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I Am Relapsing

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    I Am Not Proud of It

    but I feel as if what I eat and what I don't eat or vomit it's the only thing I have control of. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. Why did I let someone shake me to the core like he has?! I said I wasn't going to let that happen again and here I am back to five...
    bubblebubble86 bubblebubble86 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I'm starting to ease back into everything.

    I used up all of my strength to get out of it the first time. Now I just don't care. My mind's telling me to do all this stuff, but the real me is somewhere deep back there. I know I am. But for now, I'm turning. I don't know what I'll be doing next. Will I start have anxiety...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    KenzR KenzR 16-17, F 2 Responses May 27

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    Crawled Back To It.

    I am relapsing into the past, I have become what I used to, what I ran from . I am back to where I started. Today my child was taken from me, I dont know if I have what it takes to get her back. I think that she might be better off without me. When I was 15 I grew up, stepped...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F Jun 28, 2012

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    3 months clean, he leaves and that's it! 3 months gone. I purged once, no big deal, 2 times okay, 3 and I'm ******. Somebody save me?
    kenzieburr kenzieburr 16-17, F Jul 15

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    I'm relapsing again after such a good week, **** ... Just after everything that's happened in the past year I keep thinking it will be okay but it's not. I'm a failure and a...
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 30

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    boy do I regret relapsing but then again I don't bc it felt so good.
    ashleygrierrr ashleygrierrr 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I've been depression free for a while, and somewhat anxiety free. But my depression is coming back, and I'm relapsing.
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F Jul 2

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    It never stops, does it? My husband has been relapsing off and on for several years now and I am realizing he may be using drugs again. I am seeing the signs but as always the...
    thingsmustchange2 thingsmustchange2 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    The day I tried to die was a major pivotal point in my life. My Depression wasn't sudden; it was more of a build up of things. I remember the day I first self harmed. I wasn't...
    needtotellsomeone needtotellsomeone 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    Self harm was and still is such a big part of my life and I'm finding it very difficult at the moment to prevent myself from relapsing again.
    tonipurcell tonipurcell 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I feel like relapsing .. Save me?
    kenzieburr kenzieburr 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 16

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    I'm 17 years old, and I am recovering from an addiction to Crystal Methamphetamine. The first step in recovery is admitting you have a problem. My first step, was thinking about my...
    angoscia angoscia 16-17 1 Response Jul 19

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    Well, I messed up and relapsed yesterday. Gotta start from square one now. Its ok though, relapsing sometimes is part of recovery. At least I did the right thing this time, I told...
    angoscia angoscia 16-17 Jul 20

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    Hi hello wow, this is weird. For starters I doubt anyone will read this. My name is Valerie I am 15. I'm a relapsing self harmer, I don't look or act like what people think is a...
    valerieisabelle valerieisabelle 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I hate relapsing, I shouldn't of done it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I had gone 2 months without cutting.. I had relapsed a couple weeks ago though. I ended up relapsing again last night.. I'm going through a rough time and I'm not sure what to do...
    CatySansom CatySansom 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I really want to right now, but I cant.. I dont have my blades here :'( And it'll be my first time relapsing..
    IzzyIrwin IzzyIrwin 13-15, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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