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I Am On An Emotional Roller Coaster

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 190 People

    I Want Off!!!!!!!!

    i know life is full of ups and downs but it's starting to turn my stomache.  "that which does not kill us makes us stronger" I'll let you know on that one....
    prettyinpink prettyinpink 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2007

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    I Want Off!

    This is one ride I'm getting tired of!  I've done the merry-go-round, the bumper cars and the twister.    And I managed to get off all of them.  But the emotional roller coaster seems to be a ride I can't get off!  It's making me nauseaus!    I...
    swirlingmist swirlingmist 51-55, F 9 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    Get Me Off Of This Crazy Thing

    I just can't deal anymore. God, I feel like my head will explode.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 2, 2011

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    For All My Life

    It's been a ride, that's for sure. Knowing who i really am ... hiding it ... fighting it ... finally accepting it. i am a woman, regardless of my birth. Many times i've cried over this twist of fate. However, over time o have come to accept myself. i am a woman and proud of...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2008

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    Thanks To The Military

    I am feeling so cynical right now.  In the last hour I've felt angry, disbelieving, anxious, panicky, indignant, frustrated, sad and helpless.  It is the helpless part that gets to me the most.  I am to the point where I don't even want to think about the whole retirement...
    AloneInHawaii AloneInHawaii 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2011

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    I Dont Know Which Way To Turn

    My heart tugs in different directions. Which way do I trust? I need security, but I long for advancement. I value honesty, but hear plenty of lies. I scream when I need to be held, yet I push when your near. Hmmmmm.... why? Im on an emotional roller coaster.
    nvrs8tisf3d nvrs8tisf3d 22-25, F Nov 24, 2010

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    I go from being on a super high to feeling

    super depressed. It's exhausting. I find myself wanting that high back, but I have no way of getting it back.
    lsmith17 lsmith17 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 2, 2014

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    The last two days have been a low

    for me. I don't really have a reason why. But I like to look for one, & that probably just makes it worse. I'll tell you what's making it worse right now: my husband's bad mood. I get scared when he's in a bad mood. I'm scared that it's my fault & he's just not telling me. And I...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2014

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    The ebb and flow of emotions are difficult to

    predict. Some triggers become active after the deed is done. You don't know it until you have the time and space to be fully aware of every part of you. The mind wanders into, what seemed to be, forgotten territory. As a result, this territory transforms into a cage as you try...
    OnlineCake OnlineCake 26-30, F Oct 4, 2014

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    maddie91101 maddie91101 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I miss miss miss the double ferris wheel they used to have at the county fair every year where I grew up! Haven't seen one in 20 years at least. I used to love getting stuck at the...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Especially with the drops.. I hate the feeling I get with the drops.. Bad drops :P
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M Jan 19

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    Especially with the drops.. I hate the feeling I get with the drops.. Bad drops :P
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M Jan 19

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    Look I know I'm a dude and I should love roller coasters but they scare the sh*t out of me! I'd prefer super high water slides much rather than go through the crushing G-force of...
    Lolllipoop Lolllipoop 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    Well......not really scared exactly. I used to really enjoy them as a kid. Since I have gotten older I have developed a pretty bad case of motion sickness. Hey I can't even sit...
    shortysammie shortysammie 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    REVIEW: vertical roller mill equipment "wear and tear" mainly refers to the generation of machines, performance degradation, failures and scrap four cases, this article focuses on...
    mhah mhah 22-25, M Jan 6

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    Shanghai SBM LM series Vertical roller mill for medium to large-scale production has a strong ability to adapt, with crushing mill, screening classification, a number of features...
    mhah mhah 22-25, M Jan 11

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    I am really good at roller skating
    savannatappa savannatappa 18-21, F Jan 5

