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I Am Overwhelmed By My Memories and My Scars

No matter how hard I try, how much therapy I do, I can never seem to let go of the demons in my mind 201 People

    I Am Not In As Bad Of A Position As Some

    My memories are mostly near and dear to me. Some are not, but most are. This is mainly why I become overwhelmed. Things are so lame now, I think back to times when things were great. I wish I could travel back and become lost in the moment, never to return. The bad memories haunt...
    TheEvilLeaper TheEvilLeaper 26-30, M Jan 16, 2011

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    Cry

    I never cry. It's not because I have no feelings. It's not because I'm numb or anything. Sometimes I want to cry, just to release those feelings.. But I don't know how to. Tears just don't come no matter how hard I try. I even poked myself in the eye once, just to get them...
    xSilverWillowx xSilverWillowx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    How To Overcome Scar Deformity

    I had a car accident 3 months ago where my face went into my windscreen, i had a chunck of skin taken out from half of my eyebrow and just above my eyelid, i had to have a skin graft, so no hair will ever grow back on my eyebrow, iam only 28 years old, and i look horrible! The...
    angiesmithy angiesmithy 26-30 6 Responses May 5, 2011

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    I Have Seen More Then Most People

    I fight my own demons of my past. I have night terrors and nightmares every night. flash backs, wishful thinking, and feeling the pain that the past has giving me. I have scares that may never heal in my lifetime. My memories get so so so overwhelming that i have tried to commit...
    PunkCowgirl PunkCowgirl 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 5, 2009

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    This Will Help You.

    http://video.server.dhamma.org/video/intro/vintro.htm watch the videos on that page with an open mind. Peace.
    tyrian69 tyrian69 22-25, M Sep 12, 2012

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    What Becomes Of The Broken Hearted

    Just lately a series of events has triggered of some emotions i was hoping had been put to bed.One thing has returned to my mind and is at the forefront of my attention. My chest is tight and my head is full of thought.I want to cry again as well when i think of how little she...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 8, 2012

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    And........

    THAT'S WHY I AM THE WAY I AM. OH, I'M MUCH BETTER NOW BUT THERE ARE STILL PARTS OF ME THAT HIDE. PARTS OF ME THAT MAY NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY OR KNOW THE WARMTH OF LOVE. THERE ARE DEMONS INSIDE THAT TIE BITS OF ME UP & I CAN NEVER GET AWAY. I NEVER USE TO CARE THAT THEY...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 9, 2009

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    Scars Keep Me Going

    I know why we do itthere are all different reasonsfor some it is the bloodfor some it is the releasefor some they just like the painIt’s the only pain they can controlfor others it is the sense of being in controlbut for me it is the scarsthose are what I cravefor they are...
    FinallyBeingReal FinallyBeingReal 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2012

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    School Mainly

    What can I say? CHildren are cruel..they say whatever they want..not knowing or giving a damn that the things they say possibly will effect a person in the long run..
    lostprophet lostprophet 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    I'm Covered In Hate

    recently I've been unable to look away from the fact that I am almost completely covered in scars. I'm getting a tattoo soon and there is only one place I can get it cuz everywhere else I'm to scarred.This is a map over my scars over my body and I haven't been able to take my...
    NoatoNoaki NoatoNoaki 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 23, 2011

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    Hard.

    the scars are the memories. of how i was. of how there is a chance i could be like that again. it scares me. and it's really hard to not act on those impulses. when i feel like doing those things again, the scars are a reminder. a constant reminder.
    gypsysoul gypsysoul 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 12, 2009

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    I Am Over Whelmed At Times......

