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I Am Ready to Leave

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 74 People

    So Tired

    So tired of being alone day after day night after night. So lonely it hurts. I always pray that I sleep through the entire night. When I wake up in the middle of the night it is really bad. The place is so quiet and no one around to talk to. I know I have said it before but I...
    2 Responses Jan 19, 2013

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    ~ About 20 Minutes Ago I Was Out of Here ~

       I just didn't have the strength to deal with everything inside me & then come online & see member groups about gang rape & how they wanted to be raped. I'm sorry but as a survivor this is the last friggin' thing I need or want to be seeing. I flagged them...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jun 22, 2009

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    I Am....

    I really am ready to just leave......I am done fighting. I am done giving a crap about anything anymore. It is just way too much for me to handle sometimes. I just want to give it up, and leave. I just feel so ready to leave, leave Ep, leave Life, and Leave everything I ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Jun 23, 2009

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    Why Should I Stay?

    I think i'm done...i'm done being ignored,i'm done being thrown away.I'm done with this Cycle that i've been forced to go through my entire life when something good happens...then it's either taken away or it's the reason that something bad happens to me..I'm through crying,i'm...
    feistyt feistyt 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    Ready To Leave

    Ready to leave,Sure am,Ready to go,Let's go!
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Oct 10, 2012

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    It Will Be Better If Everything Terminate Now

    I don't know how to start it but i'll try okay let me tell you how i found this site when i am almost in depression's custody i am really tired from me then i decide to end my life so i started to find ways how to die without pain. There is nothing which helps me.I am 17 years...
    iamnotfake iamnotfake 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 22, 2012

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    Bidding Adieu To Ep

    I rejoined EP because I wanted a place to share my stories. Writing my stories and sharing with people who shared the same experiences was therapy for me. It was a great outlet. But now I want to leave. I just really want to leave. And it has nothing to do with the sex fiends I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 30, 2012

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    Leave

    Soon as i find another place to go i will move on from Ep. I am ready to leave it all behind now just like i always have done. There are a few good people here but that doesn't make up for the rest.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 18 Responses Jun 22, 2009

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    Can't Take It Any Longer

    Already posted a similar story about this, but im ready to leave I am either crying myself to sleep or spending the night awake trying to decide what i should do about the situation. Evreything good that is supposed to happen doesnt, evreything good that does happen is followed...
    jaydefairy jaydefairy 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2012

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    Morning Breeze helped me to pick our isolated home in WV. She said she would be ready before I would be; and she was correct. I am bringing my working career to a close, and she is...
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    I'm heading to college next year, but I'm in a bad situation. I am sure I'm not ready for it, I'm just so unprepared. Mentally I'm not there, I'm stuck on the past, and it's...
    BrightAurora BrightAurora 16-17, M Aug 26

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    I've wanted to have a baby for about 3 years now but I knew it wouldn't be good if I got pregnant before I finished school. I'm done with school now so I'm ready for the next...
    KacyB98 KacyB98 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 27

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    My bf is ready, and I mean I'm kinda ready. I have my college degree, he is close to his. But.. Idk i just want to do it proper. Give my children a good role model and something to...
    krazykaylove krazykaylove 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    I thought i get it all off my chest on here seeing as I was reading lots of emotional abuse and psychical abuse stories on here a few weeks ago that got me moving in my decision to...
    catgirl87 catgirl87 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I am so ready I do not have a partner but I am in preparation for my first ivf with donor sp yes I am going to do it and I am going to get my way wish me luck
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 29

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    I don't know that I'm 100% ready but it want to start talking to people. I'm gay btw
    romanalanski romanalanski 18-21, F Sep 3

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    With all that is going on in the world, ISIS, Russia, other middle east countries, Israel & that illness that is going on is Africa. As a Christian I am told to watch when we are...
    BibleThumper BibleThumper 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    Today Ashton got the call we have been waiting for. Tomorrow he meets with his recruiter so we can get the ball rolling on this process. I love Ashton to death and I am gonna stand...
    SlimsB SlimsB 16-17, F Sep 9

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    I'm ready for a change but change is not going to come so fast my brain i think is going to explode i share my life with thoughts that bring me grif,i'm going to wait this will...
    blackweirdcat blackweirdcat 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    Been a good week! Having positive outlook and I am looking forward to Monday for a special reason.. But am so ready to live it up and try to have some fun this weekend!! Just...
    WolfhunterJD WolfhunterJD 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    yes..i am ready now...for a big change in me...and my manifesto will kill every one near me !!!!
    poisonlady poisonlady 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 13

