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I Am Obsessed With My Weight

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    Obsessed With My Weight!

    for several years now i have been struggling with weight loss. i have had eating disorders like crazy for a while now. the only reason i stopped was because i developed a health problem. since i recovered it is hard to lose weight the "healthy" way. i find myself...
    VK847 VK847 18-21 1 Response Aug 12, 2009

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    Technically Not Fat But I Feel Like I Am?

    I'm a cross country runner, 15 and a half, weigh 118 pounds and I'm 5;7. I'm obsessed with my weight  and I think about it constantly. I want to be skinnier. I see unhealthy pictures of people who are honestly dying from eating disorders - and I feel jealous.How can I stop...
    MisaInWonderland MisaInWonderland 13-15 1 Response Jan 4, 2012

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    i am obsessed with my weight, i have sufferd with an eating disorder for about 2 or 3 years. i am 15, 113 ib, and 5/6 or 5/7 ft. i finally think i am getting better, but don't want to be faced with any more problems.
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F Aug 12, 2009

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    I am 22 and classified

    as underweight. I always have, but i dont feel like it. I use to be 92lbs and if i went above it I didnt feel at all comfortable so I would say that 92-94 was ideal and could deal with it. I lost a lot of weight a few months ago getting down to 81lbs and now 92 seems like wayyy...
    lilbit33 lilbit33 22-25, F Sep 28

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    I Am Weight Obsessed Maniac!

    i used to be fat and was quite proud of it. people's comments did not bother me and i felt that me being heavy was normal;it was me! i dont know when it began but i became obsessed with my weight and resorted to certain deplorable means to lose weight and ended up losing 50...
    dharshanist dharshanist 18-21 3 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    Hating Myself A Lot Lately.

    ED's have been a part of me since the age of 11. It used to be skip a few days of eating to look nice. And never was really bad. Once in high school I was depressed about being 130 that I just skipped meals or lie and say I've eaten. I'd still eat but finally got down to 110. Now...
    Candicecampbell88 Candicecampbell88 26-30, F Apr 17, 2013

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    I have lost 20kg but I'm still not satisfied

    with my looks I feel very far away from where I want to be all I know is I will get there if it kills me lol. I am completely obsessed with my weight. I have serious anxiety about missing the gym it actually makes me feel LOW. And getting to the gym makes me feel great. It is...
    xryleex xryleex 18-21, F Dec 14, 2013

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    Help!!

    I am 17 years old.. I am 5ft 3 in. Last year I weighed 138, but wanted to lose weight so badly, I would look in the mirror and cry because I thought I was fat. Everyone around me said that I did not need to lose weight, but I knew I did. I know weight 110 lbs. and still think I...
    Jackie92 Jackie92 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    I Weigh My Self All The Time

    I weigh my self in the morning everyday, then I eat breakfast go to the bathroom and weigh my self again. I am neurotic about my weight. I am 5'7'' and I am a fat cow. I have been 145 at my lowest weight and 265 at my highest. I binged yesterday and today I will only eat 450...
    Ginga Ginga 26-30, F 4 Responses May 3, 2010

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    Obsessed Much ?

    Back when i was 13, i dyed my hair black for the first time . My grandma would always tell me "your gaining weight your getting too chubby" etc. My previous years so 10-12 i was abused by my moms ex so i ate and ate and faked a smile and ate ....well when we moved i decided to...
    xxElectricxxRainbowxx xxElectricxxRainbowxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    My Whole Life

    From the time I was in the fifth grade , I've had an issue with my weight ..Because of that For the last 30 years gone through many Diets and programsMy life now is much simpler by routine , I go to the Gym for an Hour each Morn . I eat right . and I do something physical after...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 3, 2012

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    Can't Sleep Because Of My Weight

    I'm about 5' 6" and weigh 154 lbs. Before I went to college in September 2010, i weighed 130 lbs. Typical freshman weight gain, but it honestly is affecting my life in the worst way. I've been trying so hard to lose this weight. Since I returned home from school I've been on...
    kourtb92 kourtb92 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2011

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    I'm 20 years old I eat like I should be the

    size of a whale and yet I'm underweight and classified as a "stick" I like being skinny. But everyone has been saying to me for years that one day it's going to catch up with me and I will literally be obese. Is this correct?
    Rachelmarie94 Rachelmarie94 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I spend my days off obsessing over not eating

    and working out. I spend my days at school obsessing over not eating. It's all I think about all day. I plan what I'm gonna eat the next day and if I eat anything too high in calories I throw up. I keep track of my food on my fitness pal. Its taking my whole life.
    Superanaslut Superanaslut 18-21, F Jan 13

