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I Am Out of Control

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    I'm 17 years old and graduated from high school

    last year and don't go to college cause I was planning to go abroad to study next winter but my dad doesn't want me to go cause he think I can't live by myself now I have been staying at home about 1 year and out of control.... I am not open and out going girl since I was little...
    nm1212 nm1212 18-21, F Aug 19, 2014

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    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    Jacob1349035 Jacob1349035 18-21, M Sep 20, 2014

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    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    This is from an article written by Abby Johnson, a former director of Planned Parenthood: Women of today have been convinced that our fertility is broken. And so, because it is...
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    first...lay in bed (before you sleep) slow down your breathing. and as you allow each exhale relax you, you may notice your body relaxing. once this has happened repeat to...
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    Well I can't possibly be against something that is a myth. Abortions are expensive. And it can have a huge affect on women emotionally. Having an abortion is a very difficult...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    We were coming home to Calgary, Alberta from our Vancouver holiday and driving through the mountains on the highway near Golden, BC in our little red 370Z when a SUV (looked like a...
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    If you want to have power and control over a certain person, never, ever, interrupt them when they are speaking. - When they stop, or ask a question, you ask a related question...
    JakeNarcissist JakeNarcissist 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    My parents did not like the wedding date that my fiance and I had set, so they kept throwing out ultimatums until we finally pushed the date back. Now they are freaking out because...
    southernlove45 southernlove45 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I should say I know it is out of control.. in the last 4 years he has gained all most 300 pounds.. I don't know what to do..He literately spends all day eating.. a friend of his...
    Lovingwife68 Lovingwife68 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    I'm not 100% against it. I just believe that once a couple has established love and trust then it is time to step up to the deepest affection a man and woman can share. She should...
    Oracler Oracler 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    Anyone out there holding and wants someone to control their bladder, feel free to message me anytime!
    ccc92 ccc92 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    When I want to start the control process over a person, I often look them in the their left eye (which is connected to their right (emotional) brain, and... - Silently, and to my...
    JakeNarcissist JakeNarcissist 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    There's a difference between using it as birth control or an escape method and then using it knowing that you cannot properly care for a baby or be good parents at a certain age or...
    Katelynntx Katelynntx 18-21 1 Response Mar 12

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    I fantasize about having my daily life controlled by someone online. I don't know why but I just love the lack of control and crave cruelty and dominance.
    need2Bcontrolled83 need2Bcontrolled83 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I am so frustrated of everything. i can't improve myself... everytime i lose or i fail. i rage i flame, i blame others, i am so angry.... i can't control my fury, my rage...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M Mar 16

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    I have this friend that's a bit bossy and controlling at times. Last time I saw her was before Christmas and she was pretty bossy and impatient with me when I spend the night. I...
    ArtLover24 ArtLover24 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    i have loved an emotionally abusive and controlling man for ten years. Five years ago I married him. He makes me feel lower than dirt. He didn't touch me for two years saying I...
    girlnomore girlnomore 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I'm starting to feel like I can not control my anger! I've taken anger management and everything! When my boyfriend and I get into arguments I black out and say thing I do not mean...
    Lolabeautyy Lolabeautyy 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Last night I phoned my dear friend Michael who lives in Brighton and he told me that after he spoke to me last time he received a phone call from my other dear friend to tell him...
    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 11 hrs ago

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    I enjoy freaking people out. With what I say, my secret talents, and my drawings. I always get the same expression and I think it's so funny. My drawings are usually bloody...
    AJayL AJayL 13-15, T 15 hrs ago

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    Yes being submissive and a bottom i like to taken control of by him physically and sexually
    alexiswcd alexiswcd 56-60, T Mar 5

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    I truly can not understand people that cant control themselves! Hitting things and other people, what nut cases. I like to laugh at them while I calmly say, "Alrighty then" and...
    selfishbitc selfishbitc 51-55, F Mar 6

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    i want to control your bladder, make you squirm and hold it forever, message me if you're interested
    kaysyn kaysyn 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 7

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    I lost my job a couple of months ago, I really struggled and didn't meet up to things that were important. Unintentionally, I was so broken I didnt know what I was doing that time...
    AnthonyorTony AnthonyorTony 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    So I've gained 17 pounds since Christmas I haven't been able to stop binging all the time totally lost control I need someone to help me get back on track again atm I'm doing 300-4...
    Bethanie123 Bethanie123 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    What we do not understand, we cannot control. - - Charles Reich
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Mar 10

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    My dad keeps pressuring me in school work and basketball and I can't take it anymore. My mom doesn't trust me to drive by myself which is ridiculous because I am a good driver...
    jurban2117 jurban2117 16-17, M Mar 12

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    I absolutely do not like to be controlled, ordered around, or treated as one of your possessions. That's something that is guaranteed to make me forget about you in an instant.
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F Mar 14

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    I want to be controlled by either a girl or guy either would be sexy as hell.
    sweetandsourdobe sweetandsourdobe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    My dad left a good sum of money when he died and although I'm not a millionaire or anything, I have enough to live comfortably for awhile. Anyway, in the past couple of months I...
    Irregularthinking Irregularthinking 18-21, F Mar 14

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    Looking for a man or woman preferably 18-25 to control me. Looking for someone to tell me what to do, eat, when/what to eat, possible sexual acts as well and telling me what to do...
    effystories543 effystories543 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I have been holding for soooo long and I really need to go, someone please control me
    Bursting101 Bursting101 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 15

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    is there someone who wants to control my bladder?
    shaffie84 shaffie84 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    I want someone to control my bladder tonight, females only. Feel free to PM me if interested.
    ThereBackAgain87 ThereBackAgain87 26-30, M Mar 15

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    I have always wanted to be controlled by a someone in bed.
    bisubmissivedove bisubmissivedove 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I need to pee any1 wanna control my bladder and torture me?
    ticklebaby10 ticklebaby10 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 17

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    I am on Chateal and have been for two months now. I'm supposed to get my period today but I came down with a stomach virus two nights ago. I was reading that it could possibly...
    g0backtoreality g0backtoreality 16-17, F Mar 22

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    I don't like to make choices and I think I want to give myself to someone. Aggressive controlling men are what turns me on.
    kiathetramp kiathetramp 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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