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    ~THE ART OF EMOTIONAL ABUSE~ THE CANVAS How do you become the victim of emotional abuse? Why don’t you just get out? I've been asked “What did he do to you?” BRUSH STROKES...
    Breeziiee Breeziiee 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    My weekend hasn't been very good... I had an emotionally taxing day on Friday, so by the time my dad came to pick me up from my mom's house (it's his weekend), I didn't feel like...
    Katiebug7 Katiebug7 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I had just turned 20 and I had been living with my first love for a year and a half, a handsome, charming man who abused me physically and emotionally. One day when he'd been...
    Brainyblonde Brainyblonde 66-70, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I always talk about emotional pain. Not having true love. Not having someone that truly cares, and how that haunts me.But there is a physical aspect of this that I WOULD count as...
    insidious2014 insidious2014 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    Oh Yes! I believe in Emotional connections, they keep us feeling like a part of someone else's life. Having an emotional connection or even any kind of connection can develop into...
    MsCelticFire MsCelticFire 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I had a severe physical health scare that meant two months at many different doctors and going through different procedures and they could not figure out why I was having this...
    catgirl192 catgirl192 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I never get it when people say they want to bang their head against a wall but right now, I just want to bang my head against a wall and scream some really insensitive...
    ShakenButNotBroken ShakenButNotBroken 18-21, F Jan 6

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    My boyfriend I live with food the last nine months emotionally abuses me. only when we fight though. He will call me names like idiot, stupid, crazy, say ****off or **** you...
    joyrich joyrich 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    A few months ago, I completely cut off my ex. We had a long and complicated history that involved a lot of emotional and verbal abuse. On his part, a lot of it was underhanded and...
    MDubs MDubs 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    The emotional abuse was there from before but I didn't know I was emotional abuse until recently. The abuser is my baby father he calls me ugly says I have horrible body and...
    Sammi92 Sammi92 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 15

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    I was sexually harassed and then retaliated against by a student that The student is very close to the Dean of our program, the very person I would need to report this harassment...
    Tired15 Tired15 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    That girl. She was tired of being treated like ****, getting put last. She was tired of the mental, emotional and physical abuse, she tried to get away physically but he would let...
    deadgirlsfairytale deadgirlsfairytale 26-30, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    Why has being in an emotional abuse relationship caused me to become distant with my family? Like I feel like I am unable to fully engage with them ? :/
    love9494 love9494 18-21 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I don't like hugging. I have 2 friends that I am comfortable hugging only because they insist on giving me a hug every time we part. I hate hugging my family most of all. I don't...
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    So I went out today. My stepfather was in his usual mood going out (well a lot of the time he is like this). I thought it was odd that mum was being ok to me. It didn't dawn on me...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I have a best friend that has been with me for 10 years. However, no matter how much I put in effort and hard work to maintain this friendship, she will never be satisfied and...
    Dlyz Dlyz 16-17, F Jan 1

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    I have no where to turn. I've been married 15 years. My husband is emotionally and sexually abusive. The way he speaks to me is unbelievable. He even does it in front of others...
    innerstrength44 innerstrength44 41-45, F 8 Responses Jan 1

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    Abuse is never easy to talk about. you always think nobody will believe you or that you'll seem over dramatic. The truth is, it really doesn't matter if anyone believes you. At...
    BrokenSilence22 BrokenSilence22 18-21, F Jan 1

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    I get emotional over the littlest things sometimes because I have so much love for you in me.?
    HananAquarius HananAquarius 22-25, F Jan 2

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    Everyone says that I'm the happiest girl they've ever met. But is that true? I am portrayed as a delightful, assertive, bright, happy girl in many peoples' eyes. I wish I was. Do...
    Macyyyy Macyyyy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    For sure,i love emotionally intimacy,miss it.It feels nice to open up to someone be yourself with them and I also like when that person makes me feel safe and protected sighs..
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F Jan 3

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    This had me going crazy, I believe in having a emotional connection, N spiritual, one morning I was on google how to know you have found your soul mate, I clicked on a site and...
    miracle3054 miracle3054 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Really very emotional. When I saw touching songs or movie, tears fall down my eyes...
    rko683 rko683 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    I think emotional intimacy is the most important thing in relationship
    nataliawww nataliawww 26-30, F 6 Responses Jan 6

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    You know it's an issue when your friends and family have to tell you that he put you through emotional abuse. That moment when you realize the lies, and the empty words. It puts a...
    Maihowl Maihowl 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I'm 38, disabled wife is 48, I'm emotionally divorced, lonely, poor, but have 3 kids so it's my duty to stay, but unhappily? IDK what to do!
    jgoffe10 jgoffe10 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    To put it simply, I'm a 19 year old suffering from anxiety and depression, I have an older brother who has been physically abusive, a younger brother who is autistic and I am a...
    CPJS CPJS 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 9

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