I Am Rambling

Some ramdon thoughts are coming across my mind. 84 People

    I recently found out

    that my sister is pregnant again and I am afraid that could could end in another miscarriage. . .that would be 4 that I know of. Anyway for some reason I decided to start writing and this poem was born. Peanut *********** Little toes unplayed with A goofy smile unseen All...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    Apr 24, 2015
    bigunsatx bigunsatx
    36-40, M
    8 Responses Nov 23, 2015

    - People seem to realize

    either you will cope with a certain crisis in your life or you will let that crisis control you. based on when I thought I had herpes a STD, I never felt so disgusted before in my life, in my own body. A mistake that would be made permanent in my body. In my body, thinking of...
    drico23 drico23
    18-21, M
    Mar 22

    This isn't where I'm supposed to be How many

    times can someone break u down before u feel broken At what point do u realize u don't deserve it and actually believe it. When can I move my legs to walk away I feel trapped in these expectations that aren't apart of reality These false hopeful feelings that he won't ever...
    Ccolon480 Ccolon480
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2014

    You suck! You have me caught,

    stuck! And I love it. . .I love you. You amazing beanpole! I have fallen in love with you. I don't want to imagine life without you. I can if it happens, but that would involve me losing my best friend. It would mean no more seeing you smile at the most geekiest things, not being...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 17, 2014

    Man, I love my boyfriend.

    Someone just reminded me of something that really upsets/hurts me. . .and my boyfriend isn't really suppose to talk to me, but he snuck away to cheer me up :)
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2015

    You guys should be nicer to each other.

    Why fight over the moral gray areas of cheating or politics when you could be bonding over music, movies, books and comedians? Aight, I'm off my soapbox.
    tsharif80 tsharif80
    36-40, M
    Jan 23

    My Inspiration By a choice

    and luck I ended up saying hey to you I remember you were shy and we didn’t know what to do Yet we walked around with our pal and had a lovely talk Those lovely talks led to talks of “love” I was helping a friend, it was all just fun was all I thought Fry fights...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 10, 2014

    Fear

    I am afraid of a lot of things. Most of them come down to an emotional level, not your typical fears of spiders or snakes or heights or **** like that. I'm afraid of people getting too close to me that they might get hurt. Or will get hurt. Will. It's an almost inescapable...
    JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss
    22-25, M
    Sep 20, 2012

    I just can't emphasise,

    I mean I am able to sympathise with various ideas and people but to actually relate? I don't think so. It's hard to fathom why someone would behave in a way that goes against what is rational or makes sense.
    Aiisx19 Aiisx19
    18-21, F
    May 7, 2015

    It's sad really. If you think about.

    While you are numb it would be so easy to overdose. I mean, the pills are like the shape of candy. It would be easy to take many. Then you just go to bed, and no one would know, at least until the morning or if they check on you or how many meds you take if you are a suicide...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    May 17, 2015

    So...mowing the lawn was quite the chore.

    No, not because it's an actual chore, but because my leg almost fell off. My prosthetic once, not my meat one...that'd be weird. I'm still kinda learning the ins and outs of having a prosthesis, so I'm doing things just to see what I can and can't do. My prosthesis fits...
    KarlKadaver KarlKadaver
    31-35, M
    Jul 31, 2015

    I have words in my head

    but I don't know what they are trying to express. There is so many zooming thoughts and emotions and ideas. I don't know where to start. I could talk about my relationship and the thoughts and feelings relating to that? What is there to say, my thoughts like focusing on how we...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2014

    Ok so I know I have been having distorted

    thoughts but I am pretty sure my sister is just being mean because I am pretty sure I am not fat! Seriously how can she call me fat when she is larger and shorter than me!? I am 5ft and 8in tall and I weigh 142 pounds, that is a healthy BMI for crying out loud. I am about an...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 6, 2015

    *punches the wall then curls up into a

    ball* It makes me angry to feel so sad or upset. . .it makes no sense! I feel so ashamed that I am crying over my petty problems while people are starving and struggling to even live one more day, while I at least have food to eat and a roof above my head and people that truly...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    Jul 9, 2015

    I don't understand some Christians.

