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I Am Out of Control

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    I'm 17 years old and graduated from high school

    last year and don't go to college cause I was planning to go abroad to study next winter but my dad doesn't want me to go cause he think I can't live by myself now I have been staying at home about 1 year and out of control.... I am not open and out going girl since I was little...
    nm1212 nm1212 18-21, F Aug 19, 2014

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    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    Jacob1349035 Jacob1349035 18-21, M Sep 20, 2014

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    Idk if anyone else had done this too, but me n my siblings had this weird game when we were little. Since we got a lot of bees in our yard back then, what we would do is grab a...
    Eve34 Eve34 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Seems to happen pretty often these days. Ive outgrown most of my clothes. Buttons strained, fat hanging out.
    person12670 person12670 31-35, M 2 hrs ago

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    Whoo wants to control me?? I really wanna be controlled
    GAMER108 GAMER108 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    Like Clint Eastwood said, if there is a gun around i want to be in control of it.
    alexwttwu alexwttwu 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    Yeah..With sleeping,with getting things done,avoiding certain people,taking necessary action when i need to..I need more self discipline i guess..I hate the word discipline,despise...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I want someone to control me right away however you must be VERY strict!!!
    Linehamshorts5 Linehamshorts5 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Man does not control his own fate. The women in his life do that for him....lol...(just a touch of glamorous humour guys...)
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When do stop letting our parents control us and start thinking for ourselves? Even though they'll yell and scream at us.
    Amichelseaoramichris Amichelseaoramichris 18-21, T 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The ***** needs to be dethroned. She's out of control.
    WhatTheFrenchToast WhatTheFrenchToast 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 23

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    Men wear the pants...women control the zipper...:)
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    Whoever controls the media controls the mind. People are so blissfully ignorant to what the media doesn't share with the public and are so easily manipulated to think whatever...
    Mandatorysuicide Mandatorysuicide 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    I went to a clinic not too long ago to get tested for STIs. They tests came back negative, thankfully. But the workers gave me free condoms, Plan B, and birth control (even though...
    Dezaria Dezaria 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    Although I have use b.c in the past for vanity .. Clear skin , but the side effects out weighed the good points ,so I stopped and used simple science to figure out fertile days...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F Jun 21

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    I need someone to help me loose control ;) total turn on
    Sicklygirl1 Sicklygirl1 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I've never done this before. Does anyone want to control mine
    mermaidlove418 mermaidlove418 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 20

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    I will control anyone if u have siblings ages 1-3 or 4
    babygirlindiapers babygirlindiapers 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    If u take away guns from the citzens u just leave them helpless when the criminals who receive guns illegally come along. Even if u were to wipe out all guns, ur just gonna make...
    jmarquart jmarquart 13-15, F Jun 20

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    What gun control is... To take the way of defending yourselves away from the citizens. It does absolutely nothing except taking away the guns from the good people. The criminals...
    jmarquart jmarquart 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I want to control someone's bladder, msg me.
    helloinkie helloinkie 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I need someone who has control over every aspect of my life. I want to give that to someone, to be told what to wear, what is expected of me each day, what I'm allowed to do, and...
    LizzieBarker LizzieBarker 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 19

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    another mass killing in the US, thank god I live in a country that has controls on guns, not allowing just anybody to have a gun..............
    scottie1974 scottie1974 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 18

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    My story is kinda hard to explain , me and my ex have been split up for almost two years now, well lost my mom in December, He wants everyone to believe he's here helping me...
    Brittaniexoxo Brittaniexoxo 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    It's a complete mind control and raping of the soul
    Jhayne8 Jhayne8 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    On 1st August, ZJ40DB Arctic Solids Control System would be put into operation in Lukoil oilfield of Russia and was being debugged for the last time in the workshop of KOSUN Yongle...
    zmzmllll zmzmllll 26-30, F Jun 17

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    Because I haven't had any real sexual experience due to rape. I feel that I'd have to have the guy be in control of me and tell me what to do. I can't imagine sex or any other...
    fightingwithyou fightingwithyou 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I've never been on birth control not will ever be because I simply don't believe in it...and...I love the risk of getting pregnant
    desiree26 desiree26 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    The only thing I can control at this time is: 1) how often I gym 2) what I eat everything else seems to be up in the air
    miketolike miketolike 31-35, M Jun 16

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    My mind I've grown so attached to it's negativity, if I don't try to focus on work I'll probably be so afraid of everyone at work. Today I just got so awkward towards others...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I dare you to control my bladder ;) Message me, I have an entire jug of water to my disposal.
    subMikaela subMikaela 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    I dare you to control my bladder ;) Message me, I have an entire jug of water to my disposal.
    subMikaela subMikaela 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    I do love possessive and controlling men to the point where is it not crazy abuse to my mental and physical state. I love feeling protected and I love men who shows masculinity and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 15

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    While living in North Carolina for a couple of years (once again doing some theatre work there) I lived in a house fronted by a main road, not near any other houses, and with a...
    sttos sttos 56-60, M Jun 15

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    While living in North Carolina for a couple of years (once again doing some theatre work there) I lived in a house fronted by a main road, not near any other houses, and with a...
    sttos sttos 56-60, M 1 Response Jun 15

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    never had one so I don't really believe that there are controlling men out there
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 15

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    Herpes, an oral drug widely used to restrain the virus that causes genital herpes, seems to decrease the rates of HIV in men who would not have genital herpes, based on a study by...
    smitha143 smitha143 26-30, F Jun 15

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    I have no self control shopping. I buy many unnecessary things and get into debts easily. Last time I bought 4 similar pairs of paints. I don't know why.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 14

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    I gotta pee so bad right now. I love to control girls and when they can pee but sometimes I also hold. Which is a lot I guess. I really like if it's a turn on for I try hard to...
    Tom1234P Tom1234P 31-35, M Jun 14