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I Am Questioning My Life

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    Been questioning my life since the 8th grade. So many questions about my circumstances; why did things not go the way I wanted; wish I could get a do-over on somethings; would've tried things that I avoided; avoided things that I did or tried; or went the extra mile sometimes...
    notlookingforavalentine notlookingforavalentine 26-30, F Oct 14, 2010

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    I Am A Terrible Person

    I am a terrible person. I used to be normal, but somehow I have become awful. I'm not sure what it is. Sometimes mean stuff slips out of my mouth. I don't even realize it's that bad until later when its too late. I really want to be better, but I'm not sure how, and when I...
    whaleperson202 whaleperson202 13-15 Jan 17, 2012

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    I Am Alone.

    I am alone. My life is good: loving family, close friends, good grades, okay appearance. But I am utterly alone. I live in my mind. What you see is just one of my personas. You think you know me, but you don't and if you did know me you'd wish you didn't. I am not a good actress...
    whaleperson202 whaleperson202 13-15 Jan 17, 2012

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    I Question...

    ...my life all the time. If I am doing the right thing or about what I should be doing. I can only hope I make the right decisions and everything goes the way I want.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 13, 2010

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    I wonder.... If I am a bad person If I make

    wrong judgements If I am crazy If I make people feel worse If I am lazy If I am selfish If I am 10 sizes to big If I will ever find true happiness If I am bad at helping If I have little to no friends for a reason If I would die today, would anything happen If I disappeared it...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F 2 Responses May 17

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    Why Am I So Loyal to This Loser

     Occupy your mind; just live your life Get over that man he isn't sh*t nice The Bible I read; self-help books I own Get over it chick you are beyond grown It's nothing but sex you keep telling yourself There's no room for emotions to get involved, it's just till I find...
    Undercover28 Undercover28 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2009

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    Look Ahead And See Nothing

    I see nothing but a boring, unfulfulling, unproductive, painful life for my future. A life without a partner. No productivity, no friends, just me alone in this house. I've tried to have the life I want but it never panned out. I don't want to grow old alone but it looks like...
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F 9 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    Always

    I think this is my permanent state of mind.  Lately though, it has become more apparent.   A recent family bereavement has thrown us all out of sorts.  We are ok, but we are all looking around, realising how much and how quickly life is changing.  It is difficult to keep...
    Opalgem Opalgem 36-40, F Mar 2, 2011

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    No Conclusions, Yet...

    I've been on opposite sides of almost all spectrums: religion, art, kids, drugs, alcohol, sex-drive, money, family, friends, being busy. Yet, I have not made a final descision on everything. Why does it take so long to consciously choose and fully figure it all out?
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 6 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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    I Am Alone.

    I am alone. My life is good: loving family, close friends, good grades, okay appearance. But I am utterly alone. I live in my mind. What you see is just one of my personas. You think you know me, but you don't and if you did know me you'd wish you didn't. I am not a good actress...
    whaleperson202 whaleperson202 13-15 1 Response Jan 17, 2012

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    ****...

    Okay...so our relationships NOT based on sex. What IS it based on? You're never there. Maybe I don't understand you after all, but I've decided I'm going to give you the space you need until you're ready to come find me. So I hope that in the time that you're away you don't...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jul 15, 2008

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    Who Am I?

    In a crowded room full of laughter, I am full of pain; Feeling empty but small; Who am I? Who am I really? Can someone tell me? Who can see behind the mask To the pain and guilt within? Who can really say they know me When I don't recognize myself...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    ~> Fallen Angel <~

    ~> Fallen Angel <~The night turned cold, no light to seeFear and sadness fallen on to me,as I sit in the darkness, you comfort meYou swooped down with such greatness to seeYour wings covered me until we were one soulYou make my world tolerableYou make my life wholeYou protect...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F Apr 6, 2012

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    What Is Love??

    i love him and i am pretty sure that he is the one.. but it's been two months since he has dumped me i keep on trying and trying to find his love that he has once felt for me im dying inside cause he was my everything and the only person who understands me my parents never...
    yollieeatszombies yollieeatszombies 13-15 Dec 22, 2010

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    I'm not sure of who I am

    or even who I want to be.
    CompassionateCoffee CompassionateCoffee 13-15 1 Response May 23

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    What Am I Doing

    I'm wondering if I'm on the right path. I had some things change at work in the past two weeks. I was supposed to take a new position, sell my house and move and have that nice suburban life you read about. Well, enter the lousy housing market (house on sale for 5 months...
    RayShine RayShine 36-40, M Dec 6, 2007

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    Claire212 Claire212 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    There are two things that I have my mind on right now at 4:06 in the morning. Why do people give up on life? Or almost. And what is love? This happened today with a relative of...
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    Addiction to on line games and worlds is a concern of mine, since I've faced it repeatedly and I've seen it so much over the years. It's sad and we need help. If you are facing...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Aug 9

