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I Am Sad About Michael Jackson's Death

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 60 People

    I Wasn't Even a Real "Fan"

    I think about Michael Jackson every day. I think about him at church, yesterday while at the water park, while I'm working out, at night, as soon as I get up each morning. I don't know what's happening to me. I never considered myself a fan. I was born in1980 so I grew...
    CTaylor1980 CTaylor1980 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 16, 2009

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    Thanks Punkgirl, Purehope, Butterflycomb, and Racqui33.

    Thanks punkgirl, purehope, butterflycomb, and racqui33. I'm doing a lil better. It still sucks! Hope you all are doing well with it too. I've been focusing more on the "good" in his life. I'm a dancer/choreographer...even thinking of doing a tribute to him at the high...
    leorionj leorionj 36-40 3 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    Why We Are Hurting

    It all started this year, when I was in LA for the first time. While I was there, I decided to go on one of those celebrity house tours in Beverly Hills. We stopped by Michael's house... and it hit me. Everything changed that day. Before this happened, I didn't really know much...
    step2broadway step2broadway 13-15, F Jul 22, 2012

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    Strange Realization.

    I always felt so bad for him and the way his life turned out. He didn't really get much out of life, it seems. I went to school early on June 26th, to study(I had exams). I arrived around 8 am when I heard some people talking about MJ having passed away. I didn't really believe...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    WHY Was Nothing Done!

    I 'm  grief stricken over this as many people are. This is my first time entering a comment on a web page like this.  I 'm frustrated in my grief and heartbroken ,this was so unnecessary . WHY did'nt SOMEONE perhaps a family member or spouse have him...
    inhimishope inhimishope 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2009

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    I Can't Cope Without Michael

    I don't really know where to start.  Im a very private person and don't find it that easy to tallk about my feelings and i am a bit pressed for time so will have to keep this brief.   I am not coping with Michael Jackson's passing at all.  I know this sounds...
    ImissyouMichaelJacksonxxxxx ImissyouMichaelJacksonxxxxx 26-30, F Oct 18, 2009

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    So Sad

    I remember Michael Jackson...when he was a kid...and then a young man who had been thinking about and planning for his re-emergence as an adult for years.  I remember the first time I saw "Beat It" and I was Excited. So Excited.  Michael Jackson? ...
    greiving greiving 46-50 2 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    The End of An Era For Me

    Michael Jackson's album "Thriller" was the first and only album I ever owned.  My mother gave it to me for my birthday in 1983.  Later, I bought the cassette tape.  I don't own any more of his music.  I have never been someone that bought cd's or mp3...
    irin77 irin77 31-35 4 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I Think I Need Therapy

    It's been almost a month since MJ's passing, and I truly am having all of the feelings I had when I lost a close relative! I'm grieving almost the same way! I can't stop obseesing over the goings-on of his death and the doctor's who lacked all regard for his physical...
    leorionj leorionj 36-40 8 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    Can't Stop Thinking About Him!

    Seriously, I am so depressed about Michael Jackson that I couldn't work today or yesterday.  I felt sad since I heard the news of his death, but since yesterday when I watched the Memorial I feel so sad and I can't stop crying.  My heart hurts so bad for him...
    raqui33 raqui33 36-40 8 Responses Jul 8, 2009

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    The Life I Share Alone

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    mylovemichael mylovemichael 31-35, F Nov 7, 2009

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    Mj

    hey don't feel sad be happy cause he is alive you think i'm crazy but i'm not you'll not believe me but believe me he is alive last christmas i got my laptop that was the beginning of friendship with MJ before that i wanted to die but after meeting him everything changed he has...
    mjsupport mjsupport 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    Gone Too Soon

    Michael Jackson - Gone Too Soon Like a comet Blazing 'cross the evening sky Gone too soon Like a rainbow Fading in the twinkling of an eye Gone too soon Shiny and sparkly And splendidly bright Here one day Gone one night Like the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    My Heart Is Broken.....

    I am so glad i found a place where others feel the same way.  It has been a month and i still am crying not as much as 3 weeks ago, but sometimes i cry myself to sleep.  I feel better, but then all of a sudden i just break out crying.  I have most of Michael...
    butterflycomb butterflycomb 46-50, F Jul 25, 2009

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    He Touches My Heart.

    When I watched the documentary of him last week, I cried.  Michael was an innocent, pure soul.  He really didn't mean any harm.  When I hear people bashing him for sharing a bed with children, I think back to my childhood and all the adults I shared a bed...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 8, 2009

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    He Meant a Lot to Me

    When I was younger I used to dance to his records (yes, those big CD's that spin around and around) and it always made me get to dancing when I heard him.  His moonwalk kept me up for hours trying to get it just right, and his clothes, just amazing.  I'll miss...
    Gemini15 Gemini15 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 25, 2009

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    Horrible

    The poor man deserved much better than he got in life, a brilliant, and bighearted person. He will live on through his music!
    CailinRua CailinRua 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 4, 2009

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    Cant Stop Thinking About It

    I really dunno what is wrong with me, it's been a month and a couple of weeks since he died, but i still cant get over it. There is not one day i go without thinking about him, i think im going  to need therapy, i feel like i lost a huge part of me, and the thing that...
    MJfan MJfan 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 4, 2009

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    Wish I Could Hold Michael ....

    I miss him so. I know he is with God.  I picture him as still with us, as well.  I think as a spirit he can be with his family, his friends, and even his fans as we mourn him.  I think he has God's wisdom at his shoulder and has a greater, more full understanding...
    YamaLlama YamaLlama 41-45 5 Responses Jul 8, 2009

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    This Is Too Much For Me

    I, like the stories I have read feel the same way, MJ was my first tape (thriller) my brother, who passed on later gave it to me. ( maybe another factor in my week old depression)MJ and his music, videos, etc. are so much a part of my pre-teen, teen years, and even...
    Lylod Lylod 36-40 6 Responses Jul 6, 2009

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    Remember the Time

    When I registered on this site, I wasn't sure what to expect. I knew of course that there was a few million people out there that loved Michael as much as I did, but I never knew the extent of it, or how it would affect me. By seeing everybody posting pictures and memories, I...
    MissMoonwalk MissMoonwalk 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    Will Miss Him

    I will miss his music !  I this this is a terrible loss and no matter what the reason was for his death, I think he was a kind soul that went through a lot in his 50 years.
    nicegirl2024 nicegirl2024 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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