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I Am Sad and Broken

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 311 People

    Shattered Life Of Betrayal And Sex Abuse

    i can't say i remember a day i did not feel shattered or used i can't remember a day i didn't feel raped and sodomised i can't remember a day i didn't feel like dirt or a beaten down old dog.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Apr 13, 2011

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    I finally grew the courage to open Julie's

    snapchat. That snap she sended was going to determined wether she felt the same way as I felt towards her or not. I opened it around 9 this morning after waiting for a week!!! I was to nerves to open it then. I felt like it was going to be a rejection. I've never felt this way...
    GGaabbyy GGaabbyy 18-21, F Feb 22, 2014

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    I should be over you by now.

    .. There were days that we didn't get to talk.. And I missed you for that. Then, we ended up talking once again. It made me realize how cold and distant you have always been... You always have this impenetrable bubble. You never let me in completely. I have always been on the...
    maleficent08 maleficent08 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2014

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    i dont know what to do anymore my partner said

    that either i move in next to his parents or theres no us i dont know what to do i love him dearly but we cant get along weve been living together for 3 years and at the moment hes fighting with me for everything if i cant rememebr something or if i dont know somethings he...
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2013

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    I am so f•••ing sad

    and broken i need a life i have sinned god am I lost in your eyes
    theghostswww theghostswww 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 2, 2014

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    It's really ****** up

    when someone you love, someone younger than you, is dying in the hospital and the people who are supposed to be there for you and help you through don't give a **** yet complete strangers on the Internet want to do anything in their power to help you. It's hard to stay strong...
    Alesnow Alesnow 18-21, F Jun 14

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    Don't Know How To Mend....

    I feel like my insides have been ripped out. I feel so ashamed and it physically hurts. I feel like I do a lot wrong even though I have always liked to think of myself as sensitive and considerate of other peoples feelings and thoughts. I have lost all my friends due to various...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F Jun 17, 2011

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    I Know It Isn't

    I know my life isn't over already but it feels like it is. I'm broken beyond repair and sad past my own belief. I wake up everyday in a miserable existence, waiting for the miserable death that's the only thing i can look forward to. I don't want to die feeling alone, sad, and...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 17, 2011

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    Unloved

    Sure, I know it may sound trivial, but romantic love has eluded me for 30 years of my life. I have fallen in love a few times in my life, however I do not know what it is like to have someone yearn for me, the way you would a lover. All of my relationships have been one-sided...
    MikeDaremix MikeDaremix 26-30, M Jul 29, 2008

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    bradley5000 bradley5000 16-17, M Jun 14

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    I don't get why he stopped caring :/ I'm

    so sad right now to the point where my head hurts when I cry or think.
    Jennifer4713 Jennifer4713 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    Lisa Sad Lisa

    She hangs her head and cries on his shirt. She must be hurting badly. Tell me what's making you sadly. Open your door don't hide in the dark. If your lost you can trust me. Her eyes like windows trickling the rain. Upon her pain getting deeper. Though his love wants to...
    lonelygirl92 lonelygirl92 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    My Family Doesn't Care About Me..

    I just need to get this off my chest. I am a 24 year old woman. I have a good boyfriend of many years whom I live with, I go to a fine university and get good grades. Life is okay. Except my family doesn't care about me one bit, I don't understand why and it saddens me so much...
    depressedwoman depressedwoman 22-25 18 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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    I wish I could shut my life out from everyone.

    I miss feeling nothing. Feelings are so ******* annoying.
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M Nov 21, 2014

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    Not to mention lost. I just wish I had someone

    to talk to. Someone that will care.
    lovelessalyssa lovelessalyssa 18-21, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    lavijasmine lavijasmine 16-17, F Nov 18, 2014

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    Im Sad And Broken

    I Need To Leave Home Hi thank you for reading my story.I am the oldest of 2 brothers i am 43 he is 35. My Brother left home 10 years ago to live in Brighton UK . I live in Central North London.Unfortunatly i still live with my Mother who is 63 and her boyfriend who has such a...
    defoekeane defoekeane 36-40, M Sep 27, 2013

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    The Reason Why I Can't Love Anymore.

