I Am Pretending to Be Fine Even Though I Am Not

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    It Reminds Me Of A Song

    " I'll be just fine pretending I'm not." The used Anyways.. :)
    xZombiexGirl xZombiexGirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2010

    Lately I have been growing increasingly

    miserable. The situation I find myself in zaps the life out of me and leaves me worn, frustrated and sad. There are occasional flickers of light in the darkness, but it is far enough between them to run ashore many times over. Yet even when I feel down I often say that I'm...
    PirateMonkeyCabinet PirateMonkeyCabinet
    1 Response Feb 15

    My supervisor told me straight up

    that she wants me to smile no matter how I'm feeling inside. I hope the devil offers me a good price for my soul. I don't need it anymore now that I'm employed.
    Mossonarock Mossonarock
    41-45, M
    Feb 15

    My Facebook Happy Face

    I live in a different state than my family, so we communicate through facebook and keep up with each other that way. Of course we talk on the phone too, and I let them know what's going on but I never let them know just how bad I'm doing. I've been going through more than a lot...
    FellidayaFiresong FellidayaFiresong
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 2, 2013

    I Am Usually Like This

    because I was taught you have to say you are ok even when you are not I don't know why I do it because it has caused me to be forgotten and ignored when people think you are coping well they assume you have no needs at all. but I guess I make out to people I meet I am ok out...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Aug 2, 2011

    People Are Stupid

    I love when people think they now what you are going through. I tell my mom Im tired of putting up a front and pretending to be happy. You know what she says? "Its OK. We all have days when we need to put on a happy face." Really? Your going to compare your dealing with one idiot...
    LonelyDevil88 LonelyDevil88
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 13, 2013

    Pretending Makes It Easier

    Pretending all is fine is just easier cause no one really cares anyway do they? I mean really? I kinda doubt it... cause even when I brought up how I felt I was played out as being to sensitive...or well that is how YOU feel like something was wrong with me for being this way...
    elderwitch47 elderwitch47
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2012
    Arnikz Arnikz
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2015

    everyday is sad or full of stress.

    I feel I'm so behind in life that I might as well give up. I don't see an end to this except death
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses May 8, 2015

    I repeat "I'm fine, I'm fine,

    I'm fine, just smile and be fine. Just hold on until tonight" all day until I can finally go into my room lock my door and break down. I just cry for an hour maybe more. I just can't take this anymore.
    13catwolf 13catwolf
    16-17, F
    Oct 26, 2015

    as we all know some days r better then others.

    although we may also know that if we keep ourselves busy we'll be alright. don't keep ourselves busy we'll fall apart.
    DML2451 DML2451
    26-30, M
    Apr 19, 2015

    im pushing away the one person

    who has made me happy in the past week
    chaspowell chaspowell
    18-21, M
    Apr 26, 2015

    I Wear A Mask Hidden Behind A Wall.

    I make it hard for people to get to know me. Even when they try they do not get to know the REAL me. The child that was abused that grew up to the woman today who is still so broken and putting herself together with no pattern to go by.The fake me is friendly, moderately outgoing...
    BelizeWolf BelizeWolf
    41-45, F
    Aug 3, 2012

    The Waiting One

    I am the waiting one it seems days grow long but quickly, same with nights I sit up thinking of the easier time when I didn't have to worry but I can't think about the past I have to think about now and the future surrounded by a bunch of people they try to help I accept all I...
    candygirl189 candygirl189
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 23, 2013

    I Am

    Fukc it. It's helping.
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 7, 2009
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 28, 2015

    I've put on my Happy mask

    for a while now. It's failing me a little bit now. I just don't know what to do anymore...
    Michell31550 Michell31550
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 19, 2015
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