I Am Relapsing

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    Crawled Back To It.

    I am relapsing into the past, I have become what I used to, what I ran from . I am back to where I started. Today my child was taken from me, I dont know if I have what it takes to get her back. I think that she might be better off without me. When I was 15 I grew up, stepped...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart
    18-21, F
    Jun 28, 2012

    I Am Not Proud of It

    but I feel as if what I eat and what I don't eat or vomit it's the only thing I have control of. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. Why did I let someone shake me to the core like he has?! I said I wasn't going to let that happen again and here I am back to five...
    bubblebubble86 bubblebubble86
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

    I've been clean for about a year,

    but I'm so close to starting again!
    sm1ttay sm1ttay
    18-21, M
    Nov 2, 2015

    I had been doing so good

    for awhile now. I haven't been thinking about him. He didn't even cross my mind for the past month and a half. Some new information came my way and it is bittersweet. Apparently he is causing the same sort of drama everywhere he goes. He left the original FC we were in...
    ShyGuy990 ShyGuy990
    26-30, M
    Apr 9, 2015

    I honestly don't know

    why i join this site again But its 12:20 And I have to be up in less than 6 hours The last year I've fought with depression And i finally won Until I didn't This is the first week I'm off my pills and I have been sitting here realizing its not over and the relapsing started a...
    ash543 ash543
    16-17, T
    Dec 9, 2015

    I'm starting to ease back into everything.

    I used up all of my strength to get out of it the first time. Now I just don't care. My mind's telling me to do all this stuff, but the real me is somewhere deep back there. I know I am. But for now, I'm turning. I don't know what I'll be doing next. Will I start have anxiety...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2014
    KenzR KenzR
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 27, 2014

    I've been doing so well with my depression

    and anxiety lately. I used to have this horrible self hatred towards myself. And thanks to someone who I've never talked to, I'm beginning to see everything I hate again. I feel like **** now. I feel like I'm not good enough to even show my face. I changed my profile picture...
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Nov 19, 2014
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