I shouldn't have been. I'm a mistake and I ruined my parents life. Death=peace & happiness
I just want to cut myself. I don't have a blade with me right now. I need one. I'm not alive, I'm just breathing.
Maybe I've finally done it.
Don't start with your emotional
please donts, we love yous, and the you have so much to live fors.
The you're so selfish, how could you do that to your kids, and the just get some help comments.
**** you! You indignant and self righteous...
Back when depression ruled over me all i thought about was death. Bet you wouldn't guess how many ways i came up to die.. No i never was suicidal, and i never will be. It was always someone else killing me.
.. the day i was born the day this all began is the day it has to end once and for all :) i just given up now. this was my last chance to get better away from depression i was so scared of going back into it and i guess i have sooo yeah cant wait to die
or the beginning of March because no ones birthday landed near there and the last thing i'd want to do is ruin someone's birthday. Although I have access to guns i'd never use that 1.because it's traumatizing to everyone else, 2. I'd would want my dad to feel like it was his...
sucks knowing i have to go through it again:
crying for no reason
not eating anything
crying my self to sleep
just staying quiet
being lazy doing nothing what so ever
just thinking all the time