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I Am Out of Control

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    Jacob1349035 Jacob1349035 18-21, M Sep 20, 2014

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    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I'm 17 years old and graduated from high school

    last year and don't go to college cause I was planning to go abroad to study next winter but my dad doesn't want me to go cause he think I can't live by myself now I have been staying at home about 1 year and out of control.... I am not open and out going girl since I was little...
    nm1212 nm1212 18-21, F Aug 19, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    So everyday as humans I guess we learn more about ourselves and even though I already knew this it did not fully hit me until today and that was with help from some friends... I...
    Gaffa1234 Gaffa1234 22-25, F Jan 21

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    When you've had enough of bed bugs, dangerous termites, pests, bugs and rats exploring your home, easily growing all types of illnesses then you know it's a chance to contact the...
    miamipestcontrolsolutions miamipestcontrolsolutions 22-25, F Jan 16

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    My sister is so controlling over me! She's worse than my mom! Today I curled my eyelashes and she freaked out and took the eyelash curler away, and hid it from me. I'm really...
    AngelinaBlog AngelinaBlog 18-21, F Jan 13

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    Even the usage of the phrase 'my life' is erroneous in this sense, I think. I have come to accept this fact on some level. There no such thing as possessing or having some...
    pretender2687 pretender2687 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 14

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    Bulimia is a silent killer that sneaks into your life and takes over control. It drains your energy like a parasite, slowly distancing you from your friends, your family and most...
    ockthedoor ockthedoor 18-21, F Jan 2

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    You can pretend this is fiction if you like. His name was Joey (it wasn't, of course). He, like me, was an unchosen red diaper baby; the son of two powerful underground Communists...
    Brainyblonde Brainyblonde 66-70, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    Nope, absolutely hate it...and I rarely use the word hate. :P I don't like emotional control, mental control, physical control etc. Hate it all! I hate being boxed in. Plus I can't...
    ShakenButNotBroken ShakenButNotBroken 18-21, F Jan 17

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    Okay so I was originally going to post how I was the one who brought it up to my mom and I'm supposed to be starting this coming Sunday, but then I saw the other posts saying "I Am...
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't have a choice in the matter, I am slowly losing all control. I have lost all bladder control at night, and have poor control during the day.
    auggie1971 auggie1971 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    The television... The leader of the entertainment force. --------------------- Television is not only the main start, but the biggest sign of technology. It's as well the biggest...
    HannahMarieX HannahMarieX 18-21 1 Response Jan 16

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    I am a girl who has a strong craving. My problem is that I can't control my body. It wants to be touched, loved, everything. I try so hard to be good, to keep my morals and body...
    kitty952 kitty952 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    And that's why I'm always paranoid. I always want to be in control and I can't stand the things I can't control in life. Screw the world. It's every man for himself :)
    tangledweb94 tangledweb94 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Sometimes you need expert help in eliminating unwanted pests from your locations of residence. Sometimes, it might be a bug in your home and sometimes it might be something in your...
    miamipestcontrolsolutions miamipestcontrolsolutions 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I'm wanting to start birth control. I started getting my period when I was 11 and in the last year, I started bleeding heavier and getting more intense cramping when I as on my...
    candicelayla candicelayla 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    In high school I had no friends and had trouble getting along with people. I would have trouble talking to people, not because I’m socially awkward but because I would get...
    JoeStern JoeStern 22-25, M Jan 7

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    I am moving out when I turn 18, and I'm absolutely terrified. I'm... feeling really small right now, so I guess that's why I'm writing this. My story is long, but relevant. I...
    theydunnomyname theydunnomyname 16-17, F Jan 8

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    The appearance of Web has altered the Functioning modes and types of individuals phenomenally. Previously, it absolutely was customary for business owners to control all areas of...
    Noah5284psu4 Noah5284psu4 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    Someone send me a rp story please where I am controlled xx
    cutiemaddy cutiemaddy 13-15, F Jan 10

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    I don't know what it is, but I want to be controlled in every aspect. I want to ask permission, I want to be called dirty names. I want you to force me to exercise and mold me into...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 10

