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I Am On An Emotional Roller Coaster

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    I Dont Know Which Way To Turn

    My heart tugs in different directions. Which way do I trust? I need security, but I long for advancement. I value honesty, but hear plenty of lies. I scream when I need to be held, yet I push when your near. Hmmmmm.... why? Im on an emotional roller coaster.
    nvrs8tisf3d nvrs8tisf3d 22-25, F Nov 24, 2010

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    I Want Off!

    This is one ride I'm getting tired of!  I've done the merry-go-round, the bumper cars and the twister.    And I managed to get off all of them.  But the emotional roller coaster seems to be a ride I can't get off!  It's making me nauseaus!    I...
    swirlingmist swirlingmist 51-55, F 9 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    I Almost Got Shot Tonight Please Pray For Me

    yesterday my friend katie from next door found out that a friend of ours stole her mother's ring her mother had just died and this "friend" stole it and pawn it she went to the pawn shop he said he go to the guy in the shop told her it was him they got in-to tonight he...
    janiceisdayna janiceisdayna 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 14, 2008

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    For All My Life

    It's been a ride, that's for sure. Knowing who i really am ... hiding it ... fighting it ... finally accepting it. i am a woman, regardless of my birth. Many times i've cried over this twist of fate. However, over time o have come to accept myself. i am a woman and proud of...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2008

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    I Want Off!!!!!!!!

    i know life is full of ups and downs but it's starting to turn my stomache.  "that which does not kill us makes us stronger" I'll let you know on that one....
    prettyinpink prettyinpink 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2007

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    I go from being on a super high to feeling

    super depressed. It's exhausting. I find myself wanting that high back, but I have no way of getting it back.
    lsmith17 lsmith17 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Thanks To The Military

    I am feeling so cynical right now.  In the last hour I've felt angry, disbelieving, anxious, panicky, indignant, frustrated, sad and helpless.  It is the helpless part that gets to me the most.  I am to the point where I don't even want to think about the whole retirement...
    AloneInHawaii AloneInHawaii 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    Please Pray For My Family And I

    last night my family and i was making Sunday dinner some we have not done in forever and this man who was been harassing our family for months over something that have nothing to do with him shot up our house it was 3 pregnant women 2 two year olds 2 six years old an 8 year old...
    janiceisdayna janiceisdayna 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 26, 2009

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    Get Me Off Of This Crazy Thing

    I just can't deal anymore. God, I feel like my head will explode.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 2, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    life has always been emotional coaster ride for me as being emotional i can feel every emotion to the depth of it,happiness can be felt to the extreme like i m flying in air...
    happyhuman1 happyhuman1 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Ahhhhhhhhhhh! You have the highs and lows in life just like the roller coaster going up and down! Bad things seem to drag just like when the roller coaster is going slow and good...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    So not to long ago, all the 8 graders including me went to knots berry farm, n the first roller coaster that I was going to ride was accelerator, n keep in mind that this was my...
    ItsOkayToBeYou ItsOkayToBeYou 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    Glad I live in Florida! It's a great place for roller coasters! This is me on sheikra lol
    helloimdeupi helloimdeupi 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Going to Cedar Point today! It's probably my favorite place ever 😊
    breannainreverse breannainreverse 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    Its up. Its down and sometimes you are just coasting. Its important to remember that the next thing is right around the corner. Keep hoping! Keep standing! Keep believing!
    RosieRose63 RosieRose63 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    Ugh I really wanna go to Six Flags this summer!!! but no one I know is down for it bcuz they're a bunch of lame O's who are to scared of heights 😒 I REALLY WANT TO GO 😭
    Gabsters05 Gabsters05 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    The human condition is full of ups and downs. No one, even the luckiest, is ever always happy. Bad things happen to us all. What determines our ultimate satisfaction with our life...
    Adaydreambeliever Adaydreambeliever 46-50, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Rode in the front seat today of a roller coaster. First time ever. I was scared to death little thought that I would have a heart attack but at the end it was all worth it...
    Xguzman97 Xguzman97 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    There was another time when I was about 10 or 11 when my uncle came down with my 2 female cousins and wanted to take my sister and the girls to Disneyland to do the princess thing...
    shampoogirl2 shampoogirl2 41-45, T Jul 7

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    vertical roller mill can process many materials such as clinker, slag, gypsum, fly ash or limestone to produce various cement types of various finesse. The mill is part of a...
    crusherment crusherment 26-30, M Jul 7