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    I have complete compassion and understanding to the abuse I received from my mum, she was unwell alone a teenage mum with mental health no support or help from her own family, it...
    claireosb claireosb 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Spiritual Understanding Through Disassociation We all as humans live within a world of business because it involves production and sales which brings money for all to spend while...
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    Every now are then we have a wake up call. We realise life isn't as bad as we think it is! We realise how lucky we are in fact! Working in the hospital I meet people who need me to...
    cjay89 cjay89 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel there's got to be more to life than what I've been enduring & feeling for so many years. It's burning inside of me so badly, I just need to vent. I never have before... As a...
    michelle0808 michelle0808 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    A Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person...
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    I have never been satisfied about my life, only brief moments..... I have low social skills and very few friends. Please keep reading. Sorry If my English is bad. This is a story...
    Needy18 Needy18 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I am a Russian man and I would like to share a story about my life. When I was 7 years old, I began to go to school. I was surrounded by my parents, my maternal grandfather and his...
    alexalan alexalan 51-55, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    life sucks . i hate it. like, seriously, there's no other way to put it. life is good, i like the earth, i like breathing, life in general is a good thing and i love it. i don't...
    ghostsings ghostsings 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    Second Life is addicting to me because my avatar is a reflection of how I see myself in real life. I am FtM transgender in real life, and one of my favorite things to do is shop...
    havokitten havokitten 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    To be honest I grew up having pets so I don't exactly know what life is like without pets... But I know i will always have a pet/pets all my life - especially dogs! I love the...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Aug 3

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    I just found out that he's died. Crashed his tractor on the A1. They cut him out of it, then he died in hospital. He was 19. Once upon a time he was my light. The boy I became...
    ssssmills ssssmills 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 3

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    Yes indeed I want to change some aspect of my life. My outlook on life,the person I aspire to be,the way I live my life. I am realizing some things I thought I love is harming me...
    temptedtotouch temptedtotouch 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 4

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    Once again, I felt my life is slipping away from me. I started to dread about what the future holds for me. His departure tore me apart but soon I quickly found myself again. I...
    minyue minyue 18-21, F Aug 5

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    August 6. Solving Problems. Problems are made to be solved! Some of us spend more time reacting to the fact that we have a problem than we do solving the problem. "Why is this...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I want to kill some time by writing few things happened in my life. I will share just to be honest as the dates can't be included for privacy issue and also will skip few things...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Aug 7

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    So i am in my early 20s, unemployed and don't know whats going to happen in life. I feel and abandoned and homeless. Not literally. I have an amazingly supportive family though id...
    Ambiguoustruth Ambiguoustruth 22-25 Aug 7

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    Please read the whole text I just hate my life it has been this way all my life. I hate how people are so mean and shallow to me they treat me like as if i am crap or something...
    mylifeisfullofproblems mylifeisfullofproblems 18-21, M Aug 8

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    How would I live without her? I have invested emotionally everything that I am into this girl. This girl is wholly unique in ways far to private to discuss. She is unique in the...
    Drfezukus Drfezukus 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    This is my biggest fear. Looking back on my life when I come to the end of it and it not seeming worthwhile or not doing the things that I dream of. Right now...I feel held back...
    starsarenotgreen starsarenotgreen 22-25 1 Response Aug 11

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    I see my life so diff. before Im a stubborn son but when I start reading a inspirational books or even just a quotes, it helps me to know who I am and what is my mission why I am...
    khiely khiely 22-25, M Aug 12

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    I feel as if my life is going nowhere. It's been 4 years and I have nothing to show for it. Everyone around me is moving on with their life. My cousin is in a serious relationship...
    Robin1226 Robin1226 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 12

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    Life isn't a fairy tale. Nobody is perfect. Pain is inevitable. You can change your own fate if you want to. Life gives you cheaters,it also gives you people who restore the faith...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    it's one of the moments where i want to write about something i feel crazy thinking a thousand thoughts at the same time i have a not perfect yet loving family but they're already...
    shenghuidai shenghuidai 26-30, F Aug 14

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    I'm so sick of everything already, everything I life is just pointless. Please, I don't want to hear how "God will help me" or how "it all gets better" it never does. There's just...
    Shawnmil Shawnmil 56-60, M Aug 14

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    Life of moving, laughter, love..mama, daddy, working, home.. he said together: we could take on the world and we tried!!! We took chances, we lost more than we gained in the world...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta 51-55, F Aug 15

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    It's a rainy day, the sky is filled with dark clouds and it's very gloomy and dull...I won't allow my heart to react to the darkness that invades the skies nor the gloom. They say...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    OMG, do I ever! I have been pretty much sleeping the one I have away, for the past year now, literally... I had a psychotic breakdown around this time last year and it has...
    Sandalwood3 Sandalwood3 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I believe the people you meet in passing on the street or standing in line somewhere, or even online were people, you were to meant to talk to. Maybe, you met them in a former life...
    PinkyC PinkyC 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 19

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