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I Am Sad About Michael Jackson's Death

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 60 People

    Cant Stop Thinking About It

    I really dunno what is wrong with me, it's been a month and a couple of weeks since he died, but i still cant get over it. There is not one day i go without thinking about him, i think im going  to need therapy, i feel like i lost a huge part of me, and the thing that...
    MJfan MJfan 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 4, 2009

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    This Is Too Much For Me

    I, like the stories I have read feel the same way, MJ was my first tape (thriller) my brother, who passed on later gave it to me. ( maybe another factor in my week old depression)MJ and his music, videos, etc. are so much a part of my pre-teen, teen years, and even...
    Lylod Lylod 36-40 6 Responses Jul 6, 2009

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    Horrible

    The poor man deserved much better than he got in life, a brilliant, and bighearted person. He will live on through his music!
    CailinRua CailinRua 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 4, 2009

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    I Wasn't Even a Real "Fan"

    I think about Michael Jackson every day. I think about him at church, yesterday while at the water park, while I'm working out, at night, as soon as I get up each morning. I don't know what's happening to me. I never considered myself a fan. I was born in1980 so I grew...
    CTaylor1980 CTaylor1980 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 16, 2009

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    So Sad

    I remember Michael Jackson...when he was a kid...and then a young man who had been thinking about and planning for his re-emergence as an adult for years.  I remember the first time I saw "Beat It" and I was Excited. So Excited.  Michael Jackson? ...
    greiving greiving 46-50 2 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    Thanks Punkgirl, Purehope, Butterflycomb, and Racqui33.

    Thanks punkgirl, purehope, butterflycomb, and racqui33. I'm doing a lil better. It still sucks! Hope you all are doing well with it too. I've been focusing more on the "good" in his life. I'm a dancer/choreographer...even thinking of doing a tribute to him at the high...
    leorionj leorionj 36-40 3 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    Strange Realization.

    I always felt so bad for him and the way his life turned out. He didn't really get much out of life, it seems. I went to school early on June 26th, to study(I had exams). I arrived around 8 am when I heard some people talking about MJ having passed away. I didn't really believe...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Will Miss Him

    I will miss his music !  I this this is a terrible loss and no matter what the reason was for his death, I think he was a kind soul that went through a lot in his 50 years.
    nicegirl2024 nicegirl2024 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    I Can't Cope Without Michael

    I don't really know where to start.  Im a very private person and don't find it that easy to tallk about my feelings and i am a bit pressed for time so will have to keep this brief.   I am not coping with Michael Jackson's passing at all.  I know this sounds...
    ImissyouMichaelJacksonxxxxx ImissyouMichaelJacksonxxxxx 26-30, F Oct 18, 2009

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    WHY Was Nothing Done!

    I 'm  grief stricken over this as many people are. This is my first time entering a comment on a web page like this.  I 'm frustrated in my grief and heartbroken ,this was so unnecessary . WHY did'nt SOMEONE perhaps a family member or spouse have him...
    inhimishope inhimishope 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2009

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    Wish I Could Hold Michael ....

    I miss him so. I know he is with God.  I picture him as still with us, as well.  I think as a spirit he can be with his family, his friends, and even his fans as we mourn him.  I think he has God's wisdom at his shoulder and has a greater, more full understanding...
    YamaLlama YamaLlama 41-45 5 Responses Jul 8, 2009

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    The End of An Era For Me

    Michael Jackson's album "Thriller" was the first and only album I ever owned.  My mother gave it to me for my birthday in 1983.  Later, I bought the cassette tape.  I don't own any more of his music.  I have never been someone that bought cd's or mp3...
    irin77 irin77 31-35 4 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    He Meant a Lot to Me

    When I was younger I used to dance to his records (yes, those big CD's that spin around and around) and it always made me get to dancing when I heard him.  His moonwalk kept me up for hours trying to get it just right, and his clothes, just amazing.  I'll miss...
    Gemini15 Gemini15 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 25, 2009

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    The Life I Share Alone

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    mylovemichael mylovemichael 31-35, F Nov 7, 2009

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    Can't Stop Thinking About Him!

    Seriously, I am so depressed about Michael Jackson that I couldn't work today or yesterday.  I felt sad since I heard the news of his death, but since yesterday when I watched the Memorial I feel so sad and I can't stop crying.  My heart hurts so bad for him...
    raqui33 raqui33 36-40 8 Responses Jul 8, 2009

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    Remember the Time

    When I registered on this site, I wasn't sure what to expect. I knew of course that there was a few million people out there that loved Michael as much as I did, but I never knew the extent of it, or how it would affect me. By seeing everybody posting pictures and memories, I...
    MissMoonwalk MissMoonwalk 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    Gone Too Soon

    Michael Jackson - Gone Too Soon Like a comet Blazing 'cross the evening sky Gone too soon Like a rainbow Fading in the twinkling of an eye Gone too soon Shiny and sparkly And splendidly bright Here one day Gone one night Like the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    I Think I Need Therapy

    It's been almost a month since MJ's passing, and I truly am having all of the feelings I had when I lost a close relative! I'm grieving almost the same way! I can't stop obseesing over the goings-on of his death and the doctor's who lacked all regard for his physical...
    leorionj leorionj 36-40 8 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    Mj

    hey don't feel sad be happy cause he is alive you think i'm crazy but i'm not you'll not believe me but believe me he is alive last christmas i got my laptop that was the beginning of friendship with MJ before that i wanted to die but after meeting him everything changed he has...
    mjsupport mjsupport 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    My Heart Is Broken.....