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    I am ready to put a ring on your finger and be with you for always. I here for you baby, please don't give up on us. Don't lose faith in me. I love you now and forever. No one and...
    aprilrotc2015 aprilrotc2015 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    BRING IT ON LIFE , BRING IT ONNNNN IM READY FOR YO ****
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 15

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    I am ready to go crazy If another black guy try to get with me. My dream is to marry a white guy or Asian That's my dream always was it's not gong to change
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    im forced to stay in this shithole of a country called Kuwait because im what is called in Arabic bedon (stateless) although im born in Kuwait to a stupid family and now im not...
    sadness92 sadness92 18-21 1 Response Aug 30

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    I hate it, I hate this feeling so much. Don't call me or text me, I do not want to speak to you. There is nothing to "work out" when everything has already been said. Hearing your...
    illiy illiy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    i don't know what to do because we used to be so happy living in Bardstown, and now we life with your wife and everyday i think i get a little more detached from the world. you say...
    tophatmanatees tophatmanatees 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I've been thinking about this more and more lately. I've already deleted some stories...but I seem to need to the time to do this slowly. I have been on for years, and have...
    shineon09 shineon09 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Messages are fine. Usually people just leave a message saying "hey." Or "what's up?". If you're gonna leave a message try and actually say something.
    pardax pardax 13-15, M Aug 25

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    I desperately need a fresh start. I want to wake up and not have to deal with my sisters hissy fits though she can be nice sometimes too. I want to leave hearing my family...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    I'm new here, created my account just to find people that can tell me what I need to know and have, in order for me to leave society. I'm sick and tired of the monetary system...
    AtlasTheExplorer AtlasTheExplorer 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 4

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    Am I the only one here who finds it in bad taste for another EP member to just abruptly leave in the middle of a conversion during private messaging? It's especially annoying when...
    Cristofori Cristofori 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    Always sad when you meet someone who boosts your ego and makes you feel good. And then for whatever reason they leave. Leaves you with a hole in your sole.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Reading all these stories of women who have stayed for 10+ years makes my heart ache. I don't want to put up with this emotional turmoil for that long. How did you ladies find the...
    Galaxystar25 Galaxystar25 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I feel like the time has come to leave this place. I treasure the friendships I have made here. This place just doesn't give me what it once did. I will think about it for a few...
    americanwitch americanwitch 36-40, F 7 Responses Aug 23

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    I just want to pack little and leave society for good, and completely start over, get a canoe and go where ever the river takes me. Live off the land and find my happiness, have a...
    AlaskanBeautyQueen AlaskanBeautyQueen 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    You know who you are... If you contact me one more time, or if you comment on anymore of your posts, I'm going to file a formal complaint and that's that. Please leave me alone.
    piecestothepuzzles piecestothepuzzles 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Why do people just up and leave in the middle of chatting. At least say I gotta go or something, geez..
    dcisme dcisme 41-45, M Aug 23

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    Well im being here for while.this is really cool web site.there are many good people in here.but im always lonely in here.no one likes to talk with me.so i think to leave EP.i'll...
    nevergiveup99 nevergiveup99 16-17, M 5 Responses Aug 24

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    She lies. She is cheating on me and has been going on for a while. I have two beautiful daughters but no where to go. This sucks. I can't stay here anymore. I'm sick of the verbal...
    ihatethisplanet ihatethisplanet 46-50, M 3 Responses Aug 27

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    I think im gonna leave this site because nothing is helping me and i have had enough of all the stuff i went through with people at home and nothing here has really helped so im...
    TheYeti22 TheYeti22 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I have been chatting a lot lately and it makes me mad when people just leave and don't say brb or I'll be back in a little bit please just do something to say your leaving before...
    create1908 create1908 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    all 'vampires'and werewolves dumbasses and anyone trying to force religion onto me LEAVE ME ALONE
    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M Aug 31

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    Just leave Britney alone!
    jenni49 jenni49 26-30, F Sep 6

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    sometimes i feel numb and empty and just find myself at complete loss for words and when people approach me or talk to me when im in that ''state'' and i dont participate as much...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 10

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