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I Am Petrified of Being Heartbroken

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    I Wanted Him So Bad...

    (You'll have to excuse my english, grammar or spelling. English is my second language.)   Two years ago on a Tuesday morning my best friend, E, came up to me and asked me for a favor. She begged to promise her that I'd do it and that I wouldnt tell anyone...
    craving4awakening craving4awakening 16-17 2 Responses Apr 27, 2009

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    I Am

    I don't think I could stand to be in a relationship. I don't think I could do it. It'd take a guy who is caring enough to understand exactly why it would be difficult. A man who would love me enough to help me through this. Someone to hold me when I cry, to be there when I need...
    missymonkery missymonkery 22-25, F Jun 6, 2009

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    Are You Going to Break My Heart!

    Come to find out you still talk to your old girl friends...so of them girlfriends and some of them just friends....You hadn't told me any of this....Sometimes things just don't add up.....Have you taken me for a fool and now you sit back and laugh about it with them?  I don...
    tks tks 36-40, F 20 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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