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I Am Out of Control

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    I'm 17 years old and graduated from high school

    last year and don't go to college cause I was planning to go abroad to study next winter but my dad doesn't want me to go cause he think I can't live by myself now I have been staying at home about 1 year and out of control.... I am not open and out going girl since I was little...
    nm1212 nm1212 18-21, F Aug 19, 2014

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    My Mind and My Actions and My Words

    i have completely lost my mind. i haven't been able to stay calm lately. i have let so much stuff build up in me and i don't think i can hold it in any longer. i have tried not holding stuff in but i ended up hurting several people and when i do hold stuff in then it builds up...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 2 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    Jacob1349035 Jacob1349035 18-21, M Sep 20, 2014

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    Dangerous

    If I have one of my attacks, you better get out of the way: I will take a knife to myself, I will tear my apartment to shreds, I will do impulsive things, I cry and scream, I just lose it...  Glass objects become throwing objects and weapons...thank goodness there's no...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Out Of Control

    Out of control,Always in trouble,That's me,The rebel,Can't stop,More trouble to make,I'll make your day!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 16, 2012

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    This isn't quite right. I don't want to be controlled, but I want someone to try to control me. I love the thought of someone trying to control me, to make me submit. Sometimes I...
    BCodewell BCodewell 26-30, F 3 Responses May 11

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    I would love someone to control my bladder. It's still empty but I want It to get filled up and stretched out til it explodes..
    DaddysLittleCumBucket DaddysLittleCumBucket 18-21, F 11 Responses Apr 30

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    i just love the way i feel when a man has that control over me i cant help it it makes me want him more when he takes control and does what he wants because he knows he can because...
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    I love being controlled. My boyfriend is in control of me. He tell me what to do and when to do it. I always ask him if I can do something, i have decided to have him own me, I am...
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    I love control freaks! :) you can control me anytime.. if your from Perth, Australia pm me!! ;p
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    And how much of yourself will you let someone control? I've talk to many girls and women asking to be my sub. And when i ask them if they have any limits they reply no. But as soon...
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    I have been debating this for the last few days... just so confused. do I shut them out or do I hang on for dear life. it's going to get me hurt in the end. I can feel it coming. I...
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    I want to control a woman's bladder tonight. message me
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    lilboyuk lilboyuk 31-35, M 2 Responses May 10

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    I'm better at controlling your life than I am in mines.
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