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I Am Paranoid

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    Today I went outside

    and I found 3 white carnations tied together with a ribbon with a tag that had my name on it on my doorstep. O.o It was weird. Now I think someone wants to kill me and this is their first stage. They're trying to play a game. -.-
    MichaelMyers1 MichaelMyers1 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2015

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    I am paranoid about people talking about me,

    laughing at me, pointing out all my flaws I can't get rid of, paranoid of significant others cheating on me, paranoid of them not loving me, paranoid of getting lied to, or getting stalked, by me or my family getting killed, of people using me, of catching horrible diseases...
    ghostofthesun ghostofthesun 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 6, 2015

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    I'm paranoid that people can read my thoughts,

    it may sound stupid but I'm serious
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    bigben7240 bigben7240 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 19, 2015

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    I am usually a sarcastic person,

    but my paranoia is leaking into that as well. I used to be sarcastic with everyone, even with people I had just met. But now, I'm paranoid they will take my words too seriously like my mother, and so I become very quiet and reserved, making them think I'm cold or uninterested.
    ShadowAmI ShadowAmI 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2015

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    Ever since about a month ago I'm paranoid

    that people can read my thoughts, it sounds really stupid, but what if it is possible? I guess I'm just crazy.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 27, 2014

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    I hate this, I've been a very paranoid

    and anxious person almost all my life... But tonight is making me super paranoid. Don't get me wrong, I love and trust my boyfriend but he's been playing his game on Xbox all night and he's been playing with some gamer chick along with like 3 other guy friends. I can't hear what...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F Dec 12, 2015

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    I'm scared about everything

    and I'm scared that's why people don't like me
    kitty465 kitty465 18-21, F 1 Response May 7, 2015

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    Behind My Back People Say....

     that guy really is paranoid. 
    penguinswon penguinswon 51-55 1 Response Dec 7, 2008

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    Sometimes I'm kinda scared of thinking about my

    private things cause I feel like someone is listening to me..
    effyjenkins effyjenkins 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2015

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    I'm a very laid back person who's very

    paranoid Don't ask cause I have no idea. Lol
    LBBitch LBBitch 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    These helicopters keep flying around my land,

    making my house vibrate. I'm not even sure why they're here other than to make me paranoid that the illuminati is after. This is just farmland. Nothing suspicious. We are growing vegetables and raising cattle and various other animals, not selling drugs. Please go away and take...
    MichaelMyers1 MichaelMyers1 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 23, 2015

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    I live in the most dangerous town in my state,

    it's been rated #1 most dangerous by the FBI, so yeah. I've always been extremely paranoid, Especially if I'm home alone :3
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 11, 2015

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    And i think the answer is just to face your

    insecurities... it kinda helps to joke about it.. *poof*
    MindConscious MindConscious 22-25, M Apr 29, 2015

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    I did a lot of drugs.

    I got sober but I am still crazy!
    Wearingarbcondom88dZ Wearingarbcondom88dZ 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 18, 2015

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    Self Concious

    i'm just really self concious and paranoid that i'm being watched by people that i'm walking past, or talked about by a group of whispering people. it's really annoying but i just cant help it, i think that there watching for me to do something wrong, or there talking about...
    sezy sezy 16-17, F 8 Responses Aug 17, 2007

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    I dated this guy in my class

    for like 2 days and he broke it off cause he said he wasn't ready for a relationship. And I felt really bad and still do. We did some sexual things and it's the awkward to be in class with him. And he's really mean to me now and avoids me when he can and just looks at me with...
    skyemairin skyemairin 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    I dunno, I just get this feeling

    whenever I talk to someone they just find me annoying and don't like me. I know it's not true half the time, but it's still there
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 4, 2015

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    Couple hours ago a young man rang at the door.

    He said he came to his relatives who are our neighbours, but they had left home and he didn't have keys. So he asked if he could charge his cellphone because his adapter had broken. I don't know why, but my mother opened the door. He said he would come back a bit later, and I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 5, 2015

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    I'm sitting here, waiting

    for the truth to crash through my ceiling. "You thought I was serious? I would never actually feel that way about you. I never loved you. I never will." And then I'll sleep through the day for months on end, because the delusions and the world in my dreams are safer than...
    oodleskaboodles oodleskaboodles 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2015

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    When you go to use voice control on your phone

    and it says "another application is using the mic".
    sentimentalguy1 sentimentalguy1 16-17, M Nov 18, 2015

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    its a fact of my life

    that I'm paranoid. it comes as a byproduct of PTSD from the gulf war. what sucks is when your core people all know you're paranoid and they throw all my concerns into that paranoid bucket, never taking any of my concerns seriously. I have had some very valid concerns regarding a...
    jayciedubb jayciedubb 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2015

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    The end of a friendship.

