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I Am Relapsing

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    I Am Not Proud of It

    but I feel as if what I eat and what I don't eat or vomit it's the only thing I have control of. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. Why did I let someone shake me to the core like he has?! I said I wasn't going to let that happen again and here I am back to five...
    bubblebubble86 bubblebubble86 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    Crawled Back To It.

    I am relapsing into the past, I have become what I used to, what I ran from . I am back to where I started. Today my child was taken from me, I dont know if I have what it takes to get her back. I think that she might be better off without me. When I was 15 I grew up, stepped...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F Jun 28, 2012

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    I've been doing so well with my depression

    and anxiety lately. I used to have this horrible self hatred towards myself. And thanks to someone who I've never talked to, I'm beginning to see everything I hate again. I feel like **** now. I feel like I'm not good enough to even show my face. I changed my profile picture...
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    KenzR KenzR 16-17, F 2 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I had been doing so good

    for awhile now. I haven't been thinking about him. He didn't even cross my mind for the past month and a half. Some new information came my way and it is bittersweet. Apparently he is causing the same sort of drama everywhere he goes. He left the original FC we were in...
    ShyGuy990 ShyGuy990 22-25, M Apr 9

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    I'm starting to ease back into everything.

    I used up all of my strength to get out of it the first time. Now I just don't care. My mind's telling me to do all this stuff, but the real me is somewhere deep back there. I know I am. But for now, I'm turning. I don't know what I'll be doing next. Will I start have anxiety...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14, 2014

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    He's my oldest brother. I haven't spoken to him in five years. I doubt I ever will again. I'm open to giving him another chance, if he got off meth and stops drinking. I have a...
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    I have to remember. It's not like in stories where every ending has been set, chosen for them by the author, where the ending will always turn out the way "it should". In other...
    Juls4 Juls4 18-21, F Aug 20

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    I have had a long, hard, stressful day. I am drained and just really feel like relapsing
    rokrchik1211 rokrchik1211 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I feel like I'm slipping away again. Just for a while, I had a sense of who I am but I keep relapsing into this weird state of not knowing who I am because I try new things and I...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F Aug 8

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    I purged for the first time in months and my throat hurts sooo badly, I can't even swallow:(
    dcook6 dcook6 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    Fact Pepsi is a soft drink. Like that then here's another one. Fact Pepsi is bad for you both physically and mentally, too much well tough cos here's one more. Fact The hunch back...
    Novak272 Novak272 22-25, M Jul 29

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    I am f-$&ing hating it, I am too skinny for my height, my now ex always put me down for it, I get comments from my family and I get accused all of the time if I have been taking...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 29

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