I Am On a Quest to Find the Real Me And When I Do I Will Be So Happy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 522 People

    I guess mine goes beyond the average quest

    for self exploration. I have DID (multiple personalities). So for me it's a long struggle to integrate all of the shattered pieces I dissociated so long ago. I also tend to have huge walls built up inside of me. So part of finding the real me means slowly tearing down those...
    dreshany dreshany
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 21, 2014

    It Must Be Felt...

    How can so much pain sit right next to happiness? How can they live next to one another and still be whole. How do they mix so well that sometimes I don't know where one stops and the other begins? How is it that one moment I am so happy, filled with hope and love, and in the...
    Wurkoutgurl Wurkoutgurl
    36-40, F
    8 Responses Dec 4, 2012

    This Makes Me Wonder About Faith.

    This is an interesting story. Professor : You are a Christian, aren’t you, son ? Student : Yes, sir. Professor: So, you believe in GOD ? Student : Absolutely, sir. Professor : Is GOD good ? Student : Sure. Professor: Is GOD all powerful ? Student : Yes. Professor: My...
    sayonaranow sayonaranow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 14, 2012

    I have a diploma in gender studies

    and currently persuing a degree in Psychology. I have been a volunteer working in Zambia for 8 years in advocating against gender based discrimination and abuse. And also protecting the rights of women and children. If their are any opportunities in your communities that can...
    Samishel Samishel
    18-21
    Mar 17, 2014

    Who the Heck Am I ?

    When I was little I used to be a bullie I would be so stubborn and half to get my way, nobody ever pushed me around not even the principale as i kicked her and ran around my elementry school. I was a rebel, nobody got in my way. Then in high-school I'm quiet, i just listen, i get...
    hunnynut66 hunnynut66
    16-17
    1 Response Jul 23, 2008

    Yes I Have Already Found the R...

    Yes I have already found the real me. I love it so much. It feels so good to be able just to be me
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 26, 2008

    Who the Heck Am I ?

    When I was little I used to be a bullie I would be so stubborn and half to get my way, nobody ever pushed me around not even the principale as i kicked her and ran around my elementry school. I was a rebel, nobody got in my way. Then in high-school I'm quiet, i just listen, i get...
    hunnynut66 hunnynut66
    16-17
    Jul 23, 2008

    I'm Looking

    I'm looking,Yes,For the real Me,On a quest,When I find Me,What a day,It'll be,Happiness,All around.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Mar 30, 2012

    I feel so empty.Don't have any real motivation,

    any real passion.I'm the one that is stuck in the middle,not bad enough to have something to fight for,but not good enough to achieve something satisfying.Nothing interest me.
    bakonet bakonet
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2014

    I Guess You Can Call It a Ques...

    I guess you can call it a quest...quest of a lifetime.  I'm not quite sure if it is more about discovery or developing who I know I already am. 
    vanillavanity vanillavanity
    16-17, F
    Feb 26, 2008

    Stuff I'm Working On: regular

    hygiene/grooming eating normally going outside travelling alone exercise (getting to it slowly...) thinking less destructively or at least trying to stop the woes in my head from deteriorating my already disheveled self-esteem! Thinking more about good prospects in the future...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 23

    Me

    I am what I am I am what you see I am not what you think though I just might be I have my own mind as I have my own face I have my own views for I have my own taste I am not as you figured me out to be I have no plots or conspiracies...well not as far as you can see I have my own...
    Spitbak Spitbak
    46-50, M
    Aug 31, 2011

    Advice Please

    I relate to the need to find myself. Erm, how do you do it? Any tips?  
    WyldHoney WyldHoney
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Apr 7, 2008

    Who the Heck Am I ?

    When I was little I used to be a bullie I would be so stubborn and half to get my way, nobody ever pushed me around not even the principale as i kicked her and ran around my elementry school. I was a rebel, nobody got in my way. Then in high-school I'm quiet, i just listen, i get...
    hunnynut66 hunnynut66
    16-17
    Jul 23, 2008

    Are You Sure

    you may not like what you find at the end of the search......................................................
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Sep 1, 2011

    I'm Just Worried..

    in case the sad case sitting at the comp typing this is the true me.........if it is I will NOT be happy!! Aarggh!    
    lostbird lostbird
    51-55, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2007

    So I have started my path of sobriety.

    I have been sober exactly 38 days. I am starting to feel better. Right now I am working on my fourth step with my sponsor. I am starting to see a new outlook on life. At first I thought I couldn't stay sober. Like I knew if given the first chance I would go out drink and use...
    findingbeauty2468 findingbeauty2468
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2014

    Well Won't I??

    I have been trying to "find" myself so to speak for a while now. I think I will be truly happy if I could actually find the real me....it'a not easy.
    cinfullynn cinfullynn
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Jul 17, 2008

    I always wonder if I'm just being someone

    that everyone else want me to be . I guess we never know what we are or who we are
    Lisalocket1225 Lisalocket1225
    22-25, F
    Mar 19, 2014

    I Think We Really Do This Our Whole Life

    We all say once we reach  one point in our lives we will be content ... but its almost impossible to become complacent ... Most of us once we get everything we want there is always something more or better that we want then we want that and the cycle just goes on and on...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 19, 2007

    Destination Unknown

    Reflecting back on my life I realize that I was and currently am constantly in search of something. Searching for something more then I have. Hoping that there is something better, more meaningful to this life. I honesly have no idea what it is that I am searching for...
    GoalTBD GoalTBD
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 25, 2009

    The boaderline alcoholic at sixteen....hmmm

    I'm sure most of you changed during your teens it's normal. But my life sort of turned into that movie thirteen if anyone has watched it. I used to be a little geek, was always happy studying, working hard getting moved up classes, but for some reason I got sick of my girl-next...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 13, 2008

    Im Confused,...Or Am I Not?

    i think im not the person others think i am, like you know, i'm always holding back my true feelings, that's why i appear to be "pretending" to be the "normal" and a stereo-type girl, but i'm not. I guess i'm just afraid people might judge me right away.
    savingface21 savingface21
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 1, 2013

    A Week

      I need a week..to go away outta town..and shop..dream..look and explore..just quality time with myself.
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    8 Responses May 15, 2009

    Society has long become more open to the idea

    of older men younger women relationship. Younger women are more vibrant, more full of life and that energy can spill over onto you, making older men feel younger in return. Typically, women mature at a faster rate than men do and sometimes a 50 year old man is more compatible...
    BB0729 BB0729
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2014
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