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I Am Questioning My Life

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    No Conclusions, Yet...

    I've been on opposite sides of almost all spectrums: religion, art, kids, drugs, alcohol, sex-drive, money, family, friends, being busy. Yet, I have not made a final descision on everything. Why does it take so long to consciously choose and fully figure it all out?
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 6 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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    ....i'll Say

    Been questioning my life since the 8th grade. So many questions about my circumstances; why did things not go the way I wanted; wish I could get a do-over on somethings; would've tried things that I avoided; avoided things that I did or tried; or went the extra mile sometimes...
    notlookingforavalentine notlookingforavalentine 26-30, F Oct 14, 2010

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    Why Am I So Loyal to This Loser

     Occupy your mind; just live your life Get over that man he isn't sh*t nice The Bible I read; self-help books I own Get over it chick you are beyond grown It's nothing but sex you keep telling yourself There's no room for emotions to get involved, it's just till I find...
    Undercover28 Undercover28 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2009

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    I Question...

    ...my life all the time. If I am doing the right thing or about what I should be doing. I can only hope I make the right decisions and everything goes the way I want.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 13, 2010

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    I Am Alone.

    I am alone. My life is good: loving family, close friends, good grades, okay appearance. But I am utterly alone. I live in my mind. What you see is just one of my personas. You think you know me, but you don't and if you did know me you'd wish you didn't. I am not a good actress...
    whaleperson202 whaleperson202 13-15 Jan 17, 2012

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    ~> Fallen Angel <~

    ~> Fallen Angel <~The night turned cold, no light to seeFear and sadness fallen on to me,as I sit in the darkness, you comfort meYou swooped down with such greatness to seeYour wings covered me until we were one soulYou make my world tolerableYou make my life wholeYou protect...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F Apr 6, 2012

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    Well ive had a bad cough

    for a few weeks and so my parents made me go to the doctor with them to make sure it was nothing serious. Sadly, they noticed my self inflicted injuries and now i went from none to two daily medications. Also, everyone now knows and i feel like **** because of it.
    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M Mar 19

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    What Is Love??

    i love him and i am pretty sure that he is the one.. but it's been two months since he has dumped me i keep on trying and trying to find his love that he has once felt for me im dying inside cause he was my everything and the only person who understands me my parents never...
    yollieeatszombies yollieeatszombies 13-15 Dec 22, 2010

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    I Am A Terrible Person

    I am a terrible person. I used to be normal, but somehow I have become awful. I'm not sure what it is. Sometimes mean stuff slips out of my mouth. I don't even realize it's that bad until later when its too late. I really want to be better, but I'm not sure how, and when I...
    whaleperson202 whaleperson202 13-15 Jan 17, 2012

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    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F Sep 30, 2014

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    Who Am I?

    In a crowded room full of laughter, I am full of pain; Feeling empty but small; Who am I? Who am I really? Can someone tell me? Who can see behind the mask To the pain and guilt within? Who can really say they know me When I don't recognize myself...
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    ****...

    Okay...so our relationships NOT based on sex. What IS it based on? You're never there. Maybe I don't understand you after all, but I've decided I'm going to give you the space you need until you're ready to come find me. So I hope that in the time that you're away you don't...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jul 15, 2008

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    Look Ahead And See Nothing

    I see nothing but a boring, unfulfulling, unproductive, painful life for my future. A life without a partner. No productivity, no friends, just me alone in this house. I've tried to have the life I want but it never panned out. I don't want to grow old alone but it looks like...
    Kittychanel Kittychanel 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    Always

    I think this is my permanent state of mind.  Lately though, it has become more apparent.   A recent family bereavement has thrown us all out of sorts.  We are ok, but we are all looking around, realising how much and how quickly life is changing.  It is difficult to keep...
    Opalgem Opalgem 36-40, F Mar 2, 2011

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    I'm not sure of who I am

    or even who I want to be.
    CompassionateCoffee CompassionateCoffee 16-17 1 Response May 23, 2014

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    What Am I Doing

    I'm wondering if I'm on the right path. I had some things change at work in the past two weeks. I was supposed to take a new position, sell my house and move and have that nice suburban life you read about. Well, enter the lousy housing market (house on sale for 5 months...
    RayShine RayShine 36-40, M Dec 6, 2007

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    I Am Alone.

