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I Am Pathetic

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 508 People

    What Hurts The Most

    What hurts the most is knowing that when I go to the dance next week all of the other girls and going to look great and have nothing to worry about except maybe breaking a nail. I have to worry about how bad my scars are going to look like and what people are going to think...
    TheresNoHope TheresNoHope 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 10, 2013

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    Undeniably

    My mother is out at a party and where am I at 10:45 on a Saturday night??? Just getting home from work and eating dinner..alone. Awesome! :) Funny thing is that I really don't care all that much. It just makes me sound like a big loser...
    FeistyRoadrunner FeistyRoadrunner 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 17, 2007

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    I am jumpin on top all of these guys,

    hopin to get noticed so i can talk to them. Then they leave in the middle of the conversation. I feel like somehow no one wants to be friends with me
    SexyBeazt96 SexyBeazt96 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 23, 2014

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    You're supposed to learn from your mistakes.

    But here I am making the same one again and again as it's going to be different this time.
    baileebae baileebae 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2014

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    I really am. I secretly want someone to find

    me, help me, guide me and save me from myself. I am lost. I am lonely. I am empty. I am worthless. I am pathetic.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    *sigh* That's all I have,

    but I need to fill up the 25 characters space.
    Soligem Soligem 22-25, F May 7

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    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    ****. I don't want this anymore.

    I don't want this ability to hurt. To think. Please. Someone save me. Get me away from the hell that is myself.
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Naturally Pathetic

    Everyday, I beat myself up for being stupid. "Why can't you just be, I don't know, likable, and not completely dumb for once!" I think to myself. "Just, go die, okay?!?" I can't do anything right, so I yell at myself for it, and mentally abuse myself until I'm smart, funny, and...
    DewDropsontheGrass DewDropsontheGrass 13-15, F 2 Responses May 6, 2013

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    I promised myself that I would change by the

    time school comes around again. But about half the summer is already gone and i haven't even started. I don't know how. I need help, I know, but I don't know where to get help. I am so pathetic and worthless.
    crystal234 crystal234 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2014

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    Getting my ex to purchase my drugs

    for me?! What the **** is wrong with my head!...I'm so ******* hopeless..
    cynicalsmile cynicalsmile 22-25, F Apr 15, 2014

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    How to start... I never thought I'd be in this

    wrecked state ever, but... Everything I concern about breaks instantly, be it be it relationships, obligations, perspectives or objects. The job I could die (or kill) for? I was rejected. The only person I could ever call a friend? Ignoring me nonchalantly, contacting me only...
    ErieNemisa ErieNemisa 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    Men that walk away without a word,

    They have no core.They are no more than a empty shell.I truly feel sorry for the men that hurt women that way,They are so emotional unaviable,they are not capable of giving nor recieving love.At the end of the day,they will hurt,destroy many woman and end up to be Old Lonely men...
    Acer0001 Acer0001 22-25 Jun 30, 2014

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    Yes, I Am And I Hate Myself For It.

    I always see myself as mentally strong, and all that. But I am not really as ideal as I think...because it's like an instinct to be pathetic. I'm useless, and pathetic. I'm not strong, I can't lift anything and I can't sprint for two minutes without huffing and puffing. I can't...
    iEatFood iEatFood 13-15 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    That what I have been told,

    and funny part is those people are no longer in my life and they are now the ones living unfulfilling lives.
    Ilikepi314 Ilikepi314 31-35, M Mar 10, 2014

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    It's cold in my lap dust clings to the barrel.

    The metallic taste reminded me of a unwashed fork. I'm so low right now and I couldn't do it I just couldn't pull the trigger my hands locked up and my fingers won't move I keeping yell pull it! pull it! but they won't I just want it to end but I can't even do suicide right
    STSFK STSFK 18-21, M Aug 16, 2014

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    I Didn't Think I Was...

    I didn't think i was this pathetic but then my friend (who is brutally honest but i still love her) told me i was cute, i'd been called cute by many people but i never understood it, i asked why and she said im so quiet and geeky and frigid (although noone my age in my school has...
    atg17 atg17 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2012

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    Which is why I aim to forget my loser existence

    tonight by getting completely wasted. Nearly 30, single, in low paying jobs, not much of a social life or anyone I can rely on outside of EP or trust. I look 18 with a flat chest and big nose and people laugh at me at work as I am not loud and confident like them. It feels like...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 7 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I'M Pathetic.

    I can't talk like everybody else does. My voice cracks while I grouse the words that nobody understands. WHAT? - they ask and I always repeat. It's hard to talk. I'm pathetic. I burst into tears when someone stabs me. And they tend to stab me with words pretty much everyday. I...
    BlindFate BlindFate 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    I Am Pathetic

    I am pathetic. So pathetic that, not only do I not have any friends in real life due to my extreme social anxiety, but I don't even have any online. I'm pathetic because I've been getting way too involved with the internet the past couple months (since I've had internet back...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 8 Responses Oct 21, 2008

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    I gained permission for leave today.

    I went to the city with a couple of friends, for probably the first time in a couple of months. It felt amazing, at first. But then, as I was coming out of the toilets while the others were in some clothes shop, this guy came up to me. Said stuff about my looks. Tried to touch...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 1 Response May 9

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    I'm So Pathetic.......

