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I Am Sad and Broken

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 242 People

    Don't Know How To Mend....

    I feel like my insides have been ripped out. I feel so ashamed and it physically hurts. I feel like I do a lot wrong even though I have always liked to think of myself as sensitive and considerate of other peoples feelings and thoughts. I have lost all my friends due to various...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jun 17, 2011

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    burningcolors burningcolors 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I should be over you by now.

    .. There were days that we didn't get to talk.. And I missed you for that. Then, we ended up talking once again. It made me realize how cold and distant you have always been... You always have this impenetrable bubble. You never let me in completely. I have always been on the...
    maleficent08 maleficent08 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 22, 2014

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    Every Kiss Feels The Same

    every kiss feels the same.every touch goes too deep to deep for comfort i know im married now this should be ok. why does it feel the same his body on mine .why do i still feel this way every kiss feels the same.it should get better it should be better this time.his body on mine...
    cm45 cm45 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2010

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    The Reason Why I Can't Love Anymore.

    I didn't have the heart to lie to him when he saw the scars. I felt like I owed him at least that much, seeing how he had saved me whether or not he knew. I told him everything... The cutting, the bi-polar disorder, the anorexia, those weeks that I spent in the hospital because I...
    clockworkdragon clockworkdragon 16-17 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    I Know It Isn't

    I know my life isn't over already but it feels like it is. I'm broken beyond repair and sad past my own belief. I wake up everyday in a miserable existence, waiting for the miserable death that's the only thing i can look forward to. I don't want to die feeling alone, sad, and...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 17, 2011

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    Morning everyone....not feeling the greatest

    and too boot just got a call from one of my closest friends mom and she told me that my friend was killed in a car accident last night
    CountryGirl321 CountryGirl321 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    Because I live a lie every day.

    I pretend to be something I am not. I act like all is ok but inside I am numb. I don't know how to get the strength to change it.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 6, 2014

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    Broken

    I feel like i am broken. For soe reason no matter what i do its never good enough for anybody. Not for my friends or family. I used to do drugs real bad and some days i want to do them again. But i cant i have two children that i have to look out for. But when i quit no one said...
    dizzy2007 dizzy2007 19-21, F 4 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    kashif112 kashif112 22-25, M Dec 1, 2014

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    Im Sad And Broken

    I Need To Leave Home Hi thank you for reading my story.I am the oldest of 2 brothers i am 43 he is 35. My Brother left home 10 years ago to live in Brighton UK . I live in Central North London.Unfortunatly i still live with my Mother who is 63 and her boyfriend who has such a...
    defoekeane defoekeane 36-40, M Sep 27, 2013

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    I finally grew the courage to open Julie's

    snapchat. That snap she sended was going to determined wether she felt the same way as I felt towards her or not. I opened it around 9 this morning after waiting for a week!!! I was to nerves to open it then. I felt like it was going to be a rejection. I've never felt this way...
    GGaabbyy GGaabbyy 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    lavijasmine lavijasmine 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2014

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    Shattered Life Of Betrayal And Sex Abuse

    i can't say i remember a day i did not feel shattered or used i can't remember a day i didn't feel raped and sodomised i can't remember a day i didn't feel like dirt or a beaten down old dog.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Apr 13, 2011

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    Unloved

    Sure, I know it may sound trivial, but romantic love has eluded me for 30 years of my life. I have fallen in love a few times in my life, however I do not know what it is like to have someone yearn for me, the way you would a lover. All of my relationships have been one-sided...
    MikeDaremix MikeDaremix 26-30, M Jul 29, 2008

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    I wish I could shut my life out from everyone.

    I miss feeling nothing. Feelings are so ******* annoying.
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M Nov 21, 2014

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    Not to mention lost. I just wish I had someone

    to talk to. Someone that will care.
    lovelessalyssa lovelessalyssa 18-21, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    Lisa Sad Lisa

    She hangs her head and cries on his shirt. She must be hurting badly. Tell me what's making you sadly. Open your door don't hide in the dark. If your lost you can trust me. Her eyes like windows trickling the rain. Upon her pain getting deeper. Though his love wants to...
    lonelygirl92 lonelygirl92 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    i dont know what to do anymore my partner said

    that either i move in next to his parents or theres no us i dont know what to do i love him dearly but we cant get along weve been living together for 3 years and at the moment hes fighting with me for everything if i cant rememebr something or if i dont know somethings he...
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2013

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    I think I am totally unimportant.

    It is a feeling that tells me that nobody wants me or would miss me if i'd be gone. I get it when I think of my own existence and when I spend time even with close friends... Because of this feeling I try to be a good human and I am very ambitious about my education but deep...
    minotaurusmann minotaurusmann 18-21, M Sep 22, 2014

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    I am so f•••ing sad

    and broken i need a life i have sinned god am I lost in your eyes
    theghostswww theghostswww 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 2, 2014

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    wil8on wil8on 41-45, M Nov 16, 2014

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    He made me cry last night,

    but not because he did anything bad, just because I'm breaking my own heart after him. He's happy, so I'm happy right? He's the only person who can make me smile.
    SuicidalSilence SuicidalSilence 13-15 1 Response Nov 30, 2014

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    My Family Doesn't Care About Me..

