I Am Really Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 67 People

    I feel alone in the world,

    I cant connect with people. I live in a one bedroom apartment with two other people and i feel more alone when they are there than I do when they are gone. I cant afford to fix my car for another month, and its on the verge of just giving up on me. I'm really down on myself...
    alt41r alt41r
    22-25, M
    Jun 25, 2015

    Hi my name is fope I have BN feeling depressed

    lately because of the insults I get on a regular basis from my family especially up to d point of me thinking about suicide..i hv symptoms of pcos.the acne which I hv had for over 14 yrs now..the irregular hair growth ND recently weight gain and depression just added to it..my...
    fope4 fope4
    22-25, F
    Feb 17, 2014

    I Don't Like Talking About It...

    But know I feel like I need to talk about it. For six years I have felt like a loser and someone that doesn't belong anywhere. Just the feeling to walk around and think that it is no use. I don't like to talk about to anybody. Very few know how I feel. It is a struggle everyday...
    mubia78 mubia78
    18-21, F
    Feb 15, 2012

    Let Me Go

    I've been battling depression for 2/3 of my life. Obviously, I am never gonna beat this. Some days are better than others of course, but I don't want to keep this cycle going on and on. I am getting really low, I can feel it. Why can't family just understand that this is not...
    Ericca73 Ericca73
    1 Response Dec 6, 2011

    I always put on a mask.

    Fake smiles at people who can't even tell it's fake. My life is falling apart piece by piece. I've tried so hard to put the pieces back together, just to find out there's no pieces left. I don't think there's any point to continue with this so called "life" death seems easier...
    lonerforlife122 lonerforlife122
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 18, 2016
    shortfry3 shortfry3
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2015

    Don't know what to do with myself anymore.

    .. Bye EP.. When you have something special.. Don't blow it or you'll forever hate yourself..
    autumndays32 autumndays32
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2016

    All I am is a mask with a smile.

    I'm a shell of the person who once lived here. He was abused and demonized, and he was abandoned. I don't want to live anymore, i know that's not what I should think but I do think that way. Everyday my life get a little darker, fate pulled my dreams away every time I was...
    Manuel1Martinez Manuel1Martinez
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Oct 15, 2015

    I had a check up done with the OBGYN

    and was told I will never be able to get pregnant so I will never be able to have kids of my own. I just want to know why me I am good with kids helped others raise their kids. So why not me have my own child. I really dont know my purpose on this earth any more.
    samatha22 samatha22
    41-45, F
    2 Responses May 14, 2014

    Today I woke with the same feeling

    that I go to bed with every night. When I open eyes I see the same room and it feels like the same exact day over and over again. I didn't want to go to school today. I never want to go to school but I do anyway. My dad flipped out on me this morning. He was mad I missed my ride...
    bellac19 bellac19
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 6, 2014

    school is too much i'm fat really sick right

    now i can't focus failed an exam just broken inside
    franticsquirrel franticsquirrel
    18-21, F
    Nov 21, 2015

    I think I'm gonna end it tonight i literally

    have nothing for me to live for I've been shaking for the past 2 hours non-stop I wish i had someone to talk to, to help me with this situation. Idk I wish there was some sort of sign to tell me why I should keep going :/
    thelordmegatron thelordmegatron
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jun 4, 2014
    FuckYall0124 FuckYall0124
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 4, 2014

    i feel like cutting its been 3 years

    since i did it. i feel like i deserve it. I am stress out all my friends dont care about me and how i feel. I feel alone
    19BiGirl 19BiGirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 30, 2015
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