    .. Never before have I caused so much hatred and bitterness in a person. I will never forgive myself for what I did that day, and it was all due to my paranoia. It was August 10, 2013, and my former best friend (I'll just call her Mary, as a pseudonym) invited me to the mall...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Feb 8, 2014

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    As a result, when something bad happens,

    I tend to blame everyone else before I blame myself. I don't accuse them to their face, but I secretly ponder if perhaps they plotted some sort of sabotage against me. Ridiculous, I know. My more logical side tells me there's no way they could plan something so dastardly and...
    azurerush azurerush 22-25, F Jan 16

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    always... it was only lately

    when i have realized, i have been a paranoid since i was a little kid. lol. not cute. not at all. :(
    elysium9527 elysium9527 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 7, 2015

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    I Feel Sometimes Like Someone Is After Me

    It usually happens at night, but has happened during the day. I have these weird paranoid thoughts that someone will suddenly burst through my apartment door and shoot me. At night, I could be nearly asleep and then suddenly there is a noise. And I get scared. I start to get...
    Ellyni Ellyni 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 9, 2007

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    I am paranoid that I will get some

    cardiovascular disease early in my life and die as soon as at 45-50 years. I am 19 now by the way. I have had depression and I still have anxiety. I am paranoid all this will reduce my life expectancy :(
    akhilnsec akhilnsec 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 29, 2015

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    It's only been 3 days,

    but he used to want me 3X a day! I can't help but feel like he's cheating! I have a bad past with guys doing this to me! Help!
    Danichal Danichal 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2015

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    I am just laying in bed convinced

    that I'm dying of every possible disease there is. I hate it when this happens. My mind just keeps on shouting that today is my last and I don't know what to do. <.<
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 5 Responses Apr 21, 2015

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    I am so paranoid that I have been sitting in my

    room for 3hours because I'm to scared of what's on the other side of my door. I feel like there is a dark evil lerking around me all the time . I can't sleep, I can I can only walk around my house with a bat of knife this has been going of for years and it is only getting worse...
    KathrynR KathrynR 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23, 2015

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    Someone was just outside our house in their

    white Jeep. If he/she comes back again, I'll be sure to drag them out in the middle of the highway and let 'em turn to red mist. If it was one of you, I'll just call the cops.
    115Master 115Master 26-30, M Jun 24, 2015

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    Especially When I'm Stoned

    It's not about the government, or secret societies ruling the world. It's about the people around me. I'm paranoid that they hate me, that they know secret things about me, that they talk about me constantly behind my back. That they plot against me... Which is ridiculous...
    noisefilter noisefilter 18-21, M 16 Responses Jul 29, 2007

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    Things That Go Bump In The Night And Other Things

    Not too long ago I had a nightmare that i got attacked while in my car. Well I usually leave for school or work while it is dark outside and I have been paranoid to go out in the dark, i think someone is going to jump out from the bushes and attack me I walk quickly to my car...
    tarasekd tarasekd 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2011

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    I have a problem. Quite embarrassing but.

    .. I need to let it out. I am a very paranoid person. I can't wash my face in my bathroom with my eyes closed for longer than a few seconds without rapidly wiping the excess water off of them so I can look around to see if anyone is trying to kill me. I can't look directly into...
    EbonyChild EbonyChild 18-21, F May 25, 2015

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    Im always paranoid about people,

    like.. What they say about me, or what they think of me.. What's weird is, adults don't bother me... and little kids don't bother me.. It's strictly teenagers, I don't understand it..
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 3, 2015

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    Does any one else get paranoid

    when you're driving and there's only one car following you?
    Chirieleison Chirieleison 22-25, M Jul 14, 2014

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    I Feel Out Of Place

    I always think people are looking at me judging me... i can't tell if i look good or bad anymore
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jan 16, 2012

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    I finally found an amazing girl

    who is ridiculously gorgeous who thinks the same about me ( she knows who she is ) and I just have one more thing before i can feel completely safe and that is video chatting and if hat happens im going to be so happy cuz she is amazing and one day i will see her, i just hope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 23, 2015

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    I'm Paranoid

    It goes through phases.It hasn't been too bad recently which I am happy about and seems to be getting better all of the time.I'm a whole lot more paranoid than I let on,honestly but not just about normal things like whether someone is going to break in or who's talking about you...
    AmayaEkio AmayaEkio 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 25, 2009

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    Ugh I missed her messages.

    I'll be alive just waiting for the next then.
    Calamityy Calamityy 22-25, M Oct 6, 2015

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    Social Paranoia

    I am sitting and someone laughs. Were they talking about me? I am sitting and someone whispers. Did she just say something about me? I am walking and someone looks at me. Why is he looking at me? I am walking and someone does not look. Why is he not looking? The mind of a very...
    mareliberum mareliberum 26-30 4 Responses Apr 1, 2012

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    Trust

    my paranoia is crushing my ability to trust...rips it to shreds and leaves it broken and bleeding at my feet...
    anonymous555 anonymous555 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 5, 2007

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    I am paranoid when it comes to sex.

    I love sex. I have a lot of sex. But it am currently not on any type of birth control, and cannot afford a child at this time. I'm a broke student. I just spent $20 on two ******* pregnancy tests, and it makes my heart kindof cringe every time I spend the money on **** like...
    metalchick5 metalchick5 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    iAwkwardo iAwkwardo 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 16, 2014

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    I think that my ex boy friend want to take

    revenge from me, he has started dated a cousin of mine, and now she has send me a friend request on fb, and i dont want to, because i feel that its him that will message me, because in the past he had inboxed me and i didn't reply.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 22, 2015

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