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I Am Questioning My Life

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    I Am A Terrible Person

    I am a terrible person. I used to be normal, but somehow I have become awful. I'm not sure what it is. Sometimes mean stuff slips out of my mouth. I don't even realize it's that bad until later when its too late. I really want to be better, but I'm not sure how, and when I...
    whaleperson202 whaleperson202 13-15 Jan 17, 2012

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    Look Ahead And See Nothing

    I see nothing but a boring, unfulfulling, unproductive, painful life for my future. A life without a partner. No productivity, no friends, just me alone in this house. I've tried to have the life I want but it never panned out. I don't want to grow old alone but it looks like...
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F 9 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    ****...

    Okay...so our relationships NOT based on sex. What IS it based on? You're never there. Maybe I don't understand you after all, but I've decided I'm going to give you the space you need until you're ready to come find me. So I hope that in the time that you're away you don't...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jul 15, 2008

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    Why Am I So Loyal to This Loser

     Occupy your mind; just live your life Get over that man he isn't sh*t nice The Bible I read; self-help books I own Get over it chick you are beyond grown It's nothing but sex you keep telling yourself There's no room for emotions to get involved, it's just till I find...
    Undercover28 Undercover28 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2009

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    ....i'll Say

    Been questioning my life since the 8th grade. So many questions about my circumstances; why did things not go the way I wanted; wish I could get a do-over on somethings; would've tried things that I avoided; avoided things that I did or tried; or went the extra mile sometimes...
    notlookingforavalentine notlookingforavalentine 26-30, F Oct 14, 2010

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    No Conclusions, Yet...

    I've been on opposite sides of almost all spectrums: religion, art, kids, drugs, alcohol, sex-drive, money, family, friends, being busy. Yet, I have not made a final descision on everything. Why does it take so long to consciously choose and fully figure it all out?
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 6 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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    I Am Alone.

    I am alone. My life is good: loving family, close friends, good grades, okay appearance. But I am utterly alone. I live in my mind. What you see is just one of my personas. You think you know me, but you don't and if you did know me you'd wish you didn't. I am not a good actress...
    whaleperson202 whaleperson202 13-15 Jan 17, 2012

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    What Am I Doing

    I'm wondering if I'm on the right path. I had some things change at work in the past two weeks. I was supposed to take a new position, sell my house and move and have that nice suburban life you read about. Well, enter the lousy housing market (house on sale for 5 months...
    RayShine RayShine 36-40, M Dec 6, 2007

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    ~> Fallen Angel <~

    ~> Fallen Angel <~The night turned cold, no light to seeFear and sadness fallen on to me,as I sit in the darkness, you comfort meYou swooped down with such greatness to seeYour wings covered me until we were one soulYou make my world tolerableYou make my life wholeYou protect...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F Apr 6, 2012

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    I Am Alone.

    I am alone. My life is good: loving family, close friends, good grades, okay appearance. But I am utterly alone. I live in my mind. What you see is just one of my personas. You think you know me, but you don't and if you did know me you'd wish you didn't. I am not a good actress...
    whaleperson202 whaleperson202 13-15 1 Response Jan 17, 2012

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    I Question...

    ...my life all the time. If I am doing the right thing or about what I should be doing. I can only hope I make the right decisions and everything goes the way I want.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 13, 2010

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    What Is Love??

    i love him and i am pretty sure that he is the one.. but it's been two months since he has dumped me i keep on trying and trying to find his love that he has once felt for me im dying inside cause he was my everything and the only person who understands me my parents never...
    yollieeatszombies yollieeatszombies 13-15 Dec 22, 2010

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    Who Am I?

    In a crowded room full of laughter, I am full of pain; Feeling empty but small; Who am I? Who am I really? Can someone tell me? Who can see behind the mask To the pain and guilt within? Who can really say they know me When I don't recognize myself...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F Sep 30

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    Always

    I think this is my permanent state of mind.  Lately though, it has become more apparent.   A recent family bereavement has thrown us all out of sorts.  We are ok, but we are all looking around, realising how much and how quickly life is changing.  It is difficult to keep...
    Opalgem Opalgem 36-40, F Mar 2, 2011

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    I'm not sure of who I am

    or even who I want to be.
    CompassionateCoffee CompassionateCoffee 13-15 1 Response May 23

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