I Am Outwardly Positive I Struggle With Saddness

      You know, many would say that radiating artificial positiveness while almost dying from misery inside is hypocrytical, but is it really? Does the world really need to see our depressive face? Do you really think you are...

To always have a big smile on my face and to pretend that I am ok when in actual fact I am crumbling inside.
I work with under 5's and so it comes with the job title, you have to be happy and positive. The children come first, there is...

There really is an EP forum for every possible condition.

I'm usually much chattier but the group name says it all.

Ijusthad2join

I have always been a "happy" person. i smile a lot and i like talking to people i guess. but lately i haven't even feel the desire to get out of bed....or answer my phone....i just feel lonely all the time. everyone always says "i...

Everything i do is geared towards keeping people from finding out about my depression. I decieve everyone i know; my friends, family and classmates because there is nothing they can do, and their concern will only make me feel worse...

I am moving. This really isn't a big deal but I'm just going to miss it here. This is the first place i have felt like i have belonged. Its what i have been asking the gods for but i have a job to do. its obviously time for me to move...

Its hard when its slips , if you talk to anyone I know they will tell you the same thing , Your Bubbly , Happy and ready to help anyone. I havent met anyone I can talk to .I dont want to bother anyone with it . I should be able to deal...

All of my close friends and family and even my boyfriend think Im fine. I'm really not. I always feel so sad on the inside. Im on anti-depressents but sometimes they arent enough. Im still really sad. Im in therapy for many other...

its never got me too far- I am not one to push myself onto people or beg or skite or demand and bully

I struggle with inner sadness and I hope the world changes so that the decent people win over the animals

who are pushy and vulgar...

I have always been 'the happy' girl. All my friends tell me that I'm 'a natural high', that I always cheer them up. I sort of pride myself in that fact.

Yet, I feel very alone. I can be surrounded by friends and feel like a complete...