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I Am Relapsing

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    I've been doing so well with my depression

    and anxiety lately. I used to have this horrible self hatred towards myself. And thanks to someone who I've never talked to, I'm beginning to see everything I hate again. I feel like **** now. I feel like I'm not good enough to even show my face. I changed my profile picture...
    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 19

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    I Am Not Proud of It

    but I feel as if what I eat and what I don't eat or vomit it's the only thing I have control of. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. Why did I let someone shake me to the core like he has?! I said I wasn't going to let that happen again and here I am back to five...
    bubblebubble86 bubblebubble86 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I'm starting to ease back into everything.

    I used up all of my strength to get out of it the first time. Now I just don't care. My mind's telling me to do all this stuff, but the real me is somewhere deep back there. I know I am. But for now, I'm turning. I don't know what I'll be doing next. Will I start have anxiety...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    KenzR KenzR 16-17, F 2 Responses May 27

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    Crawled Back To It.

    I am relapsing into the past, I have become what I used to, what I ran from . I am back to where I started. Today my child was taken from me, I dont know if I have what it takes to get her back. I think that she might be better off without me. When I was 15 I grew up, stepped...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F Jun 28, 2012

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    I've been in hospital for over a year now for anorexia (though the last six months have just been daycare). I'm getting discharged in two weeks. But I'm noticing already that I'm...
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    I was diagnosed 4 years ago and completed my therapy. I think I am relapsing. I had everything under control. I was functioning better then ever before. Now my mood is so unstable...
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