    Sorry for bothering you with my worthless story. I'm so pathetic. I shouldn't even be writing this. I'm so pathetic sometimes that I can't do anything. I'm just a bother. I'm worthless. I'm pathetic for being born. I'm so pathetic, that I can't even lose my virginity. I don't...
    RitsuSohma RitsuSohma 22-25, M 8 Responses Aug 23, 2008

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    And Desperate

    i don't know what to say i am not good with words all what i do is lying, i lie alot in real world, in EP, in Facebook every where and to every one. so lets be honest for the first time: my real name is Ahmed not jack not john and not shown i was born in UAE no i am not Canadian...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 22, 2013

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    If I died, there would be nobody claiming to be

    my best friend. I have a few aquaintences, but no one I could call a friend. My life is sometimes busy, but I think everyone deserves to have friends they can call or do things with. I feel I'm a very good friend. I'm caring, considerate, giving, respectful, fun, etc. I am a bit...
    MamaWI MamaWI 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    I Feel Empty Inside

    I am 18, I have many friends, some close, some chummy, some I just know, I have my mum, brother and sister and yet I feel so alone. I am a loner yet I am surrounded by friends, not by choice but due to experience. I have never been in a relationship and people like all my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 4, 2011

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    I always feel lonely

    even when I am with other people. Feels like I am being left out most of the time. Like I wasn't there at all. I couldn't even make up long conversation with other people and always end up replying all their questions with a simple "yeah" and "nope". I couldn't find anything to...
    Armdrifter Armdrifter 31-35, M May 22

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    If I Were To Describe Myself In One Word...

    ... pathetic would be it. When I stand in front of the mirror I can just see this pathetic aura oozing around me. It's in my stiff smile, it's in my weak eyes... It's just harpooning out of me. I wasn't always like this, I didn't always loathe myself as much as I do today. I used...
    merlotte merlotte 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    I sleep longer at days

    so that I would have less time to exist and function like a proper human being.
    BlindFate BlindFate 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    I was just thinking of how I get hurt my ppl

    that I love and care for over and over again . It hurts just thinking of it I was betrayed by the girl that I once called BFF (3 years ago and still at school), rejected by everyone, ignored by everyone, hurt by my parents and everyone, but then I found EP which I got hurt in...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F Aug 6, 2014

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    I should just give up.

    I'm far too gone.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F Nov 24, 2014

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    I Can't Do Anything Right

    Everything I do, no matter how hard I try, I always fail. Even something as simple as getting a cooked chicken for my dog and I get one that isn't by mistake. Everyone in my house think I am moron, useless, stupid, slow and they are right because I am all of those things. I know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 18, 2011

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    I Feel Like An Idiot

    Where to begin? I've never been the smartest girl. I've always had to work twice as hard as anyone else to achieve the same goals. My husband is practically a genius. Ok, that maybe pushing it. But he is exceptionally smart. I have Dyslexia. It seems to be getting worse as...
    SelfishFool SelfishFool 26-30 2 Responses Dec 19, 2008

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    I can't get near perfect grades,

    I cannot draw anime, furries or anything since I keep saying I will practice but I never do. I hate myself.
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    I’m Going To Be Homeless And Dead Soon After.

    I only have about 2 weeks left. I’m a ******* loser and my kind must be wiped out from the gene pool. I’m dropping out of university for the second time! The second time! I’ve had SO many privileges but I still couldn’t amount to anything. I haven’t made a single...
    SirMugatu SirMugatu 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 18, 2011

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    My Pathetic Sttuff

    I am pathetic 'cause I am very shakey and can't even handle the tredmeail. All I did was burn off 5 calories, wow and I alreaady feel all dizzy and stuff. I can't even type stright, since my hands are all shakey. I mean, I even took the garbarge cans to the curb, and already felt...
    Vipy Vipy 26-30, F May 13, 2007

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    My Pathetic Non-relationship

    I've been dating a boy for two years now. So, basically, I've been putting up with a lot of **** for two years now. There have been a lot of wonderful, amazing times, but there's been some painful stuff too. Just recently, he slept with another girl. No sex involved, but I woke...
    fingerpaint fingerpaint 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2007

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    It's Friday afternoon.

    I am at home. Booze in hand, but working on projects for work. Why?...you might wonder. Because my life is ****. For no other reason other than I am killing time until my death finally arrives.
    youcthrume youcthrume 36-40, M May 15

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    Why can't I just be happy

    for people I love? I admit that I commit myself to people, too much. If they break my heart then it's really just me breaking my own heart. I am a selfish ******* who can't seem to get his **** together. I wish I never loved, it's hard, because there are still gaping holes, and...
    Danchou Danchou 18-21, M May 5, 2014

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    Pathetic Me

    Everyone I know my age makes a lot more money than me and has done a lot more with their lives than me. They have been married, have kids, own homes. Not me. I barely make any money and live in a basement. My free time is spent surfing the internet. I'm as pathetic as they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 17, 2013

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    I separated from my husband

    and did not fulfill any of my so-called dreams.
    macabre00 macabre00 26-30, F Jul 7

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    I feel the smooth skin being slit by the blade.

    This is the first cut on this wrist. I just goes to show how pathetic I am...
    chemicalkidsloveweed chemicalkidsloveweed 13-15, F Jun 8

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    Related Experiences

    First of all, please let me clarify that I am very conscious of how pathetic this whole redaction looks. I do ask everyday why things couldn't be better... So far, this weekend...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 21 mins ago

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    I feel as if I live in such a pathetic, selfish generation where everyone is so conceited and nobody respects tradition or elder people, when a poor person is begging for help on...
    Remi4ever Remi4ever 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I have decided to face my fears .. My fears revolve around departure .. farewell for whatever reason. I know it is pathetic that this is all I fear in life, I know I should not...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I started cutting when I was 12 and kept it secret for a long time, My year co-ordinator at school saw a cut on my hand and sent me too the guidance councillor who called my mum...
    Zeebabe666 Zeebabe666 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    As a test to this I will share with you my current mental state.. Pleasantly stoned, drink/smoke in hand, and chilling out at home alone. Does this make me weird or less than? Who...
    MaryflockingPoppins MaryflockingPoppins 31-35, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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