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I Am Out of Control

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    I Just Get So Sad

    I'm slipping back into my depression.. But this time I cant control it at all. I had a bottle of orange juice and a bottle of ibuprofen and just started taking them one by one and thought to myself "when I run out of orange juice is when I'll stop"... I only got to 6 before I...
    EmpathicThespian EmpathicThespian 16-17, F Nov 25, 2012

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    I like this guy that I used to see often in social occasions. But I haven't seen him recently. I can only reach him through facebook. I want to send him messages but I control...
    ramyawave ramyawave 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I'm only 14, but all my life, I've simply played the parts people expect of me. I was the good daughter, the perfect honor-roll student who never broke a single rule, and the best...
    okc15 okc15 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I've been in Birth control for along time now . Not just for sex but mainly because of my long periods I use to get . It's like a love ad hate relationship I have with it lol I...
    trulyblessed90 trulyblessed90 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    March 23. Flack from Setting Boundaries. We need to know how far we'll go, and how far we'll allow others to go with us. Once we understand this, we can go anywhere. —Beyond...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Long story short, controlling boyfriend. He is especially controlling when I am adamant against something. Definitely a power issue, loves controlling people. Thing is, we broke up...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon 31-35, F Apr 2

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    The uncomfortable thing about control freaks is that you often only realize you have some kind of relationship with one when you're already in too deep. Since in the beginning they...
    grimlydefiant grimlydefiant 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    You said you moved two states away. And less than a month later, you're back and contacting me. I HATE YOU AND DON'T WANT YOU IN MY LIFE. But, because you're so mentally ill and a...
    spectralthoughts spectralthoughts 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    There are people that I would be ok with then controlling me but its the amount of control my parents think they have over ne that i hate. They control what i wear, how i do my...
    LizWasNotHere LizWasNotHere 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    all of us has an ego, its normal for a human..but we should never let our ego control over us but we should be the one to control out ego,, ego is a very short word but can destroy...
    mcindygrace mcindygrace 22-25, F Apr 9

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    I hate control freaks with a passion, it's either their way or the highway, they have to be in control of everything. Reminds me of a jealous, possessive man who isn't happy unless...
    denaellis575 denaellis575 46-50, F Mar 26

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    My boyfriend is very controlling. He doesn't allow me to wear certain thing or hang around with certain people. If I don't do as he say he get mad or just yell. When I ask him why...
    tattoofreak101 tattoofreak101 18-21, F Mar 30

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    My first boyfriend raped me. And it's been almost 2 years since it happened and I tell everyone I'm okay. And for the longest time I had myself fooled too. A few months ago, it...
    fobaholic627 fobaholic627 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    m trying to get new health insurance the current one I have is only for birth control I'm soon going to get insurance that covers doctor visits. But I haven't been approved. So...
    sarahhunnix3 sarahhunnix3 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Okay so I have been having these strangest feelings at night for the past couple of years since my senior year in high school. I am 19 years old and have recently been getting...
    charles642 charles642 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    March 27. After-Burn. How could I do it? How could I say it? Even though I meant it, I still feel ashamed, guilty, and afraid. This is common reaction to new, exciting recovery...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    We have only been in a relationship for a little over a month now and already i feel like he might be too controlling...Could someone just please help me and tell me im over...
    DreamerGirl4 DreamerGirl4 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    If you still believe mind control projects are simply fictional, think again. These covert mind control projects and secret programs were undertaken as far back as the early 1950s...
    FlysoFree FlysoFree 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I have a bad relationship with my parents, and still live at home. I'd move out as soon as I could. They say they don't trust me, and can't talk to me. And they can't, as I won't...
    dysfori dysfori 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    I'm 21 years old and a female. Growing up with a sister there was always comparison. As the child who acted out I was left in the dark. My dermatillomania was a result of becoming...
    Has415 Has415 18-21, F Apr 2

