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I Am On An Emotional Roller Coaster

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 190 People

    I Want Off!

    This is one ride I'm getting tired of!  I've done the merry-go-round, the bumper cars and the twister.    And I managed to get off all of them.  But the emotional roller coaster seems to be a ride I can't get off!  It's making me nauseaus!    I...
    swirlingmist swirlingmist 51-55, F 9 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    I Want Off!!!!!!!!

    i know life is full of ups and downs but it's starting to turn my stomache.  "that which does not kill us makes us stronger" I'll let you know on that one....
    prettyinpink prettyinpink 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2007

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    I Dont Know Which Way To Turn

    My heart tugs in different directions. Which way do I trust? I need security, but I long for advancement. I value honesty, but hear plenty of lies. I scream when I need to be held, yet I push when your near. Hmmmmm.... why? Im on an emotional roller coaster.
    nvrs8tisf3d nvrs8tisf3d 22-25, F Nov 24, 2010

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    Thanks To The Military

    I am feeling so cynical right now.  In the last hour I've felt angry, disbelieving, anxious, panicky, indignant, frustrated, sad and helpless.  It is the helpless part that gets to me the most.  I am to the point where I don't even want to think about the whole retirement...
    AloneInHawaii AloneInHawaii 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Get Me Off Of This Crazy Thing

    I just can't deal anymore. God, I feel like my head will explode.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 2, 2011

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    For All My Life

    It's been a ride, that's for sure. Knowing who i really am ... hiding it ... fighting it ... finally accepting it. i am a woman, regardless of my birth. Many times i've cried over this twist of fate. However, over time o have come to accept myself. i am a woman and proud of...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2008

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    The last two days have been a low

    for me. I don't really have a reason why. But I like to look for one, & that probably just makes it worse. I'll tell you what's making it worse right now: my husband's bad mood. I get scared when he's in a bad mood. I'm scared that it's my fault & he's just not telling me. And I...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I go from being on a super high to feeling

    super depressed. It's exhausting. I find myself wanting that high back, but I have no way of getting it back.
    lsmith17 lsmith17 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    The ebb and flow of emotions are difficult to

    predict. Some triggers become active after the deed is done. You don't know it until you have the time and space to be fully aware of every part of you. The mind wanders into, what seemed to be, forgotten territory. As a result, this territory transforms into a cage as you try...
    OnlineCake OnlineCake 26-30, F Oct 4

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    Related Experiences

    Riding the ups and downs can be exciting, scary, exhausting... It seems that the older I get, the rougher the ride. My wisdom from my experiences leads me to act more controlled...
    scootter01 scootter01 31-35, M Nov 1

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    The roller coaster ride that is my life. I get so tired. Tired of his mood swings. For a few days things are wonderful and then he changes. He's mean. I'm scared
    Skylalast Skylalast 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 6

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    Lol I'm pretty sure that's the whole point of roller coasters. It's an adrenaline thing.
    bsthebenster bsthebenster 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Okay, I don't really know if this counts as emotional abuse or not but I want to let things out in a healthier way. My mother has 2 modes. Nice or mean. Nowadays, she's normally...
    Dove06 Dove06 18-21, F 58 mins ago

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    Expedition Everest at the Animal Kingdom is one of the best coasters ever!
    cutiepieeeee cutiepieeeee 13-15, F Nov 2

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    A favourite was the Spooky Doo indoor coaster at Movie World on the Goldie.
    AsteriasAura AsteriasAura 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 8

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    We now have eleven colors accessible for our good quality Roller Shutters as seen in the image. Stripes are an alternative, Whilst simple one particular colour shutters seem more...
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    Oh wow.I'm finally free.finally! Eh.. But eh.... Whew! Whatta unnecessary rollercoaster THAT was! Phew! Jeez!
    amtired amtired 22-25 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Hello) Today I'm going to the beauty salon) a little worried) I dye my hair black) I want to make a perm and rollerset) I think I can make a beautiful hairstyle Lady in the style...
    DOMINABARBARA DOMINABARBARA 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Hello) Today I'm going to the beauty salon) a little worried) I dye my hair black) I want to make a perm and rollerset) I think I can make a beautiful hairstyle Lady in the style...
    DOMINABARBARA DOMINABARBARA 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    Hello) Today I'm going to the beauty salon) a little worried) I dye my hair black) I want to make a perm and rollerset) I think I can make a beautiful hairstyle Lady in the style...
    DOMINABARBARA DOMINABARBARA 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    Hello) Today I'm going to the beauty salon) a little worried) I dye my hair black) I want to make a perm and rollerset) I think I can make a beautiful hairstyle Lady in the style...
    DOMINABARBARA DOMINABARBARA 36-40, F Nov 13

