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I Am Out of Control

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    I'm 17 years old and graduated from high school

    last year and don't go to college cause I was planning to go abroad to study next winter but my dad doesn't want me to go cause he think I can't live by myself now I have been staying at home about 1 year and out of control.... I am not open and out going girl since I was little...
    nm1212 nm1212 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    For seven months, I was in a controlling relationship. I thought I had met the man I wanted to be with always. There were red flags from the beginning, but I was so attracted to...
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    Personally, I have come to realize that I am unhappiest and feel the most anxiety when I am trying to "take the reins" and control every aspect of my life. I hate being a control...
    findmeholdmeloveme findmeholdmeloveme 18-21 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I want to control my fear not let it control me. My anxiety level is spiking through the roof especially with school starting in a few days. Local school Thirty minutes away and...
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    Not everyone is - not all women or men are controlling, conning, or manipulative. There are only a number of them who are, and they seem to be drawn to certain personalities. If...
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    SammieSweetheart687 SammieSweetheart687 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I hate controlling people and control issues! I do not want to control other's or a lady I would like to find to date, but I would love to share with her!
    wjk1849 wjk1849 46-50, M Sep 5

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    Im not agree with it! If we are talking about condoms, its also good for genital health etc. And birth control is always be better option than abortion! You should against to...
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    Once I was playing a bladder control game with my friend and I have a small bike lock that is just the right length to be a pretty tight belt on my jeans. It locks with a...
    DoNotPeeEver DoNotPeeEver 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 27

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    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    I'm loving and good to others. I'm devoted in love, so there is no reason to try to control me. I'd rather someone talk to me or protect and lead me than to try to control me. It...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Sep 4

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    If a couple does not want to have kids then that woman needs to get on birth control and the male needs to use condoms and stop this method as birth control.
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    I love feeling vulnerable when I choose too. I am working on trusting people but giving up complete or even a good amount of control stresses me out
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My mum is so controlling I'm not even allowed to wear my hair out. It has to be in a pony tail each day.
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    I like to be in control sometimes .. Want to make him crazy & be mean. .. Lol bite him a little cause him pain .. And tease him I can go on and on ..
    veenuss veenuss 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    DoNotPeeEver DoNotPeeEver 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 27

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    I'm looking for somebody who will control my bladder and when I use the bathroom. Message me asap if your interested.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 27

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    Yes any girls. Who want me to control their need to pee or poo or them message me remember obey
    keeleysupremeawesumness keeleysupremeawesumness 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 28

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    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I just wanted to say with all things going on in this world today do not be discouraged for god is in control and as long as you believe in him you shall be saved! Matthew 10:28 Do...
    nicolv32 nicolv32 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I love controlling people telling them what to do what to wear when to do things.
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    I would love someone to put a catheter into me and have control over my bladder u can put me in a nappy or make me wear a leg bag or clamp the catheter off
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