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I Am Pathetic

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    If I Were To Describe Myself In One Word...

    ... pathetic would be it. When I stand in front of the mirror I can just see this pathetic aura oozing around me. It's in my stiff smile, it's in my weak eyes... It's just harpooning out of me. I wasn't always like this, I didn't always loathe myself as much as I do today. I used...
    merlotte merlotte 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    I Feel Empty Inside

    I am 18, I have many friends, some close, some chummy, some I just know, I have my mum, brother and sister and yet I feel so alone. I am a loner yet I am surrounded by friends, not by choice but due to experience. I have never been in a relationship and people like all my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 4, 2011

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    No One To Talk To

    I just got out of a two year relationship that he called off. I cannot go online for advice because they all say to spend time with friends and family but I have absolutely none. I am estranged from all family and have been for years. I traveled and all my friends are worlds away...
    amandaloop amandaloop 26-30 1 Response Jan 5, 2013

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    Getting my ex to purchase my drugs

    for me?! What the **** is wrong with my head!...I'm so ******* hopeless..
    cynicalsmile cynicalsmile 22-25, F Apr 15, 2014

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    If I died, there would be nobody claiming to be

    my best friend. I have a few aquaintences, but no one I could call a friend. My life is sometimes busy, but I think everyone deserves to have friends they can call or do things with. I feel I'm a very good friend. I'm caring, considerate, giving, respectful, fun, etc. I am a bit...
    MamaWI MamaWI 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    What Hurts The Most

    What hurts the most is knowing that when I go to the dance next week all of the other girls and going to look great and have nothing to worry about except maybe breaking a nail. I have to worry about how bad my scars are going to look like and what people are going to think...
    TheresNoHope TheresNoHope 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 10, 2013

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    I was just thinking of how I get hurt my ppl

    that I love and care for over and over again . It hurts just thinking of it I was betrayed by the girl that I once called BFF (3 years ago and still at school), rejected by everyone, ignored by everyone, hurt by my parents and everyone, but then I found EP which I got hurt in...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F Aug 6, 2014

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    I Can't Do Anything Right

    Everything I do, no matter how hard I try, I always fail. Even something as simple as getting a cooked chicken for my dog and I get one that isn't by mistake. Everyone in my house think I am moron, useless, stupid, slow and they are right because I am all of those things. I know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 18, 2011

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    My Pathetic Sttuff

    I am pathetic 'cause I am very shakey and can't even handle the tredmeail. All I did was burn off 5 calories, wow and I alreaady feel all dizzy and stuff. I can't even type stright, since my hands are all shakey. I mean, I even took the garbarge cans to the curb, and already felt...
    Vipy Vipy 26-30, F May 13, 2007

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    I'M Pathetic.

    I can't talk like everybody else does. My voice cracks while I grouse the words that nobody understands. WHAT? - they ask and I always repeat. It's hard to talk. I'm pathetic. I burst into tears when someone stabs me. And they tend to stab me with words pretty much everyday. I...
    BlindFate BlindFate 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    Naturally Pathetic

    Everyday, I beat myself up for being stupid. "Why can't you just be, I don't know, likable, and not completely dumb for once!" I think to myself. "Just, go die, okay?!?" I can't do anything right, so I yell at myself for it, and mentally abuse myself until I'm smart, funny, and...
    DewDropsontheGrass DewDropsontheGrass 13-15, F 2 Responses May 6, 2013

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    I'm So Pathetic.......

    Sorry for bothering you with my worthless story. I'm so pathetic. I shouldn't even be writing this. I'm so pathetic sometimes that I can't do anything. I'm just a bother. I'm worthless. I'm pathetic for being born. I'm so pathetic, that I can't even lose my virginity. I don't...
    RitsuSohma RitsuSohma 22-25, M 8 Responses Aug 23, 2008

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    ****. I don't want this anymore.

    I don't want this ability to hurt. To think. Please. Someone save me. Get me away from the hell that is myself.
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I should just give up.

