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I Am Relapsing

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    I Am Not Proud of It

    but I feel as if what I eat and what I don't eat or vomit it's the only thing I have control of. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. Why did I let someone shake me to the core like he has?! I said I wasn't going to let that happen again and here I am back to five...
    bubblebubble86 bubblebubble86 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I'm starting to ease back into everything.

    I used up all of my strength to get out of it the first time. Now I just don't care. My mind's telling me to do all this stuff, but the real me is somewhere deep back there. I know I am. But for now, I'm turning. I don't know what I'll be doing next. Will I start have anxiety...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    Crawled Back To It.

    I am relapsing into the past, I have become what I used to, what I ran from . I am back to where I started. Today my child was taken from me, I dont know if I have what it takes to get her back. I think that she might be better off without me. When I was 15 I grew up, stepped...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F Jun 28, 2012

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    Memories of waistlines in years gone by In dark contrast to the tears I cried Hearing so often "wow, you look great!" About a body I couldn't help but hate A stomach as flat as New...
    earnyourwings earnyourwings 18-21 2 days ago

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    I battle with self-harm and simply cannot stop myself from relapsing.
    SociallyAwkwardness SociallyAwkwardness 16-17, F Mar 23

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    Its not anorexia, its not bullimia, its EDNOS. I got through with it but I'm relapsing
    nikkim143 nikkim143 18-21, F Mar 24

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    like a storm on the rise, ya know? ***** been weird lately. its been bad and good, but at least its been different, which is always good. I can't really explain it, I just have a...
    someoneandstuff someoneandstuff 18-21, M Apr 1

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    Stupidly I entered into this web of a mess years ago... Not exceeding 5 but more than 1. I, just like everyone else who has been here, thought it was fun in the start and now sit...
    BrokenReborn BrokenReborn 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 1

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    My wife has ms relapsing read nutting and her emotional state seems to be changing I'm hoping that the emotional part of her brain is not being attacked very worried
    mandiebeth2013 mandiebeth2013 26-30, F Apr 4

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    always here if someone needs advice or help or anything concerning recovering from an eating disorder, relapsing, etc. I'm happy to help!
    kissthedeadly kissthedeadly 18-21, F Apr 9

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    I feel like relapsing again. And it sucks. I'm not sure what to do.
    Silentscreamsx3 Silentscreamsx3 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    My friend and I really care about each other, as we've known each other since kindergarten. She's been going through some really tough ****, and I promised her that is she ever...
    rapfordays rapfordays 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I'm so close to relapsing. I hate living here. I'm not allowed to move out. I hate it all. One day , i will be strong enough. I'm done.
    Incognit05 Incognit05 22-25, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    All I ever feel in my house or in my life is alone. I don't think anyone's ever made me feel wanted and I feel so alone and mentally tired. I feel like I don't deserve anything and...
    aurazx aurazx 16-17, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I just got on this app thinking I'd feel welcomed and just posted a status on asking for someone to ******* help me because I am so ******* close to relapsing but instead I get...
    aurazx aurazx 16-17, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    So my music teacher has bipolar disorder and had to go away for a little while to get better. She is such an inspiration- she packed up her entire life here in England because of...
    writercookies writercookies 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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