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I Am Sad About Michael Jackson's Death

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    Strange Realization.

    I always felt so bad for him and the way his life turned out. He didn't really get much out of life, it seems. I went to school early on June 26th, to study(I had exams). I arrived around 8 am when I heard some people talking about MJ having passed away. I didn't really believe...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Gone Too Soon

    Michael Jackson - Gone Too Soon Like a comet Blazing 'cross the evening sky Gone too soon Like a rainbow Fading in the twinkling of an eye Gone too soon Shiny and sparkly And splendidly bright Here one day Gone one night Like the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    Can't Stop Thinking About Him!

    Seriously, I am so depressed about Michael Jackson that I couldn't work today or yesterday.  I felt sad since I heard the news of his death, but since yesterday when I watched the Memorial I feel so sad and I can't stop crying.  My heart hurts so bad for him...
    raqui33 raqui33 36-40 8 Responses Jul 8, 2009

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    WHY Was Nothing Done!

    I 'm  grief stricken over this as many people are. This is my first time entering a comment on a web page like this.  I 'm frustrated in my grief and heartbroken ,this was so unnecessary . WHY did'nt SOMEONE perhaps a family member or spouse have him...
    inhimishope inhimishope 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2009

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    Mj

    hey don't feel sad be happy cause he is alive you think i'm crazy but i'm not you'll not believe me but believe me he is alive last christmas i got my laptop that was the beginning of friendship with MJ before that i wanted to die but after meeting him everything changed he has...
    mjsupport mjsupport 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    Thanks Punkgirl, Purehope, Butterflycomb, and Racqui33.

    Thanks punkgirl, purehope, butterflycomb, and racqui33. I'm doing a lil better. It still sucks! Hope you all are doing well with it too. I've been focusing more on the "good" in his life. I'm a dancer/choreographer...even thinking of doing a tribute to him at the high...
    leorionj leorionj 36-40 3 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    Will Miss Him

    I will miss his music !  I this this is a terrible loss and no matter what the reason was for his death, I think he was a kind soul that went through a lot in his 50 years.
    nicegirl2024 nicegirl2024 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    This Is Too Much For Me

    I, like the stories I have read feel the same way, MJ was my first tape (thriller) my brother, who passed on later gave it to me. ( maybe another factor in my week old depression)MJ and his music, videos, etc. are so much a part of my pre-teen, teen years, and even...
    Lylod Lylod 36-40 6 Responses Jul 6, 2009

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    My Heart Is Broken.....

    I am so glad i found a place where others feel the same way.  It has been a month and i still am crying not as much as 3 weeks ago, but sometimes i cry myself to sleep.  I feel better, but then all of a sudden i just break out crying.  I have most of Michael...
    butterflycomb butterflycomb 46-50, F Jul 25, 2009

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    Remember the Time

    When I registered on this site, I wasn't sure what to expect. I knew of course that there was a few million people out there that loved Michael as much as I did, but I never knew the extent of it, or how it would affect me. By seeing everybody posting pictures and memories, I...
    MissMoonwalk MissMoonwalk 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    I Think I Need Therapy

    It's been almost a month since MJ's passing, and I truly am having all of the feelings I had when I lost a close relative! I'm grieving almost the same way! I can't stop obseesing over the goings-on of his death and the doctor's who lacked all regard for his physical...
    leorionj leorionj 36-40 8 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    He Touches My Heart.

    When I watched the documentary of him last week, I cried.  Michael was an innocent, pure soul.  He really didn't mean any harm.  When I hear people bashing him for sharing a bed with children, I think back to my childhood and all the adults I shared a bed...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 8, 2009

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    I Wasn't Even a Real "Fan"

    I think about Michael Jackson every day. I think about him at church, yesterday while at the water park, while I'm working out, at night, as soon as I get up each morning. I don't know what's happening to me. I never considered myself a fan. I was born in1980 so I grew...
    CTaylor1980 CTaylor1980 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 16, 2009

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    The End of An Era For Me

    Michael Jackson's album "Thriller" was the first and only album I ever owned.  My mother gave it to me for my birthday in 1983.  Later, I bought the cassette tape.  I don't own any more of his music.  I have never been someone that bought cd's or mp3...
    irin77 irin77 31-35 4 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    He Meant a Lot to Me

    When I was younger I used to dance to his records (yes, those big CD's that spin around and around) and it always made me get to dancing when I heard him.  His moonwalk kept me up for hours trying to get it just right, and his clothes, just amazing.  I'll miss...
    Gemini15 Gemini15 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 25, 2009

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    Wish I Could Hold Michael ....

    I miss him so. I know he is with God.  I picture him as still with us, as well.  I think as a spirit he can be with his family, his friends, and even his fans as we mourn him.  I think he has God's wisdom at his shoulder and has a greater, more full understanding...
    YamaLlama YamaLlama 41-45 5 Responses Jul 8, 2009

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    So Sad

    I remember Michael Jackson...when he was a kid...and then a young man who had been thinking about and planning for his re-emergence as an adult for years.  I remember the first time I saw "Beat It" and I was Excited. So Excited.  Michael Jackson? ...
    greiving greiving 46-50 2 Responses Jul 7, 2009

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    Horrible

    The poor man deserved much better than he got in life, a brilliant, and bighearted person. He will live on through his music!
    CailinRua CailinRua 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 4, 2009

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    Why We Are Hurting

    It all started this year, when I was in LA for the first time. While I was there, I decided to go on one of those celebrity house tours in Beverly Hills. We stopped by Michael's house... and it hit me. Everything changed that day. Before this happened, I didn't really know much...
    step2broadway step2broadway 13-15, F Jul 22, 2012

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    The Life I Share Alone

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    mylovemichael mylovemichael 31-35, F Nov 7, 2009

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    Cant Stop Thinking About It

    I really dunno what is wrong with me, it's been a month and a couple of weeks since he died, but i still cant get over it. There is not one day i go without thinking about him, i think im going  to need therapy, i feel like i lost a huge part of me, and the thing that...
    MJfan MJfan 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 4, 2009

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    I Can't Cope Without Michael

    I don't really know where to start.  Im a very private person and don't find it that easy to tallk about my feelings and i am a bit pressed for time so will have to keep this brief.   I am not coping with Michael Jackson's passing at all.  I know this sounds...
    ImissyouMichaelJacksonxxxxx ImissyouMichaelJacksonxxxxx 26-30, F Oct 18, 2009

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    It's so hard to get this **** out of my mind. I'm not terminally ill or anywhere near suicidal. I am in poor health though, I have a heart condition, I was hospitalised on New...
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    I am my fathers' son of that I have no doubt. I miss him dearly with a gentle sadness and loneliness that follows me through my days and calls to me in my darkest hours and...
    Chagos Chagos 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    Ever find yourself thinking about the darkest things, in this case it's death. We could die at any moment, think about how many people have died as i am typing this up, it's crazy...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    in my fantasies it's almost always otk but in the bathroom. I put her over my knee and spank her with her pants on but then I have her get up and pull her pants down (but not her...
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    SaarahCarisse SaarahCarisse 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't know what triggered this episode of sadness but it's different than what happened to me last year. Last year was way too overwhelming and made me cry and want to kill...
    Letmebepatient Letmebepatient 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Eric Clapton- tears in heaven This is a really sad song but it's very beautiful
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    dollarsigns dollarsigns 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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