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I Am Out of Control

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    I'm 17 years old and graduated from high school

    last year and don't go to college cause I was planning to go abroad to study next winter but my dad doesn't want me to go cause he think I can't live by myself now I have been staying at home about 1 year and out of control.... I am not open and out going girl since I was little...
    nm1212 nm1212 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    I think it's time I called out for help or advice.... I am a very very jealous person and I don't mean to be and I do not do it on purpose. I don't really know where it all came...
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    For years they refused to let me get any kind of portable electronic device. "Because it shuts you out from the world and that's not good for you." That actually did just the...
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    Persistent changes + sufficient time=changes she can believe in. My counsellors tell me this time and time again. My mentor a family therapist said he just heard of a couple who...
    wiseprotector wiseprotector 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 5

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    Once I was playing a bladder control game with my friend and I have a small bike lock that is just the right length to be a pretty tight belt on my jeans. It locks with a...
    DoNotPeeEver DoNotPeeEver 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    We have been together for 10 years and married for six of them. Have twin, two and a half year olds and a four year old. My husband is a control freak and emotionally abusive. I...
    Happinessismine Happinessismine 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    I made a mistake. I let them in again last night. I was talking on the phone with my mom and once I hung up, I realized that I had given her way too many details about my life...
    CatLover311 CatLover311 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    Looking for someone to hold with! Control my bladder then I control yours! 20 f here! I prefer older men :) must be into pee holding and making videos :) inbox me
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    I trusted the wrong person, to come into my life, and take me away from everything. My family and my friends. I'm getting control of my life once again. I'm never letting you...
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    My boyfriend is controlling, he hates me going over to friends house which I really don't have many but whenever I visit them he is like I'm not going to talk to you because he...
    ilybb ilybb 13-15, F Aug 13

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    I've come to terms I can't just control my whole life like plan out my whole god damn future and I should just live here in the moment and enjoy because you know what it's fine to...
    BrookeDuchanne16 BrookeDuchanne16 16-17, F Aug 16

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    Females only. Want controlled? Give me complete control and your dedication and I will do it. Sexual stimulation, edging, and bladder torture is involved. Are you up for the...
    Desperationmaster Desperationmaster 26-30, M 5 Responses Aug 17

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    At my last girly doctor appointment my made made them put me on birth control I hate it I'm not even doing anything but she seen one bad picture and freaked out
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    CatLover311 CatLover311 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    http://www.marcandangel.com/2014/07/27/18-ways-youre-making-your-life-harder-than-it-has-to-be/ What a wonderful article. I know it will be difficult, but I am in control of my...
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    I want someone to take complete control over my bladder!!..pm me if interested ;)
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    yes any girls who will let me control their need to pee message me im around
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