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I Am Out of Control

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    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I'm 17 years old and graduated from high school

    last year and don't go to college cause I was planning to go abroad to study next winter but my dad doesn't want me to go cause he think I can't live by myself now I have been staying at home about 1 year and out of control.... I am not open and out going girl since I was little...
    nm1212 nm1212 18-21, F Aug 19, 2014

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    Jacob1349035 Jacob1349035 18-21, M Sep 20, 2014

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    I have two fantasies about control and food. In the first, someone keeps gifting me weight loss supplements while I work out and lose weight. In the second, someone insists on...
    need2Bcontrolled83 need2Bcontrolled83 31-35, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think we have to be careful here there's a difference between controlling with permission and directing the family and real hard control of every aspect of your life. Now my...
    louisetiger1 louisetiger1 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Anyone wanna control my bladder? You can control when and where will i use the bathroom, what kinds of actions u want me to do, how many waters u want me to drink, what should i...
    iwannapee448 iwannapee448 22-25, M Apr 1

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    Not both my parents are controlling, just my mother. I use to love my mother but for the past several years all I feel is hate towards her. She has made it her own personal mission...
    schiisha schiisha 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    He was crazy controlling ignorant unreasonable and irrational. He constantly accused me of cheating. He had to know where I was and what I was doing every second of the day. If I...
    DeeDoubleYoux DeeDoubleYoux 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Here is what helped me reduce my PMDD craziness: Learn more about yourself… emotionally, physically and internally. You should know by now what gets you upset, and usually you...
    Tealismyname Tealismyname 26-30 Apr 9

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    I turn 20 in about 4 months. I go to college and live on campus (but the school is close enough to home that I can go back on the weekends). I do just fine on my own and I am...
    Jesxica Jesxica 18-21, F a week ago

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    My parents did not like the wedding date that my fiance and I had set, so they kept throwing out ultimatums until we finally pushed the date back. Now they are freaking out because...
    southernlove45 southernlove45 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    my life sucks because im being controlled .. i hate this kind of thing .it's make me stupid.. they dont know i have my own life? i respect their decisions for me but i have my own...
    GailCine GailCine 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    who the hell would be against birth control? Seriously, people never cease to amaze me. "Sure, let's go against birth control! This way if the condemn breaks, the girl will get...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Not in every aspect of my life. I think is more of I allow him to be in control in a few things. Either because he's better at it or he's just sexy while I'm control. But at the...
    Likmesilly Likmesilly 26-30, F Apr 11

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    I'm starting to feel like I can not control my anger! I've taken anger management and everything! When my boyfriend and I get into arguments I black out and say thing I do not mean...
    Lolabeautyy Lolabeautyy 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I realized tonight that even though I may worry and stress about someone, they may not know how much it hurts me. I can control that person but I can control how they are in my...
    MiBelleAmie MiBelleAmie 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    Been trying to control it for years. Started Remeron when I was 8. Took that daily until I turned 13. Then I started Lexapro and took that until now as I am 14. I'll be 15 in...
    SparkleSwirl SparkleSwirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I am so in control in every situation that life seems to throw t me that it feels so awsome when i get to go home and have my an take total control in a gentle way ofcourse...
    stephanie82 stephanie82 31-35, F Apr 10

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    Until I met my wife I used to think that women who wanted a man to be in control were a myth. She has shown me what it means to her to give me that control, and it has made me...
    thickyholden thickyholden 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    I like being told what to do...and controlled.
    GirlEnigma GirlEnigma 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    I really want to control someone's bladder 24 hours a day every day
    kaysyn kaysyn 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 1

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    I broke up with my boyfriend of 4yrs, 5mo last night. We both knew it was coming. I had been wanting to break up with him because for the last few years of the relationship, it's...
    katane katane 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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    Anyone want to control my bladder? I'm practically bursting. Torture me to your hearts content. Message me or comment
    ggirl49 ggirl49 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 1

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    I know I can't control this.I saw a Bengali movie last night.In it ,the hero kind of forcefully tries to form a relationship with the heroine against her wishes.Her parents were on...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 7 Responses Apr 2

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    Anyone want to control me for the rest of the evening? You'll probably have to punish me though, I'm pretty naughty and sometimes disobedient....
    ggirl49 ggirl49 18-21, F Apr 2

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    I grew up with very controlling parents but I'm better off I didn't get in trouble like alot of girls. I had 1 bf since my dad picked him im now married to him. Have been for...
    southernlady32 southernlady32 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    It's not 1542 people, condoms aren't just made from sheep skin anymore. Lets look at the two most common forms of contraception these days. Latex condoms are effective 95% of the...
    TK1153 TK1153 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I wanna control someone's bladder all the time. id never let them pee
    kaysyn kaysyn 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I have to pee pretty badly, who's interested in controlling my bladder?
    ggirl49 ggirl49 18-21, F 11 Responses Apr 6

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    "Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal, with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one getting burned"-Buddha. It means if you hold in all of your anger...
    Alyse13 Alyse13 13-15, F Apr 10

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    Relinquishing control to him is so liberating. I've spent so much of my life fighting to be heard both personally and professionally. I lived in fear of being submissive, or even...
    yourlastlove yourlastlove 51-55, F 6 Responses Apr 10

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    Ok so my friend is 16 and lives with his mother. She is very controlling and takes everything to an extreme and is really abusive to him. He wants to leave but his mom has full...
    NanNanNanNan NanNanNanNan 16-17, T 1 Response Apr 11

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    I want a girl to control me
    Johnyk27 Johnyk27 13-15, M Apr 11

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    Recently, I've found myself drawn to the kinky and unorthodox world of BDSM. In my (somewhat stilted) research, I have seen the term 'Power Exchange' being used a lot. From what I...
    NotHisBabydoll NotHisBabydoll 41-45, F 9 Responses Apr 12

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    I went to the hospital to get help for the first time. I stayed over night and was monitored throughout the night. For the first time in a long time I felt like I was taking...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I hate it when I try to make things happen and life doesn't go my way. I am extremely impatient and do not like being blown off. I have a desire to make my external environment to...
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I am in trouble. My best friend and I went out a while ago. it didn't work out, partially because I have some intolerable qualities that i wasn't fixing fast enough, it was long...
    Yamaxanadu Yamaxanadu 18-21, T 1 Response a week ago

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    My bladder is sooo full and im playing with myself ;) i want to lose control soooo bad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses a week ago

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    I have to pee pretty badly, anyone interested in controlling my bladder? I am 24/f slender and cute, interested in wetting.
    hhh222 hhh222 26-30 6 days ago

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    I'm new to this. But I'd love a mistress to control my bladder. I have already drunk a lot today and need to pee a little.
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