    I'm far too gone.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F Nov 24, 2014

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    I Feel Like An Idiot

    Where to begin? I've never been the smartest girl. I've always had to work twice as hard as anyone else to achieve the same goals. My husband is practically a genius. Ok, that maybe pushing it. But he is exceptionally smart. I have Dyslexia. It seems to be getting worse as...
    SelfishFool SelfishFool 26-30 2 Responses Dec 19, 2008

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    I promised myself that I would change by the

    time school comes around again. But about half the summer is already gone and i haven't even started. I don't know how. I need help, I know, but I don't know where to get help. I am so pathetic and worthless.
    crystal234 crystal234 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2014

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    I sleep longer at days

    so that I would have less time to exist and function like a proper human being.
    BlindFate BlindFate 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    I literally have been sleeping

    since I got out of school, so much for getting everything done tonight.
    SleepIsLife321 SleepIsLife321 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 20

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    You're supposed to learn from your mistakes.

    But here I am making the same one again and again as it's going to be different this time.
    baileebae baileebae 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2014

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    How to start... I never thought I'd be in this

    wrecked state ever, but... Everything I concern about breaks instantly, be it be it relationships, obligations, perspectives or objects. The job I could die (or kill) for? I was rejected. The only person I could ever call a friend? Ignoring me nonchalantly, contacting me only...
    ErieNemisa ErieNemisa 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    I Am Pathetic

    I think I just hit rock bottom. The lowest of the low. Oh god this might be a nervous breakdown. I feel sick just thinking about it. On a seperate note there are nuclear powered air craft carriers out at sea right now... Back to me. I keep lying to the people close...
    QuincyArcher QuincyArcher 22-25 2 Responses Jun 15, 2009

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    I Am Pathetic

    I am pathetic. So pathetic that, not only do I not have any friends in real life due to my extreme social anxiety, but I don't even have any online. I'm pathetic because I've been getting way too involved with the internet the past couple months (since I've had internet back...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 8 Responses Oct 21, 2008

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    Even My Mom Has Given Up On Me

    I have always been kind of a loner, always afraid to talk to people because I never felt like I was cool. My dad died when I was 13, but I was like this before that happened. Anywho I don't do much, am about to turn 30 and haven't had a girlfriend in almost 5 years, and don't...
    sethisaac sethisaac 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 12, 2012

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    Pathetic Me

    Everyone I know my age makes a lot more money than me and has done a lot more with their lives than me. They have been married, have kids, own homes. Not me. I barely make any money and live in a basement. My free time is spent surfing the internet. I'm as pathetic as they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 17, 2013

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    My Pathetic Non-relationship

    I've been dating a boy for two years now. So, basically, I've been putting up with a lot of **** for two years now. There have been a lot of wonderful, amazing times, but there's been some painful stuff too. Just recently, he slept with another girl. No sex involved, but I woke...
    fingerpaint fingerpaint 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2007

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    Why can't I just be happy

    for people I love? I admit that I commit myself to people, too much. If they break my heart then it's really just me breaking my own heart. I am a selfish ******* who can't seem to get his **** together. I wish I never loved, it's hard, because there are still gaping holes, and...
    Danchou Danchou 18-21, M May 5, 2014

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    I can't get near perfect grades,

    I cannot draw anime, furries or anything since I keep saying I will practice but I never do. I hate myself.
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    I really am. I secretly want someone to find

    me, help me, guide me and save me from myself. I am lost. I am lonely. I am empty. I am worthless. I am pathetic.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    Pathetic Is Me

    Well let me start off by saying that I am currently 26 years old. My childhood was not bad. I had all the oprotunitys open to me. I was a smart kid all A's, was always an honor student, got every award there was to give out. Then I hit my teens and something just changed. I began...
    omfgfml26 omfgfml26 26-30, F Jun 16, 2010

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    Undeniably

    My mother is out at a party and where am I at 10:45 on a Saturday night??? Just getting home from work and eating dinner..alone. Awesome! :) Funny thing is that I really don't care all that much. It just makes me sound like a big loser...
    FeistyRoadrunner FeistyRoadrunner 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 17, 2007

