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I Am Out of Control

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 48 People

    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I'm 17 years old and graduated from high school

    last year and don't go to college cause I was planning to go abroad to study next winter but my dad doesn't want me to go cause he think I can't live by myself now I have been staying at home about 1 year and out of control.... I am not open and out going girl since I was little...
    nm1212 nm1212 18-21, F Aug 19

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    Jacob1349035 Jacob1349035 18-21, M Sep 20

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    I don't have anything like grudge or something towards males but I am, not very fond about them and I have my own reason.Mot only males,as a wjole,I hate people who are very...
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    I've always had very controlling parents and I've never been very close to them. My mother has always been a teacher at my school to make matters worse so I've never had an privacy...
    lostlouise97 lostlouise97 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Nothing functions every one of the moment. This means that you have to enlighten yourself the best you could to get rid of pests. Thankfully, there is a lot of details listed below...
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    Rats, mice, pests, bed insects and more, these animals get into our space and distribute their viruses and illnesses. These don't even include the other insects and insects that...
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    Yep :) I like him to be in control but I like to challenge his controlling abilities. I like to say "yes" and hear him saying "yes what?"then it gives me chills saying "yes sir...
    rainygirl1992 rainygirl1992 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    And I don't mind it at all. I love to be controlled and bossed around. I have a strong personality but I love being submissive, and if you don't establish clear control from the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 15

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    There is absolutely nothing even more irritating than parasites in your home. Bugs come in many different selections. They might be flies, raccoons, or ants. Some animals, such as...
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    Except it's not a form of birth control. Get real, you guys. Abortions are expensive. Abortions are traumatizing. No women in their eight mins would use it as a form of birth...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Living A Bug-Free Presence: Exactly what You Can Do To Minimize Your Trouble With PestsGetting rid of bugs inside your residence could be very overwhelming. While it could appear...
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    This is all new to me but I needed to talk to someone. I feel that my husband is trying to control me. I've told him how I feel and he don't see it my way. He won't allow me to...
    tiggerfan78 tiggerfan78 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Stressed over so many crazy things that it's too much to type. 1 tiny part in the huge picture of things annoying me is my damn "baby daddy". He already called and cancelled my...
    lovelylady20 lovelylady20 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    I just want to share what I'm feeling- I don't know if it's going to make me feel better, but at least I'm trying. The place I live in, my so called "home" stresses me out so bad...
    ListenerTalker ListenerTalker 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    Okay, I started off really happy, had tough times but no trauma or issues, very optimistic, resilient and really good at anything I tried. Had a bright future and a loving family...
    buttonthimbles buttonthimbles 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I wans born with a disability and I have bladder incontinence, its controlled by tablets and when I need to p I have to put a tube called a catheter in myself then I take it out...
    wheels1972 wheels1972 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 5

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    I am so tired of wasting my tears over things I know I have no control over. Ever since I was little, I'd cry at the tiniest things like accidentally hitting someone, which now...
    EmEn1125 EmEn1125 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    Only for myself. I'm a 31 year old woman who wants more children someday. So I want to stay as fertile as possible. I already have a beautiful 3 year old daughter. I also can't use...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    Who wants to control mine or me control urs girls only Plz
    alex14642 alex14642 18-21, M Dec 1

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    I stopped taking birth-control way back in January and I'm still not pregnant. Granted, I do have PCOS which means it will be harder to get pregnant among all the other symptoms...
    ACuriousStudent ACuriousStudent 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    Well it is day two of my femme 'Wardrobe Time' and I am feeling great. I have spoilt myself rotten trying on nearly everything I have. My nails are done and I am now practising...
    Stephaniefold Stephaniefold 51-55 8 hrs ago

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    If you wish to shed the extra pounds, you must eat healthier in order to lose that weight efficiently. This article is designed to provide you advice on how you're going to be able...
    waypuma73 waypuma73 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 15

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    I need to move out. I am 25 and I live with my parents. I go to school but I have no job I want to move out because I can't take it anymore living under the stress of an alcoholic...
    k3evso k3evso 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 18

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    My childhood was a depressive phase. Not so much when we were where we live but when we went to our relatives' place during vacations. My mom's sisters are very conservative and...
    unsettledkp unsettledkp 18-21 a week ago

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    I get so mad sometimes.. I get so ENRAGED... Thing pile up, emotions stack and stack, it all makes me want to growl and lose control... Can I talk to someone right now? I could use...
    naco26withcheese naco26withcheese 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    I'm desperately trying to control my breathing, so that I don't start bursting a rage, and cry. ****, I hate emotions.
    PokeCotard PokeCotard 13-15, M Dec 1

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    Who wants to control mine (only girl)
    alex14642 alex14642 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    I want to lose control with you....That point where there are no worries, no misconceptions, no inhibitions. That point where there is nothing but pleasure and feeling. No fear of...
    BecominghisQueen BecominghisQueen 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Looking for someone to be my bladder control master. Preferably someone who is older then me (I'm 19) *I don't do Skype or webcams
    Tessa95 Tessa95 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I want to control someone's bladder. Females only, feel free to message me.
    arig14 arig14 18-21, M Dec 2

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    I'd like to control someone's bladder! Females ages 15-19, feel free to message me.
    arig14 arig14 18-21, M Dec 3

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    Matthew0593cun9 Matthew0593cun9 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    You had to be strong, but you wondered how much more you could take. Seeing views like that are enticing enough when we are in the midst of foreplay in bed. However, seeing such...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I'm about to start a hold, i need someone to control me. Msg me!
    Rickrolld05 Rickrolld05 18-21, M Dec 6

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    Ever since I started giving zero f*cks about things I can't control, my whole mindset has gotten a lot better.
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I'm going to start doing a hold. I'm starting with an empty bladder and I'm going to drink 2L of water. I'm going I hold it as long as possible but I may need some help. If anyone...
    Winniethepooh23 Winniethepooh23 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 10

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    Why can I not control the people who message me and are writing like my 4 year old nephew. I do not want a world without intelligent people but could these people please stop...
    Am3917 Am3917 18-21, F Dec 11

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    I NEED a mistress or master to control me I'm a young, experienced slave. Hmu
    lukehenningdaman lukehenningdaman 16-17, M Dec 11

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