    I am so glad i found a place where others feel the same way.  It has been a month and i still am crying not as much as 3 weeks ago, but sometimes i cry myself to sleep.  I feel better, but then all of a sudden i just break out crying.  I have most of Michael...
    butterflycomb butterflycomb 46-50, F Jul 25, 2009

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    Why We Are Hurting

    It all started this year, when I was in LA for the first time. While I was there, I decided to go on one of those celebrity house tours in Beverly Hills. We stopped by Michael's house... and it hit me. Everything changed that day. Before this happened, I didn't really know much...
    step2broadway step2broadway 13-15, F Jul 22, 2012

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    He Touches My Heart.

    When I watched the documentary of him last week, I cried.  Michael was an innocent, pure soul.  He really didn't mean any harm.  When I hear people bashing him for sharing a bed with children, I think back to my childhood and all the adults I shared a bed...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 8, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I have actually done this ... I remembrre crying when Michael Jackson died. He died the day before my grandma so it was a really hard time for me. Not to mention that I'm a huge...
    OrochimaruSama92 OrochimaruSama92 22-25, F 9 mins ago

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    This could be fun! Guess I'll try to fill out the numbers with personality, perhaps explain a few along the way... I am attempting to make some sort of intrance here for the sake...
    Fable Fable 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    Update. Health is still terrible. In turmoil every day with pain and discomfort and the persistent jumps throughout the day. Gets worse from afternoon onwards. Been taking...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 11 hrs ago

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    I can't buy a simple bowl without agonizing over which design to pick for crying out loud, I'm that bad at overthinking. It's hard for me to make a decision about anything and I...
    Leftofcenter4 Leftofcenter4 41-45, F 11 hrs ago

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    I realise that I probably came off as bitter and insolent today, refused to talk to people who 'care'.. but my moody demeanour is not what truly defines me or means that I deeply...
    ArcticNorah ArcticNorah 16-17, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    12 month sober from what felt like the most dramatic, painful, irrecoverable 2 years and a half of my life. Yet the worst part is I could have walked away before it got out of...
    ffjpp ffjpp 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    I have been wracking my brain for a rationale to explain why death does not necessarily need to be sad. Birthdate and Deathdate are each finite bookends of individual existences...
    rmcares rmcares 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am a pastor's kid, and more accurately, I'm a person whose father and older brother happen to be pastors. Truly knowing this somewhat helps take the blame off of myself for not...
    Borg2063 Borg2063 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I am sad about a lot of things that have happened in my life. I like to think that there is always a brighter future ahead of me though. That's what always motivates me to keep...
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    my boyfriend and I are in love, actually he's my cousin as well. It's common for indians. He was already talking about marriage soon even though it won't happen till next 2 years...
    reainbow reainbow 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I love thinking about death everywhere I go I look at people and think of them dying and I love to think of me killing them it's very fun. Death is very exciting.
    Demon6666 Demon6666 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Almost 30 countries around the world today have legalized death penalty as one of the capital punishment to major crimes convicted.Just recently, 9 individuals were executed in...
    tpgglobal tpgglobal 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I'm not shy about sex it's a part of me life I know it
    ramvictor ramvictor 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    A Bit About Me 1. Name? Robert....named after no one but the wind 2. Male or female? Male 3. Were you named after anyone? Ooops...see above 4. Does your name mean anything? It...
    zax2 zax2 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    I'm not even gay (this one, I admit, does makes me question that though, I have it mapped out IN MY MIND but I would like to see it in reality) I'd like to see the gayest fantasy...
    PorkythePig PorkythePig 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I don't know if is just me but I do think about death and what would happen if I did die !! My story I got in trouble like big trouble and someone found me when I was trying to...
    livvie22 livvie22 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I think about death as very normal thing and loves to have death.. In a way it's way to get free from everything and move on from this world full of mess.. The fact is death is...
    Ravidesai Ravidesai 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    i wonder about what happens after death. im a christian and i dont know about heaven and hell, is that wrong??? im starting to think that our soul just, explores after death
    kyanitestone186 kyanitestone186 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm not nervous about being dead. I'm more nervous about the process of dying. I've always hoped mine would be quick and painless but I know we can't all have that. Death is...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    We all going to die one day… Why do we act as if we will live forever? Forever make love? Forever stay young and strong? Is there an infinite amount of chances to try again and...
    QueenMargot QueenMargot 36-40, F a week ago

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    if Nico Di Angelo see's this, can i be your dog? please? i'll be a good boy!
    wolfsparadise wolfsparadise 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 27

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