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I Am Rebuilding Myself

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    Rebuilding

    I just got through the worst episode of mental illness I have ever had in my life (yes mental illness is real and, at least in my case, messed me up physically and emotionally). I'm rebuilding from here. I know it can be done. I dream of building a truly beautiful life out of...
    irah1234 irah1234 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

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    I Was Falling But I Never Began To Take Flight

    I've been destroyed by countless others over and over. My family is the second leading destructor of my life, I being the first. I've to become what they wanted but it never worked because in the end I could only be myself. The truth of it all was no one would except the true me...
    Mesroeman Mesroeman 18-21 May 26, 2013

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    I will try to be the most depressed I can be

    so I can ignore ppl and get good marks so my dad would be happy
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Changes

    So much has changed with me this past year, and I feel the biggest is yet to come. I reached a point in my life where I could fall no further, lose any more hope. So rock bottom shall be the foundation I build my life firmly upon. I don't know where I'm going from here, or even...
    truenight99 truenight99 26-30, M Nov 26, 2013

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    The Puzzle

    I am actively rebuilding myself, it is something that I feel I need to do. I spend more time on it that I do on my coursework, which speaks volumes on my dedication to college. I find it much like building a puzzle without having all the pieces - you go in blind. But the more...
    Lullacus Lullacus 18-21, F May 29, 2013

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    Some new things. Before,

    I had mentioned in one of my earlier experiences about my lady friend possibly being pregnant. I'm a father to a beautiful little girl. Whom now is 4 months old. However, things between my lady friend and I aren't working out yet, I keep trying to stick it out hoping for the...
    SociallyAwkward1982 SociallyAwkward1982 31-35, M Mar 27

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    Related Experiences

    I have been quite surprised by the events of the past year... I have been from one side of the continent to the other and am finding my balance. Divorce was the best decision of my...
    SoniaGrace SoniaGrace 41-45, F Jul 2

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    I, I HATE myself. I hate myself so much. I hate myself so much, it's hard for me to explain just how much. I don't think you'll ever be able to comprehend the amount of hatred and...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 9 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I don't know when did this start, but I've always considered myself as an ugly person, period. No one could convince me the opposite, I don't believe them! I have the talent for...
    youaremygift youaremygift 31-35, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    My dad was beating me for nothing cause he got mad at his girlfriend I went in my room put a rope on the ceiling fan and stand in a chair to hang myself and my mom ran in and took...
    tamaraiwannaknow tamaraiwannaknow 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    Most of my friends and most of my family are the reason I haven killed myself yet.The reason I say most of my family, is because there's some family that all they do is start...
    GingerSlimSTL GingerSlimSTL 13-15, M 3 hrs ago

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    I play music all the time. There is literally a song for every feeling there is. When I'm upset I put my headphones on and turn my phone up as loud as I can, it really helps when...
    PrincessAbigail89 PrincessAbigail89 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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    I am not myself when I'm mad. Even at home, when my mother got me mad I was going to punch her but then I stopped. People where saying I acted like a Boxer Dog. Darn it. 😩
    Polobear17 Polobear17 16-17, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    It seems like I FAIL at EVERYTHING I do. I never achieve my goals, which I set pretty often. For the last 4 days, I have binge eaten nothing but junk food or fast food. I've never...
    mnm92 mnm92 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Well i don't hate myself. I just joined this group to encourage others who hate themselves and make them feel good about theirselves. Just wanna say that Everyone is beautiful in...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I longed to see myself smile .
    vg1403 vg1403 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    i'm a complete **** up. i mess everthing up. i'm useless and no help to anyone. i dissapoint everyone. i hurt and push the people i care about the most away. i'm 20 years old, not...
    lucas7 lucas7 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself...
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Life sucks. I feel like I have no purpose here. I want to die on the floor. If I had acess to a gun, I would be dead. I hate the fact that I can't like myself. I hate that whenever...
    kitkat923 kitkat923 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    Yes, I truly do. Before I go on, the purpose of this story is not to brag. Heavens no, I’m not like that. I’m not conceited. I’m not full of myself. I’m not a douche...
    BewareTheGonzo BewareTheGonzo 13-15 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I dont even have a valid reason to hate myself, im actually a really nice person. I wouldnt say ive done anything that evil or inhumane to give myself a reason to hate myself this...
    Emma93 Emma93 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 30

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    As of late, my life hasn't been what I would consider to be optimal; I distanced myself from the only person that I have had any inkling of romantic attraction to, bickered with my...
    woahwoahpotato woahwoahpotato 13-15 Jul 5

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    This both a good and bad thing for me. The good: whenever I'm alone or with someone I don't like for example my fake *** friend I tend to talk to my self. When I need to make a...
    FighterWolf FighterWolf 13-15, F Jul 9

