I Am Paranoid But Can't Help It

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 304 People

    Do You Feel??

    Have you ever felt people where talking about you behind your back, but they weren't. I get this feeling everyday So Im constantly checking with my friends to see if people were talking about me when I wasn't around. It's something I can't help. I've been called fake, a...
    Katie6623 Katie6623
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2008

    I've been paranoid since my incident my junior

    year of high school. I was on my way home from taking my dog on a walk and I felt like someone was following us so I stopped and turned around and there was a guy on his bike behind us but I thought nothing of it so I continued to walk back home with my dog and I still felt...
    xxemoscenechickxx xxemoscenechickxx
    22-25, F
    Mar 5

    ....

    I keep thinking people are watching me.. I'm constantly checking around myself because it feels like people are staring at me. I don't like to look at people, especially when I'm walking past them because they might be looking at me.  And when I'm on a public computer...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 6, 2010

    Ohhh ....

    I've been on a anti depressant, cymbalta for about two weeks. Righ away I started seeing signs of paranoia coming. When I look at people, I'm paranoid. I littterally wait to feel that anxiety for a split second, and boom there it is. It's like my body is waiting for the anxiety...
    allissaxx allissaxx
    18-21, F
    Sep 11, 2011

    Always Paranoid

    My life is constant paranoia, I always am paranoid about everything like if I'm in a public area and people are near me talking I think they are always talking about me and judging me. I'm always paranoid that my friends don't like me or they are just using me and always talking...
    Jessicaspencer Jessicaspencer
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 5, 2013

    I always fear people are lying to me.

    I know a compulsive liar and I hated her. Ever since then I always think about if every single person who's talking to me is lying. Who can you really trust??? Meanwhile my idiot uncle is being an ******* blaming me
    walkinwonder walkinwonder
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 18, 2014

    The Future Of My Son.

    I'm not sure if it's due to being a new mother or because I see sick things that happen on the news, movies, media in general, but I fear the worst things will happen for my child. I won't be an overprotective parent that'll end up raising my child to be sheltered but I have...
    nhyce83 nhyce83
    26-30
    Apr 15, 2012

    Always Paranoid

    Have been paranoid a long time, on seroquel 800mgs and still feel bad. Every med I have tried has never worked. Still on sleeping meds and over stated doses on all my meds. TBH, the doctors don't care, and I know my meds are not good. Hospital helps from time to time, but i...
    Kell91 Kell91
    26-30
    Jan 25, 2013

    I look behind my shoulder,

    get nervous and annoyed when someone walks behind me, too close, or looks at me. Even though I'm a black belt, it still seems I'm a nervous wreck. Some people comment on that, and say 'what are YOU so scared of?'. But I can't help it.
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13
    13-15, F
    Mar 4

    Is it bad that I get paranoid

    when guys chase after me and call me hot?
    jubacca jubacca
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2015

    Killing Me

    I don't think people (who don't suffer from it) truly knows what it's like to suffer from paranoia. I even feel the same for some of the ones with it on a minor degree don't fully understand.I suffer from paranoia on a larger scale and I know it.  It has come between me and...
    FeralSin FeralSin
    26-30, M
    Jul 25, 2013

    Paranoid

    I recently quit smoking dope because I would forget to take my medication. I also wasnt eating properly and drinking lots of coffee.  Now I think everybody is talking about me. I am extremely parinoid of late and I feel I will lose my friends. I know reading what I have...
    DreamSCReam DreamSCReam
    46-50
    1 Response Feb 22, 2010
    trayomis trayomis
    31-35, F
    Dec 3, 2014

    Cheating

    the thing i'm really paranoid about is cheating.when i'm with someone i really care about i get reeeeallly scared and can't help it.... i even have dreams........
    lilmomo88 lilmomo88
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 28, 2010

    His Paranoia

    I'm hoping someone here can help me. Looking for a group that helps people deal with other people that are paranoid. I'm at my whits end and really need to hear from others who also live with someone like this and how they are able to cope. Thank you in advance.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 28, 2013

    I Hate Living Like This

    I've always been paranoid of other people,and my family would make fun of me for it,instead of helping (but what can I expect from them?) Instead of taking me to a doctor,they thought it wiser to do "home treatment"..didn't work,and just made it worse. Now it's acting...
    cryingoveryou cryingoveryou
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 12, 2009

    So I've been in a relationship with a guy the

    past year and some days,, before I broke up with him because of him being really clingy. The thing is, I started to notice something. Different "people" messaged me and they started to ask different questions; if I was seeing someone, how I felt and so on. Not giving away any...
    schizophrenicdeer schizophrenicdeer
    18-21, F
    Oct 19, 2015

    I have had some weird experiences growing up.

    .. Plenty with what you would call "ghost" or "spirits", even some sleep paralysis. The first weird thing to happen to me, not that weird but a little off putting. Is I've died in one of my dreams. It started off with me in my crib (mind you that I was very, very young) and it...
    JesBradley JesBradley
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2015

    Everytime I drive my car at night I always have

    this feeling someone is in the backseat so I check it twice before leaving and constantly on the way home
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 25, 2014

    I always fear that my girlfriend would leave me

    or cheat on me. Knowing that she would never do that I still worry about it in the back of my mind. I dunno. I'm weird lol
    XodolsWasHere XodolsWasHere
    16-17, M
    Nov 10, 2014

    My entire family is or has at a point been a

    officer of the law, growing up with parents like this makes you very paranoid of the world. When we still watched the news, my mom would make sure to point out any child that was kidnapped and would proceed to tell me "That could have been you!". I've tried for a long time to...
    Koi22 Koi22
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2014

    I've been very paranoid the last few weeks

    about a bad open sore I saw on fb with the caption saying it's caused by the same shampoo I use. Today after not washing my hair for at least 2 weeks I was able to suck it up and wash my hair without totally freaking out and so far nothing bad has happened.
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl
    26-30
    Jul 9, 2014

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