I feel lonely all the time. In crowds and when i actually am alone. I don´t know why cause usually i´m feeling lonely even when i´m not and having fun. It just feels weird, but i guess it works out for me.
I just turned 23 and the last relationship I had was 7 years ago.. IM a recovering heroin addict that's been clean for 2 years. When I was using I didn't care about myself. My arms used to be covered with track marks. I have this skin condition I was born with. I get keliods When...
A poem for your eyes
I watch in your eyes
my own dreams reflected
and see a lifetime with you
I see a love that is growing
firmly into our lives
I see a warmth and truth
I see a caring heart
I see love embedded
in your smile and look
you gift me such joy
you gift me endless...
The vacancy sign that hangs over my heart
Is like a sheer cliff warning reflecting in the night
I am my own detour on a dead end plight
Any future relationship is far out of sight
When will I be loved like I was before
That compassion I have missed for two years and more
i am the social butterfly, the girl that is totally in love with her boyfriend, i have done a lot of things in my life and can relate to almost anyone...
but even though i have 'friends' and a love of my life... i also get soooo lonely... my guy and i dont live together...
i became soical but the people i hang out with arent my real friends. the only thing they know about me is wat ive told them. they cant even tell me what my favorate color is. im so tired of their bull sh!t