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I Am Pregnant Now And Feel Even More Trapped

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    iLuV2 iLuV2 26-30, M Jan 2, 2015

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    I am always right here for you. I know you can be busy and it's hard talking all day long but come one. Three messages in the span of twenty four hours. I know you read the...
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    I'm in a bind. I don't know what to think anymore. I have a feeling that he's talking to another girl and made plans to be with her. But the on me thing that I don't understand...
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    I eat a ton of junk food when I'm sad or bored then I feel even more sad and ashamed so then I keep eating junk food and it repeats.
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    Little one, Today was a hard one. Yesterday, your grandfather told me that he and your grandmother would be attending a play my sister was performing in. At the college that gave...
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    Here are some ideas i like playing: Molding a figure of a person and then they grow like it. We take a class in sculpture and I decide my first project will be a pregnant woman. I...
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    I have nowhere to go from here. No one to talk to. Nothing to motivate me to keep fighting the sadness. All I do is make others miserable. I make myself miserable. I've been...
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    All of my friends and colleagues are just so different from me. We almost share nothing but neighborhood or/and work. I feel like the only people I do have common interests now are...
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    And there I was, in that place, attending a convention, where it was 2pm, I was listening to speakers. I WAS TORN. My introversion wanted to withdraw into my room, draw a hot bath...
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    Do u ever feel like something sad...lonely is consuming you? like something is refusing to make u happy, like something is glooming u down, u can't smile, u can't laugh, u can't...
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    My typical method for dealing with negative emotions would be to shunt them off into a tiny corner of my consciousness. That way I can deal with everything else that's happening in...
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    I have been with my husband since I was 16 .We have had our fights but everything always sorts itself out and we have a pretty good relationship although he is quite moody and...
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    And so I laid beneath the moon It's full-rounded shape Had ended too soon And to be fair she stuck around 'Til logic and reason seemed more sound I trekked a path through...
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    I gave you all of my heart. I did everything to make you happy and safe. I made you eat more so you didn't starve. I made you be careful. I gave you everything I could. And now you...
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    This app makes me feel even more alone
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