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I Am Relapsing

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    Crawled Back To It.

    I am relapsing into the past, I have become what I used to, what I ran from . I am back to where I started. Today my child was taken from me, I dont know if I have what it takes to get her back. I think that she might be better off without me. When I was 15 I grew up, stepped...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F Jun 28, 2012

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    I'm starting to ease back into everything.

    I used up all of my strength to get out of it the first time. Now I just don't care. My mind's telling me to do all this stuff, but the real me is somewhere deep back there. I know I am. But for now, I'm turning. I don't know what I'll be doing next. Will I start have anxiety...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14, 2014

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    KenzR KenzR 16-17, F 2 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I Am Not Proud of It

    but I feel as if what I eat and what I don't eat or vomit it's the only thing I have control of. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. Why did I let someone shake me to the core like he has?! I said I wasn't going to let that happen again and here I am back to five...
    bubblebubble86 bubblebubble86 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I've been doing so well with my depression

    and anxiety lately. I used to have this horrible self hatred towards myself. And thanks to someone who I've never talked to, I'm beginning to see everything I hate again. I feel like **** now. I feel like I'm not good enough to even show my face. I changed my profile picture...
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    Relapsing- Part II I figured it out. It comes with extreme stress. The more I'm stressed, the more I am exhausted and can't find the will to keep going. When I'm exhausted, I can...
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    Went to the priory rehab in London last year for 4 months as an in patient, miss it so much. Relapsing so want to go back but it'll mess up my course I'm doing and I've been...
    rhiamia rhiamia 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 24

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    I'm sitting by myself relapsing into depression and an eating disorder out of apathy. I lose myself in music and the work I do, aware that most people I call my friends don't...
    Ask937 Ask937 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I can't make decisions about anything, really. I think this stems from being uncertain about nearly everything. I've noticed having "faux" convictions in place in order to mask my...
    urbanseeker urbanseeker 22-25, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Somebody told me that depression isn't like a cold that can heal and go away; it's like a disease that sticks with you for life. I have overcome some "disorders" in the last two...
    Lonelyastronaut Lonelyastronaut 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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