I Am Pathetic

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 518 People

    I always feel lonely

    even when I am with other people. Feels like I am being left out most of the time. Like I wasn't there at all. I couldn't even make up long conversation with other people and always end up replying all their questions with a simple "yeah" and "nope". I couldn't find anything to...
    Armdrifter Armdrifter
    36-40, M
    May 22, 2015

    I used to try really hard to be productive

    and energetic but I realized long ago that I'm lazy, stupid, and incapable. I just denied it for a long time because I wanted to impress my role model. Well, now my role model hates me and is gone so I have nothing to work for. I have things to do but I'm sitting on the couch...
    InvaderNice InvaderNice
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 9, 2015

    Men that walk away without a word,

    They have no core.They are no more than a empty shell.I truly feel sorry for the men that hurt women that way,They are so emotional unaviable,they are not capable of giving nor recieving love.At the end of the day,they will hurt,destroy many woman and end up to be Old Lonely men...
    Acer0001 Acer0001
    Jun 30, 2014

    And Desperate

    i don't know what to say i am not good with words all what i do is lying, i lie alot in real world, in EP, in Facebook every where and to every one. so lets be honest for the first time: my real name is Ahmed not jack not john and not shown i was born in UAE no i am not Canadian...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 22, 2013

    If I Were To Describe Myself In One Word...

    ... pathetic would be it. When I stand in front of the mirror I can just see this pathetic aura oozing around me. It's in my stiff smile, it's in my weak eyes... It's just harpooning out of me. I wasn't always like this, I didn't always loathe myself as much as I do today. I used...
    merlotte merlotte
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 19, 2011

    Why can't I just be happy

    for people I love? I admit that I commit myself to people, too much. If they break my heart then it's really just me breaking my own heart. I am a selfish ******* who can't seem to get his **** together. I wish I never loved, it's hard, because there are still gaping holes, and...
    Danchou Danchou
    22-25, M
    May 5, 2014

    It's cold in my lap dust clings to the barrel.

    The metallic taste reminded me of a unwashed fork. I'm so low right now and I couldn't do it I just couldn't pull the trigger my hands locked up and my fingers won't move I keeping yell pull it! pull it! but they won't I just want it to end but I can't even do suicide right
    22-25, M
    Aug 16, 2014

    Last night I got drunk

    and was crying because I couldn't decide on should I ask a lad to kiss me or not. I didn't. he and I don't talk anymore even tho we used to last year. This is the second time I cry at the party for not kissing him. He's ignorant and I should hate him, but that's all I want. I'm...
    sadhamster sadhamster
    18-21, F
    Oct 25, 2015

    I am jumpin on top all of these guys,

    hopin to get noticed so i can talk to them. Then they leave in the middle of the conversation. I feel like somehow no one wants to be friends with me
    SexyBeazt96 SexyBeazt96
    16-17, M
    1 Response Aug 23, 2014

    Yesterday I told my boyfriend of one year

    that I Selfharm he just asked why and I said I didnt want to talk about it then he said goodbye and blocked me just like that. Now am all alone just like its meant to be I could never have something good never.
    00Broken00 00Broken00
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 30, 2015
    00Broken00 00Broken00
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 5, 2015

    I Feel Empty Inside

    I am 18, I have many friends, some close, some chummy, some I just know, I have my mum, brother and sister and yet I feel so alone. I am a loner yet I am surrounded by friends, not by choice but due to experience. I have never been in a relationship and people like all my...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Apr 4, 2011

    I couldn't do it. Weak,

    pathetic child. Had a chance for peace. I let it slip through my hands. Now I'm stuck here. Sad, alone, depressed, useless. The equation wasn't wrong. I'm wrong.
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 18, 2015

    You're supposed to learn from your mistakes.

    But here I am making the same one again and again as it's going to be different this time.
    baileebae baileebae
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2014

    I separated from my husband

    and did not fulfill any of my so-called dreams.
    macabre00 macabre00
    26-30, F
    Jul 7, 2015

    Which is why I aim to forget my loser existence

    tonight by getting completely wasted. Nearly 30, single, in low paying jobs, not much of a social life or anyone I can rely on outside of EP or trust. I look 18 with a flat chest and big nose and people laugh at me at work as I am not loud and confident like them. It feels like...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

    Many boys I know have a crush on me.

    Why??? There is nothing good or special about me. I'm not good enough for anyone.
    skyebrookson skyebrookson
    18-21, F
    Aug 3, 2015

    I failed my driving test,

    I can't afford a car, I have social anxiety, and I hate doing simple adult things like getting a money order at the store. There are people who barely have anything in this world and have worse issues, but I can't even bring myself to do simple adult things! I don't deserve a...
    lovecatsnothumans lovecatsnothumans
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2015

    It's Friday afternoon.

    I am at home. Booze in hand, but working on projects for work. Why?...you might wonder. Because my life is ****. For no other reason other than I am killing time until my death finally arrives.
    youcthrume youcthrume
    36-40, M
    May 15, 2015

    I’m Going To Be Homeless And Dead Soon After.

