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I Am Relapsing

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    Crawled Back To It.

    I am relapsing into the past, I have become what I used to, what I ran from . I am back to where I started. Today my child was taken from me, I dont know if I have what it takes to get her back. I think that she might be better off without me. When I was 15 I grew up, stepped...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F Jun 28, 2012

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    KenzR KenzR 16-17, F 2 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I've been doing so well with my depression

    and anxiety lately. I used to have this horrible self hatred towards myself. And thanks to someone who I've never talked to, I'm beginning to see everything I hate again. I feel like **** now. I feel like I'm not good enough to even show my face. I changed my profile picture...
    EmbraceTheEVIL EmbraceTheEVIL 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    I'm starting to ease back into everything.

    I used up all of my strength to get out of it the first time. Now I just don't care. My mind's telling me to do all this stuff, but the real me is somewhere deep back there. I know I am. But for now, I'm turning. I don't know what I'll be doing next. Will I start have anxiety...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14, 2014

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    I had been doing so good

    for awhile now. I haven't been thinking about him. He didn't even cross my mind for the past month and a half. Some new information came my way and it is bittersweet. Apparently he is causing the same sort of drama everywhere he goes. He left the original FC we were in...
    ShyGuy990 ShyGuy990 22-25, M Apr 9

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    I Am Not Proud of It

    but I feel as if what I eat and what I don't eat or vomit it's the only thing I have control of. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. Why did I let someone shake me to the core like he has?! I said I wasn't going to let that happen again and here I am back to five...
    bubblebubble86 bubblebubble86 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    philex2014 philex2014 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    God relapsing feels so good with you, until I come down from the high of having you again and you say "maybe one day we'll forget about our relationship". Our relationship had all...
    Ragoo7 Ragoo7 18-21, F Mar 29

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    When most people hear the words "eating disorder", they imagine a white middle-class teenage girl. And they think the girl chooses to restrict, binge, or purge her eating because...
    Musicwillsaveyoursoul Musicwillsaveyoursoul 16-17, F Mar 30

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    Every time I think I'm over it, it comes back. It always comes back, in the back of my mind taunting me and letting me know everything that I can do to lose those few pounds. I...
    troubledbody troubledbody 16-17, F Apr 2

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    I'm 17 and a junior in high school. I'm going through a lot of stress and built up frustrations right now. When I was in middle school I went through depression-- I would hurt...
    thatgirldro thatgirldro 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I'm trying to lose weight...... By starving myself. If I eat I throw it up... Am I relapsing into my bolema?
    Kar197 Kar197 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I've stopped taking my antidepressants and mood stabilizers and I forgot how miserable I was without them. I'm crying all the time, the days are becoming long, drawn out, and...
    punicorn1 punicorn1 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I honestly don't know how much I can take. Yea, no. I'm not gonna kill myself. I've been dealing with so much pressure, stress, and anxiety that I don't know how much longer I can...
    cuterthxnyou cuterthxnyou 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    I'm so sad and so stressed and so lonely. I need something to keep my mind off of wanting to take it out on myself. I would never ever kill my self, I love life too much. I always...
    sslrd sslrd 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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