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I Am Relapsing

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    KenzR KenzR 16-17, F 2 Responses May 27

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    I Am Not Proud of It

    but I feel as if what I eat and what I don't eat or vomit it's the only thing I have control of. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. Why did I let someone shake me to the core like he has?! I said I wasn't going to let that happen again and here I am back to five...
    bubblebubble86 bubblebubble86 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    Crawled Back To It.

    I am relapsing into the past, I have become what I used to, what I ran from . I am back to where I started. Today my child was taken from me, I dont know if I have what it takes to get her back. I think that she might be better off without me. When I was 15 I grew up, stepped...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F Jun 28, 2012

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    I'm starting to ease back into everything.

    I used up all of my strength to get out of it the first time. Now I just don't care. My mind's telling me to do all this stuff, but the real me is somewhere deep back there. I know I am. But for now, I'm turning. I don't know what I'll be doing next. Will I start have anxiety...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    3 months clean, he leaves and that's it! 3 months gone. I purged once, no big deal, 2 times okay, 3 and I'm ******. Somebody save me?
    kenzieburr kenzieburr 16-17, F Jul 15

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    I hate relapsing, I shouldn't of done it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I am a 26 year old woman with a 3, 4 & 5 year old. My husband is an addict and currently in rehab about to be done the end of the month. We have been together for six years next...
    peanutscrazy48 peanutscrazy48 26-30, F Jun 25

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    Here I am at 28 years old trying to go to a college I don't want to go to just out of convenience. Minnesota has been the worst era of my life and never felt so alone. I might be...
    MachineEmpire1985 MachineEmpire1985 26-30, M Jun 26

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    I'm relapsing again after such a good week, **** ... Just after everything that's happened in the past year I keep thinking it will be okay but it's not. I'm a failure and a...
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 30

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    boy do I regret relapsing but then again I don't bc it felt so good.
    ashleygrierrr ashleygrierrr 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I've been depression free for a while, and somewhat anxiety free. But my depression is coming back, and I'm relapsing.
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F Jul 2

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    It never stops, does it? My husband has been relapsing off and on for several years now and I am realizing he may be using drugs again. I am seeing the signs but as always the...
    thingsmustchange2 thingsmustchange2 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    The day I tried to die was a major pivotal point in my life. My Depression wasn't sudden; it was more of a build up of things. I remember the day I first self harmed. I wasn't...
    needtotellsomeone needtotellsomeone 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    Self harm was and still is such a big part of my life and I'm finding it very difficult at the moment to prevent myself from relapsing again.
    tonipurcell tonipurcell 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I feel like relapsing .. Save me?
    kenzieburr kenzieburr 16-17, F 8 Responses Jul 16

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    I'm 17 years old, and I am recovering from an addiction to Crystal Methamphetamine. The first step in recovery is admitting you have a problem. My first step, was thinking about my...
    angoscia angoscia 16-17 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Well, I messed up and relapsed yesterday. Gotta start from square one now. Its ok though, relapsing sometimes is part of recovery. At least I did the right thing this time, I told...
    angoscia angoscia 16-17 4 days ago

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    Hi hello wow, this is weird. For starters I doubt anyone will read this. My name is Valerie I am 15. I'm a relapsing self harmer, I don't look or act like what people think is a...
    valerieisabelle valerieisabelle 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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