    I am a Christian, I am not perfect and nobody is. God does not expect us to be perfect, that is why we are able to repent and pray for forgiveness. I normally don't talk about my faith unless someone asks or say they don't understand why some people believe in God. But someone's...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 11, 2014
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    Jul 8, 2015

    My Heart Feels Heavy As I type this,

    my heart feels heavy. It is as if a part of me has given up, surrendered. How can one thing, given for a whole other purpose, have such a large opposite effect? Time seems slowed down as I take shaky breaths. Nervous, anxious thoughts zooming through my mind as I try to...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 27, 2013

    This morning i was greeted at work by the mean

    angry face of a woman I don't particularly like. She told me... That "if I had something to say, I should tell it to her face."... now... recalling the fact that just moments ago, I told you she had... and I quote... a mean angry face... why exactly would I do that? First off...
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Aug 12, 2015
    KarlKadaver KarlKadaver
    31-35, M
    Aug 23, 2015

    You know what sucks? Many things,

    but I will tell you one of the things that sucks in my life. Aspergers Syndrome. . .It causes such issues with the ones I care so much about. My way of thinking sometimes just doesn't mesh with what I am trying to do. I try to share my feelings and I end up making the one I...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2014

    I am so fricken in love with this boy.

    . . .He got an app that lets messages self-destruct so he can be more open and stuff about things his parents or mine wont really like and oh my goodness i just love him so much! We talked about where we will live and what we will do on the honeymoon and how we will handle kids...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 15, 2015

    The tears fall like acid.

    Burning the skin, a deep sensation. Her soul flickers like a light, hoping it is spotted and saved from extinction. Moon watching as she cries, hopelessness engulfing her. Fears as a coat and worries as her handbag she walks into the light hoping it doesn't melt her mask...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2015

    I dyed my hair purple.

    I changed what from what I would normally wear. I laugh when I feel like crying. I am feeling out of place in my life right now. Everyday you are surrounded by people who are seeing you but not looking at you, they are not trying to get past the husk you are encased in. When...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 11, 2015

    Sometimes I like thinking about what it would

    be like to be married to you. I know we plan on using things like nerf guns to decide who does a chore when one of us don't feel like doing it. . .but I like thinking about other stuff. Like how when you would come home from work I can greet you with a kiss and hand you a snack...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    May 11, 2015

    *The following is an attempt to use the

    iPhone's Predictive Text to make a coherent story. Punctuation is added by me* I'm not going anywhere in life and the rest is history. The fact is that it was the best thing about being in love with you guys. I'm at work today and it will take place in the morning. I don't...
    KarlKadaver KarlKadaver
    31-35, M
    Aug 4, 2015

    To the guy I met at my college orientation: I

    know you will probably never see this, or if you do you won't know it was me, but I have these words in my thoughts and I need to let them out to be calm again. I am not just a pretty face. You do not get to treat me like a sex toy nor harass me about what you wish me to do to...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2014

    If you could ask me only one question

    before you had to decide if I was someone you want to become friends haha or more with haha what would that question be? After this question you would have to say yes or no and if no never get to talk to me again haha what would be the question? I am just interesting in what...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 11, 2015

    I don't even no how to express these feelings.

    I wish I was the stronger person I portray my self to be. Instead I feel like week little ***** with some much emotion right now. I did something I thought I would never do in a million years. I let her go. I freed her from. heart in hopes some else can make her happy someday...
    BrattyAngel BrattyAngel
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 16, 2014

    Since I’m not on as much… I’ve taken up

    writing down my thoughts for the week… and then overwhelming people with them weekly… namely on Wednesdays… my last day off… this was one of the things I wrote.. and yes.. it is potentially embarrassing… but isn’t all good writing material?… As an aside… I will...
    SweetKiester SweetKiester
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Jan 15, 2014

    "I never felt nothing in the world like this

    before Now I'm missing you, and I'm wishing you would come back through my door Oh, why did you have to go? You could have let me know So now I'm all alone Girl, you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance With you not around, it's a little bit more than I can stand...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2015

    Running along in worn out tennis shoes I'll

    trip over my laces and scuff up my palms. That's alright, I'm happy standing back up I'll keep walking with a smile. The hands of time slow down here but I'm fine as long as I'm allowed to follow behind. Let me follow you, my loyalty is tested only by the path we walk as long as...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    Jul 17, 2015

    Things won't always go your way.

