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I Am Pretty Sure I Will Be A Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 10 People

    So...if there exists a country that WASN'T established by having killed off and segregated the previous inhabitants, or who DIDN'T send explorers and settlers off to invade and...
    bijouxbroussard bijouxbroussard 46-50, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can't find a good girlfriend. These hoes ain't loyal
    Carsonisthedawg1025 Carsonisthedawg1025 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    I guess we can all use a little inspiration from time to time. I know I was looking for some this morning when I was annoyed and offended to find a rude comment on my whiteboard...
    WindSylph WindSylph 46-50, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    Sure will. Will answer anything with complete honesty! Naughtier the better!
    SparkleMotion101 SparkleMotion101 31-35, F 28 Responses Oct 14

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    Bring it on. Messages work better, since I for sure will see them. Be as dirty as you like, just be respectful.
    LittleStain LittleStain 18-21, F 12 Responses Sep 24

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    Bring it on. Messages work better, since I for sure will see them. Be as dirty as you like, just be respectful.
    LittleStain LittleStain 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    178th person here. Just another number in what I'm sure will be a longer lost of people (:
    Septisoul Septisoul 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Suicide or Murder Four years back I heard news about a suicide. He was a famous actor and about 50 years old. His name was Srinath. He had been depressed for a while. Had been...
    aproudwoman aproudwoman 46-50, F Oct 9

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    My best friend since the third grade committed suicide when we were twenty. Then my best friend from 17-22 committed suicide a couple years ago. My first boyfriend committed...
    dreaminghope dreaminghope 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    Suicide isn't the answer to being happy. Cutting isn't the answer to being happy. Starving isn't the answer to being happy. Doing drugs isn't the answer to being happy...
    burnedmemories burnedmemories 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm not sure all what to say, but I'll just introduce myself. I've attempted suicide more times than I can count, since the young age of three. I'm here to talk to people who we...
    elyayamama elyayamama 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    At my age, it's time to wake up, and face reality. It's time to grow up and stop whining. I'm embarrassed to admit what was going on in my mind for the past couple years. Part of...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M Sep 28

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    I know that there are people out there who will think of me as being rude but that's alright. I think suicide is the most selfish thing you could do but as to drive someone to the...
    stajapandabear stajapandabear 13-15, F Oct 12

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    20 years ago today my brother took his own life. You would think after 20 years the pain wouldn't be as bad, but it's not true. Today a milestone anniversary and it hurts like...
    SomeoneOutThere SomeoneOutThere 36-40, M 6 Responses Sep 24

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    I'm so flooded by memories. I call him my best friend, though im sure he hated me in the end. Funny how a few years can poison what could have been the best of friendships. I will...
    Musicthataltersyou Musicthataltersyou 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Suicide doesn't kill people. Sadness kills them. People who die from suicide don't want to end their life; they want to end their pain. They say suicide is a permanent solution to...
    JustSomeTeenagerr JustSomeTeenagerr 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    See which rooms travellers desire “Don't pay further for club rooms as I don't think they do not advantage it.” (royw38)We kept our promise to those individuals...
    Jewelgzr Jewelgzr 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    A year ago tomorrow, on Thanksgiving, my sister will have been gone for one year. She killed herself. I haven’t opened up to anyone about it because I feel ashamed and am...
    kimberlyyy00 kimberlyyy00 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 12

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    ever since I turned 14 my life feels like I'm on a downward spiral because of suicide. I remember my first suicide attempt was really stupid. I overdosed and didn't die I felt...
    Passionfruit3 Passionfruit3 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I have attempted suicide multiple times. All when when I was in a very dark place over numerous years, I'm glad to say I'm now at a place in life where I'm no longer bothered by...
    Ciara1001 Ciara1001 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    today I have been thinking about it a lot so I decided to share. I am 18 years old, when I was 13, my oldest sibling and only brother Zac (16) committed suicide. The weekend he...
    lorettah lorettah 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    In 5 days it will make one year. I remember the night like it's yesterday, because life changed forever after that moment. I woke up with terrible sharp pains in my head around 3...
    JacobsGirl360 JacobsGirl360 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 24

