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I Am Out of Control

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    Jacob1349035 Jacob1349035 18-21, M Sep 20, 2014

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    I'm 17 years old and graduated from high school

    last year and don't go to college cause I was planning to go abroad to study next winter but my dad doesn't want me to go cause he think I can't live by myself now I have been staying at home about 1 year and out of control.... I am not open and out going girl since I was little...
    nm1212 nm1212 18-21, F Aug 19, 2014

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Finally today I got a chance to get naked outside. Hadn't done it for to long, so finished work early and found a quiet beach and got naked. It feels incredible, free of clothes...
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    I was always that kid that got left out. Either I was picked last for kickball or my friends were all together and I was at home. At home I was always left out. Always the black...
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    "Outta My Head"Chris DaughteryI thought it would be easyBut it ain't for meIt's kinda hard when you lay your heartOn a one way streetI really thought by nowYou woulda slipped my...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I have been incontinent for some time now. Rather than risk wet pants I decided to start wearing nappies all the time. I was wearing them at night in any case as I wet the bed. My...
    Stillwetshisbed Stillwetshisbed 46-50, M 15 hrs ago

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    So the UN wants to regulate Americans and other industrious nations out of our jobs, except china of course, to limit our emissions of CO2. The ultimate goal is to control every...
    IowanLocal IowanLocal 22-25 1 day ago

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    So the UN wants to regulate Americans and other industrious nations out of our jobs, except china of course, to limit our emissions of CO2. The ultimate goal is to control every...
    IowanLocal IowanLocal 22-25 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm so tired of my controlling, bitchy step-mom. She's been threatening to kick me out or call the cops on me for literally the stupidest things since I was 16 anyway. This...
    IcySongBird IcySongBird 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I didn't believe this at first.... until I cot morgellons, or had morgellons symptoms, shall I say, cuz no doc. with DX you with it from wut I keep hearing.... I hope this isn't...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 3 days ago

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    I married a man that we tried to control it suceded for 20 years after our marriage and he became an anti control freak. He took a job that a friend of his fathers son wanted. My...
    isis55 isis55 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    after several months, just recently I figured out that I gave up two people who are so dear to me during the times where I was so stressed over things that I have no control at all...
    glowingember glowingember 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    Once upon a time there was a little boy who was talented, creative, handsome, and extremely bright. A natural leader. The kind of person everyone would normally have wanted on...
    SolitaireGent SolitaireGent 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    everything is about control...geez I don't support gun control!
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response 5 days ago

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    China's top legislature has been asked to make more efforts to combat water pollution nationwide following an investigation that found 15.5 percent of cities had drinking water...
    decantercentrifuge decantercentrifuge 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I am not on birth control but I need to start controlling my PMS symptoms: extremely emotional, constantly fatigued, can't focus because I feel depressed - I don't want to go on...
    kat115nk kat115nk 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't want to go on birth control but I need to find ways to control my PMS symptoms: extremely emotional, constantly fatigued, can't focus because I feel depressed - I hate...
    kat115nk kat115nk 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I want to start birth control for the purpose of controlling my PMS symptoms: extremely emotional, constantly fatigued, can't focus because I feel depressed - I don't want to go on...
    kat115nk kat115nk 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I'd like someone to have complete control of my bladder. You would control my use of the bathroom 24/7 and I will not ever be allowed to pee until you give me permission. That...
    Winniethepooh23 Winniethepooh23 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 26

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    Feeling my controlling and dominant urges quite intensely currently. So my hopes to run into a possible play partner are getting higher and higher. Would be quite happy to run...
    MindDevourer MindDevourer 36-40, M Aug 26

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    3 days ago I moved to Spain to start my bachelors degree. Ive been looking forward to this for so long, I could not wait to get out of my country and start a new and more exciting...
    moretotheeyes moretotheeyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M Aug 22

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    I don't know seems to more now that im out of army. This civilian life is hard. I find it hard to relate to people outside of here on EP. My circle of friends help keep me sane per...
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    "Confused, Complain." 4.12.15 I'm 14. I'm always in situations where I'm always so close to something. Or so far from an opportunity I then wither out of control. What I'm...
    eztahhelp eztahhelp 18-21, F Aug 22

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    Until probably the age of 10 my imagination, my dog, and (luckily) safe surroundings could keep me entertained for a few hours at a time. I had no siblings near my age. I...
    itsoneofus itsoneofus 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    So I have a very controlling father. I'm 19 going to be 20 in a few months and all he wants to do is control me. After high school I went straight into beauty school and I am now a...
    someoneunimportant03 someoneunimportant03 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I am hard to figure out, I know I've tried and then went insane , literally. I cut my hand and sucked up the blood. I just did it again in yhe shower. I like singing, but I hate...
    inmkie inmkie 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    I wish I can find a way to hold myself to the ground and be my normal self. When you encounter someone that you still feel hurt seeing, you have to step on your feelings and...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F Aug 19

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    My mother is the most controlling narcissist In the world, she is very manipulative and has to always have her way. Im 27 and on permanent disability due to a brain injury...
    KaleighBee KaleighBee 26-30, F Aug 18

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    Stress can be such a female-dog sometimes. How do you bounce back? It seems so much easier to "just simply" prevent the root cause of the fall. As beautiful as the formula of the...
    feather10 feather10 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I need to rant. First of all, I feel horrible for feeling this way because I am SO privileged. Currently, I have no job and my only responsibility is towards myself and a little...
    Chrossy Chrossy 22-25, F Aug 15

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    Please control my bladder.
    heythere1029 heythere1029 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 15

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    I found this group by accident. I don't really get why anyone would be against birth control. Humans are sexual creatures. Not everyone wants children or are ready for children...
    coolestdweebyahknow coolestdweebyahknow 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    Or her for that matter, I just prefer others to take charge I guess I'm just submissive by nature. I just think life is so much simpler if one person is in control of everything.
    Itsamy Itsamy 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    Someone please control my bladder,I have always wanted someone to control my bladder...
    123rachel321 123rachel321 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    I need to be badly does anyone wanna control me and tell me to hold it or realive it and u can to tourture it
    mustangsareawesome mustangsareawesome 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 14

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    First they were always talking badly about my friends.. Now they even want to control my love life.. so that I won't have one anymore. And I am going crazy.. I am 22, and they won...
    Hunnybunay Hunnybunay 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 14

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