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    Which is why I aim to forget my loser existence

    tonight by getting completely wasted. Nearly 30, single, in low paying jobs, not much of a social life or anyone I can rely on outside of EP or trust. I look 18 with a flat chest and big nose and people laugh at me at work as I am not loud and confident like them. It feels like...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Men that walk away without a word,

    They have no core.They are no more than a empty shell.I truly feel sorry for the men that hurt women that way,They are so emotional unaviable,they are not capable of giving nor recieving love.At the end of the day,they will hurt,destroy many woman and end up to be Old Lonely men...
    Acer0001 Acer0001 22-25 Jun 30, 2014

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    Just So Pathetic

    Can not get what I want more than my life which is a girlfriend or anything similar. I'm attractive to the point that its a tease to my own emotions as my personality cannot back it up. Its almost like limbo as I'm very shy but can also be a lil narcissistic and the women I...
    james123456788 james123456788 26-30 May 21, 2012

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    It's cold in my lap dust clings to the barrel.

    The metallic taste reminded me of a unwashed fork. I'm so low right now and I couldn't do it I just couldn't pull the trigger my hands locked up and my fingers won't move I keeping yell pull it! pull it! but they won't I just want it to end but I can't even do suicide right
    STSFK STSFK 18-21, M Aug 16, 2014

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    I Am A Pretty Lame Person

    or at least thats what people think of me. im more of a homebody, so i really dont go out much. ever since i moved, i havent made a lot of friends. i just get nervous sometimes, then i just become really awkward. i didnt really see much of a point as this is (was) my last year of...
    r548 r548 18-21, F May 22, 2012

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    Nature Has Damned Me.

    I wager none of you have heard of a pathetic fellow as low as myself. In fact, I'd bet money on it. I'm a 24 year old low-IQ obese shut-in, who has never touched (in ANY sense) a female, except perhaps by accident. I have absolutely no friends--and no, Internet "friends" don't...
    Numlock Numlock 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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    I am jumpin on top all of these guys,

    hopin to get noticed so i can talk to them. Then they leave in the middle of the conversation. I feel like somehow no one wants to be friends with me
    SexyBeazt96 SexyBeazt96 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 23, 2014

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    I Didn't Think I Was...

    I didn't think i was this pathetic but then my friend (who is brutally honest but i still love her) told me i was cute, i'd been called cute by many people but i never understood it, i asked why and she said im so quiet and geeky and frigid (although noone my age in my school has...
    atg17 atg17 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2012

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    Yes, I Am And I Hate Myself For It.

    I always see myself as mentally strong, and all that. But I am not really as ideal as I think...because it's like an instinct to be pathetic. I'm useless, and pathetic. I'm not strong, I can't lift anything and I can't sprint for two minutes without huffing and puffing. I can't...
    iEatFood iEatFood 13-15 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    It Is a Really Short Story

    I am pathetic and hate it.
    EverythingBreaks EverythingBreaks 16-17, F Jun 13, 2009

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    So I'm trying to get outside more,

    everyday after school, I go around the block twice, then I go one my driveway and just wait until someone invites me to hang out with them....... I'm so pathetic......
    SleepIsLife321 SleepIsLife321 13-15, F Apr 19

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    And Desperate

    i don't know what to say i am not good with words all what i do is lying, i lie alot in real world, in EP, in Facebook every where and to every one. so lets be honest for the first time: my real name is Ahmed not jack not john and not shown i was born in UAE no i am not Canadian...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 22, 2013

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    I’m Going To Be Homeless And Dead Soon After.

    I only have about 2 weeks left. I’m a ******* loser and my kind must be wiped out from the gene pool. I’m dropping out of university for the second time! The second time! I’ve had SO many privileges but I still couldn’t amount to anything. I haven’t made a single...
    SirMugatu SirMugatu 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 18, 2011

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    That what I have been told,

    and funny part is those people are no longer in my life and they are now the ones living unfulfilling lives.
    Ilikepi314 Ilikepi314 31-35, M Mar 10, 2014

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