on 08:12AM at Oct 26th, 2010
He passed away Sept 9th last month, we were together 35 yrs. There's no words to describe how much it hurts. He was a Vietnam/Korea Veteran and this weekend is his military memorial service. The closer it gets the more I hurt, it even hurts to breath. In my 53 yrs on this earth I've never known another man that took better care of their family.
The pain keeps getting worse, then I read from others even years later the pain still hurts. I pray, take antidepressant, med for anxiety how can someone hurt so much yet feel so empty and alone. I dont want to be strong I just want to curl up in a ball and float away.
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on 09:44AM at Jan 11th, 2012
01/11/12 - HAPPY 56TH BIRTHDAY MY DARLING..
I could have written the post that I'm responding to, since that is where I'm currently at in the world. There is no connection to any living person, no one to take care of and have them take care of you, and no one to share the real you with. I've already decided that staying in this world isn't worth it if the pain goes on for years like some of the widows talk about. I don't want to live the rest of my life like this.
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