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I Am Pretty Sure I Will Be A Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 10 People

    So...if there exists a country that WASN'T established by having killed off and segregated the previous inhabitants, or who DIDN'T send explorers and settlers off to invade and...
    bijouxbroussard bijouxbroussard 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 21

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    I can't find a good girlfriend. These hoes ain't loyal
    Carsonisthedawg1025 Carsonisthedawg1025 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    Was in a secret Facebook group which became bitchy and real bullying. Not towards me but I couldn't help but say something & of course once I did I got deleted. These people are so...
    Lonesailor14 Lonesailor14 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I am happy to be alive and turning 20 today!!
    sisi19 sisi19 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    So a man asked, "Since a woman has the right to abort a pregnancy she doesn't want, why doesn't a man have the right to not pay support for a child HE doesn't want ?" He was...
    bijouxbroussard bijouxbroussard 46-50, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    I don't understand half the **** I read on twitt- err I mean my sons 2nd grade journal
    TheGovernment TheGovernment 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    Said every guy to every woman ever!!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    There is a facial expression that says this very clearly. My husband wears it if I string more than two sentences together. lol
    niklb niklb 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I guess we can all use a little inspiration from time to time. I know I was looking for some this morning when I was annoyed and offended to find a rude comment on my whiteboard...
    WindSylph WindSylph 46-50, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    I don't know if EPallie is some kind of bot, and I don't know if you, staff, even look at the content that gets rejected by your filters. I'm pretty sure of what you removed, and I...
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sure will. Will answer anything with complete honesty! Naughtier the better!
    SparkleMotion101 SparkleMotion101 31-35, F 30 Responses Oct 14

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    I sure will, it takes me a while to open up but i am open to listen to anyone/anything
    jaesavv jaesavv 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I have dealt with depression since I was a child. It most likely runs in my family and the psychiatrist I used to see assured me it is not my fault. I have a chemical imbalance. My...
    WindsofFire WindsofFire 46-50, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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     So, as the days pass and we pass each other by, I am unsure how we will end up. I know you still care and want to be sure I will be okay without you, but how can I be...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Suicide or Murder Four years back I heard news about a suicide. He was a famous actor and about 50 years old. His name was Srinath. He had been depressed for a while. Had been...
    aproudwoman aproudwoman 46-50, F Oct 9

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    Okay I"m not as interesting as a girl asking this, but sure fire away i'll answer anything...[i bet no one asks me anything though]
    miketolike miketolike 18-21, M 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I lost my boyfriend and best friend to suicide coming up 5 years ago. and I still miss him terribly. I still feel in shock really, and I still grieve. I get through the days now...
    electricgirl84 electricgirl84 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    My best friend since the third grade committed suicide when we were twenty. Then my best friend from 17-22 committed suicide a couple years ago. My first boyfriend committed...
    dreaminghope dreaminghope 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    Suicide isn't the answer to being happy. Cutting isn't the answer to being happy. Starving isn't the answer to being happy. Doing drugs isn't the answer to being happy...
    burnedmemories burnedmemories 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    I'm not sure all what to say, but I'll just introduce myself. I've attempted suicide more times than I can count, since the young age of three. I'm here to talk to people who we...
    elyayamama elyayamama 22-25, F Oct 20

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    I know that there are people out there who will think of me as being rude but that's alright. I think suicide is the most selfish thing you could do but as to drive someone to the...
    stajapandabear stajapandabear 13-15, F Oct 12

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    I'm so flooded by memories. I call him my best friend, though im sure he hated me in the end. Funny how a few years can poison what could have been the best of friendships. I will...
    Musicthataltersyou Musicthataltersyou 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 17

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    Suicide doesn't kill people. Sadness kills them. People who die from suicide don't want to end their life; they want to end their pain. They say suicide is a permanent solution to...
    JustSomeTeenagerr JustSomeTeenagerr 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 22

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    A year ago tomorrow, on Thanksgiving, my sister will have been gone for one year. She killed herself. I haven’t opened up to anyone about it because I feel ashamed and am...
    kimberlyyy00 kimberlyyy00 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 12

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    ever since I turned 14 my life feels like I'm on a downward spiral because of suicide. I remember my first suicide attempt was really stupid. I overdosed and didn't die I felt...
    Passionfruit3 Passionfruit3 18-21, F Oct 20

