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I Am Out of Control

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    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Jacob1349035 Jacob1349035 18-21, M Sep 20, 2014

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    I'm 17 years old and graduated from high school

    last year and don't go to college cause I was planning to go abroad to study next winter but my dad doesn't want me to go cause he think I can't live by myself now I have been staying at home about 1 year and out of control.... I am not open and out going girl since I was little...
    nm1212 nm1212 18-21, F Aug 19, 2014

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    If you're doing a hold right now, I'd be up to controlling your bladder/giving you challenges. You can either message me here, on skype or on yahoo messenger. Skype: cec0692...
    ccc92 ccc92 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It's time for us women to understand controlling, abuseive men are sociopaths and not worth a single tear or thought. I've been dealing with a socipath for six years and I'm...
    ha1978 ha1978 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    I've always been very shy & introverted. I always preferred to live a solitary life. I never went out with friends or did anything fun. I was a homebody. I found every excuse not...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 36-40, F 13 Responses 5 days ago

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    Let me tell you something about what I look for in CONTROL. It is not some childish game of 'Simon Says'. Even a master of the game knows when to make an objective more challenging...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Wanting a bladder mistress that will control me 24/7, torture my bladder or whatever you please... After all it's your bladder I'm simply carrying it
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 days ago

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    You awakened something in me that can never sleep again, the Sub in me. Shes always been here but was always dormant. You freed her and now she seeks her master. She will never...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    So lately everyday has been a struggle. Everyday with some kind of episode and I can't snap out of it for long before I plunge back into it. My boyfriend is more than understanding...
    xoxoFireyIcexoxo xoxoFireyIcexoxo 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I've been holding for a few hours now and I'm starting to get really desperate, anyone wanna control me??
    Bursting101 Bursting101 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I'm a 23 year old bisexual female Mistress looking to dominate a submissive/switch. Any gender or none. PM me if you want your bladder controlled over Skype.
    OmoGirl OmoGirl 36-40, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Anyone want to control my bladder or let me control there's?
    Katiemylady369 Katiemylady369 22-25 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Anyone want to control and torture my bladder? I've been holding it for a couple hours now, getting pretty desperate
    Katiemylady369 Katiemylady369 22-25 1 Response 6 days ago

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    To me I would hate to be controlled by anyone even my own government
    Foxy112 Foxy112 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I love the idea of to be controlled by a woman, its a turn on.
    findme123x findme123x 26-30, M a week ago

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    *blushes* I had an extremely full bladder when I woke up. I stood out of bed and started walking, but I couldn't hold it in for a minute, actually a second before it all started...
    CuriousKitten101 CuriousKitten101 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I live with a control freak. It causes an extreme amount of stress on my health and I'm sure it has taken years off my life. How do you handle? From everything, meals, watching tv...
    mom4ce mom4ce 51-55, F Jul 19

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    Any girls around my age wanna control my bladder? Get me desperate, tell me when to pee, torture me a little. Lemme know!
    tchord53 tchord53 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 19

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    I want a boyfriend who literally all about me idc how selfish that sounds. I want him to be super jealous and not even think about another girl because he's so worried about me. I...
    catema catema 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 18

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    Hi everyone im sofie i have taken female birth control pills about two years ago around halloween irwas a month and a half worth i believe i am stil feeling the effects
    sofie351 sofie351 36-40, T 5 Responses Jul 18

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    she was always his. Even when she hadn't yet known him, she was his. All he ever needed to do was claim her. Even when she wasn't ready to be claimed, she was always ready to be...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    Our mind has marvelous vaults of information and depositories of thoughts. It is amazing what is stored within each human being, and it is also incredible how and when it emerges...
    km1969 km1969 41-45, M Jul 17

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    Divorced a narcissist 10 years ago. Have a son who is now 18. Any contact with her has been filled with anger, accusations,condescension ... A true intent to spread her misery...
    YYCMan YYCMan 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 17

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    im going to this new high school next year (im a freshmen) and I know no one going to the school my friends are all going to different schools, im not even sure if those friends...
    FabulousMisha101 FabulousMisha101 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I used to be controlled because I had to grow up with a religious nutcases as family Because female independence and have a mind of your own wasn't encouraged. Liberty for girls to...
    FrostyElsie FrostyElsie 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    My dad has raised me since i was little, without barely any help from my mom. I feel like as i reach into my 12th grade year he is starting to become more controlling than usual...
    magnolian magnolian 16-17, F Jul 14

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    Please I need soneone to control. I have until four thirty and I already have a full-bursting bladdet
    11DTS 11DTS 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    I love it. To be completely submissive and having Him to control every little decision I make. I loved to be controlled, it's such an amazing feeling.
    dirtyxxxwhore dirtyxxxwhore 18-21 4 Responses Jul 14

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    I love this. It has been a long road to giving up control...
    BackedByNeeds BackedByNeeds 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Was it that I was in control? No, that wasn't really it, because I wasn't actually in total control. He took me, pulled me down, impaled me on him. That more than anything...
    000Camilla 000Camilla 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.... Fascinating...
    000Camilla 000Camilla 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    I'm struggling with my parents at the moment. I'm 29 I have my own house which I also own with my mum. My parents live 10 minute walk from me. I had a nasty break up in March. I...
    Lannestone Lannestone 26-30 1 Response Jul 11

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    I'm not on birth control. I believe for me personally it's best just let nature happen.
    MakeDaddySmile MakeDaddySmile 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 10

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    Well I should want to control my anger. But, I like it. It makes me feel good. So whats the point of being sad and calm when you can be angry and happy. Just Saying.
    pipess pipess 13-15 Jul 10

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    I need help. I have tried controlling my anger and it worked but not completely. I don't know what to do to control my anger. I have broken my door put holes through my wall...
    misprisy101 misprisy101 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I'm looking for someone to control my bladder. Just give me a message, I'm up for anything and prepared to beg :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 9