    I do get over whelmed at times, they take me over for a short time....then I fight and push them back. It keeps me in check at times of who I am, and how I got here, and what mes me who I am today....but sometimes they can be a bit much. My scars run deep....so when the triggers...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 23, 2010

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    Scarring Myself

    I was recently thinking about how, because of my scars and the feelings of worthlessness that was produced by them, I scar myself. I scar myself by making bad choices, getting into relationships that are bad, and self sabotage. In a way I am a "cutter" but instead of physically...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 27, 2010

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    Scars fade I want to start a campaign, I want to try and get as many self harmers, ex harmers, supporters to join in, whenever you see a post about self harm, or a joke about self...
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    I wish so much that I didn't need physical proof that I made it. Going to hell and back made me realize that I am strong, but I need scars from self harm to prove it. It's hard to...
    baileyelizabeth baileyelizabeth 13-15, F Aug 17

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    My scars have stories and show me that I have lived through a lot I like my scars and don't hide them.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I think that the stories of how we got our scars - mental and physical- are the most important stories we can tell. The things we humans go through just to stay alive- just to be...
    Holdontothefire Holdontothefire 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    To me, girls with scars are hot. Especially the ones on the face. I just want to rub it and tell them they have nothing to feel self-conscious about. Scars tell a story and I want...
    dr3am3r18 dr3am3r18 18-21, F Aug 26

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    I used to self harm, and around a year ago today, I stopped. But my actions left the most horrific scars that I've got all over my body. My arms are covered in keloid scars and...
    strongwarrior strongwarrior 16-17, F Sep 3

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    Is there any way I could fade these scars? It felt good letting my pain out in the moment but now I don't like the scars that remain they bring back thoughts of painful times :/
    SammySnm SammySnm 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed. I work full time, go to school full time, am a full time parent and have 4 dogs. On top of that, I am the sole bread winner and I get home to a...
    Grizzy1441 Grizzy1441 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    My mat leave ends in December. We can't afford for me to not go back to work. We also can't afford childcare for our two children, especially since our youngest will only be eight...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Age: 23, from Beverly Hills, California. Affected individual had enormous breast asymmetry and tuberous breast deformity. A breast reduction was done on the right aspect, a breast...
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    But few stop new ones. Am healthier than society. But less fortunate. They monopolize on that. Adding more scars. Thankfully i am more humane. And keep caring...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 24

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    I have scars.. Up and down my arms and legs. Got them on my hips, and chest. Why? Because I grew up in a town full of white people. Some parents wouldn't let there kids hangout...
    YoungLovee15 YoungLovee15 13-15, F Aug 26

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    Old battle scars from my days in the military
    Jawzenator Jawzenator 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    Theres even more in my body Nd i hate it!! I always have to cover them for not feeling ashamed Every time i go to the street or anywhere full of ppl i just feel ppl staring at my...
    Minju96 Minju96 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i hate scars that never fade away :((
    liamtwerksforme liamtwerksforme 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Even Jesus had scars on his hands, that didn't stop him from changing the world
    Thepainlover Thepainlover 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I'm getting memories from a few people, like one is going down this paved path to a lake, maybe it's somewhere in Sackville, not sure. Another one, I've been getting a lot, is...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F Aug 30

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    When all those ****** memories come flooding back and you can't stop crying because they are all you can think of. And they just stay there, ******* with your head. They will...
    tltlc tltlc 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Omg big time like I don't want to think about it but when a certain song comes up floods of memories appear in my head
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I guess this could be a good or bad thing...there's songs that could literally bring me to tears, then there's those ones where I can't help but get a cheesy smile from memories...
    JnyJny JnyJny 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I can't stop thinking about my ex... It's making me feel lonely even though I am very happy with the man i am with now. But with my ex...maybe because of him being 30 at the time...
    bribri590 bribri590 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    "Wicked Game" The world was on fire and no one could save me but you. It's strange what desire will make foolish people do. I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you. And I...
    Naughtycravings Naughtycravings 31-35, F 6 Responses Sep 1

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    I have a lot of repressed memories. And they started jumping out on me. There is a lot more to my life than i thought...
    ThatBlueOwl ThatBlueOwl 16-17, F Sep 2

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    If you think about it, to have the unwanted memories removed would be great. No more instances when you remember something awful and all the hurt and fear comes rushing back in...
    nicoleACA nicoleACA 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 5

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    When Thee Memories Hitt Youu, Itt Hurts.
    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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