    I just need to get this off my chest. I am a 24 year old woman. I have a good boyfriend of many years whom I live with, I go to a fine university and get good grades. Life is okay. Except my family doesn't care about me one bit, I don't understand why and it saddens me so much...
    depressedwoman depressedwoman 22-25 8 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    We broke up 5yrs ago. You loved drinking more then us.. Then you come around 3yrs later when I finally moved on.. Tell me you want to be a better daddy to our daughter... So over...
    missjdragon20 missjdragon20 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I'm damaged.. I have a few scars and each one tells a story... I'm not broken... I pull myself up...dust myself off and move on. slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    I haven't written a thing in a month. I have had no words to say, just dealing with myfeelings. Yes, my feelings, are all over the place like an abandoned animal left to fendon its...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    because i hate making the people i love sad and worry.
    jynx1 jynx1 18-21, F 5 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    "You know it's real when you wake up sad"
    lpfeffer22 lpfeffer22 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    i feel so sad and empty inside i can't believe you have hurt me again :'-( it's just not fair when i love you so much
    woodyemma2013 woodyemma2013 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    so here I sit cold as duck on new years eve I broke her mind body and soul with my wicked thoughts and horrific actions she drove away broken hearted I dont have the answers for...
    itsjustme3684 itsjustme3684 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm 22. Aren't I suppose to know what to do with my life? I'm not meant to be coach surfing. Homeless. And jobless. I should have a job, a home and a life that isn't a disaster...
    nonnygirl13 nonnygirl13 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Tove Lo. She knows of the broken heart. She lives and sings about it, and she benefits so many by doing this. I see her broken, scarred heart, which is why I FIGHT HARDER FOR MINE...
    NewEra0916 NewEra0916 26-30, M Jan 8

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    here i am again on EP... Going through a lot of emotional pain Life is playing games with me. After he have told me that he cannot marry me. I was shattered completely. Next day we...
    kathhyv kathhyv 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Feeling so alone and isolated. In the midst of a relationship breakdown where he moved out after a vicious fight with my family. And months of us fighting. We couldn't cease...
    Sia88 Sia88 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Sadly I do. Sad topic isn't it. To know that once you had a big wonderful family, now it's all broke and gone.
    Xunig11 Xunig11 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    It's been almost three years since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it...
    minernick minernick 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    By my friends. They always hurt my feelings they never care just bc everytime they hurt me i never get mad at them. I get mad! Eventho i never show it to them. I am always afraid...
    cinderellyy cinderellyy 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I think I need a few days to be sad. To maybe cry a little or a lot. Then I will dust myself off and carry on but for now. I just need to feel sad. Trying to bury my feelings won't...
    0815Jade 0815Jade 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 7

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    Lana Del Rey. Summertime Sadness. After I heard this song a year or so ago, I fell in love with her music. She's got a style all her own, and she also knows of the aching, broken...
    NewEra0916 NewEra0916 26-30, M Jan 16

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    i think i have broken a heart.........I want to cry, want to hurt myself...I'm so sad and ..and getting crazy about this.....please...forgive me.....The contact knows it....
    ElliasA ElliasA 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    i didnt ever wanted to be fall in love with someone from the starting as i didnt liked it. but, i did i dont know how or why but i did and i love her a lot she's my classmate and...
    Varun99 Varun99 13-15, M Dec 26, 2014

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    After what happened on Christmas eve I decided to withdraw myself emotionally from him. I thought things over and realized, not for the first time, he is what he is. Normally I...
    justnicky justnicky 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    I believe that the saddest thing in life, is caring so much for someone & then one day, u'll look in their eyes & listen to them talk & realize that they are gone. All u see...
    burnsandbruises burnsandbruises 36-40, F Dec 27, 2014

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    When you have given all that you could and been there to love and support, it's a slap in the face to realize that he has been cheating and tells everyone that she is his new...
    Oliviaa92 Oliviaa92 36-40, F Dec 31, 2014

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    Today is the aniversery of one of the worst days of my life. And I can't stop thinking about her. This morning I was lying in bed and I saw her lying beside me and she said "I like...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    How do you help those who can't seem to help themselves? I have always been really in tune with my siblings ever since I can remember, whenever they are feeling upset or hurt, I...
    jerzshorecoll21 jerzshorecoll21 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    The day i was born i lived in a poor house.My dad was a drunkard.my mom has to work instead of my dad. 5 years later i got a little sister.Till that day i didnt got any love.my mom...
    kaihoneyrei kaihoneyrei 16-17, F Jan 6

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