I Am On An Emotional Roller Coaster

My heart tugs in different directions. Which way do I trust? I need security, but I long for advancement. I value honesty, but hear plenty of lies. I scream when I need to be held, yet I push when your near. Hmmmmm.... why? Im on...

i know life is full of ups and downs but it's starting to turn my stomache.  "that which does not kill us makes us stronger"
I'll let you know on that one....

yesterday my friend katie from next door found out that a friend of ours stole her mother's ring her mother had just died and this "friend" stole it and pawn it she went to the pawn shop he said he go to the guy in the shop...

I am feeling so cynical right now.  In the last hour I've felt angry, disbelieving, anxious, panicky, indignant, frustrated, sad and helpless.  It is the helpless part that gets to me the most.  I am to the point where I don't even...

I just can't deal anymore. God, I feel like my head will explode.

This is one ride I'm getting tired of!  I've done the merry-go-round, the bumper cars and the twister.    And I managed to get off all of them.  But the emotional roller coaster seems to be a ride I can't get off...

It's been a ride, that's for sure.
Knowing who i really am ... hiding it ... fighting it ... finally accepting it.
i am a woman, regardless of my birth.
Many times i've cried over this twist of fate.

However, over time o have come...

last night my family and i was making Sunday dinner some we have not done in forever and this man who was been harassing our family for months over something that have nothing to do with him shot up our house it was 3 pregnant women 2...