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I Am Relapsing

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    I'm starting to ease back into everything.

    I used up all of my strength to get out of it the first time. Now I just don't care. My mind's telling me to do all this stuff, but the real me is somewhere deep back there. I know I am. But for now, I'm turning. I don't know what I'll be doing next. Will I start have anxiety...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    KenzR KenzR 16-17, F 2 Responses May 27

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    Crawled Back To It.

    I am relapsing into the past, I have become what I used to, what I ran from . I am back to where I started. Today my child was taken from me, I dont know if I have what it takes to get her back. I think that she might be better off without me. When I was 15 I grew up, stepped...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F Jun 28, 2012

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    I Am Not Proud of It

    but I feel as if what I eat and what I don't eat or vomit it's the only thing I have control of. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. Why did I let someone shake me to the core like he has?! I said I wasn't going to let that happen again and here I am back to five...
    bubblebubble86 bubblebubble86 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I was looking through some old pictures, deleting a lot of them and I saw how thin I was in my prime... Gah. I always aspired to be thinspo lol and it looks like I am, for myself...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    Heh.... I dont want to go back.... Heh... School starting again, and just when i thought i was changing, when i thought i was escaping the darkness, i am scared and partially...
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    its been a while since i've posted here. A lot has changed since doing so. For one my attitude to anorexia as a whole. Two my anorexia state. And three my long term health...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    Hi I have just started to see someone who has MS. They have had the condition for a long time, and I am looking for a group/place that I can get more information about being a...
    Rosi1e Rosi1e 26-30, F Aug 8

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    I don't need advice. Guidance? Yes. But not advice. Most people might say those two are the same thing but it's not to me. I'm young, obviously. But I'm actually really messed up...
    JurkoKD JurkoKD 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I'm 25 years old, and I've struggled with anxiety for as long as I can remember. Things got particularly bad when I was 11. Due to my mother's alcoholism and other stressors, my...
    kthomas202 kthomas202 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Having really bad urges to drink again. Maybe I am an alcoholic after all...wait nah that would be stupid, I'm just a tad bit of a problem drinker...though I've been losing my mind...
    Lucile199 Lucile199 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I keep relapsing.. I don't know what to do anymore 😔
    brokewings brokewings 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 13

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    This is my goal. Having been recovering from anorexia binge-purge subtype I've really just wanted to have my life fall into place. While in treatment you really work hard to erase...
    caitcaitc caitcaitc 18-21, F Aug 15

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    It's been really problematic at home today. I won't go into too much detail but my parents were throwing the word 'divorce' around a lot and my older brother was making the...
    Azzyyy Azzyyy 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I can't take it anymore. Relapsing so hard.
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am currently relapsing :'( i don't thinki want to stop this time things are just too hard i think i just want to cut deep enough to end my life this time
    SophieArmoniaMarkezzie SophieArmoniaMarkezzie 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Gonna try to make this quick. I just wanna write this out cause I'm trying something new that i hope will help me. Im 15 years old male and I hate myself. I look in the mirror...
    Dann7 Dann7 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have multiple Instagram accounts for different things and I rant to my followers on one. I have 900+ on it but I was telling them that I was relapsing and wanting to commit and...
    Wildflowerteen Wildflowerteen 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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