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I Am Relapsing

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    KenzR KenzR 16-17, F 2 Responses May 27

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    I'm starting to ease back into everything.

    I used up all of my strength to get out of it the first time. Now I just don't care. My mind's telling me to do all this stuff, but the real me is somewhere deep back there. I know I am. But for now, I'm turning. I don't know what I'll be doing next. Will I start have anxiety...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I Am Not Proud of It

    but I feel as if what I eat and what I don't eat or vomit it's the only thing I have control of. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't help it. Why did I let someone shake me to the core like he has?! I said I wasn't going to let that happen again and here I am back to five...
    bubblebubble86 bubblebubble86 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    Crawled Back To It.

    I am relapsing into the past, I have become what I used to, what I ran from . I am back to where I started. Today my child was taken from me, I dont know if I have what it takes to get her back. I think that she might be better off without me. When I was 15 I grew up, stepped...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F Jun 28, 2012

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    I have a lack of routine so I forget to take my twice daily medication a lot for my depression and anxiety and I think i'm slipping back down that slippery slope. Living things...
    katwithrats katwithrats 18-21, F Sep 26

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    I can feel it. I am highly sensitive to criticism from my family. My eating habits have decreased dramatically. I also have been having suicidal thoughts. Sometimes I feel like I...
    onafaerieswings onafaerieswings 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I used to be skinny could eat whatever I wanted to without gaining weight then got on this medication that changed it all.... I got so fat and that wasn't me at all. it went up and...
    elyayamama elyayamama 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    So, I started self-harming 3 years ago due to a lot of things. But anyway back in July, I reached out to my parents and asked for help. I told them everything. Things got better...
    CatySansom CatySansom 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    ... who has multiple sclerosis (remittant/relapsing). She's a wonderful person and has helped me so much. Now she's starting to relapse for the first time in a couple of years. I...
    JulieAnn13 JulieAnn13 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I'm a recovering chocoholic, I keep relapsing. I've gone zero days without eating something chocolate, the temptation was just too much. Darn those Lindor truffles! Chocolate is...
    DrKittyNinjaBunny DrKittyNinjaBunny 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    To everyone that just read the title and felt a huge wave of disappointment, I'm sorry. I truly am. I've met some amazing and supportive people on here that know some of my...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 13

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    My eating disorder is relapsing. I know this because I've become so much more obsessive about food and calories, and I purged for the first time in a year last week. Also I'm...
    lalaloopsytrollpony lalaloopsytrollpony 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 16

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