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I Am Ready to Leave

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    So Tired

    So tired of being alone day after day night after night. So lonely it hurts. I always pray that I sleep through the entire night. When I wake up in the middle of the night it is really bad. The place is so quiet and no one around to talk to. I know I have said it before but I...
    2 Responses Jan 19, 2013

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    sitting in my cluttered room.

    . in a cluttered house.. in a cluttered neighborhood. playing my guitar.. and singing.. the dust is so heavy it dries my eyes.. the dust is so heavy i can't inhale a full beath into my mouth.. my fingers are dry.. my skin is dry.. my throat is dry. noisy old neighbors doing noisy...
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M May 12, 2015

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    Leave

    Soon as i find another place to go i will move on from Ep. I am ready to leave it all behind now just like i always have done. There are a few good people here but that doesn't make up for the rest.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 17 Responses Jun 22, 2009

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    It Will Be Better If Everything Terminate Now

    I don't know how to start it but i'll try okay let me tell you how i found this site when i am almost in depression's custody i am really tired from me then i decide to end my life so i started to find ways how to die without pain. There is nothing which helps me.I am 17 years...
    Slowlifee Slowlifee 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 22, 2012

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    I'm beyond ready to go.

    I feel like I have overstayed my welcome.
    Redrider1 Redrider1 18-21, F Feb 21, 2015

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    I now know why the "legal adult" age is 18 bec

    by the time you're 18 obviously no one ******* cares anymore and it's time for you to be on your own...18 years if ******* long enough sayonara mom and dad
    Laine0910 Laine0910 18-21, F Sep 26, 2014

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    Bidding Adieu To Ep

    I rejoined EP because I wanted a place to share my stories. Writing my stories and sharing with people who shared the same experiences was therapy for me. It was a great outlet. But now I want to leave. I just really want to leave. And it has nothing to do with the sex fiends I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 30, 2012

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    Can't Take It Any Longer

    Already posted a similar story about this, but im ready to leave I am either crying myself to sleep or spending the night awake trying to decide what i should do about the situation. Evreything good that is supposed to happen doesnt, evreything good that does happen is followed...
    jaydefairy jaydefairy 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2012

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    I Am....

    I really am ready to just leave......I am done fighting. I am done giving a crap about anything anymore. It is just way too much for me to handle sometimes. I just want to give it up, and leave. I just feel so ready to leave, leave Ep, leave Life, and Leave everything I ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Jun 23, 2009

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    Ready To Leave

    Ready to leave,Sure am,Ready to go,Let's go!
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Oct 10, 2012

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    Why Should I Stay?

    I think i'm done...i'm done being ignored,i'm done being thrown away.I'm done with this Cycle that i've been forced to go through my entire life when something good happens...then it's either taken away or it's the reason that something bad happens to me..I'm through crying,i'm...
    feistyt feistyt 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    ~ About 20 Minutes Ago I Was Out of Here ~

       I just didn't have the strength to deal with everything inside me & then come online & see member groups about gang rape & how they wanted to be raped. I'm sorry but as a survivor this is the last friggin' thing I need or want to be seeing. I flagged them...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jun 22, 2009

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    It really does hurt. Especially the ones where you've talked nearly every day for months on end and they all of a sudden leave. You learn to get through it and you dont let it...
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    I want to leave this modern, organized, chaotic society and go to a secluded area and learn to live off the land. I'm quiet, bit of a loner and don't quite fully fit in where ever...
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    Probably get that scholarship anytime now
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    I'm getting a job soon so I can save up for a car and student housing & I'll move out hopefully by next year. I'm really excited for all the freedom I will have and I'm hoping by...
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    can't wait till i'm old enough to move out and share a place with my best friend
    blackfirebird blackfirebird 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Life is so demanding and I feel so lonely, but I want to be alone. I want to leave my family and my job.
    ashxplain ashxplain 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I want to leave EP but I can't talk to some people any other way, 😞
    BrandanDR BrandanDR 18-21, M Feb 2

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    I leave EP on almost 24/7. Please forgive me if I don't answer right back. But I will answer as I check it multiple times a day.
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    Leave, to never look back, doesn't matter even if i get lost, atleast i'll be far away.. coz these voices around me and in my head are getting stronger, again, clashing with what i...
    ChaoticAbyss ChaoticAbyss 26-30 Jan 29

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    Sorry for the scare people!! I miss you all and just can't leave!
    Claricalle10 Claricalle10 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    I haven't been on this website for at least 2 years. And I can't say that anything's changed, at least not w/ regards to this issue. I'm still purging frequently. My eating is...
    feelingfoolishlame feelingfoolishlame 18-21, F Jan 28

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    I live in an area that hasn't had very much snow this winter and it's been warmer than average as well. But even with that being the case I am still ready for spring and for the...
    wendiemyers46 wendiemyers46 13-15, F Jan 28

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    I've said it before and I will say it again. I am Australian born and bred. Lebanese background, migrant parents. Muslim household, and although I myself do not conform to religion...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Jan 28

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    Life had gone to crap. My parents crushed my dreams, my friend committed suicide, and no one understands. My cousin had cancer, and the bullying is getting worse. I can't do it...
    ThatFallenMer1 ThatFallenMer1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    My fiance just left for work a few minutes ago and I started balling my eyes out... I get so lonely whenever he leaves even if theres people around me. I also have abandonment...
    LisaMarie123abc LisaMarie123abc 16-17, F Jan 26

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    I'm finally doing that, maybe it's all about when you're ready instead of when you want it to happen.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M Jan 26

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    I had fun with my uncle all day and been workin hard on my editing. My uncle left 10 minutes ago and for some reason, I've been lookin at the cookies we made and I just cried a...
    CreepypastaFan2016 CreepypastaFan2016 16-17, F Jan 24

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    I moved to Austin with a lot of excitement. New job, cool new city to explore and a whole new state I'd never really experienced. Now since I've lived here for 3 years, I can...
    princessadora princessadora 36-40, F Jan 24

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    I wish my family could leave me alone
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M Jan 24

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    Shoot your questions, i will answer them all
    Katty4fun Katty4fun 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    I want to leave and live in the wild as well. Tired of the **** that goes on in society. Why should anyone have to pay to survive? I can go to the forest and get food, and shelter...
    doryuka doryuka 26-30, M Jan 23

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