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I Am Sad For Reasons I Can't Explain

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 385 People

    I Shouldn't Be...

    I have a good life. For the most part I do what I want to do. I don't really like my job, in fact I hate it, but it pays well, and is good enough. I have a nice family, and I love my kids. I don't need for anything. But I'm sad. I cry a lot. I think I want something else...
    thefragile77 thefragile77 36-40 7 Responses Jul 19, 2013

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    Even when at home, i keep feeling like 'just

    want to go Home..' Where the home is, i have no idea.. How. When. Where. No idea.. Just want to go Home..
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I Caint Pull Myself Out

    i am Stuck Stuck like Mud Because you put me here You put me Here because You dont want me You threw Me away You dont want me So you left me here to stay You told me you Loved me But then, That was yesterday Because you left me And you left me here to stay. You didint try to help...
    PainistheGame PainistheGame 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2012

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    Always Sad And Depressed

    Sometimes i wonder why i even bother to wake up because for reasons even i am not sure i know, i feel sad almost the point of tears. The strangest thing is i am not sure that i know what caused my sadness or who is really and truly to blame for why i feel so sad and unhappy at...
    RedEyesBlackDragon RedEyesBlackDragon 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 11, 2013

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    Why Do I Feel This Way?

    Why do I feel this way? Sadness empress itself on me againist my will. I can't explain why I feel the way I do, but Iw ant it to go away. When people ask me what's wrong, I make something up, so I have something to say. Depression eats its way into me. It feasts on my trival...
    suffocating suffocating 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    I Know Why But I Can't Explain!

    I know everything there is to be learnt in life and that I'm as wise as Socrates. Do you know why? Nobody does. It's because I know that I can't learn everything and that no man can. This could be why. The fact that I will never know. I'm only 14 but I've fought depression and...
    Idreamthefuture Idreamthefuture 18-21, M May 17, 2011

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    Too Much

    Sometimes it all just gets to be too much and I dont even know why I am sad anymore
    Dragonflywings Dragonflywings 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2009

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    there's probably a better place

    for posting this but nevermind...I just got back from my cousins place to find that the 5 gorgeous, playful 2 month old kittens are no where to be found... my cat was sick when I arrived. I spent most of the day cuddling and playing with them on the sofa. mum -Inca - included...
    zkzi zkzi 26-30, F Jan 26

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    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24

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    Help..

    Sometimes.. My life feels so pathetic. I spend hours on end just laying in my bed in the dark not doing anything.  I don't want to be like this anymore.. I need help but I'm not sure where to go.  I purposefully start arguments with my boyfriend and put him through...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 9, 2010

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    Am I the only one who cries

    because people yank weeds from the ground only that the prettier flowers can survive?
    ChrisAlexgirl ChrisAlexgirl 13-15, F 1 Response May 25

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    I am sad because I am insecure

    and jealous and these are two things I don't want to feel as they are going to drive the one sure thing away that I have in life. All of these stupid emotions because she is spending the day with her children and her husband who she had left but I can't help but think she will...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 36-40, M May 23

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    I don't know why... I just am so,

    so, sad.... I should be happy; I just had some family over for my birthday, And revived some gifts; all the stuff I wanted.... But now that everyone's gone and I'm alone; I'm the most sad I've been in a long time.... Why?
    NearAsFarCanBe NearAsFarCanBe 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 27, 2014

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    Hmm.

    Today I've been pretty sad, no real idea why. I've had a rough week last week, and I guess I'm still recooperating. I feel like being very close to someone, and maybe crying. Oh well. Stiff upper lip. lol
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2011

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    It is a keep still and quiet while Chet Baker plays for me kind of day.
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    the only thing worse than a boy you hate is a boy you like.
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    I know in my soul that I am blessed beyond belief. So why is there not one thing I love about myself today.
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