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    I had a friend from high school. She was a girl that held so much pain in her smile. She was a girl that never felt beautiful. She was a girl who had a handsome boyfriend, who she...
    livingwallflower livingwallflower 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    I'm a gender fluid pansexual I've tried to commit suicide 4 times and succeeded once ( doctors revived me) I've talked more than half a dozen people out of suicide, I'm a...
    MrFoe MrFoe 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I always hated the idea of suicide, I believed it was a stupid option to opted out but once you realise the people you love will eventually get over it, it could be the best thing...
    1prettyfly1 1prettyfly1 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I'm that mother. And all that's keeping me from opening and downing every pill bottle in the house is the thought of my children having to live saying these words - "I lost my...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    At age 13, I attempted suicide because I felt like everyone was against me, especially my family. I was always getting into arguments with my mom because we saw things differently...
    euphorian euphorian 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    my first suicide was my worst, I was 14. I was staying the night at my friends house with 4 other people. Every single one of them knew I was suicidal and had several bottles of...
    theperksofbeinghayden theperksofbeinghayden 16-17, T 3 days ago

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    I had my hardship... When I was 15... Until I reached my 17. It was all real stuff. Cutting, crying all nights, suicide attempts, meds cocktails, depression and heck, lots of...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    3 months ago was my most recent suicide attempt, not my first and probably not my last. I often wonder if I'm made for this world and when will I finally make it through to the...
    onlymetoday onlymetoday 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    questions anyone? j will answer anything u ask
    bicdfun bicdfun 36-40, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    It's awkwardly interesting to feel one thing yet think another. I think I want to be with my ex I feel like I have to be a with him I'm terribly obsessed and I need relief. I'm so...
    Janisoneluv Janisoneluv 26-30, F Oct 5

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    Sure, I am pretty open. Might be a good way for people to get to know me and hey I might even learn something about myself. I will answer anything from anyone.
    dreshany dreshany 41-45, F 7 Responses Oct 5

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    July 15th, 2014 I lost someone I was very close to. I met Justin when I was 11, and we hung out almost every single day, and had sleepovers every weekend. We didn't always get...
    kr1sten kr1sten 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    One girl in middle school, and then another in high school. The girl from middle school (I don't want to name names out of respect) I did not know her well, I just saw her around...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    Another lost to suicide....... I'm in need of help :(
    mssmithy mssmithy 18-21, F Sep 29

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    I'll be another loss to suicide, help needed :(
    mssmithy mssmithy 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 29

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    Right I dot care of every time I come on this website something happens I need to rant about this **** I HAVE A VERY HIGH TOLERANCE LEVEL BUT WHEN SOMEBODY SAYS ANYTHING ABOUT...
    shadowgem shadowgem 13-15, F Oct 1

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    I'm looking into finding a doctor in this area next week. I just got state health insurance. I know what's going on and I am in control of myself. Everyday I keep getting closer...
    untamablekitty untamablekitty 26-30, F Oct 3

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    Today is 2 years since I lost my girlfriend to suicide. I miss her terribly. She was not only my girlfriend but also my best friend. And deep inside I feel as if it was my fault...
    CatySansom CatySansom 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 6

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    I'm not perfect and never will be ... I use to beat myself up and cry myself to sleep, I even contemplated suicide but the Holy Spirit inside me rose up and Jesus came and showed...
    Idesiretosing Idesiretosing 18-21, F Oct 11

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    I got news today that my brother wants to commit suicide i cant stop crying i feel broke inside i dont want to one day get news that my brother isnt here any more
    desitor desitor 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Look. I am seeing a lot of people talking about how bad theyre life is and how they want to kill themselves. Well guess what? None of you ever think about how that effects everyone...
    toms420 toms420 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I lost my best friend Latasha to suicide in middle school. it was terrible. maybe one day I'll share the story again.
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I lost my boyfriend to suicide. I still havent dealt with it, he was my best friend too. He hanged himself. It was completely unexpected even though we both had a lot of issues. We...
    featherdibs featherdibs 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    It's been over 4 years since that horribly shocking, life altering day, and I'm still here, all Glory to God. I was spared & saved. There were times I didn't think I'd survive, and...
    Begin2C Begin2C 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    About to twelve years ago I attempted suicide. I was lucky to have survived the attempt, though I was left paralyzed from the shoulders down on a ventilator.
    silojin silojin 26-30, M 1 Response