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I Am Relapsing

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    I Am Not Proud of It

    but I feel as if what I eat and what I don't eat or vomit it's the only thing I have control of. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. Why did I let someone shake me to the core like he has?! I said I wasn't going to let that happen again and here I am back to five...
    bubblebubble86 bubblebubble86 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I'm starting to ease back into everything.

    I used up all of my strength to get out of it the first time. Now I just don't care. My mind's telling me to do all this stuff, but the real me is somewhere deep back there. I know I am. But for now, I'm turning. I don't know what I'll be doing next. Will I start have anxiety...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    KenzR KenzR 16-17, F 2 Responses May 27

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    Crawled Back To It.

    I am relapsing into the past, I have become what I used to, what I ran from . I am back to where I started. Today my child was taken from me, I dont know if I have what it takes to get her back. I think that she might be better off without me. When I was 15 I grew up, stepped...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F Jun 28, 2012

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    It's been really problematic at home today. I won't go into too much detail but my parents were throwing the word 'divorce' around a lot and my older brother was making the...
    Azzyyy Azzyyy 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I can't take it anymore. Relapsing so hard.
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 26

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    I am currently relapsing :'( i don't thinki want to stop this time things are just too hard i think i just want to cut deep enough to end my life this time
    SophieMarkezzie SophieMarkezzie 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 26

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    I have multiple Instagram accounts for different things and I rant to my followers on one. I have 900+ on it but I was telling them that I was relapsing and wanting to commit and...
    Wildflowerteen Wildflowerteen 16-17, F Sep 1

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    Heh.... I dont want to go back.... Heh... School starting again, and just when i thought i was changing, when i thought i was escaping the darkness, i am scared and partially...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 2

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    When we started dating, I told him I would screw something up. Just did. I'm relapsing what happened at the beginning if summer. The exact same situation. Welcome back depression...
    xcdreaming xcdreaming 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    I really need to get away from everybody and everything just for a couple of days or more, I need to allow myself to pull myself together.. (I can't believe I used "relapse...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Sep 8

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    Suicide: As a volunteer I welcome many people here on EP. I'm so disturbed at the many who want to commit suicide, and even ask how to do it?! I just stare at a loss for the right...
    ceywat ceywat 51-55, F 4 Responses Sep 8

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