    People you love will get hurt. You'll mess up. And then eventually you'll die And if you expect differently, you'll have a harder time in life However, if you realize that not everything will be ok, that no one (including yourself) is perfect, and you just try your best and...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    May 25, 2015

    hmm... have you ever noticed it's almost

    entirely impossible to ramble on randomly when you've been asked to? well, no ... I'm forgetting who I'm supposed to be talking to.. the endless rambler.. *grins* let's see... I'll start with something fairly simple. mr toad. along with the bear who's name just slipped out of my...
    SweetKiester SweetKiester
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Jan 15, 2014
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2015

    Friends. They can come in all shapes

    and sizes. They can even all have different personalities. I have made quite a few friends on here, and have come to talk to a good many of other people on this site often, normally in passing. Each one of you that I have talked to seem to add something unique in your own way to...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2015

    Certain Unavoidable Truths

    I guess I've reached that point where I know it's time to just settle for what I have and stop wanting anything better. Wanting, hoping, and dreaming are a waste of time and yield no results. ******* is merely passing time and in the end leaves you still alone. Sex with...
    JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss
    22-25, M
    Sep 11, 2012

    "It is the love of her seraphic constitution,

    That purity without the faintest dilution, which has this beast so fully ensnared It is the knowing she has no substitution The hound rattles and gnaws without care At the chains that have shackled him there This steel cage has kept him hermetic Such cruel silence, he’ll no...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    Jul 16, 2015

    Look into my eyes I'm staring right into

    yours hoping we'll be much more As fate would have it, I can't let that happen Now I see, these feelings are just a dream I cannot allow my mind to flow I must mentally gain control What you don't know Is exactly what I can't control I must fight myself to let you go but I can't...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    Jun 28, 2015

    They yell at you that you're not normal.

    That you always **** things up. You leave to your room, crying. You overhear them in the other room: What did we do wrong? How could we not have known? Why doesn't she understand? Is there anything else we can do? Will she ever live on her own? Her sister was never like this...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    Jul 23, 2015

    "Ramblin' Man" - Allman Brothers Lord,

    I was born a ramblin' man, Tryin' to make a livin' and doin' the best I can. And when it's time for leavin', I hope you'll understand, That I was born a ramblin' man. My father was a gambler down in Georgia, And he wound up on the wrong end of a gun. And I was born in the back...
    jml2000 jml2000
    61-65, M
    1 Response Nov 4, 2014

    Numbness ~~~~~~~~~ No feeling.

    Unconscious suppression. Moments of wanting to greet Death. Blindly performing everyday functions, on auto-pilot. Needing to cry, yet can't. Envious of those who feel Sadness, or at least Something.
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2015

    This morning i was greeted at work by the mean

    angry face of a woman I don't particularly like. She told me... That "if I had something to say, I should tell it to her face."... now... recalling the fact that just moments ago, I told you she had... and I quote... a mean angry face... why exactly would I do that? First off...
    SweetKiester SweetKiester
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2014

    Stupid video. . .make me miss playing Marvel vs

    Capcom :'( Brother won't play against me anymore because I always beat him :/ such a sore loser :| I wanna play haha I am getting cranky time for bed :P Good night/day EP :)
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    Jul 28, 2015

    Have you met anyone from this site

    and had a relationship of any kind? How long did you talk via texting or on the phone before you met? How far did you travel to meet this person? How long did you stay in contact after you met?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    What exactly is "love"?

    What your mother tells you? What the movies are made of? How about when your loved one Celebrates a birthday? Or when your loved one dies, And we all sit down to pray? Do you think of your parents? Do you think of the boy in the store? Is it what keeps you up at night? Is it...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2015

    . . . . . . . . . . .

    . . . . Tears.Tears. . . . . . . . . . . . . .They fall for years. . . . . . . . . Years of sorrow and of pain. . . . . . . . . .Wishes, dreams all erased. . . . . . . . . Fears, fears- all mean tears. . . . . . . . . . . . . .She breaks by- . . . . . . . . . . . . . .Hurtful...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 9, 2015

    Pressin' All My Buttons, Babe......

    I don't get women. I'm just baffled, confused, bewildered and befuddled. All I can do is stand and stare blankly at times. A girl friend of mine and I have been arguing for reasons that don't matter in this story for the last week. I can't say anything had really been...
    JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Sep 11, 2012

    I could destroy you,

    if you let me. I told you I could destroy you. Why did you let me? Why? I build up these walls not to just protect me but to protect you. I am a monster of love. Such a look of innocence, playful attention to life, deep understanding of what makes you tick. I can do it all. It...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 28, 2015

    This song describes how I feel right

    now :) "I wanna be in love but not just any kinda love I want deep love true love never ending love I wish I could come home to someone who'd hug me and never let go and I want love like I see on TV where you promise me the world and you never set me free CH I want someone...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 20, 2014
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