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    today I have been thinking about it a lot so I decided to share. I am 18 years old, when I was 13, my oldest sibling and only brother Zac (16) committed suicide. The weekend he...
    lorettah lorettah 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 21

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    Honestly, I think suicide is kinda selfish. You're worrying about yourself, you want to take your life because "no one cares" when actually, you don't care about them. I've lost...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I always hated the idea of suicide, I believed it was a stupid option to opted out but once you realise the people you love will eventually get over it, it could be the best thing...
    1prettyfly1 1prettyfly1 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I'm that mother. And all that's keeping me from opening and downing every pill bottle in the house is the thought of my children having to live saying these words - "I lost my...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 16

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    At age 13, I attempted suicide because I felt like everyone was against me, especially my family. I was always getting into arguments with my mom because we saw things differently...
    euphorian euphorian 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 20

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    my first suicide was my worst, I was 14. I was staying the night at my friends house with 4 other people. Every single one of them knew I was suicidal and had several bottles of...
    theperksofbeinghayden theperksofbeinghayden 16-17, T Oct 20

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    I had my hardship... When I was 15... Until I reached my 17. It was all real stuff. Cutting, crying all nights, suicide attempts, meds cocktails, depression and heck, lots of...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F Oct 20

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    3 months ago was my most recent suicide attempt, not my first and probably not my last. I often wonder if I'm made for this world and when will I finally make it through to the...
    onlymetoday onlymetoday 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 21

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    It's awkwardly interesting to feel one thing yet think another. I think I want to be with my ex I feel like I have to be a with him I'm terribly obsessed and I need relief. I'm so...
    Janisoneluv Janisoneluv 26-30, F Oct 5

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    Sure, I am pretty open. Might be a good way for people to get to know me and hey I might even learn something about myself. I will answer anything from anyone.
    dreshany dreshany 41-45, F 8 Responses Oct 5

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    Right I dot care of every time I come on this website something happens I need to rant about this **** I HAVE A VERY HIGH TOLERANCE LEVEL BUT WHEN SOMEBODY SAYS ANYTHING ABOUT...
    shadowgem shadowgem 13-15, F Oct 1

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    I'm looking into finding a doctor in this area next week. I just got state health insurance. I know what's going on and I am in control of myself. Everyday I keep getting closer...
    untamablekitty untamablekitty 26-30, F Oct 3

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    Today is 2 years since I lost my girlfriend to suicide. I miss her terribly. She was not only my girlfriend but also my best friend. And deep inside I feel as if it was my fault...
    CatySansom CatySansom 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 6

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    I'm not perfect and never will be ... I use to beat myself up and cry myself to sleep, I even contemplated suicide but the Holy Spirit inside me rose up and Jesus came and showed...
    Idesiretosing Idesiretosing 18-21, F Oct 11

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    I got news today that my brother wants to commit suicide i cant stop crying i feel broke inside i dont want to one day get news that my brother isnt here any more
    desitor desitor 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Look. I am seeing a lot of people talking about how bad theyre life is and how they want to kill themselves. Well guess what? None of you ever think about how that effects everyone...
    toms420 toms420 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I lost my best friend Latasha to suicide in middle school. it was terrible. maybe one day I'll share the story again.
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I lost my boyfriend to suicide. I still havent dealt with it, he was my best friend too. He hanged himself. It was completely unexpected even though we both had a lot of issues. We...
    featherdibs featherdibs 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 16

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    It's been over 4 years since that horribly shocking, life altering day, and I'm still here, all Glory to God. I was spared & saved. There were times I didn't think I'd survive, and...
    Begin2C Begin2C 36-40, F Oct 19

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    About to twelve years ago I attempted suicide. I was lucky to have survived the attempt, though I was left paralyzed from the shoulders down on a ventilator.
    silojin silojin 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 19

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    I've been through a lot but I no it's time to restart. It's time to leave the past thou I'll still have the memories. I believe I've tried suicide a couple of times, bad I no. I...
    JazLife21 JazLife21 13-15, F Oct 20

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    I'm going to have to be the one to say this, aren't I? Suicide, by definition, means taking your own life. Survival generally involves being alive. So... I'm going to go out on...