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    I have always been on birth control, but my last dosage ended in early March. I've been busy and keep forgetting to make an appointment to get on new birth control. Pregnancy...
    FatNLovingIt FatNLovingIt 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    Everyone at my school says I'm too negative, too ugly, too loud or something. They tell me to be positive and to just be happy. But being told what to do does not make me happy...
    lily6233 lily6233 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    I feel so fed up, it feels like I am losing control of my life and everything. That's all I ever hear is people's problems all the time. I am fed up of uncaring, selfish, hateful...
    galaxy3 galaxy3 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    Seriously. I just HATE it when people force me to do things I absolutely do not want to do what so ever. It's mostly from people I know, bossing me around ALL the time!And when I...
    Meloryne Meloryne 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I felt as though I was under control and I was trapped by a 'friend' for 2 years... She had problems... And it felt as though if she died it would have been my fault because 'I was...
    musicislife00 musicislife00 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have controlling parents and I'm 26.
    kristinew123 kristinew123 26-30, F Mar 21

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    I love it when a woman controls me, when she says she's my mistress and she owns me
    aergh7465 aergh7465 18-21, M Mar 23

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    for the past 5 months I've been purging n starving myself. I've lost about 35 pounds and my weight keeps going down. my weight is controlling my life its all I think about. well...
    OriginallyVintage OriginallyVintage 13-15, F Mar 23

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    I have no clue how to keep my anger under control
    welch1995 welch1995 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Hi guys! I got the Depo shot in November 13. I was suppose to get it on Feb 25 but didn't because i didnt like how it made me feel, it made me spot/bleed since jan 1st february...
    kikims27 kikims27 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Have been on birth control for a year now but missed four days in a row. Used no back up and had unprotected sex each of those days. I didn't make the pills up either just carried...
    loosetoothy loosetoothy 22-25, F Mar 26

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    There are too many people who try to control you, but they do this just because they know deep down you are better than they are. So let them be and ignore it ;-)
    domipl domipl 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I don't let anyone control me but god.
    Littlemonster77777 Littlemonster77777 13-15, F Mar 30

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    Has anyone here gotten pregnant on the birth control patch ortho evera
    Brittanywolf Brittanywolf 18-21, F Mar 30

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    I'm looking for love and hope to build a family i realise it's not something I can control but I keep looking for that illusory woman even though my friends tell me I should stop...
    klain45 klain45 26-30, M Apr 5

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    Every time I remind myself of this , stop stressing over things I can't control , I will for a second but then I start to over think about it and then it happens again!! :(
    Gravity949 Gravity949 36-40, M Apr 5

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    My doctor put me on birth controlon March 2nd of this year. II'm not taking it to prevent pregnancy or nothing of that sort. I am actually using it to regulate my period. But I'm...
    Raven628 Raven628 16-17, F Apr 7

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    Working on self control and and the fact that I may have anger issues is something i need to learn to cope with
    markmcparker markmcparker 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I took birth control for one full month but I didn't get my next pack on time so I missed two days. I've too ken 16 this month so far and a full pack last month without skipping...
    virgo1998 virgo1998 16-17, F Apr 9

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    After I was assaulted I always want to be in control sexually. I know some men hate that!!! So if you don't like it don't email!
    funsnowgal funsnowgal 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was in birth control for about 5 years. I'm not on it anymore cause my husband and I are going to start trying to have a family. When we first got married, he told me that we...
    kdegala77 kdegala77 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    Nathan: Multiple times during my young life, I have dated people who turned out to be crazy... And if they weren't crazy during the course of our relationship, they inevitably...
    Lullacus Lullacus 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    and I will keep my crazy self here, hopefully not anywhere near him... I am irrational... I think things that are not true... I explode them in my head too... they seem so hurtful...
    WendyBlabs WendyBlabs 36-40, F Mar 31

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    Its one thing to always demand respect in the household,but its also based on a give and take type of thing...I live with my mother and her boyfriend who acts as if this house is...
    Natashachetty Natashachetty 22-25 Mar 24

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    March 25. Letting Go of Worry. What if we knew for certain that everything we're worried about today will work out fine? What if . . . we had a guarantee that the problem...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    He's a great guy, but I am a very verbal person and fairly intuitive about other people's feelings and needs. He can go days without hardly saying two words to anyone and he is...
    CaptainXeno CaptainXeno 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...