I've been feeling so terrible today.
I started cutting myself again, and my mom walked in just as I put away the blade. I'm so happy she didn't see anything... Ughhh im losing it...
It feels so ******* bad...especially after you've spoiled a relationship and you're the only one that's in love. I can't stop thinking of what I could've done to make it better...I...
specially when it comes to showing some girl i like that i have feelings for her , i suck so bad at giving a girl the impression i really like her. sadly what i do when i like a...
a turtle in space
able to recognize this infinity
so many galactic dreams
endless space for questions
exploring the mysteries
no distractions to...
you're not bad nor evil
i hope so
i wish to believe..really do
wish life and the creatures doesn't stole your soul
you didn't traded your soul for survival
we all have times...
Once in a Christian fellowship session in my college they asked us to tell our friends something they didn't know about ourselves so I didn't know what to tell, then I told my...
hymn of nothingness
oh i have serve
feels like eternity
to feel...joy and sadness
illuminate my path
with darkness and nothingness
away from all this madness
unite me with...
She's only 17, her whole life's ahead of her.
She hates school because the people there discredit her.
Her boyfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems.
But everyday she...
Actually I read it isn't insanity especially if you're just trying to work out your problems.
bleed you inside
all the truths, all the lies
another day, another reason
another play...new role
created for future
seeking some place endlessly
what else is to do
I love you in a place where there's no space or time.
I love you for my life, you're a friend of mine.
~ Donny Hathaway " A Song For You"
You should never compare yourself to another human being. Or if you do do so with a grain of salt because it's not gonna go well. You should never compare yourself to someone you...
Why would someone who knows they're not living up to their full potential settle for so much mediocrity? :(
ever just start giggling when you're in serious trouble ?I rear ended a guy and we pulled over. turns out he was a dwarf and he walks back to me and looks up and says I'm not Happy...
reflecting a color
only i can see
greeted by monsters
of my insecurities
sleep..escape to another galaxy
dream are monsters
snatching away my sanity
light some candles in...
what's going on
what am i
i have no clue...just drifting
wandering..being controlled by feelings
maybe it will go away
change will come
i just wanna protect...
I doubt myself not because I am weak to stay but too strong to leave...I doubt myself so there are times that I feel more wicked than ever...Driving you nuts, pushing you away...I...
a gift wrapped...
drifted in my way
life's unknown mysteries
so i picked it up
felt it and gave it a name
i didn't knew..
but now i know
wanted to say no...when my lips...
a idea with a breathing heart
so consumed by it's pages written
engraved on it's mind
thought to myself...from all i know
perception of mine...told me the...
wake up and expecting to witness
why do i try
why not live the rest in my cage
realizing it's the only place i belong...
I have known you for as long as I can remember. I once heard there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother, and yes, that's us, though I doubt it’s what the...
I know there'd be a Fiesta in my neighborhood and Qawali Night would be every night!
Woo-Hoo! Ding-Dong the Wicked Witch is Dead!
DING DONG THE WICKED WITCH
I'm so stressed out, my grandparents decided they were going to "help," me out of the situation with my step-mother by forcing me into going to Job Corps here in my state. Let me...
and ruined my peace
i was ok...in my sweet isolation
destroyed that silence
where i wander with no dream
now in silence i drown in thoughts
shame, guilt, regret, weak
hide it..be strong
fake your human condition
just to reflect their color and normality
men don't cry, giving up is for the losers
stand up with a...
all the ones
who lived in the background
living and observing the lights
sweet, beautiful vanishing sights
how you feel...after a while
do you race to create a goal
a key which never comes handy when
trying to open a desired door
realizing we are nothing
just floating in fanatasies
feeding illusions to keep the day rolling
weight on heart
running from thoughts
searching for distractions
trying hard, pretending to be there
still get lost in deep thoughts
breed hate...blame fate
when you're fighting for something and then suddenly u begin to realize that ur fighting for nothing and then everything becomes meaningless lifeless dull and u start to drift back...
My Star, My Moon
Chapter 2: Dream State
Varg opened his eyes. The moon was shining down, from a dark, cloudy sky. He sat up and took a look around at his surroundings. From what...