I Am Planning My Death

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    Why was I even born ?

    I shouldn't have been. I'm a mistake and I ruined my parents life. Death=peace & happiness I just want to cut myself. I don't have a blade with me right now. I need one. I'm not alive, I'm just breathing.
    ihatemegirl ihatemegirl
    22-25, F
    Jun 10, 2015

    My plan was to die either the end of February

    or the beginning of March because no ones birthday landed near there and the last thing i'd want to do is ruin someone's birthday. Although I have access to guns i'd never use that 1.because it's traumatizing to everyone else, 2. I'd would want my dad to feel like it was his...
    yetii31 yetii31
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 24, 2014

    I'm going to kill myself someday.

    Maybe I've finally done it. Stop. Don't start with your emotional please donts, we love yous, and the you have so much to live fors. The you're so selfish, how could you do that to your kids, and the just get some help comments. **** you! You indignant and self righteous...
    Lelove Lelove
    36-40, F
    Dec 20, 2015
    ihatemegirl ihatemegirl
    22-25, F
    Jun 10, 2015

    All Planned

    Back when depression ruled over me all i thought about was death. Bet you wouldn't guess how many ways i came up to die.. No i never was suicidal, and i never will be. It was always someone else killing me.
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Feb 26, 2010

    19 days and one month left.

    .. the day i was born the day this all began is the day it has to end once and for all :) i just given up now. this was my last chance to get better away from depression i was so scared of going back into it and i guess i have sooo yeah cant wait to die
    heeeeey heeeeey
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 1, 2014

    19 days and one month left :) well this feeling

    sucks knowing i have to go through it again: sleepless nights crying for no reason not eating anything turning pale not smiling having diahrea crying my self to sleep body aches head aches just staying quiet being lazy doing nothing what so ever just thinking all the time i...
    heeeeey heeeeey
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 2, 2014
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