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I Am Out of Control

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    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I Just Get So Sad

    I'm slipping back into my depression.. But this time I cant control it at all. I had a bottle of orange juice and a bottle of ibuprofen and just started taking them one by one and thought to myself "when I run out of orange juice is when I'll stop"... I only got to 6 before I...
    EmpathicThespian EmpathicThespian 16-17, F Nov 25, 2012

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    Growing up I felt like a prisoner in my own home. The only time I really ever left the house was to go to school or to go shopping with my parents. Whenever I tried to do something...
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    I cant recall my exact age at the time. Somewhere around 8-10 years old. I was so sick and tired of having no free will in my dreams as I slept at night. Every time I dreamt...
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    Well just thought I would put my experiences out there so it could maybe help someone achive the experience better. So I started getting out of body experiences as a child before I...
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    I try to control everything in my life, from the thoughts in my head to the specific way I say "hello" to people. I try to control every aspect of my life and maybe that's why I...
    TheBlackLabel TheBlackLabel 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Last October changed me. I want to do it again, jus not the same way, if I don't have to. So I'd like some advise. I felt like I was "awakened" by an o.b.e. The o.b.e. Itself...
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    When I'm cold I can control my nerves or something like that I can make myself warm, vice versa when I'm hot! I found out recently I can do the same in a room. Someone will say...
    mrmagnium mrmagnium 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    By the titled statement, it is meant to reference people that take time to tell you that you have faults that are "wrong". Especially as it pertains to personality, or character...
    brainbroodling brainbroodling 26-30, M Jun 24

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    How do you help get out of your sleep paralysis?? Lately I have been trying to control by breathing. Staying calm is hard, and now I have read about using it for Astro Projection...
    CaseyinFlorida CaseyinFlorida 31-35, F Jun 24

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    I posted a question recently which explained my views and I'd rather not write it all out again. To sum it up, it's more about birth control rather than killing existing people. I...
    RadicalGeneticist RadicalGeneticist 18-21, M 6 Responses Jun 26

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    I fall somewhere in the middle. The ideology on both sides is just horrible. "The constitution says we can have any weapon we want with no restriction" "if we ban guns they will go...
    Based4ever Based4ever 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 2

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    Threw away my birth control. This week was "inactive pill" week. After my visit to the neurologist yesterday and finding out the pill was my main trigger, I need to make changes...
    BrittanyErin BrittanyErin 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I'm divorcing my husband of 8 years and ending a 12-years relationship. I met him back in university he's from Europe and I'm from Asia. This is going to be long... After uni I...
    lastfeather lastfeather 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend of 10 years moved abroad some months ago for work. Our plan was that I would visit him as soon as possible and try to find a job there too. He had a hard time at his...
    mpenti mpenti 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Well, I don't know how to start with this story, but I have a loving, but controlling mother who likes to control everything of the musical tastes I have for myself. I just feel...
    Grlcan697 Grlcan697 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    100PercentMe 100PercentMe 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 10

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    I came out as bisexual to only some people in my family; if my mom or grandparents find out I'll be disowned. :/ I haven't come out as Agender to anyone yet...
    Dessy16 Dessy16 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    She IS out of control!!!!! So we need to stand up to her :P Sign this petition, and help me get the message across. https://www.change.org/en-GB/petitions/experience-project-ban...
    InternationalDarkness InternationalDarkness 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I can go under water and breathe in my dreams too. I can also fly whenever I want when I am in a lucid state which happens about 4 times a night. I fly around my old neighborhood...
    yogaa1999 yogaa1999 31-35, M Jun 24

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    my dad controls everything that goes on in my life and its getting out of hand I think its because im in highschool now and he feels like im growing up or something but he needs to...
    starysky98 starysky98 13-15, F Jun 29

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    I know i'm young and I still have a lot to learn and my opinion might differ from very many people, but I feel that religion is just a way to control people and keep them in order...
    Tuho Tuho 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    What am I afraid of? I am in 100 percent in control! I'm not a victim and I have a voice! I made my choice and yet, I can always turn around and walk away. But before I do, I must...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Looking for someone to control or someone to control me! I already really have to go, I've been holding for 5 hours! Message me!
    Bursting101 Bursting101 18-21, M Jul 10

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    Abortion is birth control. When a woman had an abortion, she is keeping a birth from happening. When a woman has an abortion, she is terminating a pregnancy. So for someone to say...
    Inherownwords Inherownwords 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Dating a recovering drug addict is not easy, but I am doing just that. We have been through hell and back together battling his addiction and things were absolutely terrible at one...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    My parents aren't controlling so much. They don't watch every step I do but still they take care that I do my homework. When I got out I have to explain with who and where and when...
    Jennyred Jennyred 13-15, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've always had the ability to know when someone close to me has passed away in addition to y other empathic abilities. I get extremely lethargic, often passing out in odd places...
    queenkate07 queenkate07 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I can control my fiery temper most of the time at the cost of crying. If I successfully curb whatever horrible thing my mind tries to make my mouth say, the anger from it wells up...
    BayouBeauty09 BayouBeauty09 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    I am so sick of the way my wife tries to control everything about me. I've been with her for 10 years now and I can't take it anymore. She can't even accept that she's a control...
    LewisCollins LewisCollins 31-35 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Sometimes the need to kill others gets so bad so I kill myself instead and wake up in the morning and start over. But what if one day the need over powers my self control and I...
    KatIsCrazy KatIsCrazy 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend won't let me express myself. When I turn 18, if I'm still with him, he won't "let" me get tattoos or piercings. Well, I refuse to abide in his stupid, controlling...
    stillYDGN stillYDGN 13-15, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Everyday now, it grows stronger. The urge to be dominant, the last man standing, the alpha male. I want to do everything for everybody because I do it the best. I need to be on top...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 23

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    I wish things were different. I want to have full control of my life and my choices. Right now that's not possible. It would take drastic changes affecting many lives. I don't...
    nocturnalhound nocturnalhound 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I believe that every woman should have control over body and everything to do with her reproductive capabilities. Every woman has the right to decide when she is ready to have a...
    Katertoten Katertoten 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    I want you to do whatever you want to me! ANYTHING you can think of I'll do it obediently. I'm willing to do absolutely any and everything to please you and all I want in return is...
    red00 red00 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    When I was 15, I stopped having my periods and started wearing maxi pads 24/7, exclusively for bladder control. I hadn't had wetting accidents since I was a kid and wet the bed...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response Jul 4

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    i need to pee so bad anyone wants to control me?????
    katykim11 katykim11 18-21, F 12 Responses Jul 5

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    Every time I think my husband and I have reached the bottom of the barrel with my indiscretions something else seems to crop up! I suppose this is what comes of many many years of...
    Trytrytryagain Trytrytryagain 41-45, F Jul 11

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    I want to have control, I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul. I want you to notice when I'm not around. You're so ******* special, I wish I was special. But I'm a creep...
    TheFlamingLips TheFlamingLips 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Boss calls me and have an attitude because I didn't answer my phone on my day off..... 1.you don't pay me to be on call!!! 2.why do he always ask me my business!!! 3.he *tries* to...
    coraleigh coraleigh 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    I am totally against any form of birth control. I am a woman and faithful to the teachings of the Catholic church. Because of these facts, I have had 15 children of my own. My...
    vickianderson69 vickianderson69 41-45, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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