    I am alone. My life is good: loving family, close friends, good grades, okay appearance. But I am utterly alone. I live in my mind. What you see is just one of my personas. You think you know me, but you don't and if you did know me you'd wish you didn't. I am not a good actress...
    whaleperson202 whaleperson202 13-15 1 Response Jan 17, 2012

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    My life is decent, and there's nothing REALLY wrong with my life... I'm just so sick of being alone. It's difficult as hell to build friendships, like face-to-face friends. I'm so...
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Stop relying on others to feel good about yourself because there are so many haters so many who would like to see you fall. Love yourself and look towards more on internal goals...
    LeahLoveee LeahLoveee 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I swear I wrote this Amazing post that Was HERE... Where did it Go?? *Regardless: It's True... I Will Settle For Nothing Less Than Amazing For My Life. =) ***And now I feel...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    If it were possible to turn off my life for someone else's to get saved I would definitely do it right now. I see no bright future for me. It I could bring someone back to life and...
    nowherewego nowherewego 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    This week I came back home for a couple of month self reflection. Basically, I was given an opportunity to take my kids and go to the country up north. I have to say that that was...
    Babygirl872901 Babygirl872901 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    life before the computer and internet was not so instant gratifying. We saved box tops off of cereal to send in for a groovy toy. waiting 4-6 weeks sucked really bad. You checked...
    LITVET LITVET 41-45, F 6 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Life is but a dream, .....dream butt.
    BreakingBored BreakingBored 41-45, F 4 hrs ago

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    5 month ago my ex broke it off to be with another girl. Every month he comes back begging for me to get back with him. He tells me a bunch of thing about how he knows im the love...
    lauramarranzini lauramarranzini 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    So I always knew i was"different" but didnt know why. Never really "fit" in but alwAys had friends. I got older and got tired of pretending to care about people tired of pretending...
    Angelofdarkness76 Angelofdarkness76 36-40 5 hrs ago

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    I met a young man on here who has changed my life. He knows no idea how much he has changed my life just by being in it. We have never met face to face, but that is so not a...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    I have all the bad luck in the world... I can never get a break.. When everything is going great for me ... Boom !!!!! **** happened damn I hate my life right now
    vansickle23 vansickle23 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    Everything's going wrong like everything. 1. My greatest friends from primary school have split off from me now and are the popular kids and then there's me who nobody notices...
    HMC17 HMC17 13-15, M 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Brought my kids to Mcdonald's to play while I sit here on my laptop and work. Life couldn't be better. Being able to work and play while being with my kids the whole time is truly...
    vero423314 vero423314 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    you would but life is hard when your homeless so say a pray for them that have no homes
    bobby589 bobby589 36-40, M 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Life is too short for ****** sex and bad relationships. So find somebody who f*cks you right and treats you how you deserve to be treated.
    Miklee02 Miklee02 41-45, F 5 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    When I was sing and lonely I always disliked hearing "happy wife, happy life." It's not the concept I disagreed with. Your wife is your wife because she's the most special to you...
    madEvilNight7 madEvilNight7 22-25, M 13 hrs ago

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    They say that mistakes can be a good thing and that we learn from our mistakes. I supposed this is true however I have made some big ones! I have learned and I've grown from some...
    Peter4546 Peter4546 41-45, M 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I remember life before the Internet. Not being able to google questions and finding out the answer immediately, actually having to refer to this giant book called an encyclopedia...
    Peter4546 Peter4546 41-45, M 4 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Nurses reveal how babies born alive after abortions are killed or left to die MK, a student nurse in France, tells the following story: The child was born alive, and to...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 51-55, M 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    It never fails... As soon as I start to back away and move forward, he shows the changes that I needed to see years ago, even months ago it probably could have worked. I start to...
    TheGoddessB TheGoddessB 31-35, F 16 hrs ago

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    im well off yet smothered by the people in my life, even my still feels cluttered
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 18 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I wish life had a pause button. Just to slow down! Life is passing by at the speed of light and I'm barely moving.
    ShyGrlKat ShyGrlKat 22-25, F 20 hrs ago

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    My friends would laugh to see me now With fondness and appreciation. For they know me well Those few who know me at all. I walk the rocks on the headland Feet bare as I revel...
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones 46-50 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I didn't know internet till I was 14!! and in those not everyone has computers and owning a laptop was a BIG thing! It gradually started after and today I m hooked up to it 24/7...
    simplydbest simplydbest 22-25, M 4 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    Dianecc11 Dianecc11 26-30, F 23 hrs ago

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    Hi. I'm Mayna8. I'm 13 years old and I have a story about my life and how it isn't fair to me most of the time. Well that's how I feel. My mother was never married to my father...
    mayna8 mayna8 13-15, F 1 day ago

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