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    So, i have dating a older man to my 21 years old. And, we have been together for almost two years. and within these two years i have been beaten so bad one time i literly felt like...
    nikkann2 nikkann2 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Alstom Ball Mill is a slow speed horizontal mill with trunnion type bearings and girth gear – a rugged design with ease of operation, maintenance and an excellent performance...
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    Motor through reducer drive disc rotates, the material through the air lock feeder falls from the inlet central disc, while hot air from the inlet into the mill. As the disc...
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    vertical roller mill can process many materials such as clinker, slag, gypsum, fly ash or limestone to produce various cement types of various finesse. The mill is part of a...
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    I love the feeling of having rollers in my hair, I like them tight.
    Garfy1 Garfy1 46-50 Jul 14

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    I just joined a Roller derby team. Super excited but some say that I'm just doing this so I don't have to think about my problems in my life right now. They really don't understand...
    BrittTHart BrittTHart 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am a roller skater for life I have owned three pairs of skates it is so my life
    asd05150515 asd05150515 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I don't know if this counts as emotional abuse, I'm a 21 year old male. So if that matters in whether I am or I'm not I guess I have gender issues too. The Mother who raised me has...
    Nataliewoofwoof Nataliewoofwoof 18-21 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm only 14. I've had depression, technically, since I was about 8 or 9 (when I realized just how big of an a**hole my dad was), but it's only been a problem for about a year or so...
    LaurenHarris LaurenHarris 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    yes i accept that i am so emotional girl but i hide this from the other even from my life partner because i know if i will show this to any one they will start taking undue...
    brokenangelia brokenangelia 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    This will be my most personal story. It's not just about me, but I figured I should put everything in one place. This will be long, so anyone who actually wants to take the time to...
    lonachan lonachan 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    numbness lately I've been having the feeling that I don't feel anything at all and nothing is as quite as concealing as this emotional wall all these painful situations occurring...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Im now 9 years using the internet. I was trying to put my feelings on EP, other forums online, but i met rarelly any victims of abuse.Either they have shame to come out and talk...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    Emotional Affair: Was she Narcissistic or Borderline Waif? I am a married man with two beautiful children and a wonderful wife. I have never “physically” cheated on my wife...
    DriveRiggins DriveRiggins 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    It came in time when I was being emotionally black mail by my own family..! It felt like having a heart-attack I wanted to run away and go far as I can but it's just saying that...
    Reena12 Reena12 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    What to do... When you find yourself wanting to hold someone and tell them how much you love and care for them but they no longer seem to have the time how do you pretend it doesn...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Is hate a strong word? Possibly. It doesn't matter though. He doesn't respect me. He uses me emotionally when he feels alone. When he finally has what he wants elsewhere, let's say...
    NoMoreTearsToni NoMoreTearsToni 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Of course I enjoy sex! I'm passionate and have enough imagination to keep things very motivating, but...... I need to feel emotional intimacy to feel complete
    Lovefetishes Lovefetishes 46-50, M Jun 25

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    I go through so much **** everyday but physical pain I handle better than emotional.
    Elisharocks12 Elisharocks12 13-15, F Jun 25

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    I feel so alone. I'm not saying that to be dramatic I genuinely feel alone. Nobody understands me. Nobody takes the time to help me because I'm the strong one. My brother hates...
    alexis1498 alexis1498 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Well both of my parents thought they were giving me constructive criticism when they were really just breaking my self-esteem... I was told I was fat, overweight, lazy, stupid...
    Babyneedsherdaddy Babyneedsherdaddy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 26

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    I feel like I need to share the truth about my relationship somewhere. I have been in a relationship with a guy who has made me feel isolated, like a disgusting animal, a stupid...
    myselffirst myselffirst 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 26

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    I was in an emotionally abusive relationship for nearly a year back in 2012. It was my first real relationship, and he was the first guy I fell in love with (ironically). Needless...
    bluebubblebug bluebubblebug 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 27

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    Do I? Absolutely!!! During the course of my working life I come across people, both adult and children, that I don't feel that connection to. I struggle at times with that. It...
    KarenDurose KarenDurose 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    It all started when i was 17, before this i was just more interested in games like xbox an computer games, yea i liked girls but it didnt really bother me that i didnt have a...
    troubledB troubledB 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    Ugh! I get so emotional! And then I act silly and make embarrassing choices. I need to man up... Lol (since my other post was about how I wasn't manly enough) Anyways - I had a...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    I'm very weak emotionally, I take in everything... I feel there should be a balance, if you have something negative to say, surly there's something good about me ? I haven't been...
    brokenh8rt brokenh8rt 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    It's very often that I'm happy then someone does something to ruin the rest of my day. As soon as it happens I'm angry then tears start to ***** my eyes and I'm ready to cry. I...
    Isabugy Isabugy 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 2