr 10, 2009

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    I Am Weight Obsessed Maniac!

    i used to be fat and was quite proud of it. people's comments did not bother me and i felt that me being heavy was normal;it was me! i dont know when it began but i became obsessed with my weight and resorted to certain deplorable means to lose weight and ended up losing 50...
    dharshanist dharshanist 18-21 3 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    Obsessed With A Weight Number! Help!

    i am 5'7 and currently 120 lbs. i know i am not fat or overweight by any standard...but last year i lost weight from 135 lbs to 110lbs. now i am 120 but again i want to go to 110 lbs. every one keeps telling me i dont look good at that weight but im just obsessed with it! what...
    nnbbnn nnbbnn 26-30 2 Responses Apr 23, 2010

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    I am 22 and classified

    as underweight. I always have, but i dont feel like it. I use to be 92lbs and if i went above it I didnt feel at all comfortable so I would say that 92-94 was ideal and could deal with it. I lost a lot of weight a few months ago getting down to 81lbs and now 92 seems like wayyy...
    lilbit33 lilbit33 22-25, F Sep 28, 2014

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    I have lost 20kg but I'm still not satisfied

    with my looks I feel very far away from where I want to be all I know is I will get there if it kills me lol. I am completely obsessed with my weight. I have serious anxiety about missing the gym it actually makes me feel LOW. And getting to the gym makes me feel great. It is...
    xryleex xryleex 18-21, F Dec 14, 2013

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    I workout 6 days a week

    and keep to a 1200-1500 calorie diet. I have lost 42 inches over all but feel so heavy. I'm 5'8 and 175. I used to wear a size 16 but now am a size 6 or 8. I have a 40 DD bust and a 31 inch waist. I don't know if it's muscle or what. I do crossfit and power lift. I feel like...
    klingesm klingesm 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 16

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    My Whole Life

    From the time I was in the fifth grade , I've had an issue with my weight ..Because of that For the last 30 years gone through many Diets and programsMy life now is much simpler by routine , I go to the Gym for an Hour each Morn . I eat right . and I do something physical after...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 3, 2012

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    I need an Ana coach to help me lose weight.

    ..AND YES I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER...I just feel like the voices in my head aren't enough... Message me please if you are available!
    OriginalJuli3 OriginalJuli3 18-21, F May 5

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    I Weigh My Self All The Time

    I weigh my self in the morning everyday, then I eat breakfast go to the bathroom and weigh my self again. I am neurotic about my weight. I am 5'7'' and I am a fat cow. I have been 145 at my lowest weight and 265 at my highest. I binged yesterday and today I will only eat 450...
    Ginga Ginga 26-30, F 4 Responses May 3, 2010

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    Technically Not Fat But I Feel Like I Am?

    I'm a cross country runner, 15 and a half, weigh 118 pounds and I'm 5;7. I'm obsessed with my weight  and I think about it constantly. I want to be skinnier. I see unhealthy pictures of people who are honestly dying from eating disorders - and I feel jealous.How can I stop...
    MisaInWonderland MisaInWonderland 13-15 1 Response Jan 4, 2012

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    Whenever I eat something

    that is bad for me, I harbor so much guilt. I hate myself afterwards. The same thing happens if I drink too much. I hate food and I loathe my body. What a situation
    klingesm klingesm 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    After this weekend I will have received my

    package for T25. I am so incredibly excited to get into great shape, but I'm afraid I will give up. I have an eating disorder- I have battled with it since my early teens. Every time I finally lose weight, I feel too thin so I eat uncontrollably. But the same vicious cycle...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2014

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    Can't Sleep Because Of My Weight

    I'm about 5' 6" and weigh 154 lbs. Before I went to college in September 2010, i weighed 130 lbs. Typical freshman weight gain, but it honestly is affecting my life in the worst way. I've been trying so hard to lose this weight. Since I returned home from school I've been on...
    kourtb92 kourtb92 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2011

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    I'm 20 years old I eat like I should be the

    size of a whale and yet I'm underweight and classified as a "stick" I like being skinny. But everyone has been saying to me for years that one day it's going to catch up with me and I will literally be obese. Is this correct?
    Rachelmarie94 Rachelmarie94 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2014

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    Obsessed Much ?