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    Why do I hate myself? I look deep inside myself to answer the question and all I see is a monster staring back at me. In my eyes, I see Frankenstein without the scars and body...
    scooterp23 scooterp23 36-40, M 3 Responses Jul 12

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    I hate myself, absolutely hate myself. Why do I feel like this, why can't I be normal? Why can't I love myself unconditionally, even if I were to be flawed, why? Why did I have to...
    EmmaTrowwy EmmaTrowwy 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    Look, I'm sorry i don't love myself. I'm sorry it upsets you so much. But I can't love myself. I never have. I can't focus or even find anything positive about myself. I hate...
    IMetHimAtTheCandyStore IMetHimAtTheCandyStore 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    On Thriving and Surviving Surviving is to continue to live or exist, especially in spite of danger or hardship. I have been surviving all of my life. To survive is to tap into a...
    jfrender jfrender 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Since having my daughter and a really terrible break up(which I look back at now and say thank God that it's over), I have not had much 'me' time. Today, I took that time to pamper...
    sunniedays89 sunniedays89 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    When I first arrived in Ibiza it was very difficult for anyone to get to know me. I was afraid to smile and socialize because I cared too much about what other people thought. I...
    Badtimanonymous Badtimanonymous 31-35, M Jul 6

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    I really hate it when people cut themselves off from me. Am I just so repulsive or am I just not cool enough for them. Do they just want to change their image and I'm not a part of...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 1 Response Jul 7

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    I talk to myself a lot. Like a lot, and in great detail. Like I'm talking to other people but I'm the only one there. In my head I could be in a group of people making them all...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    I talk to myself a lot. Like a lot, and in great detail. Like I'm talking to other people but I'm the only one there. In my head I could be in a group of people making them all...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    Hi, I'm 16 this year. I just really need someone who can relate to me. I hate myself so much. I hate everything about myself. And this is why. I'm Asian so ever since I was young...
    jyjho jyjho 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 14

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    I want to die I hate my life myself and everyone around me my parents abused me and then abandoned me with my grandparents and got completely new families. I want to kill myself I...
    slater666 slater666 13-15, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    i am recently divorced . been with the guy 8 years or so. it is so easy to find a guy to date... the guy falls for you quick so you give your best to the relationship... then he...
    VictoriaRRose VictoriaRRose 26-30, F Jul 1

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    I know I should love myself, but I have a hard time doing it. I mean, I don't hate myself, and I know I am a good person, but I just have a hard time feeling love for myself. I...
    HiddenAnger HiddenAnger 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 3

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    This benefits me and everyone in my world. By cherishing and nurturing myself I make myself more confident and attractive. And know what? I really like myself more. I am not...
    wiseprotector wiseprotector 41-45, M Jul 4

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    I hate myself. I immediately regret everything I say or do, or don't say or don't do, from the deepest conversations to the tiniest facial expressions I might make while ordering a...
    biggoron biggoron 26-30, M Jul 8

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    I used to cut myself. It started when I was in 7th grade (I'm 18 now and just recently graduated), and continued up until a few months ago. I'm not proud of it but I like to share...
    pinkfleshbows pinkfleshbows 18-21, F Jul 12

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    I'm starting to get more socially awkward as I get older... Do this upcoming year instead of being cheery, outspoken, loud, exciting and talkative, I'm going to keep to myself...
    vividdreamer97 vividdreamer97 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Most people that know me find me genuine and sincere. I am genuine and sincere. I value honesty in myself and in others. But I do not often speak my mind. Of course there are some...
    junliga junliga 22-25, F Jul 13

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    Even though i have turned around and act like a different person now doesnt take the pain away because of what i did and who i was then. i hate myself. i hate what ive done and i...
    wallwalker wallwalker 22-25 Jul 16

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    Let me say this as just hate me for loving so sincere and have no return treat from the one i am in love with. OK! I found out that my girl friend can walk and protest and do...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    "you better lose your mind," so says eminem.. Perhaps life would be better this way for me.. So that I will not have a care for whatever goes around me.. So I will hurt less.. So...
    enragedmisfit enragedmisfit 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    I can't think of a single aspect of myself that I like. My mum constantly insults me/puts me down and I can't even stand up for myself because most of what she says about me is...
    Lstoneheart Lstoneheart 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I do the weirdest thing, when I am in public like with my parents or something and I get lost or my parents send me to go get something I always talk to myself but I do it out loud...
    katieerika katieerika 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I Hate Myself Because Everyone seems to hate me and I seem to unconsciously sabotage everything good that happens in my life. I only seem to chase after people who hate me. But the...
    leticiajayne leticiajayne 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28

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