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    I don't feel as if I have control of my life in our society. I understand how everybody stays motivated.
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M Jan 13

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    My boyfriend is the best. We've been together for 3 years now and he knows my secrets about self harm and depression. He tries his best to help me and be there for me and I really...
    Rishay Rishay 18-21, F Jan 15

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    Oh yes! Im a BBW in need of a Black Man in control.
    lizaslut lizaslut 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 18

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    If it were all up to me and I was in control I would.............Make the media have to be honest about EVERYTHING. American "world news" would actually profile real stories from...
    AllStarcrushNate AllStarcrushNate 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 18

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    Have you ever brushed your teeth and then sipped orange juice? That's the sort of taste that being in a BPD relationship leaves you with. An intense sting that leaves your throat...
    TalaSnow TalaSnow 22-25, F Jan 21

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    I am a little curious...and a little nervous, but here goes anyway. Take control of my bladder, fill it up to the brim. Tell me that relief will never come, let me know that you...
    VioletXpanze VioletXpanze 26-30, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'd great success with Insanity. I dropped ten lbs and sense so significantly better about myself. ItR17;s actually a terrific plan and I found it really gratifying. Just look at...
    Andrick161y4cv3 Andrick161y4cv3 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    How parents screw up their kids... If you are a parent or planning to be one day, I hope you will read this. When I was a toddler, it was obvious to everyone that i was creative...
    Loufree Loufree 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I hate that everyone automatically assumes im a terrible kid at my age in high school im only 16 and everyone automatically sees me as a trouble maker because of how i look. (NEWS...
    SilentPause SilentPause 18-21, M Jan 12

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    And again the thought that I am hurting and suffering for something I have no control over, ugh. Like I wanna fix this, but its nothing I can do. I have to deal with this. I have...
    Sharudy Sharudy 18-21, F Jan 15

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    I'm new on here but at this point I just need to vent so I don't feel crazy! I am 30 years old, have a 5 year old that I raise alone, have a career, and own my own home...but I...
    NeedsAChange09 NeedsAChange09 26-30, F Jan 15

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    She isnt really reading the post she just picks out 'bad' keywords and random other things. So I found that if I spell a/the 'bad' word(s) wrong she can't catch it and my post is...
    newasexy newasexy 26-30, F Jan 16

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    I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't...
    Caspababe Caspababe 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My dad always makes rude comments when I'm talking with my mom and he always freaks out on me saying I'm an ungrateful *****, nothing I do is ever good enough for them and my mom...
    cantstandwhereilive cantstandwhereilive 18-21, F Jan 4

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    Everything is bizarrely, oddly in place right now. How much longer can I keep lucking out?
    Quiche5 Quiche5 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 5

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    I've always had weight issues and struggled with wanting to be thinner. In Mid October of 2014 I was 5'5 138 pounds. I was prescribed adderall for add, I began to see I didn't eat...
    mjglynn mjglynn 13-15, F Jan 6

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    Check out these desperation pics! One girl is desperate during her tutoring session, the other wets herself while bound to a chair. http://tinypic.com/r/eo7ef/8 http://tinypic.com...
    gregjefferson242 gregjefferson242 31-35, M Jan 14

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    I have been letting things that are beyond my control take over my life and I need to just let go of some of this stress so that's what I'm going to attempt to do now. It's not...
    unfixablegirl unfixablegirl 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    I feel like I'm walking on eggshells a good 40% of them time. I can't hang out with my girl friends without him assuming we're doing drugs, drinking, or cheating on our boyfriends...
    genericidiot genericidiot 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    God I want to just scream at this point my three kids are driving me insane (yes Ik I signed up for it) their dad finally came to see them after me having to bug him to come see...
    momofthree921 momofthree921 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Galatians 5:16-26 So I say, walk by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the flesh. For the flesh desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is...
    LuanneW LuanneW 66-70, M 3 days ago

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    Yes I want to kick my 18 year old out but not sure about it . He is disrespectful and nasty and rude and hateful and doesn't want to follow the house rules . He is smoking pot...
    TexasTam61 TexasTam61 51-55, F 19 hrs ago