    Back when i was 13, i dyed my hair black for the first time . My grandma would always tell me "your gaining weight your getting too chubby" etc. My previous years so 10-12 i was abused by my moms ex so i ate and ate and faked a smile and ate ....well when we moved i decided to...
    xxElectricxxRainbowxx xxElectricxxRainbowxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    My Fear

    I am obsessed with my weight. Completely and utterly obsessed, and I'm not afraid to admit it, well at least on this website anyway. I've been obsessed since I was in the fifth grade. I will do anything it takes to not get obese. I've starved myself. I've thrown up my meals. I've...
    MargiiiMint MargiiiMint 18-21, F Oct 12, 2012

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    I spend my days off obsessing over not eating

    and working out. I spend my days at school obsessing over not eating. It's all I think about all day. I plan what I'm gonna eat the next day and if I eat anything too high in calories I throw up. I keep track of my food on my fitness pal. Its taking my whole life.
    Superanaslut Superanaslut 18-21, F Jan 13, 2014

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    Gained 7 Pounds In The Past Month..not Happy!

    I had been taking diuretics for the last three years and stopped about a month ago. Unfortunately since then, I have managed to gain about 7 pounds. I know most of it is probably water weight, but I thought it would have been gone by now. I have also been craving sweets and carbs...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 28, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Every since I started losing weight Ive just been obsessed with being skinny and anything that has to do with it. Fitness is basically my life now...
    costaricanbeautyyy costaricanbeautyyy 16-17, F May 13

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    Okay, I'm 19, and I'm seriously obsessed with animated movies. I love Disney, Dreamworks, and tons more. My favorite movie of all time is Big Hero 6. It is SOO amazing...
    CarlyPreston CarlyPreston 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5

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    Ever since I was younger I have been obsessed with large boobs, nothing turns me on more, when I turned 18 and I could buy my first ***** magazines, I bought all busty ones....
    jryall500 jryall500 41-45, M May 10

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    more like I'm obsessed with slytherin and Draco but still
    lex1515 lex1515 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I am 64 y/o and yes I am obsessed with HP😀 I love the fantasy of it all.
    yng15 yng15 61-65, M 1 day ago

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    I have probably realized i liked huge boobs at a super young age..i even draw breast expansion art..my girlfriend has 38R and i even draw her in the breast expansion she has...
    Voidxearo Voidxearo 26-30, M 1 Response May 13

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    I hate it when people have to comment on my weight "you look like you've lost weight" "you're looking skinny" But yet over the past couple of weeks I've put on 1.5kg which is like...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Life is nothing without music. (and love and food and food and money and food lol)
    SaccharineRose SaccharineRose 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    So many bands to keep track The Vamps , 5SOS, The Cab, The Tide, 1975,Rixton , Bastille,Krewella, Rudimental, MisterWives,Paramore and Clean Bandit just to name a few haha I love...
    ItsJustRebecca ItsJustRebecca 13-15, F 4 Responses May 3

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    ok so i am in 8th grade an my english teacher (lets just call him mr.a) is the best thing that has ever happened to me. i am completely in love with him. i have already planned our...
    ilovealpacas ilovealpacas 26-30, F May 5

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    Fall Out Boy, Black Veil Brides, Sleeping With Sirens, Panic at the Disco, Pierce the Veil, My Chemical Romance, and many more :)
    pinkwaffles pinkwaffles 16-17, T 2 Responses May 6

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    Honestly though... My chemical romance 21 pilots Fall out boy Sleeping with sirens As it is All time low Green day blink 182 Catfish and the bottlemen Nirvana Panic at the disco...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 11

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    Seriously. Who the fuvk cares if Justin and Selena are getting back together? And why would you want to commit suicide just 'cuz Zayn left? They're just normal humans with the job...
    BloodEpiphone BloodEpiphone 13-15, F 3 Responses May 15

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    This is going to be a very long list Pierce the Veil Sleeping With Sirens twenty one pilots All Time Low You Me at Six The nbhd The 1975 Arctic Monkeys Om&m P! ATD MCR FOB (sorry...
    daejavue daejavue 13-15, F May 16

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    I couldn't feel sadder because of my weight and look. I feel so miserable realizing that it's almost impossible to get rid of my tire of fat and build up some muscle.
    Pather2013 Pather2013 46-50, M 3 Responses May 17

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    I think about it all the time, day dream of him & being completely full to share with him. I am anticipating his arrival, I start using my pump more often & taking some herbs to...
    nicegirlinaz nicegirlinaz 36-40, F 5 Responses May 19

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    So, today I got in trouble during school for writing shady on the desk with an eraser. How stupid...if ignorance is a bliss she must be the happiest person in the world.
    shadyshanks2019 shadyshanks2019 13-15, F May 19

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    Why are people so money hungry they want to win the lottery they cant think about anything in life all they talk about is nag about other people they never think about getting...
    AnnonymousNum3 AnnonymousNum3 22-25, F May 19

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