    I only have about 2 weeks left. I’m a ******* loser and my kind must be wiped out from the gene pool. I’m dropping out of university for the second time! The second time! I’ve had SO many privileges but I still couldn’t amount to anything. I haven’t made a single...
    SirMugatu SirMugatu
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Mar 18, 2011

    My Pathetic Non-relationship

    I've been dating a boy for two years now. So, basically, I've been putting up with a lot of **** for two years now. There have been a lot of wonderful, amazing times, but there's been some painful stuff too. Just recently, he slept with another girl. No sex involved, but I woke...
    fingerpaint fingerpaint
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 23, 2007

    I'm So Pathetic.......

    Sorry for bothering you with my worthless story. I'm so pathetic. I shouldn't even be writing this. I'm so pathetic sometimes that I can't do anything. I'm just a bother. I'm worthless. I'm pathetic for being born. I'm so pathetic, that I can't even lose my virginity. I don't...
    RitsuSohma RitsuSohma
    22-25, M
    8 Responses Aug 23, 2008

    I just sit around feeling sorry

    for myself, yet I keep myself in that position by my fear of taking action. I don't think that I'm trying to be a martyr, but it may come across that way. I have a very difficult time taking charge of my life, so I've let other lead me to where I am now: friendless, and in a...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 24, 2016

    I gained permission for leave today.

    I went to the city with a couple of friends, for probably the first time in a couple of months. It felt amazing, at first. But then, as I was coming out of the toilets while the others were in some clothes shop, this guy came up to me. Said stuff about my looks. Tried to touch...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14
    16-17, F
    May 9, 2015

    *sigh* That's all I have,

    but I need to fill up the 25 characters space.
    Soligem Soligem
    22-25, F
    May 7, 2015

    I really am. I secretly want someone to find

    me, help me, guide me and save me from myself. I am lost. I am lonely. I am empty. I am worthless. I am pathetic.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 5, 2014

    I can't get near perfect grades,

    I cannot draw anime, furries or anything since I keep saying I will practice but I never do. I hate myself.
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 2, 2015

    I Am Pathetic

    I am pathetic. So pathetic that, not only do I not have any friends in real life due to my extreme social anxiety, but I don't even have any online. I'm pathetic because I've been getting way too involved with the internet the past couple months (since I've had internet back...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Oct 21, 2008

    I Didn't Think I Was...

    I didn't think i was this pathetic but then my friend (who is brutally honest but i still love her) told me i was cute, i'd been called cute by many people but i never understood it, i asked why and she said im so quiet and geeky and frigid (although noone my age in my school has...
    atg17 atg17
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 4, 2012

    I should just give up.

    I'm far too gone.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX
    18-21, F
    Nov 24, 2014

    How to start... I never thought I'd be in this

    wrecked state ever, but... Everything I concern about breaks instantly, be it be it relationships, obligations, perspectives or objects. The job I could die (or kill) for? I was rejected. The only person I could ever call a friend? Ignoring me nonchalantly, contacting me only...
    ErieNemisa ErieNemisa
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 10, 2014

    I was just thinking of how I get hurt my ppl

    that I love and care for over and over again . It hurts just thinking of it I was betrayed by the girl that I once called BFF (3 years ago and still at school), rejected by everyone, ignored by everyone, hurt by my parents and everyone, but then I found EP which I got hurt in...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    Aug 6, 2014

    ****. I don't want this anymore.

    I don't want this ability to hurt. To think. Please. Someone save me. Get me away from the hell that is myself.
    junipersun21 junipersun21
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 31, 2014

    Have accomplished absolutely nothing in life

    and have no one in my life because I treat people terribly
    Jaymcalister Jaymcalister
    51-55, M
    1 Response Feb 28, 2016

    I feel the smooth skin being slit by the blade.

    This is the first cut on this wrist. I just goes to show how pathetic I am...
    chemicalkidsloveweed chemicalkidsloveweed
    18-21, F
    Jun 8, 2015

    I'M Pathetic.

    I can't talk like everybody else does. My voice cracks while I grouse the words that nobody understands. WHAT? - they ask and I always repeat. It's hard to talk. I'm pathetic. I burst into tears when someone stabs me. And they tend to stab me with words pretty much everyday. I...
    BlindFate BlindFate
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 17, 2013

    If I died, there would be nobody claiming to be

    my best friend. I have a few aquaintences, but no one I could call a friend. My life is sometimes busy, but I think everyone deserves to have friends they can call or do things with. I feel I'm a very good friend. I'm caring, considerate, giving, respectful, fun, etc. I am a bit...
    MamaWI MamaWI
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 12, 2014

    I do things, feel feelings,

    and have thoughts that would probably make you feel very sorry for me, but luckily, no one knows about them, and no one has to know.
    MissGaga MissGaga
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 2, 2016

    I Can't Do Anything Right

    Everything I do, no matter how hard I try, I always fail. Even something as simple as getting a cooked chicken for my dog and I get one that isn't by mistake. Everyone in my house think I am moron, useless, stupid, slow and they are right because I am all of those things. I know...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2011

    I sleep longer at days

    so that I would have less time to exist and function like a proper human being.
    BlindFate BlindFate
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

    i have an imaginary girlfriend.

    every day i write in a little black notebook details about her and things i love about her, i hope nobody who knows me ever finds out :(
    forevaaloneeee forevaaloneeee
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 3, 2016
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