    I didn't have the heart to lie to him when he saw the scars. I felt like I owed him at least that much, seeing how he had saved me whether or not he knew. I told him everything... The cutting, the bi-polar disorder, the anorexia, those weeks that I spent in the hospital because I...
    clockworkdragon clockworkdragon 16-17 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    pbhox pbhox 16-17, F Nov 4, 2014

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    Every Kiss Feels The Same

    every kiss feels the same.every touch goes too deep to deep for comfort i know im married now this should be ok. why does it feel the same his body on mine .why do i still feel this way every kiss feels the same.it should get better it should be better this time.his body on mine...
    cm45 cm45 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2010

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    Morning everyone....not feeling the greatest

    and too boot just got a call from one of my closest friends mom and she told me that my friend was killed in a car accident last night
    CountryGirl321 CountryGirl321 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    mika58 mika58 18-21, M Jul 27

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    wil8on wil8on 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 16, 2014

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    Because I live a lie every day.

    I pretend to be something I am not. I act like all is ok but inside I am numb. I don't know how to get the strength to change it.
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 6, 2014

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    Broken

    I feel like i am broken. For soe reason no matter what i do its never good enough for anybody. Not for my friends or family. I used to do drugs real bad and some days i want to do them again. But i cant i have two children that i have to look out for. But when i quit no one said...
    dizzy2007 dizzy2007 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 29, 2007

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    Not because he left, but because he's here. Never been with someone I love so much, but can't touch, and hold and make love to. I'm throwing in the towel. It's too much for me. I...
    TheRightFitforLife TheRightFitforLife 46-50, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm pretty broken at the moment, but I put a smile on my face and pretend I'm ok. I've got a 6 year old daughter I'm really trying to be strong for her but I don't know how much...
    Diamondlove5 Diamondlove5 26-30, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    hello,My sad experience in my life even now.I was born with my mom only, when i got 11 years old my mom introduce my father and he has another family at that moment until now, I...
    loveyen loveyen 22-25 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am so tired of trying. I am so tired of pushing forward. I am broken. I am done. I give up. I am tired of being broken.
    PrairieSong PrairieSong 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I really want to kill myself. My life is going on horribly. My mother has psychotic depression, she has been on an affair for 9 years & has just recently stopped after being...
    mangoseed mangoseed 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 22

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    What do you say about something like this? I just feel sad one day and oblivious to the pain the next. Its been a little over 2 weeks now. So yeah I feel a bit better than before...
    xWarriorPrincessx xWarriorPrincessx 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I divorced in Feb 2014 and although I started dating very quickly, I had already checked out of my marriage approximately 1-2 years prior, so I felt I was ok to date. I met an...
    14nolookingback 14nolookingback 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    He doesn't know it, but this is his last chance... He doesn't know that as I write this I cry for him for me for the kids.... Because I know he won't even make the effort to save...
    HisBeautifulDisaster HisBeautifulDisaster 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    You see that family, who go out in public and puts on a smile. That family that goes out to eat and they are smiling of laughing, that's my family. But then you say something, a...
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 21

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    I feel broken inside, like I am being torn apart inside, my heart aches so bad, it is full of love but it is the love that is hurting me because I am afraid to tell them how I...
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    "Broken Love" We've burned ourselves hopelessly to the idea of love.. But, is it ever enough to just let the fire die? Pain seeks to every inch of our systems, bleeds to every...
    TheUntoldStory TheUntoldStory 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Matters of the Heart... Love, if it was only matters of the heart it would be easy. But, your brain takes over. All forms of logic disappear. Speculation is everywhere. It's...
    MyHeart4You MyHeart4You 46-50, F Aug 19

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    I was in a head on collision that almost cost me my life. Before we crashed I steered my side of the car into the collision so my ex wouldn't get hurt. I end up with both my fibula...
    Jakeyboi989 Jakeyboi989 16-17, M Aug 17

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    Who hasn't, Mine was by an addicted gambler and a cheater. Nobody deserves this I feel for all that have had heart broken. May you find peace and trust worthy person.
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M Aug 17

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