I Am Plagued By Negative Thoughts

for anyone whose minds repeatedly go back to things that sabotage ourselves 580 People

    Im tired of being around all this negativity.

    I've been around this for so long I'm so scared like I need this. What if after this I move out I still need the yelling or the constant put downs? Maybe this has become a part of my life im just way to used to.
    AwkwardlyTransparent AwkwardlyTransparent
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 3, 2014

    It hurts when things does not go your way,

    but life, from my observation, the odds are never in our favor, especially if you desperately rooting for it. What do you do when things does not go your way? Do you tell lies to yourself that things go to be okay when you know the chances are slim? Do you shrug it off and...
    iblogaboutlove iblogaboutlove
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Feb 25, 2014

    I seem to always think of the worst in every

    situation, so I never be disappointed in the outcome
    J3ssii3 J3ssii3
    26-30, F
    6 Responses May 6, 2014

    I admit I have been a real negative nancy this

    year. 2015 has been the worst year of my life but it's all my fault. I made myself a lot worse with my negative thoughts. When things don't work out for us we have certain ways of dealing with our set backs. I went from people saying "Who are you Tony Robbins?" to "I hate myself...
    Jackson2222 Jackson2222
    31-35, M
    Nov 10, 2015

    Me Too

    It's not so much by my own negative self talk. I do have negative thoughts, but I use them as cues to tell me what is wrong in my surroundings and try to improve upon it. I think most negative feelings are actually positive growth responses. But I am constantly bombarded from the...
    Mayavadi Mayavadi
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2010

    Come To My Dark Side.

    I constantly have gruesome thoughts going about in my head, if people only knew half the **** I have going on in my head, they wouldn't want to deal with me or have me simply around. I often have thoughts about they way I'll die, most of them are suicide but I sit and wish...
    DomsTuna11 DomsTuna11
    18-21, F
    Apr 14, 2012

    Living In A Negative Life

    I am a living proof of thinking negatively, I am so wrapped up with my feelings and dozens of book i read about being positive but to no avail, every single day, there's always something i tend to get negative about. I dont know whether it was the past experience but let me...
    iblogaboutlove iblogaboutlove
    26-30, M
    Dec 15, 2012

    You know speaking in racial terms (as a black

    person) the only race that hasn't accepted me for who I am is THE BLACK RACE. they are all super caught up in their ego and expect every other black person to be like them. ridiculousss
    Jamal1234567 Jamal1234567
    18-21, M
    May 12, 2015

    Self Confidence....... What's That?

    Hi,  I am 40 years old and live in Scotland. I have been married for about ten years and we have a beautiful one year old daughter whom we both love very much.  I am a very lucky person where I have a job and a loving family. We have a lovely flat and no money problems...
    Dalelogsdon Dalelogsdon
    36-40
    2 Responses Mar 31, 2011

    Can't Stop Wondering

    I have so little faith in society anymore. It's sad, really. All I can hope for is that I am a good enough person to make it just a little better. But I wonder about that sometimes. 
    UCHusky11 UCHusky11
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2012

    She's so damaged...not

    even broken..cuz, if she was you could fix her...but...She can't be fixed...even though She tries. So...She guesses...they'll throw her away. Like a toy that no one wants...she'll be thrown away. Haha...this is only a small bit of the thoughts that plague her mind...and like...
    Darcyfalls13 Darcyfalls13
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 17, 2016

    It's Hard Not To...

    I guess overall, this has got to be the primary obstacle in my life in feeling happy and content with who I am as a person. Now whether these bad thoughts are the root problem of my depression and sadness, or if they are merely a by product or symptom of something else, I just...
    Tuva Tuva
    31-35, M
    7 Responses Jun 19, 2010

    I hated people, I hated myself with a passion.

    Living was my HELL. Dieing would have been the greatest gift. Hope was lost....faith was filled with hatred...towards the one I believe in. I really didn't have any beliefs. Then I met someone and literally felt the truth...about everything...I suddenly had hope...faith was...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 18, 2015

    Misery

    I have been tortured by my suicidal and homicidal thoughts constantly. Right now I have a strong urge to kill myself. I am on here because I want to distract myself from my thoughts, but it is not really helping. Nothing helps. I just want to feel normal. Is it too much to ask?
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 13, 2010

    These past days there is a black cloyd in my

    mind that does not seem to go away. I get up every morning tired, bored, just thinking that the usual crap is waiting Colleagues mostly make me sick. I cannot stand small talk, selfishness, pretense. I seem even unable to be happy that my partner is having at last her much...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 28, 2015

