I Am Sad and Broken

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 302 People

    I am so f•••ing sad

    and broken i need a life i have sinned god am I lost in your eyes
    theghostswww theghostswww
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jul 2, 2014


    I feel like i am broken. For soe reason no matter what i do its never good enough for anybody. Not for my friends or family. I used to do drugs real bad and some days i want to do them again. But i cant i have two children that i have to look out for. But when i quit no one said...
    dizzy2007 dizzy2007
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Sep 29, 2007

    I hate my life and don't know why.

    I have so much and am so good. Yet I want to die.
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Feb 23

    I should be over you by now.

    .. There were days that we didn't get to talk.. And I missed you for that. Then, we ended up talking once again. It made me realize how cold and distant you have always been... You always have this impenetrable bubble. You never let me in completely. I have always been on the...
    QueenCersei08 QueenCersei08
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 22, 2014

    Not to mention lost. I just wish I had someone

    to talk to. Someone that will care.
    lovelessalyssa lovelessalyssa
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 19, 2014

    I finally grew the courage to open Julie's

    snapchat. That snap she sended was going to determined wether she felt the same way as I felt towards her or not. I opened it around 9 this morning after waiting for a week!!! I was to nerves to open it then. I felt like it was going to be a rejection. I've never felt this way...
    GGaabbyy GGaabbyy
    18-21, F
    Feb 22, 2014
    wil8on wil8on
    41-45, M
    1 Response Nov 16, 2014

    Don't Know How To Mend....

    I feel like my insides have been ripped out. I feel so ashamed and it physically hurts. I feel like I do a lot wrong even though I have always liked to think of myself as sensitive and considerate of other peoples feelings and thoughts. I have lost all my friends due to various...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 17, 2011

    Because I live a lie every day.

    I pretend to be something I am not. I act like all is ok but inside I am numb. I don't know how to get the strength to change it.
    bethany444 bethany444
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2014

    Morning everyone....not feeling the greatest

    and too boot just got a call from one of my closest friends mom and she told me that my friend was killed in a car accident last night
    CountryGirl321 CountryGirl321
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 15, 2014

    I Know It Isn't

    I know my life isn't over already but it feels like it is. I'm broken beyond repair and sad past my own belief. I wake up everyday in a miserable existence, waiting for the miserable death that's the only thing i can look forward to. I don't want to die feeling alone, sad, and...
    misternobrain misternobrain
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 17, 2011

    Im Sad And Broken

    I Need To Leave Home Hi thank you for reading my story.I am the oldest of 2 brothers i am 43 he is 35. My Brother left home 10 years ago to live in Brighton UK . I live in Central North London.Unfortunatly i still live with my Mother who is 63 and her boyfriend who has such a...
    defoekeane defoekeane
    36-40, M
    Sep 27, 2013
    lavijasmine lavijasmine
    16-17, F
    Nov 18, 2014

    It's really ****** up

    when someone you love, someone younger than you, is dying in the hospital and the people who are supposed to be there for you and help you through don't give a **** yet complete strangers on the Internet want to do anything in their power to help you. It's hard to stay strong...
    Alesnow Alesnow
    18-21, F
    Jun 14, 2015

    Every Kiss Feels The Same

    every kiss feels the same.every touch goes too deep to deep for comfort i know im married now this should be ok. why does it feel the same his body on mine .why do i still feel this way every kiss feels the same.it should get better it should be better this time.his body on mine...
    cm45 cm45
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 16, 2010
    pearlishx pearlishx
    16-17, F
    Nov 4, 2014

    I wish I could shut my life out from everyone.

    I miss feeling nothing. Feelings are so ******* annoying.
    deademotion11 deademotion11
    22-25, M
    Nov 21, 2014

    i dont know what to do anymore my partner said

    that either i move in next to his parents or theres no us i dont know what to do i love him dearly but we cant get along weve been living together for 3 years and at the moment hes fighting with me for everything if i cant rememebr something or if i dont know somethings he...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 10, 2013

    The Reason Why I Can't Love Anymore.

    I didn't have the heart to lie to him when he saw the scars. I felt like I owed him at least that much, seeing how he had saved me whether or not he knew. I told him everything... The cutting, the bi-polar disorder, the anorexia, those weeks that I spent in the hospital because I...
    clockworkdragon clockworkdragon
    1 Response Oct 20, 2013

    Shattered Life Of Betrayal And Sex Abuse

    i can't say i remember a day i did not feel shattered or used i can't remember a day i didn't feel raped and sodomised i can't remember a day i didn't feel like dirt or a beaten down old dog.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Apr 13, 2011


    Sure, I know it may sound trivial, but romantic love has eluded me for 30 years of my life. I have fallen in love a few times in my life, however I do not know what it is like to have someone yearn for me, the way you would a lover. All of my relationships have been one-sided...
    MikeDaremix MikeDaremix
    26-30, M
    Jul 29, 2008

    It's been long time that I just think what may

    happen that makes me happy and I cannot find any answer for my question. I wish I still was a kid and a small candy makes me happy...
    Sahel170 Sahel170
    36-40, F
    Oct 26, 2015

    I don't get why he stopped caring :/ I'm

    so sad right now to the point where my head hurts when I cry or think.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015
    bradley5000 bradley5000
    16-17, M
    Jun 14, 2015
    mika58 mika58
    18-21, M
    Jul 27, 2015

    Lisa Sad Lisa

    She hangs her head and cries on his shirt. She must be hurting badly. Tell me what's making you sadly. Open your door don't hide in the dark. If your lost you can trust me. Her eyes like windows trickling the rain. Upon her pain getting deeper. Though his love wants to...
    lonelygirl92 lonelygirl92
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2009

    My Family Doesn't Care About Me..

    I just need to get this off my chest. I am a 24 year old woman. I have a good boyfriend of many years whom I live with, I go to a fine university and get good grades. Life is okay. Except my family doesn't care about me one bit, I don't understand why and it saddens me so much...
    depressedwoman depressedwoman
    21 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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