I Am On An Emotional Roller Coaster

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    I Want Off!

    This is one ride I'm getting tired of!  I've done the merry-go-round, the bumper cars and the twister.    And I managed to get off all of them.  But the emotional roller coaster seems to be a ride I can't get off!  It's making me nauseaus!    I...
    swirlingmist swirlingmist
    51-55, F
    9 Responses Sep 9, 2009

    I Dont Know Which Way To Turn

    My heart tugs in different directions. Which way do I trust? I need security, but I long for advancement. I value honesty, but hear plenty of lies. I scream when I need to be held, yet I push when your near. Hmmmmm.... why? Im on an emotional roller coaster.
    nvrs8tisf3d nvrs8tisf3d
    22-25, F
    Nov 24, 2010

    The last two days have been a low

    for me. I don't really have a reason why. But I like to look for one, & that probably just makes it worse. I'll tell you what's making it worse right now: my husband's bad mood. I get scared when he's in a bad mood. I'm scared that it's my fault & he's just not telling me. And I...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 20, 2014

    I go from being on a super high to feeling

    super depressed. It's exhausting. I find myself wanting that high back, but I have no way of getting it back.
    lsmith17 lsmith17
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jul 2, 2014
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 21, 2015

    Get Me Off Of This Crazy Thing

    I just can't deal anymore. God, I feel like my head will explode.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Feb 2, 2011

    For All My Life

    It's been a ride, that's for sure. Knowing who i really am ... hiding it ... fighting it ... finally accepting it. i am a woman, regardless of my birth. Many times i've cried over this twist of fate. However, over time o have come to accept myself. i am a woman and proud of...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Dec 20, 2008

    I feel like every time something good happens

    something bad always happens shortly after that to ruin it all. I feel so good and then I feel terrible. Its like an emotional roller coaster and I wish everything could be fine.
    julielevin julielevin
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 5, 2015

    The ebb and flow of emotions are difficult to

    predict. Some triggers become active after the deed is done. You don't know it until you have the time and space to be fully aware of every part of you. The mind wanders into, what seemed to be, forgotten territory. As a result, this territory transforms into a cage as you try...
    OnlineCake OnlineCake
    26-30, F
    Oct 4, 2014

    my best friend of 5 years ripped me off

    and even though I forgave her for it she told me she didn't want to be friends anymore. We spoke everyday and she was my rock. now she is gone....im learning how to move on
    theUN theUN
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2015

    I don't know if it's whacked out hormones

    or what. This has been a very emotional day. Did you see my earlier post? Was bawling about that. Determined to be a better wife... Then, I don't know why, but I checked coffee shop guy's Facebook page... Arrrrrrgh! This happened a few months ago too. Even in the midst of...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2015

    I Want Off!!!!!!!!

    i know life is full of ups and downs but it's starting to turn my stomache.  "that which does not kill us makes us stronger" I'll let you know on that one....
    prettyinpink prettyinpink
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Nov 3, 2007

    Thanks To The Military

    I am feeling so cynical right now.  In the last hour I've felt angry, disbelieving, anxious, panicky, indignant, frustrated, sad and helpless.  It is the helpless part that gets to me the most.  I am to the point where I don't even want to think about the whole retirement...
    AloneInHawaii AloneInHawaii
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 11, 2011

    Somebody stop this damn thing!

    I want to get off! :(
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Nov 6, 2015

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