I Am Reckless

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 48 People

    What's the point of being alive

    if you feel dead? I rather be a lunatic, than a scholar. Listening in, i hear their words. That i'm a freak, that i'm crazy, that I'm poison. That I'm going to die young. I hold these words closer than lovers hold one another. I Like to turn then, face the mass of apathy, of...
    ChaosCallaLily ChaosCallaLily
    18-21, F
    Mar 27, 2014

    I went out today with my bestie.

    My dad is extremely strict. He beat me a couple of times for coming home late. And today I was reckless i told him my friend was going to pick me up. He stood by the door and told me "before you go grab all your **** that you need because in this house no one comes home past 12am...
    esepora esepora
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 17, 2014

    Free

    On any other night, I would be sitting at home, knitting while Jon Stewart ridiculed the talking heads.  On any other night, I would be happy to be quiet.  But tonight...  tonight my blood rushes too hot.  The slight mist of a New York summer night touches my skin like silk...
    RascallyRabbit RascallyRabbit
    31-35, F
    15 Responses May 4, 2011

    Sometimes I'm completely numb to the fear of

    death and I do things for a thrill.
    Calamityy Calamityy
    26-30, M
    Jul 30, 2015

    I just went for a run,

    in the freezing cold windy thunderstormy rain...and I have asthma.
    AfterFall AfterFall
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 6, 2014

    Not Always

    but right now I am. I get a burst of energy where I feel like I need to do something crazy or dangerous. I don't care if I get hurt, actually I want to get hurt. If I get hurt it makes the experience more exciting and memorable and just plain crazy. I don't know what I want to do...
    RoastofRump RoastofRump
    18-21, F
    Jan 21, 2011

    I'm getting reckless.

    Im letting people into my life that shouldn't be here. I need to remember that I'm just a kid. I'm not supposed to be doing what I'm doing. I know it but refuse to stop. why must I go down this road. sooner or later it's going to be too late to turn back.
    Zaqk Zaqk
    18-21, M
    Mar 10, 2015

    Toned It Down a Bit....

    I've always been reckless my entire life. But Ive always put myself in situations where if, something DID go wrong, I would be the only one to get hurt. Back in the days when I was stationed in Dallas, I used to organize the illegal street races out there. Oh how that was fun...
    Silver01ta Silver01ta
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 1, 2008

    Life In General

    I decided to drive to Wyoming on my motorcycle(from Wisconsin), then work in Sturgis for two weeks, on a whim. I also make decisions extremely impulsively. Is this bad? Has anyone found a legitimate reason to enable this behavior?
    stabbert3 stabbert3
    18-21, M
    Aug 22, 2012

    Feeling reckless? I need something to scare the

    hell out of me to keep me distracted...maybe more appreciative for what's not going wrong?
    LullabyForAnInsomniac LullabyForAnInsomniac
    18-21, F
    Mar 29

    Disposition

    The blood..The heat of the moment. I lust for the unknown, the rush, the thrill! I was driving today, not very well. If I am not going fast, then I am not feeling alive. I saw the turn, yes i did. Did I slow down? No. No i did not. In fact I accelerated! I wanted to take...
    MasArroz MasArroz
    18-21
    Jan 2, 2013
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