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    My Fear

    I am obsessed with my weight. Completely and utterly obsessed, and I'm not afraid to admit it, well at least on this website anyway. I've been obsessed since I was in the fifth grade. I will do anything it takes to not get obese. I've starved myself. I've thrown up my meals. I've...
    MargiiiMint MargiiiMint 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2012

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    Never Happy

    I am losing weight and I hate it. I have no idea why. I don't know if the fact that I dance has anything to do with this...but it's not like I do a major workout or anything. I just dance every day...but I also eat a lot. I recently tried on a dress I bought 2 years ago and its...
    righteouschica righteouschica 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3, 2013

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    Gained 7 Pounds In The Past Month..not Happy!

    I had been taking diuretics for the last three years and stopped about a month ago. Unfortunately since then, I have managed to gain about 7 pounds. I know most of it is probably water weight, but I thought it would have been gone by now. I have also been craving sweets and carbs...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 28, 2012

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    Obsessed With A Weight Number! Help!

    i am 5'7 and currently 120 lbs. i know i am not fat or overweight by any standard...but last year i lost weight from 135 lbs to 110lbs. now i am 120 but again i want to go to 110 lbs. every one keeps telling me i dont look good at that weight but im just obsessed with it! what...
    nnbbnn nnbbnn 26-30 2 Responses Apr 23, 2010

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    After this weekend I will have received my

    package for T25. I am so incredibly excited to get into great shape, but I'm afraid I will give up. I have an eating disorder- I have battled with it since my early teens. Every time I finally lose weight, I feel too thin so I eat uncontrollably. But the same vicious cycle...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    Obsessed With My Weight

    Before entering college my weight never ever bugged me. I was fine. I never saw a fat girl or chunky girl when i looked in the mirror because people i loved loved me for who i was. Once i entered college, i was alone, away from home and every girl was blonde, blue eyed and...
    jamo2007 jamo2007 18-21 Apr 10, 2009

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    I used to fight my weight as i did my sexuality. I am now at peace with both. So I am writing this for you. A few months ago, I accepted my sexuality and this allowed for me to...
    SecretlyBiRightNow SecretlyBiRightNow 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    I dont eat because I dont want to get fat. It all started in middle school. I was a semi-fat girl who only had a few friends and no body paid attention to me because fat people...
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    One Direction, The Beatles, My Chemical Romance, Panic! At The Disco, The Pretty Reckless, 5SOS, The Ramones, Arctic Monkeys, Nirvana, Fall Out Boy, Foo Fighters, Boys Like Girls...
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    I am. Yes. Big boobies always pulled me. No matter what. Those fine big curves with soft touch with a little pointy on the top. That pointy. Tickling that pointy to arouse someone...
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    twas brillig and the slithy toves did gyre and gimble in the wabe all mimsy were the borogove and the mome rath outgrabe!!!! beware the the jabberwock my son! the jaws that bite...
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    No bullshit I don't think I would be able to live without it.im very serious like I would probably kill myself if I didn't have it.its something I love and need and has saved my...
    jordanluuv jordanluuv 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    They smell so yummy, and they just look so cute and pretty, I don't know. I love them.
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    But just on the The Fame and The Fame Monster's era, She was so genial and perfect. I love her metaphors, so brilliants. I miss her!
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    Mayday parade and all time low.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Oct 28

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    I love beauty.. I love the gorgeous emerald green of fresh, healthy grass and the trees, the blue and white of a cloud-filled sky, the golden and red sunsets, and how the clouds...
    ShyShogan ShyShogan 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 28

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    sometimes i hate them... but sometimes i just want them to get bigger n more beautiful
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    That's my life in one sentence.
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    I can't stop making songs like 2 PAC
    Kingdarkroom Kingdarkroom 26-30, M Nov 1

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    That's it really. I still think about an ex who cheated on me two years ago. It was so acrimonious at the time, and two years on, i can't resolve my feelings about. I'm almost at...
    HappyTourer HappyTourer 31-35, M Nov 2

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    what is everyone listening to tonight?
    greeneyz83 greeneyz83 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 2

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    watching the foo fighters documentary on HBO. cool stuff. I'm really digging it. check it out
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    I post pics and blogs about everything follow and check it out chanelconoco.tumblr.com
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    I Can't Even Explain He's Just So Beautiful... And Everything About Him Is Just Amazing (:
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    I really want some girls to message me a pic of there boobs big or small and if you would could it be your first message plz but if its not I'll still talk to you OK :D so remember...
    jfunk12343 jfunk12343 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    This is the first time I saw this ad. 
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