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    Hello) Today I'm going to the beauty salon) a little worried) I dye my hair black) I want to make a perm and rollerset) I think I can make a beautiful hairstyle Lady in the style...
    DOMINABARBARA DOMINABARBARA 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Ok it looks such fun! but I am just to scared to be on a Rollercoaster.
    momonsite momonsite 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't think that there is any better feeling than being completely emotionally honest... without holding anything back. I don't mean to just "go wild" and do and say whatever...
    astro00 astro00 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 6

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    I guess I can't quite say that I'm a survivor of emotional abuse since I am still in the relationship. By the time I knew what emotional abuse was or that it even existed I already...
    LOMD LOMD 31-35, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am emotionally selfish and so is the world. I have realized that nobody is really selfless. This realization made me even more emotionally distant because I despise this truth...
    SelfUnaware SelfUnaware 18-21 Nov 8

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    I know from personal experience exactly the what emotional pain can do to a person .. if you are anything like me you hide all your emotions because you are just not strong enough...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 14

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    An emotional connection is more important than a physical connection sometimes. It's amazing to have both...but you don't always get that. I had a huge emotional connection with...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am a 41 year old male whom has been a victim of emotional abuse to a sometimes extreme and severe level for almost 23 years with the slow but effective transition up until today...
    emotionally114 emotionally114 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 10

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    I am emotionally barren. I have no fvcks to give. Nothing. Just a big void of nothingness. Emptiness. I do not want to talk about my feelings. There is nothing there. I do not feel...
    CloakedInApathy CloakedInApathy 70+, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    I been emotional abused by my mother since long ago.. It was a long story.. She been addicted to gambling since long ago.. I and 4 of my siblings were having problem to live...
    tarachoo tarachoo 26-30, F Oct 29

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    Without a doubt, every time I drink alcohol, I get so emotional. I can't help it. I'll be fine for most of the night, and then boom. I start to get all soppy. And when I say...
    lc543 lc543 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 1

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    The demons, oh those dear devilish little demons. they can't help it they need pain to survive. They need me to suffer so they can thrive. Those clever little creatures. They knew...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 1

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    I'm currently in a relationship that I only recently realized was emotionally abusive. I spent my childhood watching my mother get physically slapped around and told she was...
    emoteemo emoteemo 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 8

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    Some days I dread facing another day, as if life is suppose to feel this way or hurt this way. I have wasted five years of my young life supporting and giving myself to a wolf in...
    blessedgradgirl blessedgradgirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    Tonight I realized that I'm not emotionally stable. I thought I passed this, but I didn't. My depression struck with a passion, and then one of my friendships changed and I'm...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M Nov 17

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    Its a very sad reality when you actually discover you are a victim of emotional abuse. I was the same, I didn't even know I was made to believe I was the crazy one. One of the...
    LindaMabelle LindaMabelle 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    Hi, I'm new to EP but feel I need to talk about the mentally and emotionally abusive relationship I was in for 7 years. I thought he was the love of my life. But pretty well from...
    Pridestar73 Pridestar73 41-45, F Nov 19

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    this post is going to be super long. also excuse the random jewish phrases i will try to translate them... my sister wrote this on a public blog about her therapist and this is the...
    Anaihsohs Anaihsohs 18-21, F Nov 19

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    Oh yeah baby, this describes me completely. Emotionally tired. I just woke up from a nightmare a while ago, what more can I say? The nightmare was of me getting bullied in my...
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M Oct 28

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    I go to court tomorrow for custody of my children to be given to my ex husband's mother. The only reason is because I was homeless and could not afford proper housing. I've worked...
    enoughizenough enoughizenough 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 28

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