    Plagues With Errors From My Past

    I can be sitting normally, maybe talking to someone, when suddenly my mind will revert to something I did in the past which I regret. It can be things which happened years and years ago (like a not so nice email I sent to someone when I was 8), or something which happens that...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds
    18-21, F
    Feb 11, 2013

    How To Overcome Negative Thoughts Is My Problem

    It just with me, I worry, worry, worry, and worry. I know it is the work of Satan. But yet, I do. I just worry, and I hate it. I am worrying about today, tomorrow, and the rest of my life. I just worry. I know some people have a beer, but then I have to use my dad's car. He...
    chicago54 chicago54
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Mar 16, 2010

    I used to hate people

    for smoking weed , as a kid I thought I'd grow up to be someones miracle and now since I've grown older I began to use weed as an escape from all the bad things that have happened to me , my depression has weighed heavily on me and I've come quite close to ending it simply...
    blueboy23 blueboy23
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2015

    Very Tiring

    Negative thoughts are extremely tiring. It's sometimes harder to get rid of the damn things than it is to just deal with them. Some negative thoughts of mine: you're not good enough, you can't do that, you're not strong, you're stupid, you're too fat, nobody likes you, nobody...
    RubyLane RubyLane
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 15, 2012

    Shut Up!!

          It's always going through my head. About people and situations.  I wish it would leave me be I wish it was never there... It prevents me from trusting people and letting anyone who might actually love me from being with me... I know it helps keep those who don't...
    XieryaWolf XieryaWolf
    22-25, F
    May 23, 2012

    I feel am put in a box,

    with no where to run, It's dark all around no sign of sunlight or rays of hope. My face is wet, my mind confused, I feel lost inside.I feel like my hands are tied,lips stitched..Trying to have a grip on life, trying to stay afloat with all might  like a tipping boat. But...
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    Dec 20, 2013

    I hate it when all negative thoughts come to my

    head all at once, makes me feel like im already going to fail at whatever I do. :/ Just like now...
    AddictedToSerenity AddictedToSerenity
    22-25, M
    May 7, 2015

    Im a very negative person,

    but i have tried to be positive and change. At the end i have realized that im stuck on negativity and i feel like not even i cooperate to change. I have read inspiring quotes and stuff to try and be positive but nothing works! NOTHING I HAVE TRIED HAS HELPED ME CHANGE! Could...
    JustDoNot JustDoNot
    26-30, M
    Jan 14, 2015

    Same Thing Everyday

    I live a negative life always have .so my thoughts are always negative .as much as i try to think positive ,it always goes back to the same thing.it gets me tired and sad .especially if no one understands...
    Lulucakes Lulucakes
    22-25, F
    Sep 30, 2013

    Negative Statements From Others

    I do my best to speak to people nice and see good in others, but I have got so much negative energy from others... their negative statements keep cutting me down. joyce bitching on my back about something minial. david hen pecking, people from my past ******** on me as a child...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 7, 2010

    I have no idea how come some people are

    so positive and full of energy all the time? I'm certainly not one of them although I wish I could be.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 24, 2015

    Tried to kill myself by swallowing two bottles

    of medication until most were coughed and heimliched back up. Some I did swallow I think but I'm feeling sedated instead, so I'm guessing it was the antidepressant ones that hit me...I should be fine though. I just can't stand this anymore.
    Lucile199 Lucile199
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

    I Have Releaed My Negative Thoughts, Want To Know How?

    I use to have negative thoughts.  I would come home from work and just be mad when I hit the door.  It was crazy I was happier at work then I was at home.  My wife at the time wanted a magic pill to be thing from some doctor.  Knowing that there wasn't such a thing I searched...
    AttainingPeace AttainingPeace
    36-40, M
    Nov 23, 2011

    Want This World To Be Happy Place

    hello friends , i am medical practioner by profession i want to share some medical fact and mystery to be happy always 1) we all are destined to be happy and prosperous, but y most of them are not happy? ans- actually we all search a happiness in something which is of some...
    chokien chokien
    26-30
    Oct 3, 2013

    I'm beginning to really feel the pressures of

    life lately, things are always too much to handle. I've grown to absolutely despise everyone and everything in my life. I cry every time I am on the highway, but only because I know home or work is at the next exit and everything inside of me just wants to keep going but I can...
    FreeWilly23 FreeWilly23
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 16, 2014

    My Thoughts

    I'm lost in my own thoughts. Every time I try to escape they draw me back in. Breaking me. Shattered to bits I lay. Letting my thoughts get the best of me. I fight back, yet I end up falling once again. It seems that I'll never make it... They never shut up. Running through my...
    myusername22 myusername22
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2013
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